Here's where the train ride ends

tcp @ 2007-02-19T00:18:00

2007-02-19T05:18:34Z

final post

new lj: idealogic

pycon

2007-01-26T04:01:50Z

so far so good.
works awesome, doing and learning lots of new things still.
February I will be going to Dallas for a training conference related to web application development.

Day 1: Tutorials

Python 101

Web Frameworks: Introduction to Web Application Development with Turbo Gears

Advanced Web Application Development with TurboGears

Day 2: conferences; discussing the following: http://us.pycon.org/apps07/talks/
this should be fun, not the plane ride though :[

and you wonder why we will be stricken

2006-11-25T04:14:18Z

Now we're asking ourselves why our children & fellow beings have no conscience, why they
don't know right from wrong, and why it doesn't bother them to kill
strangers, their classmates, and themselves.

Probably, if we think about it long and hard enough, we can figure it
out. I think it has a great deal to do with "WE REAP WHAT WE SOW."

Funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the
world's going to hell. Funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but
question what the Bible says.

Funny how you can send 'jokes' through e-mail and they spread like
wildfire but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people
think twice about sharing.

Funny how lewd, crude, vulgar and obscene articles pass freely through
cyberspace, but public discussion of God is suppressed in the school and
workplace.

Some people don't want to go eat because theyre "too tired to get up"
while some people don't eat because they have no money or food.
some people don't even have fuckin' legs.

20 bucks is nothing when you're out shopping for bullshit
but 20 bucks is ALOT of money when you're donating it to a church or charity

It's so easy to go do something with no interruptions, or failed dependencies
while the assholes that have this advantage, complain or always want more.

It's funny how 2 hours seems like such a long time when you're doing a good for someone
yet 2 hours flies when youre watching a good movie.

it's even funnier how everyone wants a place in heaven
yet noone does a damn thing about it to get there.

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funny, eh?

a note that every sinning creature on this earth should make to themselves:

*life is a privilege.

we're not perfect, we all fuck up, but learn to love, and love will forever endulge you into it's world
don't take advantage of what you have, because as quick as you got it, it can all disappear and go to hell
even faster!

Dear, future resident

2006-11-22T08:27:47Z

if you're gonna say it, say it.
What makes you think your little words can hurt me more than anything else i've already hurt?
you know, I been just partying and blowing all my money off, just becasue i want to.
because I'm a selfish prick, purely evil, and not giving a fuck about anyones feelings.
so ya know, I been kinda lost so why don't you fuckin enlighten me of all my imperfections that I already know of,
if it will make you feel better about yourself.
grow balls and tell the fucking world, speeak your fucking mind, as I've always told you,
and see how noone is going to give a shit,
except me, unfortunately.
so go ahead, use your power to hurt me
take advantage of it, knowing the words that come out of your mouth can still kill me
abuse your power, so you can feel great.
so every tear that hits the ground, can pick you up, and enlighten your day.
so you can find a source of anger release, and not feel like your lost.
you can only punch so many pillows.

so remind me of how much of a failure I am in your eyes.
tell me something I don't know

Regards,

"The devil"

tcp @ 2006-11-20T20:52:00

2006-11-21T01:52:04Z

No one will ever see,
This side reflected,
And if there's something wrong..
Who would have guessed it?

And I have left alone,
Everything that I own,
To make you feel like,
It's not too late...
It's never too late.

suddenly the jack in the box becomes the blinded

2006-11-19T10:02:52Z

its fun, it really is, especially when they have no idea, idea who, or how, or what, etc. Let's not forget the assumptions <3
it's about that time now, to sleep... and get some rest!

teh-todoo-s:
I needa have a Visio diagram & documentation on Monday describing main concepts of successfully designing a new access door control system via Proximity (RFID) cards & readers. the Integration of hardware into input/output buffering, and into PC I/O for (? conditionalizing ?), statements, and authentications take action and return true or false through the input/output stream between hardware and software.

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The visio diagram must include:

External project layout

Internal combinations

Internal Hardware to PC flow map

Internal Software application flow

Documentation should:

define the different technologies used & why

programming methods used to design this into a working product

Server network configurations

server software configurations

OPTIONAL-Databases (type, used for, and why)

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that's it for now.

Enjoying saturday did much of nothing during the day, just relaxing, the usual sessions taking place... etc

Sunday, no work, some programming and preparation to simplify another upcoming week of productivity.

!!--
good things are just down the road. hopefuly that helps to prioritize and statically set everything so that noone can tell me shit, no dependencies. Just stick a little grapefruit down the peoples mouth who mis-judge, and mistake my being for the worse & cruel, for the sake of materialistic gratification. didn't know the heart ran on 24k gold & paychecks, which in all turn is an extra 5 pounds thrown onto my ankles. you can love me, or save your time hating someone else, cause that bullshit isn't even an issue to me.
!!--

last week finished strong, this next one will be stronger, to create my own better.

night.

tcp @ 2006-11-16T03:03:00

2006-11-16T08:03:14Z

right on! you win, whatever. moving on with life

the new office buildout is lookin awesome! I can't wait till it's done. Miles and I ran about 800ft x 6 of cat-6(for data) & cat-5(for voice) drops for the offices new switch & centralization point. LCD tv's, etc, it's gona be fuckin' cool. I'll have pics sometime soon of before and after shots. Just movin' on up in the job world, learning a lot of crazy shit, heavily more training than anything for this years new project releases. lot's of new things gonna open up for the company, everyones pumped. huge voIP project, live radio streaming improvments (www.digiport.fm), social events and opportunities for new technologies to be tested. I got a little plan that MIGHT go successful in a week or two, ill post about it if it happens. I'm very excited about it, and it's gonna help me gain the three most important factors for success: happiness, shelter, nutrition. It will ensure me more at work, learning more with a more clear mind, and take out some school payments I've had bothering for too long already... but yeah, all else is great.

tcp @ 2006-10-30T01:09:00

2006-10-30T06:09:52Z

Got some pics of the office here, looks sweet. Check it out.

CLICK Here

Bye

updates. to the one or two who read my stuff

2006-10-16T02:31:03Z

So i'm not going to be working on any development or programming for the next month. Gonna be familarizing myself better with the network infrastructure, physical networking, wiring fiber & cat5/6, switching, routing, familiarizing with firewall softwares & proper firewall rules implementation, etc. Once that is better understood, the interoperability of the network will be clearer and more easier to implement new customers or trouble shoot current colocated customers. :D It's such a huge fuckin datacenter, about 4 rows with 7 or 8 cabinets with rackmounts, networking hardware, servers, etc, and about 4 or 5 cages with other internal LANS colocated to other customers. and my goal is to learn it inside out. Shit's goin pretty good, gonna browse my network design book from Cisco's CCDA (Cisco Certified Design Associate) book, and also go through a little bit of Virtual LAN configuration, port trunking, and switching/routing intercommunications.
So I will still be online, but not as frequently, as I will be moving around a lot more, but checking msg's and emails periodically. [ digiportmike @ gmail.com ] will be my new g-Mail account.
<3
i need to be mentally strong, get better rest, smoke more bud, & get some excersice. As well as read more books, and come in with a clear mind on the mental aspect, no bullshit, no negative vibes, nothing. I'm here to do something, and it will be done, and thats persue my life, get smarter, and grow financially. All that negative energy can go back to hell with itself, and anyone who is going to alter my good abmition that I've always had, can go fuck themselves.

This is very interesting

2006-10-12T23:22:31Z

http://www.wikihow.com/Guess-Someone%27s-Astrological-Sign

for zee future

2006-10-09T01:04:39Z

I got Ubuntu Finally all nice & setup on my box. Gonna start setting up some cool services here, Planning to start with Apache 2 Installation with SSL, LDAP directory base for user information, and some cool services via web applications, some tech support & online Documentation, and such, all a part of Kriptonix-Network Online. Here is two screenshots (Before & After) of my desktop. Lookin fly..

Before

After

Hope ya likes. Anyway, shoot me an email to my new Gmail: digiportmike@gmail.com for any questions or w/e on anything.

OMFG :O

2006-10-05T00:45:02Z

I want this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

http://www.thinkgeek.com/computing/input/8193/

digiport.com = up!

2006-10-04T23:59:33Z

if you've never used plone, you should use it! Finally got our public site completed on plone, check it out. it's a sweet as content management system to create sites so easily! It looks beautiful! http://www.digiport.com

SQUID!!! YAY

2006-10-04T04:05:49Z

So I worked pretty late today. No biggie at all. I'm going to get home now, set up X-ubuntu on my home box. I love this distribution, Ubuntu is an african word meaning it is a sub-Saharan African ethic or ideology focusing on people's allegiances and relations with each other. The word has its origin in the Bantu languages of Southern Africa. Ubuntu is seen as a traditional African concept.

So I need to test this proxy server (Squid) that I need to have working by tomorrow on a production server. I also have to modify my authentication application that I wrote to integrate its successul login/validation cases with the proxy and dynamically set access accounts to the proxy. Need to configure the access lists, and .pac files (proxy auto configuration) which modify your browser to automatically configure all connections to go through a specific proxy host. I got a couple printed documents, and a book on a Safari Oreily account that I have. Gonna look through those before I go to bed tonight. I saw Nonpoint on Saturday, it was so fucking wonderful. All the times I've seen them, they've fucking owned!

bitch

2006-09-26T07:04:49Z

I need to get the fuck out of my house already. Everytime I get here,everything goes to shit,my mood goesdown, my mom brings me down too much. I love her, but I cant everything I do is wrong, And its alwyas my fault for her getting nervous about everything,so what the fuck am I supposed to do, sit in a fucking chair tied up for the rest of my life, and miss my life? Im always happy and in a good mood atwork, or out of the house then I get home and she just brings me down, makes me feel guilty for everything I do. Its not good, its not helping me mentally for my fucking career that I got the blessing of having at such an early age. Everyone always says the same bullshit, same bullshit advice, meaningless. I got my life, and I'm going to fucking live it. I cant sit and hold back my life cause im worried my mothers gona go nuts cause I'm not around. Its not true, and it wont happen. I'm already sick and tired of feeling down for everyone and everything I do, when in reality I'm a good person and have a good heart, and never hurt anyone else. I understand my moms a little older now, she has her moments as everyone does, thats fine, but when she tells me all the time that everytime i get home, i ruin her sleep or make the dog bark, or make a mess, or disturb the peace, and then tells me i dont love the house or the family when Im out for a couple days, you just fucking run out of options to do. You feel like shit, you cant do nothing, and you feel guilty cause of the way youre feeling about your mother, but you know what, I know what I'm about,and I know I love my family and everything, but I need to be on my own. I want to smoke a fucking cigarette in my room while I work, in my boxers with a cup of coffee on the computer whenever the fuck I want, I hate consulting or needing something ALL THE FUCKING TIME togo and do something. All beacuse I take from myself and give to others. When I need, whos around? My family is, yes, but majority of the time, its a fucking hellhole here, and bet your ass its getting rubbed in my face. and I'm fucking sick of it. It sucks to be looked DOWN on, when knowing I'm a great fucking person, intelligent and putting myself down cause of stupid feedback is not worth it. People say 34535 things about me, and I accept that, and use it as toilet paper, but when my family does this bullshit to me, is unacceptable. If I weird you out, sorry. If I come on too strong, sorry, and if I intimidate you, good. cause that means I'll always have my way. Time to start thinking about myself a little bit more. My fault is giving too much.

i want...

2006-09-20T22:59:17Z

I wanna get highhhhhhh... sooo hiiiiiigh

DAMMIT

Fun...

2006-09-19T00:43:56Z

// BEGIN SARCASM BLOCK
Deleting 3833 Spam messages from my Gmail Inbox is so much fun!
// END SARCASM BLOCK

Weekend was relaxing, didn't do too much. Celebrated Albert's b-day, and we're making a band, we have one song already, and two under development, and we kick fucking ass. so fuck you.

tcp @ 2006-09-07T17:30:00

2006-09-07T21:30:54Z

YAY! quickest hop on this robot. Boss let me keep his, they didn't use it!!!!

WOO!

tcp @ 2006-09-07T17:09:00

2006-09-07T21:09:41Z

I found a link to the robot I was playing with eaerlier this morning for hours.

http://www.roboticsfoundry.org/modells-shopping/robosapien-remote-control-robot-1832365.html

it's so cool, and very cheap! I'm going to invest in one, definately

Here are some videos of the robot in action!

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=7124525367498837192&q=robosapien&hl=en

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-82538346300124929&q=robosapien&hl=en (beats on other robot with tube)

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-8545501075264447025&q=robosapien&hl=en (farts and high fives)

tcp @ 2006-09-07T05:15:00

2006-09-07T09:18:31Z

BANG BANG!

I was playing with a cool remote control robot. That shit is so amazing, I think I might f sat here for about 2 hours watching him dance and move and stuff. <3

I want one. no.. seven!

hehehehewrgregrege

2006-08-30T18:39:54Z

Next time anyone thinks they're having a bad day, Imagine this:

*you're a siamese twin
*your brother attached to you is gay
*you aren't gay
*your brother has a date comin' over tonight
*you only have one asshole

America, Inc.

2006-08-30T15:11:07Z

We are the ones that are going to bring this world to it's knees, till they start to bleed.
Labeling and stereotyping everything and their fuckin' mothers.
Is there anyone in this world who can accept someone elses different view or opinion and not criticize them or put it down, or think it's wrong. When someone tells me the real definition of what is supposed to be right and what is supposed to be wrong, then I'll shut my fucking mouth. Stupid fucks. Go fucking drop dead in a fucking sewage gutter...idiots.

tcp @ 2006-08-26T07:22:00

2006-08-26T11:22:02Z

Starbucks is about to open in 10 minutes. I been waiting for this all night!

tcp @ 2006-08-24T05:44:00

2006-08-24T09:44:49Z

it's thursday, I've lost a little bit the track of time. Well not really, I just didnt realize it was thursday, wasn't on my mind. New job is awesome, it's going well.

tcp @ 2006-08-15T23:05:00

2006-08-16T03:08:29Z

everyday last week I worked, got home, did more stuff/preparations for next day, or continue something that wasn't finished. All this has been repeating until today. I know what to do for tomorrow and have it ready, so I am fucking going to sleep. WOW! Sleep, seems so surreal. Forgot what a good nights sleep feels like. work tomorrow at 12PM till... ?
night mofos.