Confessions of a Pop Princess

Subject:	"Your better half??"
Time:	12:33 pm.

I feel like updating since I havent in a month.

I was watching Oprah one day interviewing Jim Carey and he said "After years of dating i finally understand that your love isnt the better half of you . Yes they should make you happy and want to be a better person. but before that you need to be whole. you have to be complete. you shouldnt need someone to complete you"

Ive been pondering on that quote. In so many movies and books and songs its always about finding "your better half" and I have to agree with the Mr. Grinch. You need to be happy with yourself first. and I realize im not happy with myself. I know im a good person but i could be a better person. I could do better in school, I could be more responsible. I could let people in and not be so afraid. I realized that im in my 2nd year of college and i still dont know what i want to major in. So i decided Pharmacy... not because thats my parents desire for it. I realize my bigger passion in life is to one day have a family, and not have to be so stressed on finicial issues. I want stability... and I dont want to have to depend on a man bringing home the food on the table. I want to be a strong woman.

and also Joe... an annoying kid keeps calling me. He tries so hard to be those guys in the movies who keeps calilng the girl and wins her over by going to her house and then all of a sudden they stop fighting and they get married with celine dion music as their soundtrack....

Thank goodness im not desperate..... its scary to think that i could of actually dated him.

*almost gets sick*

I cant explain how badly he turns me off.

Comments: I'll take my chances with you.

Subject:	Fridays
Time:	2:06 pm.
Mood:	touched.

Got back from going to Fridays to see Joey... by myself. Its not that nerve racking anymore. I actually somewhat prefer going on my own... as long as its not busy.

I got to my table and he saw me and blew me a kiss or something along those lines. He came to me and i asked him for a drink and got me some alcohol.. i was just stressed about school. He was kind of busy with other tables. There was this one table with these 2 girls kept trying to talk to him. I wasnt jealous or anything, they must of been 16 or 17. But it just got annoying cause i just sat there some of the time flipping through my phone. I also like how he thought my phone was new when its old as shit haha. Then i was on the phone with Michelle and hes sitting across from me, making me hang up. I dont know why but he thought i was talking to my mom? We talked about his dancing and said hes putting it aside right now and will do some stuff later. I'm always a tad nervous when i ask him whats new, since i dont want to hear something that will break me. Since he did delete his myspace because he realized people were getting into his business a little too much. ... which is true since i used his myspace to my advantage and disadvantage.

His hair was messy, and I played with it as he sat there dewing eyed and yawning, being exhasted from work. He's like "I promise you. ill be better tomorrow" ... not sure why he said that. He asked me how school was going and really for the first time i somewhat opened up to him. I told him how its so expensive and its stressing me out.

Hes like "You might have to sell your body or something"
me: Uh.. yeah sure
Joey: Id pay... *in a serious tone*

hahaaa. ... um yeah . and we talked about how i want to move and how hed keep an eye out for me with houses. He also asked if im a model. LMAO. i was cracking up. hes like "your myspace pictures..." I told him how i did it myself, he seemed confused haha. He told me I should model.

After a couple of hours i left and gave him a hug and he told me "Youll be the first to know about my dancing stuff," and i walked away and he said "be careful" assuming he meant driving.

Comments: I'll take my chances with you.

Subject:	Unrequited Love
Time:	2:14 pm.
Mood:	crushed.

I have found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Shakespeare said “Journeys end and love is meeting.” Oh, what an extraordinary thought. Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that but more than willing to believe Shakespeare had. I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I’m constantly amazed by its sheer power to define our lives. It was also Shakespeare who said “Love is Blind” now that is something I know to be true.

For some love fades, for others love is simply lost. But then of course love can also be found even just for the night. And then there is another kind of love, the cruelest kind, The one that almost kills its victims. Its called “unrequited love” of that I am an expert.

Most love stores are about people who fall in love with each other, but what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love… alone. We are the victims of the one sided affair, we are the cursed of the loved ones, we are the unloved ones. The walking wounded, the handicap without the advantage of a great parking space. Yes, you are looking at one such individual.

And that I have willingly loved that man for 3 miserable years. The absolute worst years of my life; The worst Christmases, birthdays, New Years brought by tears. These years that ive been in love have been the darkest days of my life, all because I’ve been cursed by being in love with a man who does not and will not love me back.

What I’m trying to say is I understand feeling as small and insignificant as humanly possibly. How it can ache in places you didn’t know you had inside you. It doesn’t matter how many new haircuts you get or how many glasses of alcohol you drink. You still go to bed every night going after every detail and wonder what you did wrong, or how you could of misunderstood.

Sometimes you can convince yourself that he’ll see the light and show up at your door. After all of that, however how long that maybe, You’ll go somewhere new and you’ll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. Little pieces of your soul will finally come back and all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that wasted with eventually begin to fade.

Comments: 3chances - I'll take my chances with you.

Subject:	why. WHY
Time:	7:09 pm.
Mood:	exhausted.

i thought i was over josh. im not. i liked the fact that he was straight foward and didnt beat around the bush and didnt play games with me. he told me how he felt right away.

i regret not making an effort. todays horoscope was freakishly weird "you wake up this morning with a sinking feeling that you made a terrible mistake. its not too late to make things right again. grad that cell phone"

well i think its too late. i think he took me off his friends list on myspace.

and why is it. im a nice person.. but to others that shows weaknes.. and if i defend myself and i think im strong some people think its bitchiness and arrogance.

Comments: I'll take my chances with you.

Subject:	fall is here... and i want to dissapear..
Time:	5:14 pm.

My colleges classes started a couple weeks ago, my classes are interesting... except the 8 am- 12pm math class on friday mornings. yuck.

you would think being in classes with at least 50 other people would be exciting and liberating. Sure i'm meeting new people and making new "friends." but i feel lonely. used. abused. and taken advantage of.

I'd like to lie and pretend that im at the best stage of my life and im loving being a legal adult. but i would be lieing.

I met this cute guy in my bio clas right.. were getting along...laughing, talking, a bit of flirting. All of a sudden this blonde slutt walks in. and sits in front of him. she was wearing practically nothing, and her boobs looked fake. and all of a sudden this dude's attension turns to her.

So.... your prob wondering... what happened to Josh? that 24 year old radio dj she met about 6 months ago. well we want to meet eachother but i feel like its never going to happen. were both complete opposites. yeah, he's a nice, cool guy. but he's a bit too much of a partier for me. if i were to be with him and go out to clubs at 1 am, it would be hard for me to sneak out... since i live with my parents. *another yuck*

ALSO as i said... i feeel used and taken advantage of. This summer i was finally getting along with this guy .... we were somewhat friends in highschool but we never talked outside of class, until the end of senior year. he went through a breakup and he confided in me and told me everything. All of a sudden he would want to hang out and invited me to his party and etc.... people were like "omg he likes you" at first i shrugged it off and i told myself not to fall for him again like i did sohpmore year. but the more he told me, the more i fell.

tell me if this makes sense or not... it was so much harder knowing that i could be with him, rather knowing that i couldnt?

you want what you cant have... well in my case ... i wanted what i could've had... and it drove me nuts.

he went through a lot over the summer and i was there. we would text eachother all the time... to the point where my texting bill went up to 60 bucks... IN ONE MONTH!

deep down i knew he had not moved on... i wanted to be with him.... but it was too soon. so i waited. and waited.

and quickly we lost touch before college started. i was his "rebound" without actually being a rebound. now, i try talking to him but he always makes an accuse and says he has to go.

as he opened up to me, i opened up to him. we were friends... so i thought? what are we? im not so sure...

i went to troy daze over the weekend and felt so out of place. i feel as though everyone that i loved has left me to rot.

I feel like everyone else recieves happiness. i feel like theres a burning hole inside my body, i feel as though as im on fire and theres no way of putting it out. I cant put it out. i have to wait until another person comes along and either puts it out, or adds more fuel. always in the end... he always adds more fuel... and now im nothing but ashes.

Comments: 1chance - I'll take my chances with you.

Subject:	ah
Time:	3:35 pm.

Comments: I'll take my chances with you.

Subject:	MY GRADUATION PARTY
Time:	5:04 pm.

MY GRAD PARTY WITH LINDSAY K. SHARED. DOUBLE THE TROUBLE! UH OH!

BE THERE. OR BE SQUARE.

AUGUST 5TH. 3PM

MY PLACE.

DONT KNOW WHERE AT? ASK FOR DIRECTIONS.

YOU'LL BE SURROUNDED BY LOVLY GOODNESS. AND CHOCOLATE COVERED RAINBOWS AND FLUFF! WHOOO!

Comments: I'll take my chances with you.

Subject:	Superman
Time:	2:01 pm.

“Superman”

He was an only child
He was a good boy, did what he was told
Suddenly his father passed away when he was seven
he looked to heaven, and said
Father, ill make you proud
Ill be the son you always wanted
Then one he became a man
He kissed his mother goodbye
And said I love you, please mama don’t cry
His mother watched him walk away
And silently cried

He’s superman
Please bring him home once again
He’s fighting for his home, his country,
His family and his dignity
He’s superman

After weeks of war
and many letters
he prayed and said “god please make it better”
he watched all of his friends fall
he fought harder than he ever did before

Comments: I'll take my chances with you.

Subject:	I'm a mod
Time:	4:25 pm.
Mood:	excited.

IM EXCITED =). after being a member on the click fives message boards for a year now, and promoting my ass off. I've been promoted to being a moderator. hahaaa. im working With Joey, Caroline, and Amber on the boards. haha ive wanted this for a looong time. im sooooooo happy!

wohooo. hahaaha I bet joeys scared.

Comments: I'll take my chances with you.

Subject:	Expect the unexpected?
Time:	4:36 pm.
Mood:	cheerful.

So I thought i should make an update on life.. i havent made an ACTUALL entry in some time. So the past week has been different and interesting.

If you remember. I met this guy Josh, he works for WIOG. radio.

^him on the right... the one thats not looking at the right camera haha.

Suprisingly we haveing been communicating and talking a lot during the past week. the part that sucks is that he's turning 24 on wed... yes 24. -_- hah.

and we've been flirting and talking and stuff. and i look at his myspace and a bunch of sluts comment on his profile and is like "OMG YOUR HOOOT." and he never comments back hah. i never say that. all i do is tease him hah.

AND yes he knows im 17. he keeps reminding me "5 moore months"

(5 more months till im 18)

He's already asked me out on a date... which is in 5 months. hah. He's a nice guy, he makes me laugh. there are a few things that i dont really like

- he smokes
- he lives at least an hour and a half away
- we have opposite scheduals. when im at school, hes free. When he's free im at school.

he works from 7pm-12 am... yeah.

Im not entirely sure if i would want a serious relationship with him. It would be extremely hard to keep it under wraps and to see eachother as often as we can.

if we were in a serious relationship. I'd have some jealousy issues to deal with. He's somewhat "famous" in the saginaw area since he is a radio dj, and he works during the night... which is when most people listen.

at times i just wanna go on casual dates with him... sometimes i want more..

He just came so unexpectedly. especially when i needed it.

Comments: 1chance - I'll take my chances with you.

Subject:	Boredom
Time:	11:22 pm.
Mood:	bored.

BEING BORED ON A FRIDAY NIGHT.. ICK.

BOREDOM= CAMERA TIME

i love having no braces.... i feel freeee

and YES i am wearing clothes... you just cant see my shirt. beause its off the shoulder..

i had to mension that because people kept asking me about that... geez

you can see a little bit of pink on the side.

perverts..

Comments: 2chances - I'll take my chances with you.

Subject:	THE CLICK FIVE SHOW 3/5/06
Time:	6:50 pm.
Mood:	happy.

I saw my boys last night. and i talked to joey before the show. and i got hit on by a radio DJ lmao.

***** LOOOOONG REVIEW... WITH PICTURES *****

I met at Jessicas house and we left around 1.
It was me,Jessica, Michelle, and Tyler.
so we got there at 2:30 waiting outside. and there were 5 of us that were assigned for each member, and we would get them a gift. well I had Joey and i got him Drumsticks with his name engraved on them.

picture of sticks:

so we got at Shooters, and we met up with Lauren, her friend and Courtney and her friend. so we decided to walk around by the bus and i felt very weird. i wasnt exactly comfortable with that. We saw Ben get out and say hi to us and ran inside to do soundcheck and he locked the bus doors haha. im not that insane that i would sneak on their bus. but then out of the blue, Joey comes out of nowhere, and
he smiles and waves to us and was about to go to soundcheck but i was like "Wait, Joey i have a gift for you" and he was like "Me?" hahaa he seemed confused. so he walked over and he was like "Steve is gonna kill me im like negative 5 minutes late" but he was nice about it and stayed for a few minutes. he was like "We went to Bob Evans for lunch and im late" haha and then he was looking at me funny he was like "Priya..?" like almost unsure because i do look different from the last time he saw me. and i said yeah and i smile, and the first thing he does was he bent down to meet me my eye level and looked me straight in the eyes and smiled. i guess he wanted to make sure my eyes were still green? haha because i guess he's so fasinated with my eyes because last year he kept asking me if they were real LMAO.

so i handed them the sticks and he was like "WOW thats sooo awesome" and he asked me how did i get this done and i said "It was a lot of stress" because it was, i had a hard time trying to find a place because i spent 50 dollars on his gift. so we asked if we could take a quick picture and we did, and the first thing i noticed about him ... that... he was wearing white cowboy boots. wtf hahaha in my head i was saying "LOSER" and that didnt really help me because in the picture he's taller because he has boots on, and im very short as it is haha. so then he left and said goodbye and thanked me again.

me and joey

Then we all took pics by the bus and the INFAMOUS UHAUL.. aww the memories =)

and then some of us took a pic by the bus

and then we saw steve and i got a picture with him =)

then we went inside, we pretty much spent 90% of the time inside. we werent even soposed to be there haha but we made friends with Josh and Mike ( from WIOG radio) first josh asked all of us where we were from and i was like "troy" and he was like "oh i live around there!" or something like that... and then later on he said we can be the little audience for the Joey and Ben interview. so joey and ben comes out and they ask them some questions... and then they get the "smart click competition" haha when Mike asked joey "how many sides are there on a stop sign" Joey didnt know so, he looked over and Courtney was telling him the answer.. man if i was her i would tell him the wrong answer on purpose... but i bet thats why he didnt look at me HAHAA and then they asked "whats the closest star to earth?" and joey looked kinda stumped for a second.. hes likee "uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh the sun?" and he was right haha he was like "ya know its weird when you think about it, considering the sun a star..." and he kept going on about it that dork hahaa and then they left.

JOSH WAS ON THE AIR :
THHEEEN Josh was like "whats your name?"
me: Priya
Josh: Brianne? You know who you look like
me: ??
Josh: you look like the lead singer from the pussy cat dolls.
Me: I do get that sometimes haha
Josh: how old are you?
Me: 17.. ill be 18 soon
Josh: How soon?
Me: in 5 months
Josh: what street do you live on?
and i told him... why i dont know hahaha
Josh: THats it were coming to your house on your birthday
and then we started talking about height
and how Mike said how the lead singer in the piussycat dolls was tall
and josh was like "i like short girls" and looked at me

LMAO.

... seriously hes trying to stalk me hahaa but he's a cool dude. and the weird thing is. most of that was on air hahaha

Then me, mike and, josh get into a picture... and i thought.. this is going to be a normal picture... no i thought wrong.

all of a sudden Josh picks me up by the waist and im like in shock.

Mike on the left, Josh on the right

and then all of a sudden he was like "Do you want to introduce the pussy cat dolls song?"
and i was like "uhh" i knew i was going to embaress myself but i did it anyway. i was so confused because i never heard of this station before and i was like " is it w1og or wiog?" hahaa but i did it... it could of been worse.

hahaa so then we kept talking to them the entire time. and then i noticed they had the click info sheet from the site and i was like "did you know anything about them?"
Josh: i knew they were from the u.s.
hahaha
when it was time too go inside, Josh told security that we were with the radio so we better get front row... which we did .

so the concert was amaaazing. i was front row bewtween Joe and Eric, i had a perfect view of Joey which made me happy... i dont know if he was too thrilled about that hahaha, cause he kept giving me funny looks.

and i seriously thought there was gonna be some moshing or something cause people kept pushing me it was horrible for a while. I got some audio of "Mary jane" and "pop princess" on my phone. but its only like 15 seconds of each. and i litterally took at least 80 pictures of the show alone. haha

so the concert ended and we go the meet and greet. i get a picture with eric reallt quickly, and i go to Joey and he's signin my picture and he was like "Its P-R-I-Y-A right?"
and i was like "yeah. aww you remembered" i was very impressed with his memory.. and i was soooooo PROUD OF HIM THAT HE DID NOT KNOCK ONE THING OVER LAST NIGHT.. YAAAY JOEY.

so then i went over to the opening band "Summer Obsession" and i got a pic with the lead singer. he all of a sudden wrapped his arms around me.. it was soo cute. .

then i went back to lauren cause i wanted to be there when she gave Eric his bear.

because his bear looked like eric.

-It had a leather jackie
-jeans
- ANNND A MAN BAG!

haha and then we put our own voice recording and whent" DETROIIIT ROOOCK CIITAAY BUH BUH BUH..." and eric pressed on it but he couldnt hear it. so he was like "what does that say??" and me, jessica, and lauren are litterally screaming "DETROOOIT ROOOCK CIITAAAARY BUDA BUDA BUDA ... TUDAA TUDAAAA" and all the guys stops what they are doing and stares at us hahahaa. that was great.

and i had some personal writing in it hahaaa... which was me basically apoligizing for the way i was acting, and that i do care about him.

SOO I HAD A GREAAT TIME! I couldnt sleep at all!!!! =)

Me, jessica, Tyler

me, tyler

on the way home:

Comments: 2chances - I'll take my chances with you.

Subject:	i got my braces off!
Time:	6:00 pm.

i got my braces off yesterday! yay finally!

Comments: 2chances - I'll take my chances with you.

Subject:	bordem
Time:	10:34 pm.
Mood:	sleepy.

I was bored. and i wanted a new pic for myspace, so i made this. its the lyrics to "Whats left of me" its such a sad song =(

i like the fact i cut the picture in half.. i was gonna leave it as a whole... but that wouldnt make much sense would it?

my myspace: http://www.myspace.com/11919781

AND HERE IS THE GIFT I GOT JOEY. ENGRAVED DRUMSTICKS

Comments: 2chances - I'll take my chances with you.

Subject:	waking up to my boy
Time:	11:38 pm.
Mood:	content.

My 14 month old nephew cole, fell asleep on me. Laying on my chest for about an hour. He woke up and i fell asleep. There is nothing like being waken up by a big wet kiss on the lips haha. and then he begins to stroke my hair and then laughs and his head laying on my chest. I greeted him with a smile and he greeted me with.... drool. hahaa.

He calls me "Mimi" for reasons... i dont know. he points to me and yells "MIMI" and lets out a giggle. he streches his arms and legs out and ends up giving me a lasting hug. its the sweetestt thing. i must say he is better than having a boyfriend because he loves me unconditionaly.

he follows me everywhere, and i go up the stairs. and hes too young to go up by himself. so he will call out to me, and sit by the stairs till i return. <3

and then my sister said they had to leave, and she got his coat and shoes and he realized it. it saddens me.

He bawls and cries so hard its unbarable. and then he cries out to me to help him. its horrible. =(

he really has changed me for the better.

i would really love to have a family within the next 5-10 years. and when women say

"I DONT WANT TO HAVE KIDS BECAUSE OF THE PAIN" i think thats comepletley selfish.

you've created a life, how can you think of only yourself.

"For good" - From the musical "Wicked"

I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you:

You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend:
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you:

Like a comet pulled Like a ship blown
From orbit as it Off it's mooring
Passes a sun, like By a wind off the
A stream that meets Sea, like a seed
A boulder, half-way Dropped by a
Through the wood Bird in the wood

Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
I do believe I have been changed for the better?

Comments: 2chances - I'll take my chances with you.

Subject:	my abc
Time:	4:14 pm.

A - Available? ew yes
A - Age?: 17
A - Annoyance:

B - Best Friends?: Lucy
B - Bar: what?
B - Birthday?: Aug. 8th

C - Crush: thats my dirty little secret... ; )
C - Car: yes a 2005 silver kia spectra
C - Cat: blah

D - Dead Pets Name:
D - Dads Name:
D - Dog: i love doggssss

E - Easiest person to talk to: all of my friends
E - Eggs: um anc bacon?
E - Email:

F - Favorite color? Red
F - Food: im open to different things
F - Foreign Slang:

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: bothh!
G - God: i believe
G - Good Time: i have a lot

H - Hair Color: dark brown
H - Height: 5'0
H - Happy: yeahh sure.

I - Ice Cream: strawberrry
I - Instrument: drums.. guitar. (i dont play i just like them)
I - Idol:

J - Jewelry: earrings
J - Job: currently unemployed
J - Joke: um

K - karate: no thanks
K - kite: funnn..?
K - KFC: yum hah

L - Longest Car Ride: here to flordia like a 18 hour trip?
L - Longest Relationship: a year and a half
L - Last Person you spoke to on the Phone: dad?

M - Milk Flavor:
M - Mothers Name:
M - Movie Last Watched: Just like Heaven. reese witherspoon gotta love her =)

N - Number of Siblings: 1
N - Northern or Southern: ?
N - Name: Priya

O - ONE WISH? id be happy and succsesful
O - One Phobia? spiders
O - One goal: happiness

P - Parents, are they married or divorced: Divorced
P - Part of your appearance that you like best: eyes?
P - Part of your Personality you like best: scarcasm and sense of humor?

Q - Quote: hmm i have to think about it
Q - Question for the next person:
Q - Quick or Slow?: medium.?

R - Reason to smile: cuz i see YOU!!! hehe.
R - Reality TV Show: there and back
R - right or Left: right

S - Song Last Heard: iuh One two step- ciara
S - Season: SUMMER
S - Sex: Female

T - Time you woke up: 6 am
T - Time Now: 11:11 am MAKE A WISH!
T - Time for bed: SCHOOL NIGHTS 11:30 weekends- who knows

U - Unknown Fact about me: lalalalalala i cant hear you!
U - Unicorns?: pretty?
U - U are a(n): girl

V - Vegetable you hate: asparagus ewww
V - Vegetable you love: broccli yes i do
V - View on Politics: can be interesting

W- Worst Habits: picking on my nails
W- What do you wanna be when you grow up: Singer
W- Where are you traveling to next? um home after school

X - X-Rays: i've had them
X - X-Rated Porn?: hah who hasnt seen them?
X - chromosome:

Y - Year you were born: 1988
Y - Year it is now: 2006
Y - Yellow? the sun

Z - Zoo Animal: lioons
Z - Zodiac: LEO
Z- zzzzs: sleep

Comments: I'll take my chances with you.

Time:

4:31 pm.

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Comments: I'll take my chances with you.

Subject:	Can you say overprocted?
Time:	4:17 pm.
Mood:	stressed.

The click five are coming back, March 5th at Shooters. in Saginaw which is an hour and a half away. and well Shooters sounds like a shady name right? well its a resaturant/arcade/bar/comedy club. and i asked my mom if i could go. and she said "if it has a bar. then no" well it has a bar. but the show is "ALL AGES" and besides i dont drink. why would i start now? its stupid and immature. why would i spend money on a ticket and waste my time drinking. especially i want to see the guys so bad. i havent seen them in 6 or 7 months. and bars are everywhere. they are in restuarants. i mean EVERYWHERE. i mean we have liquor at our house. and you dont see me getting wasted do you? I went to the June show last year

and besides Jessicas parents will be there. Hopefully my mom will let me go. but she will be like " i dont know who they are" ARG I HAVE TO SEE THEM AGAIN. they are going to ASIA. WHO KNOWS WHEN THEY ARE COMING BACK!

I already got Joeys gift. i want to be there when i give it to him.

Comments: I'll take my chances with you.

Subject:	My nephew in the hospital
Time:	5:47 pm.
Mood:	scared.

My sister had company over last night. and this 9 year old daughter decided to watch my nephew. and she was like behind him watchin ghim. and my sister told her no to do that. so while she let him go she wasnt careful and her leg was in the way and while cole was running, she tripped him and he ran into the wall. and they had to take him to the emergency room. he might need stitches. i pray for him that he wont.

Comments: 4chances - I'll take my chances with you.

Subject:	la la la la
Time:	11:46 pm.
Mood:	blah.

Saturday night, staying at home. Mom sick. cant get out. help. no life. no date for sadies. possibly no date for prom. :(

its only January and im already worried about prom. ugh. the lat guy i danced with was gay haha. billy.

arg. the only guy im looking forward to seeing is Joey in march. which i've been hearing from valueable sources, he keeps bringing me up. a fan will talk about the message boards and he will be like "didnt priya do that?" so, it makes me nervous since i havent been completely nice to him for about 4 months now.

until then i look at this picture and laugh myself to sleep

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*alter ego heavy metal band "wett" fake tattoos* can he be more of a loser?

ah well. im gonna get a yellin next time he comes to town.

but who can resist this innocent face?
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haha

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