Sunshine's Valley

sunshinecorazon — Mon, 18 Jun 2012 21:49:41 GMT

I haven't posted on this website in SO LONG, ack!

How is everybody? I'm toats still reading everything out there, but posting has most definitely fallen to the way-side, not that it was ever of the ut-most importance, but it HAS been a while.

Here's an update on me,

I'm still working at McDonald's, it doesn't suck. I've been promoted, months ago in fact, to Crew Trainer (it's essentially Asst.Manager with a focus on training and having new people shoved at you ALL THE TIME, lol. kids!) I've been told I can become a manager, if I so please, but I'm still unsure about that.

I'm not in school, yet, it's a lot to handle and think about. I'm AWESOME at being an adult and handling my money well, as well as being an awesome help at home. However, school is something that just leaves me with too many questions still. Hopefully I'll figure something out soon. OH, I've also been learning how to drive, so that's cool.

And I'm only 20, so I feel like I shouldn't be quite stressing just yet. I'd rather be relaxed and happy, than trying to FIND reasons to stress out. As long as my parents are proud, and I'm happy, then hopefully it'll all work out with time. :)

Love you all, really I do!

I hope everyone is doing well.

*HUGS TO ALL*

Moe.

Scott Lowel [sorry bad spelling!] in Criminal Minds!

sunshinecorazon — Fri, 08 Jul 2011 03:45:05 GMT

So there I was watching Criminal Minds, like the craycray addict that I am and then they reveal the stalker and OMFG IT'S MOTHER EFFIN TED UP ON MY TV SCREEN.

If you're interested in scoping out the episode it's titled, "The Crossing" and was released in 2008.

:)

FRIENDS LIST, CAN WE PARTY TOGETHER?!

sunshinecorazon — Fri, 27 May 2011 01:49:25 GMT

Okay bad neews out of the way first--that job actually didn't work out the guy who hired me was literally and truly a total perve. For real. :'(

HOWEVER HERE COMES THE HAPPY NEWS...

I SOMEHOW WON GLEE TICKETS VIA A RADIO CALL IN CONTEST.

OH MY GAWD.

WHERE IS THE BIG SMILEY EMOTICON WHEN I NEED ONE?!?!?!?!!!?!?!?!?!

*hugs everyone*

Surprise answer to Meme--at least I was shocked. :D

sunshinecorazon — Fri, 29 Apr 2011 16:52:49 GMT

Borrowed from boonesfarmgirl

Whom I had no idea was a fellow past Philadelphia, HAZZAH more than I does exist as past Philadelphians on the interweb :D

What American accent do you have?
Created by Xavier on Memegen.net

Southern. Love it or hate it, your accent says you're probably from somewhere south of the Ohio River.

If you're not from the South, you probably were overanalyzing the questions. Take the quiz again but don't think so hard next time.

Take this quiz now - it's easy!

I did not expect this result AT ALL but in retrospect I always screwed with my pronunciation of words, at least as a child because I didn't want to sound like my friends so it makes sense. :D in a weird way, it makes sense. LOL.

BTW I took the quiz twice so it ain't joshin.

I MUST SHARE THIS

sunshinecorazon — Tue, 19 Apr 2011 16:49:36 GMT

I'mma feel like a crazy fangirl a few hours from now after seeing this post but you know what? I'M TOO EXCITED TO CAREEE!!!

I GOT A JOB!!!!

YEA THAT'S RIGHT, ME! WHO'S BEEN LOOKING FOR ALMOST TWO YEARS, I FINALLY HAVE A J-O-B! YAY!

Writer's Block: Teenage dream

sunshinecorazon — Fri, 08 Apr 2011 03:34:05 GMT

I love this question, I mean, who hasn't thought about this?

I don't think I'd say anything. I think at first I'd be in shock, probably have tears in my eyes. Then, I think I'd ask, "Why?"

I don't think it would be a romantic reunion at first, I wouldn't go running into his arms (but I'd want to).

It doesn't sound like a fairytale, but we were never like that. So, at first.

I'd be shocked.....curious...and fighting back a smile.

What would YOU do?

sunshinecorazon — Tue, 05 Apr 2011 02:51:37 GMT

HELLO ALL!

So, I'm in a bit of a pickle and I'm not sure what to do.

I've been working on this fanfic, that I really love, but I was sick for the past few days and am now behind with posting. However, I've yet to write the next chapter. Yet, I have writers block at the moment am an unsure whether I should try writing through it. I'm still a little sick and that makes me a little cautious because my writing when I'm sick aha well...*awkward cough* let's just say it ain't prettyful.

Still I do WANT to be able to update, it's fun, but should I try writing despite knowing there's a 80% chance it'll be crap. I tried earlier and it just wasn't flowing.

Maybe I should take another day's break because it just feels like it's stressful to do this and it should be fun. Right?

So maybe I already made my decision, but I don't like it. :|

*sigh*

So basically my question is, what would YOU do?

Any advice will help, thanks!

*hugs*

PS. I didn't think this was long enough to need to be behind an LJ Cut, but if it's like obnoxiously large on your friends page, please feel free to ask me to put it behind a cut, I won't mind. :D

I DID IT!!!!!!!!

sunshinecorazon — Sun, 28 Nov 2010 11:25:02 GMT

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!
I got 50,397 for my NaNoWriMo Novel, and I must say, the ending is pretty awesome!!!!

To see that little purple bar with the word "winner" on it, yes....I cried. A lot. They were happy tears ago.

I just want to say thank you! To all of ya'll who have commented and given me encouragement.

You have no idea, or maybe you do, how much you really kept me going.

Sometimes all you need is someone to say "You're doing a great job, don't worry, you got this!!", to really keep you moving.

For that, I wish I could give all of your hugs, I guess I'll just have to settle for this.

*HUGS*
YAY!

SNOWSTORM!

sunshinecorazon — Sat, 06 Feb 2010 00:05:30 GMT

YAY!!! I'm soooo excited for the snowstorm!
Am I planning a snowball fight like a little kid? YES!
Am I having grown men agree to join in? YES
I shall conquer!
I have this huuuuge baseball field behind my house and it remains immaculate...shall I ruin that perfection?!
YES!!!
I am beyoooond excited. I wish you all, my lovely flist. Could join in! If I don't freeze horribly within the mounds of snow that shall be tossed at me. I'll try to take some pictures.
Other cool stuff that happened today:

I talked to my bestfriend today. We don't get to talk often because we're so far apart physically. Ya know...long distances. Anyways, she's been busy with classes and I've been busy with..well..life. Anyways, I felt like 'yea, maybe we CAN stay friends despite how little we speak or even SEE eachother'. It's hard because she's just a friend. A great one whom I've known for years. However, I fear being forgotten. That sounds ridiculous, but I do.She's just a friend, not family. She has no obligation to care for me whatsoever and if she were to just decide to never speak to me again, that'd be her choice. Now, she's not that horrid of a person to do so, but..I still fear it. Anyways, aside from this sad stuff. It was great talking to her and totally made my day. How are you? haha.

A lil update on something with the guy I'm dating. He's into valentine's day and well...I'm not. Should I have lied and said I liked it rather than say, I'm not too fond of it. He wants to surprise me with something but I just didn't want him to expect me to be totally overwhelmed with excitement. You know? Now I wonder if I should of been honest, but if I want this relationship to work, which I question if I do, shouldn't I always be honest? I don't THINK it hurt him to say that. I'm pushing that to the side to say ta-ta Flist and thanks for taking the time to peek into my daytime comings and goings for a bit. Comment if you'd like. Opinions or hello's are always welcome.

Climbing a mountain...metaphorically speaking, of course! ;)

sunshinecorazon — Tue, 19 Jan 2010 07:26:37 GMT

Ever have to pump yourself up to a task you know is like climbing a mountain?! Not exactly FUN, but soooo worth it? I am!!

I edit a few friend's fics and a very good friend of mine is working on a Harry Potter fic. We haven't work together in yeeears. Since, well....a while, haha. Surprisingly, I love grammar more than I thought. Obviously, on my journal it's not that apparant. However, that's because it doesn't really matter on my journal. Whereas I don't want to disappoint my friend SO I'm kind of working my butt off here. There's really no down side since I want to get a Masters in Grammar. EXCEPT, my friend has become quite inspired these last few weeks. I've recieved hundreds of pages to edit. I swear, I feel like a damn awesome grammar nazi machine!

I've been tearing those things down like a lumberjack to a tree...and I feel the urge to say, rawr! For the awesomeness we've cranked out. Her fanfiction.net name is Firefly007, she only has one fic up and that one I could only edit with pen to paper. bleh! Yet, now I have the awesome internet! :) So, if anyone is ever desperate for a beta....I'm basically an insomniac....just sayin'.

That's about it. Just wanted to update my journal because for once I felt like it, haha. More than once a month.

ta ta darlings!!

ps. A while ago, I created a video for my friend when we were seperating for college and such. Perhaps I'll post it soon. I like it so I want to share. Oh, and you notice my smiley craze? I don't think I'll ever stop loving the things, haha.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

sunshinecorazon — Fri, 01 Jan 2010 23:49:04 GMT

Here's a lil Pride and Prejudice editing love.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

sunshinecorazon — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 21:31:13 GMT

Hello All!

Merry Christmas. I hope your day has gone as wonderfully as mine. I got a new camera so I'm very excited about that! Got anything dandy you just have to huggle because you can't believe you own it?!?!

Other than that I plan to post some videos this summer of my hopefully, fun, experiences at this Harry Potter Convention I'm going to in Florida. With my new camera of course, lol. Aside from that, I need to go clean up the wrapping paper. haha. Oh! Here's some yummy B/J hottness!

What a weird day...

sunshinecorazon — Wed, 28 Oct 2009 16:09:22 GMT

Just me rambling. Sorry if you expected more, haha.

It's just been a weird day for me. I miss my friends, a lot. I may drop by auditions to a few of my friends play, but I don't know. I'm just in that mood where I don't wanna get out of bed. Not because I'm comfortable, but because I just don't want to face anyone today. It's hard work sometimes being friendly when sometimes, you just feel like a real bear. Oh and another thing, why the hell does google keep saying my html codes are romanian, seriously, google?!?! Come on.

Gosh darn my excessive use of smileys, but I can't help it! It's been a rough few days, weeks, maybe months? I don't know. It's just...one of those days. Usually I like to be chipper. You know, turn a bad into a good. It just seems like everything good...turns out bad. For example after a 7 years family feud, my lesser half of the family have found us, and while I'm not upset. My brother is. He can make any situation hell, therefore, I can't even say I'm happy those lying cheating, (add many expletives) relatives of mine are back. Because, then, it would seem like I'm betraying my true family. Sound complicated? It's not even the half of it. Trust me, the whole story is like a mobster scenario straight out of a 1930's classic film.

Other than that, I'm pretty damn happy. I think, haha. I'm never sure. Sometimes I just need to vent and in those moments where I have no one to call, which is kinda often actually, I prefer blogging. Because, surprisingly it's easier to type than speak most things. I'd rather type with inane smileys in between than stumble over my issues and have everyone worried. It always happens when I'm upset. I've been doomed with the fate of having every person I meet, be the most overprotective person when I'm involved in a situation, and most especially when I'm upset. No lie, no exaggeration.

And finally, I damn well love Jay Brannan and wheter his songs are happy or sad, I enjoy them. So take a peek with this link. Some of his songs make me think of how they could relate to Justin Taylor...oh by the way Jay Brannan's lyrics can get to be a tad explicit, but now that you've been warned, it's all good.

I still don't know how to make my links pretty, >.<, but I'm trying! One day I'll get the hang of it.

Happy Birthday besame_bj!!

sunshinecorazon — Tue, 06 Oct 2009 00:37:20 GMT

Happy Birthday Eileen! I just got to learning how to photo edit and such so I decided to give you a pic for your bday! Hope you like it! Your stories always make me smile so I hope this little 'Happy Birthday!' makes you smile too!

Oh and we're birthday buddys!! YAY!!
I know it's a teeny bit early, but I was too excited to wait...I just learned this snazzy tool and wanted to share.

Life, and all things in it.

sunshinecorazon — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 21:25:45 GMT

Life has been CRAZY! This is just a basic update post because...I'm tired of seeing that damn christmas post, haha. Anyways..the major thing that has been going on is I'm working on publishing some work and doing some play productions. I'm pretty excited because this summer is suppose to be pretty chill. This past winter and spring have been just way too busy. I've gotten sick god knows how many times from stress only to bounce right back! As of now I FINALLY have the time to do all the personal fun things I've been planning for. I'm going to PRIDE this sunday and ohh I have a date saturday with...god help me....my brother's best friend. He's a sweetie and I'm pretty elated about this. Other than those few things and having enough time to actually see my friends more than once every month, I've been relaxed. I guess making wishes at 11:11 can brighten any day.
Sorry for filling anyones pages with my inane chatter.

*hugs*

(I'm also doing a Free Hugs day with some friends and I've learned virtual hugs are nice too! Spread some love with that Hug!)

sunshinecorazon — Thu, 25 Dec 2008 13:17:23 GMT

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!
I am squealing in delight right now. I am so so so excited to see all of my family and their reactions to their gifts. I'm more excited for that than my own gifts. Anyways I just wanted to type up this quick lil note to wish my flist a very Merry Christmas!!!!
Love,
-Jay(with loads of hugs attached)

(lil icon courtesy of readgreekeasy) That icon just makes me smile more on christmas! *le sigh* I love the holidays!!! :D

Prop 8 Protest

sunshinecorazon — Sun, 16 Nov 2008 02:40:10 GMT

Hi!
So here's the lo-down. I went to the Prop 8 Protest in Center City Philadelphia and it was amazing. The expected amount was 1,293(that was all the people on the official facebook page so that was the rough estimate.) and the news announced there was about 6,000 people in City Hall by the time it ended. The most surprising part? It was non-violent. Now that was what the protest was planned to be but honestly every person I spoke to acknowledged that there was a good chance some jerk was going to start shooting or fights. Not a joke. I use to live there and I knew this was a risk. That's also the reason a close friend of mine decided not to go, my best friend in fact. It's also a reason a different close friend of mine, Zoey, decided to go. It was also great because my brother,who admits to all that he is an asshole, accompanied me. He could have gone with me and made me feel like crap for dragging him there for protection but he acknowledged that he is an Ally as did my friend Zoey. That really touched me. They both are, admittedly (because they have said so) BIG jerks. Yet, they put aside there sarcaastic comments and chanted with me and clapped and..I am tearing up right now because I've never felt so loved. It was a huge thing for them to truly risk themselves and come with me to this protest. They could of said 'never mind' and I would of ended up not going. They didn't. So, for once, the City of Brotherly Love showed me some love with barely any problems at the protest (there was this one guy spewing about how everyone was going to hell but I mean with 1 to 6,000 would YOU have stayed???! I think not. So he left right away.)It has been an exciting day and I wish I could add pictures but I was in such a rush I left my camera at home and my friend Zoey has all the pics are her phone. I will see them once she convinces her brother to help her get the pics out of her phone and into her computer so she can email me them. It has been an AWESOMELY AMAZING day. One I'll never forget.

~Jay

Hmmm...randomness..

sunshinecorazon — Sun, 14 Sep 2008 01:03:16 GMT

Well I'm so bored that I decided to update my journal...even though naturally it's all going to be about random things in my life. As usual I've been reading fanfics upon fanfics upon fanfics. Except I've just returned to school and my school roster is crazy!! All day that I'm in school I have not a moments rest. For example at the moment..I should be doing one of the 5 or 15 projects I have due! But nope...I'm too lazy and stressed to even want to look at all my work. At the moment other than reading, typing, and talking I am watching Lifetime's movie based on the life of Coco Chanel. So far it's only been on for almost a half an hour but my lord I so love the romance playing out. If this is truly her life..I wish I could have such romance as she is experienceing. Don't get me wrong I've had some movie-esque romances, but..phew...how I would love to have hers! haha. Young Coco(the actress) is rather cute looking. She reminds me of oneof my teachers...erg school on the brain...truthfully though this particular teacher I am so in lust with. She's married but ha...I can still say she is hott!!! None of my friends know I think this becasuse...they're cool with me being bi and all but I think that springing into a conversation in which they're complaining about the length of an essay with how hot I think the teacher is may turn out to be a tad bit awkward. Either way my life has definetley had its influence of romances. My favorite movie/book Jane Eyre was played three times and how many times did I see it? Oh, I don't know, three! My ex-boyfriend..whom I admittedly broke up with...has been bugging me for a while. Everytime I speak with him I know he still likes me, and it makes me feel bad because I feel like I'm passing up love, but he just doesn't seem to be the guy for me. I'm still hung up on this guy who I guess who could be considered my high school sweetheart. It's not like this guy hasn;t revealed that he still likes me it's...truly complicated. That's probably why I like the brian/justin pairing. There is no doubt in my mind that Brian totally reminds me of my supposed "High School Sweetheart" at times I felt like I knew he loved me but then I would turn around and he'd do or say something that would totally change my outlook. I haven't talked to this guy in months. This has happened before. At one time I went a whole year without speaking to him. Yet, the next moment we talked it was like nothing had changed. It's all very annoying and infuriating and yet still I sorely miss him. Now that I've spent my time lamenting about lost love and tv movies that get you waaay too emotional I think I may just go and do some work. haha.

L8er, Jay

ps...Ignore the bad spelling and grammar, I'm too lazy to fix it all right now.

What to do when you have an oral presentation!

sunshinecorazon — Sun, 03 Aug 2008 23:45:08 GMT

Tomorrow I need to do an oral presentation in front of complete strangers! I've never done this before and I'm extremely nervous!!! Basically all I have been focusing on this weekend is practice...practice...practice!! As I was practicing a few minutes ago..and stuttering WAY too much. I thought..WWKD? Also known as WHAT WOULD KINNEY DO? WHAT WOULD BRIAN KINNEY DO?! Then it hit me! Genius! I do acting! If I just take on the Brian Kinney 'I don't give a fuck' attitude' I can do my presentation well!! Usually I do good presentations and maybe I will tomorrow! I'm freaking out! This revelation was so simple! It was staring me in the face! haha. Now I'm gonna go read some schmoopy B/J fanfiction!

LATER!

Writer's Block: Caring

sunshinecorazon — Thu, 03 Jul 2008 14:26:05 GMT

What a question! I don't really have to think for the answer though. My family. As well as the extended family I have "adopted" because I have many friends who are my family too.

Why I'm here...

sunshinecorazon — Thu, 03 Jul 2008 14:12:11 GMT

I have created a Livejournal for the purpose of reading fanfictions. There's just a teeny tiny problem with this. I suck at navigating throughout my own account. It's very strange I can rock at playing with any computer, but give me a livejournal and I plummet. Basically this is just to state that I am of age and very excitied to try and find some good fanfiction!! Perhaps a bit of friending will be needed but I'll try my best. This may possible be the only post I make on here. Who knows. But most likely, yea, this post is it for my live journal journaling adventures. I may post a poem here or there as well as rant a bit, but that's it.

This is the end of my first ever livejournal entry aaaaand it's really short. If you want to get to know me, be my guest and friend me or message me. I sure as hell don't mind. :)

~Jay~

ps. My user name mean "sunshine heart". Corazon is heart in spanish. Wheter I spelled it right is the only thing I'm curious about with that, but I know it does in fact mean heart.