Don't disappoint me.

I'm alive?

sugaahcube — Tue, 10 Apr 2012 21:53:30 GMT

oh man, does anyone even remember me ;w;?

Aaaah, so I pretty much disappeared for a month due to...family issues and IRL crap that I will address eventually, but just wanted to say...

;__; Hi guys, hi.

Tezuka appreciation entry.

sugaahcube — Wed, 07 Mar 2012 22:28:35 GMT

FIRST OF ALL, I would like to apologize for not commenting on entries this week. I've been in lala land lately, drowned in online crap. SO, I'VE NEGLECTED LIVEJOURNAL. But I am back now and you can't get rid of me so.... too bad!

MOVING ALONG. IT'S WEDNESDAY. YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS. Actually, I can't even WRITE about this episode. I have so many emotions for it... mainly because Tezuka is my favorite character ~~right next to Sanada~~ ... and this episode was just so...augh ;A;. AND THERE WAS SO MUCH TEZURYO LOVE. DON'T DENY IT.

.......aaaaaaaaahgsadfiji This was the best episode by far for me. BEST EPISODE, EVEN BEATS INA BAUER. YES. One thing was reading it in the manga, but seeing it animated with SO MANY Tezuka expressions was just ...marvelous. Especially because the animators decided to be kind to me AND SHOVE RYOMA IN THERE.

I SEE IT. DON'T DENY THE TEZURYO. He ran to see his buchou. You know what? He probably fucking JUMPED off that mountain. Just...WEEEEEEEEEE...and survived because this is Prince of Tennis and that is totally logical.

ON TO TEZUKA'S EXPRESSIONS. LET'S JUST MARVEL AT THEM ALL A MINUTE, OKAY? APPRECIATE THE GREATNESS.

PAINED SHOCK

SURPRISED

APPRECIATION

QUE PASO?

pain... ;;

~~I am going to sex you, Brendii~~ SMILE!!

WONDERFUL GRIN

I AM GOING TO CUT YOU BITCH

NOW, LET'S APPRECIATE THE WAY HE BREATHES.

...I am perfectly sane, okay? I just have a lot of feels and emotion for Tezuka.

Atobe, I am not sure what your eyebrows were doing this whole episode.

no words, just unf.

I love how Ryoma was so AAAAAAARHFDSUGHNDFUH in the beginning of this episode when he found out he wasn't going to be able to watch Tezuka's match. Then he watches it...AND PUTS ON THIS FUCKING FACE.

Ugh, just sex in the locker room already to please my soul.

Gratuitous shot of Tokugawa and the other guy I forgot his name but is pretty hot.

I'm just going to go walk away now and settle myself in my batcave of dorkness.

Sanada and sexual tension post ahead.

sugaahcube — Wed, 29 Feb 2012 23:54:59 GMT

I'm not going to lie you guys, I'm really turned on by this face. Just. Look at it. LOOK AT IT. Sanada, why are you so marvelous?

I can't put my feelings into this episode properly because I see no one but Sanada. SANADA. SAAAAAAANADA.

I DID SEE TEZUKA THOUGH.

THIS EPISODE ALSO HAD A BRO-CIRCLE. A FEW OF THEM. But this one was the most amusing because look at Kaidoh's face.

AND FOR AN INSTANT I SAW YAGYUU, BUT THEN TOKUGAWA TOOK THE SCREEN. I have a mega lady boner for Kazuya 8(

I noticed the animators didn't draw in Atobe's mole and that made me laugh, but what was really amusing was Akutsu's face in this scene:

PFFFT, LOOKING AT IT AGAIN MAKES ME LAUGH. Oh God, it's too good.

Okay. I think I've been relatively sane enough in this post to start unleashing my crazy now. You ready? Okay.

....

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OH MY GOD. THE HAT SCENE. THEY ANIMATED THE HAT SCENE. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFSDPOGJOJNVC.

I HAVE NO WOOOOOOOOORDS, JUST FEELINGS. He was trying to give advice and it was JUST SO PRECIOUS. AAAAAAAAH.fjrodijkregtjbkm and look at all that sexual tension. YOU CAN NOT TELL ME NO. I REFUSE. IT IS THERE.

I also loved how Sanada was just like "COME WITH ME BITCHES, I NEED YOU TO STAND THERE WHILE I PELT YOU WITH TENNIS BALLS." only in a much nicer way than I just said it.

OKAY, BACK TO THE SEXUAL TENSION.

6 balls. Tezuka, Tokugawa, Sanada. Again, YOU CAN NOT TELL ME NO. ;A;

I AM JUST GOING TO DUMP THE REST OF MY IMAGES AND SHIT BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE COHERENT THOUGHTS ANYMORE. I'M HUNGRY.

I dig Kite. He's hot.

heh heh heh heh

I don't know if I like him too much yet. I have no opinions on him 8|

HNNNNNNNNNNNNNG.

My poor kokoro is going to break in the next episode. I'm going to gif every single inch of it then go into a very lonely corner and cry as I hug my stuffed dinosaur who I conveniently named Tezuka ;A;

I'm rambling...

HERE, HAVE A TOKU AGAIN.

Life, random junk, impromptu cosplay, etc.

sugaahcube — Sat, 25 Feb 2012 04:50:24 GMT

First of all, thank you to everyone who commented on my serious post concerning my biological father ♥ Your comments and pictures made me feel a loooooot better. You have no idea. X) I enjoy silly things ♥

My aunt contacted my mother who in turn told my grandmother. My grandmother also wishes for me to contact him and feels it is time we reconnect. But all she wants is gossip and money from him.

I told them both to leave me out of it. If they want to reconnect with him, then fine. Do so and don't bother me. That's it. I won't even talk about it anymore to them or even here on LJ. It gets under my skin spewing out this nonsense.

Moving along! So lately I've been sucked into the Katekyo Hitman Reborn fandom. By sucked in, I mean I watched 90 episodes in a week. I could not put it down 8| Why, why is it so good?! So as I was watching it, I realized that I had Hibari hair and being the idiot that I am, quickly ran to take a picture in a jacket from my closet.

SO MANLY. LOOK AT THAT MANLY FACE. It spews out manliness.

Okay, this picture. MY HAIR COLOR ACTUALLY SHOWS. I dyed my hair midnight blue last week and it's never showed in any of the pictures but I feel it does in this one. My hair also looks like a wig. Hrm.

This entry is all over the place \o/ Moving along ...

INA BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUER

I don't even know what I was going to write anymore, except that I have to get my ass into gear and stop gaining weight. I weighed myself today and I felt my heart drop into my stomach. Blargh. I have to set up a regiment to exercise again, otherwise I do not know how this weight is going to fall off before August. Otakon, you are looking bleak.

ALSO. I MELTED MY GLASSES. Yes, you read it correctly. I melted my glasses a few days ago. When you run on so little sleep, these things happen you see? I accidentally placed the hot hair iron on them while I was changing. Oops? I get my new pair tomorrow.

lalala...what else, what else. I DON'T KNOW. I'm going to go lay down and play Hakuouki while enjoying some warm milk + honey!

FALL IN LOVE WITH ME ALREADY, SAITO.

also, I forgot this song existed. X)

I can't get over Kirihara screaming INA BAUUUER

sugaahcube — Wed, 22 Feb 2012 21:15:20 GMT

I can't breathe. What is air? WHAT IS IT?! This episode was comedy gold. COMEDY GOLD I TELL YOU.

It was nice seeing such Tenipuri crack again ♥

There are many reasons as to why this screen cap is fantastic.

MOVING ALONG.

I can listen to Kenya talk all day. I really love the Osaka accents. SUCH EARGASMS.

KENYA X RYOMA, I HAVE JUST JUMPED ON THE BRO-SHIP AND I AM NOT GETTING OFF. I will sink with it. NOTICE I SAID BRO-SHIP, because ... I still think Ryoma should go have sex with Tezuka and Tokugawa. Seperately or together, I am cool with either.

KENYA, YOU'RE SUCH A DORK. His spazzes are so fantastic.

FILCH SOME SWAG. -- PFFFT.

Plus he runs on water.

I remember when this show was about tennis. LOL, WAIT. NO I DON'T.

The bat thought Tanishi's ass looked tasty. Well, there is a lot of meat on it.

AND THEN THAT WHOLE HAUNTED STORY THING -- AAHWIRHFGFSDH. This wasn't in the manga, I don't recall this being there... but I am so glad they included it. STEP, STEP, ONE TWO, INA BAUER. I will get to that in a moment.

KENYA IS AFRAID OF DOGS. SO PRECIOUS.

Ryoma likes sausages. Tezuka likes sausages. I just felt like I should throw that out there. Also, Ryoma was given A LOT more adorable personality in this episode ♥ eeee

MY THOUGHTS ARE ALL OVER THE PLACE BECAUSE I CAN'T GET OVER INA BAUER.
INA BAAAAAAUER.

Oh my GOD. I am still laughing. Why do these kids even know about Ina Bauer?! EVEN YET, HOW DID STEP, STEP, ONE TWO, INA BAUER TURN INTO = KICK, PUNCH, INA BAUER, AXE KICK, INA BAUER, INA BAUER, INA BAUUUUER?!

/crying I can't even control these tears.

alkfhrgtryhtg;

INA BAAAAUUUUUUUER

I've lost all coherent thought process in laughing so much 8| I feel like the laughter was much needed after yesterday's crap. SO. CONTINUING.

Oh, look. It's Fuji. 8| The animators felt I should see his stupid face. BUT I DON'T WANT TO, SO I WILL FOCUS ON SHIRAISHI.

AND ATOBE. Practicing by himself at night, he's such a hard worker. TEZUKA, WHERE ARE YOU?! 8| You should be out there practicing too, you hussy.

and then... the best thing besides Ina Bauer happened to this episode.

\O/ TOKUGAWA SMILES. FFFFFFFFFFFfg;ietjgfkb my heeeeeeeeeeeart *A*

aaaaaahrtrigefvn I am running on like two hours of sleep and I make absolutely no sense. CONGRATULATIONS IF YOU READ THROUGH THIS INCOHERENT MESS.

and because I can, I leave you with Ryoma.

INA BAUER.

sugaahcube — Wed, 22 Feb 2012 19:33:41 GMT

INA BAUER.

INA BAUUUUUUER.

INA BAUUUUUER! INA BAUER.

I needed that laugh so bad. I will make a coherent Shinteni post soon. I just can't get over INA BAUUUUUUUER.

8|

sugaahcube — Tue, 21 Feb 2012 22:19:06 GMT

ALL OF MY EMOTIONS. ALL OF THEM. Gblarhsidfgbhk /dies

The most recent episode of Chihayafuru had me all sorts of emotionally screwed. It was beautiful and Arata is delicious. Shiraishi's seiyuu does his voice acting and he has such a delicious tone for this character ... it's so cute ♥

Moving along.

I went on an impromptu date last night with someone to see Arrietty. The movie was terrible (plus the male voice acting was SO bad LOL. Hers was great though) but I still had a great time. Lots of laughs and good talks were had. I hadn't gone out to watch a movie with someone in...8 months? LOL. That is ridiculous.

THEN I GET HOME AND I HAD THIS MARVELOUS MESSAGE WAITING FOR ME.

I don't like talking about crap, but whatever. I WILL FEEL BETTER AFTER I DO IT.

My biological father's girlfriend found me on Facebook. How? I don't know. SO FORGET ABOUT THE CREEPY FACT THAT THEY SEARCHED FOR ME. IT GETS WORSE LATER. Anyway, sent me a message introducing herself, gave me his number, and told me he's been wondering about me and wishes to get in contact with me blah blah.

That I should call him.

AH HASHFRGRETVNUIJIHNY5HURONFIBV. EVEN WRITING THIS OUT MAKES ME LAUGH. It's this odd mixture of both seething anger and twisted amusement. I've talked to this psycho of a man ... maybe 7 times in my 24 years of existence and she wants ME to go out of MY way and call him? WHAAAAAT?

My initial plan was to let the message sit there and rot. No big deal. Ignore it. SIMPLE, RIGHT? It's my problem, I need not to tell anyone about it. Until I got a message from my aunt this morning. MY AUNT. Apparently said girlfriend contacted her too and my aunt was elaaaaaated! She sent me this long message on why I should contact him.

ajfklrgtjgbfgoi; ...is the best "word" I can describe everything.

I'M DONE RAMBLING. I'M GETTING MAD TYPING ABOUT IT.

I need a pick me up. Like fluffy unicorns and glitter. Or Sanada. Or Tezuka.

So many pictures in this entry D:

sugaahcube — Thu, 16 Feb 2012 16:41:39 GMT

So lately I've been kind of mellow-yellow. I would probably feel better if I wrote about what's going on, but I hate talking about depressing shit 8| So I will write a useless picture-filled-video-game-entry to make me feel better for now.

Sunny said to post a picture of my dog so I will start off with that!

This is Mini ♥ She was an abused dog I picked up at the shelter almost a year ago now, her birthday is October 31st.

She's special to me in so many ways :| When I was locked away in that apartment living with the ex, it was just her that I had to keep me sane for all those hours.

GRAAH. TERRIBLE MEMORIES. MOVING ALONG. They told me she was a mix between Papillon x Pomeranian ...but to me she just looks like a fox or a woodland creature LOL. Even though I've been with her for almost a year she still isn't trusting of people and hides under all the furniture if you even approach her. SLOW HEALING PROCESS IS SLOW, but she's very sweet with me and jumps on my stomach at 4AM to wake me up 8| THANKS, MINI.

She also likes to graciously eat all my chargers. SO KIND, MINI. SO KIND.

So, because South Florida weather is so fantastic ... I'm sick again. I've been going on morning jogs outside and the temperature outside keeps changing everyday. So it's been like 80, 50, 90, 40F. I'M BLAMING MY COUGH ON YOU WEATHER. I'm not used to running with any sort of chill in the air so it killed my throat 8| /shakes fist

Aside from that I've been bumming around like usual (with occasional breaks to do some actual work online). Mostly this week I've been playing too many video games. WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE? I WILL SHOW YOU ANYWAY.

I want to touch his hair.

ALL OF MY FEELINGS, HOPE. ALL OF THEM.

Noel is hot too and he make the best sex faces (unintentionally) in the game ♥

and because I am really lame, my PS3 background:

8| I liked this picture of Yukimura and I thought using rainbow icons seemed fitting.

.....and theeeeeen, when I'm in bed trying to fall asleep, I pretend I know Japanese and play Uta-Puri.

Queue Brendii squealing at her PSP at 3AM. 8| Tokiya, you are my next victim.

Somewhere between FFXIII-2 and Utapuri, I PLAY TALES OF THE ABYSS 3D \o/

You don't have to, Guy. Everyone knows you have sex with Luke 8||

That was a very long video-game/nonsense related entry. I'd say I play too many games, but no. Writing reviews is what I did for a while (took a much needed break due to...stuff! You know!) so it feels refreshing to just play what I want without thinking "I HAVE TO WRITE THIS BY FRIDAY. FML." I will go back to that eventually, just not right now.

Off to have some coffee. I LOVE YOU ALL ♥ No, really. I do.

It's Wednesday again \o/ You guys know the drill already.

sugaahcube — Wed, 15 Feb 2012 21:21:15 GMT

If you've seen this episode, you know I am going to rage. I'm going to rage hard and you know why. YOU KNOW WHY, DON'T YOU? I will get to that later.

Review with screencaps and gifs and RAAAAAAAAGE and table flipping as per usual.

Sanada looks worried. I would too if I had zombies coming after me. OR WHAT LOOK LIKE ZOMBIES.

Echizen looks so pretty in this episode.

SANADA, YOU TELL KAIDOH OFF. You tell him. You're going to have all the bitches wanting you.
I know I do, you sexy old-man.

THIS IS SOME HARDCORE TRAINING. TEZUKA WOULD BE JEALOUS.

Kenya, the animators love you this episode. Niou, they still hate you.

Tanishi, you fatty.

LOL. Unamused Sanada is unamused.

Those little bikes were hilarious, but, WHY DON'T WE GET SANADA RIDING ONE?! I forgive you animators...for now, because you included him in sexy ways nonetheless.

/BEGIN RANT/

BUT NOW

ANIMATORS. YOU DO THIS ON PURPOSE TO SPITE ME ~~AND APPARENTLY OTHERS~~ DON'T YOU? SCREW YOU. I WILL NOT SHIP IT, WILL NEVER SHIP IT AND WILL LOATHE IT FOREEEEVAAAAA. Stop shoving it down our fucking throats every episode.

I WILL MENTALLY X OUT EVERY SCENE WITH HIM IN IT.

Except this scene, because in my head ... the doctor is telling him he only has 30 seconds to live before they kill him off Tenipuri.

FFFFFFFFFFF AOSJFOHNDVIUREHGNIUJHSDNFGVIUDFJHN I WON'T EVEN post those other screen-caps because Tezuka's smiley faces at Fuji and the fuwa-fuwa clouds and aikjrhfhjnuoijhregnfdouhn

....No.

/END RANT/

Kin and Ryoma keep flirting. STOP FLIRTING YOU TWO. Tokugawa and Tezuka are waiting for Echizen to return so they can have hot locker room sex. Shh. Don't tell me no.

Those faces, lol.

TEZU / SHIRAISHI.

Tezuka, you are pretty even while looking like a derp.

THEN WE HAVE DATA PAIR \O/ Renji, you are a mighty fine man. Mighty fine.

I LEAVE YOU WITH THIS:

How long is this entry? PROBABLY TOO LONG. If you read through it, I award you an imaginary internet star (ノ‥)ノ☆

...and now...for some coffee!

I love you all. ALL OF YOU.

sugaahcube — Tue, 14 Feb 2012 20:15:23 GMT

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! Or stuff your face with chocolate day. or...SINGLES AWARENESS DAY \O/

I like the last one personally ♥ BESIDES, TALES OF THE ABYSS 3D COMES OUT TODAY! I have a date with Guy Cecil tonight. Shush. I like my video games.

I drew a small picture for my best friend to commemorate ToA3D and V-Day.

It's Luke and Guy...if you can't tell.. /sob

So how is everyone spending their day today? We already know what I am doing with mine!

sugaahcube — Sat, 11 Feb 2012 05:22:09 GMT

\o/ I BELIEVE THAT IS ALL THIS ENTRY NEEDS TO MAKE IT RELEVANT.

I've been watching Tenimyu most of the night. Last one I watched was DL6 last month so I picked off from there and I've been having massive fangirl attacks. My heart might explode just like my ovaries already did.

D: BUT IT'S SO WORTH IT. Look at that delicious piece of man.

....

and now for unpleasant grumpy Brendii things.

AAAH aoisfhdosiuhjvnwoiuh I WAS PLANNING ON RAGE-FILLING A PAGE BUT I JUST WANT TO FLIP A TABLE INSTEAD.

Bottom line is, I plan on spending my 2/14 alone in my room with Tales of the Abyss 3D and Hakuouki for PSP. VERY CONTENTLY. THANK YOU. This is the first year in a long time that I will be single and I am looking forward to being by myself and treating it like the normal day that it is.

I don't understand why friends who I have known for years have decided to confess their hidden attraction to me and ask me out on date-dates. If it was one, fine. But three? Three this week? Go ask a goat or something. Leave me alone 8| I only need the internet in my life right now. I hate rejecting people so it puts me in a bad mood.

Tumblr Gif-dump post.

sugaahcube — Wed, 08 Feb 2012 20:57:53 GMT

My weekly Shinpuri rant!

sugaahcube — Wed, 08 Feb 2012 20:47:46 GMT

FIRST OF ALL, I want to say thank you to everyone who commented on my hair cut ♥ I was really terrified for a while since I've never had it this length so it was reassuring to hear that it looks good. I'm still getting used to it AND IT TAKES ME LIKE A WHOLE 2 MINUTES TO WASH MY HAIR \o/ WOOH.

Okay. TO SHIN PURI! WITH RANDOM GIFS AND CRAP.

EVERYONE HAS SUCH LONGING LOOKS FOR THEIR PARTNERS. Well, Yukimura's isn't really longing but more like a sex-glare. His face is so beautiful. I've grown this mega lady-boner for Yukimura.

Eiji, do you ever shut up? You should. I dislike you more than ever.

FUCK YOU FUJI. ANIMATORS. FOR ONCE CAN YOU NOT PUT HIM IN THE SAME SCENE WITH TEZUKA?! I'm going to ignore Fuji and love this scene:

SANADA. SANADA. SANADA. I feel like the animators thought we were out for blood last week and figured they'd give us an extra dose of his sexy self. RIGHTFULLY SO.

YOU LOOK SO OLD SANADA WITH YOUR BOXY FACE AND STERN EYES. I love you.

KAIDOH, YOU'RE MY SECRET SEIGAKU LOVER. Tezuka is first though. Sorry.

MOMO, YOU'RE A SLUT.

Sanada's face when Kaidoh picks up Momo is like
"WHAT? THIS IS...BOYFRIENDS? LOVE? FRIENDSHIP? WHAT IS THIS?"

Ryoma. I know you miss Tezuka. At this point, I miss Tezuka.

WHERE IS MY NIOU!ATOBE SCENE?! NOOOOOOO.

Then the episode took a turn for the I don't know what is going on with the bridge + Zaizen + Yuu scene. I didn't mind it, it gave me more Sanada time.

SANADA, YOU TELL THEM OFF. YOU GIVE THEM THAT SPEECH. You're making everyone sparkly-eyed for you, bb.

Tezuka... I think I said this before, but... I miss you.

WHAT I DID MIND THOUGH was that they changed the ending. I kind of liked them being all awesome and throwing the balls back up in their faces. 8|

ALSO. Animators. Don't think I didn't see what you did to Niou's hair.

FORGIVE ANY INCOHERENCE. I'm once again on 24 hours no sleep. Insomnia is terrible.

Haircut \o/!

sugaahcube — Mon, 06 Feb 2012 23:10:35 GMT

So I've had this red wig laying around (it's for Bunta cosplay now) and I was messing around with it earlier... then realized how much I would love to have short hair.

So I went to the salon and chopped it all off. The ladies were like "You want WHAT!?!?" Pfft. It'll grow.

I like it ♥ I think it's fun

......aaaaaaand that's all I've done all day. I haven't even caught up with LJ/comments or tumblr D: I will go be productive internet-wise now. Or after I get in a little more FFXIII-2 time ♥

sugaahcube — Fri, 03 Feb 2012 12:55:38 GMT

Niou & Yagyuu duet release on March 28th?

SO EXCITED. ♥

Okay, now to drown in more FFXIII-2. I fully expect on beating this game before Tales of the Abyss 3D and Hakuouki come out, both of which get released on Valentine's Day. \o/ THEY'LL BE MY DATES.

My tumblr gif dump and crap.

sugaahcube — Wed, 01 Feb 2012 21:19:35 GMT

I'M STILL UPSET DAMNIT.

I had to make an Inui in the toilet gif. Had to.

TOKUGAWA AND HIS RAINBOW.
Echizen seems to be surprised. Silly boy. ACCEPT IT.

WHAT THE SHIT SHINTENI.

sugaahcube — Wed, 01 Feb 2012 21:01:44 GMT

SHIN TENIPURI. WHY DID YOU DO THAT TO ME??!?! WHYYYY

My reaction:

WHERE IS MY SANADA VS YUKIMURA MATCH?! HOW DARE YOU DEPRIVE ME OF IT!? WHAT THE SHIT. ALL YOU GIVE ME IS SANADA'S DEJECTED FACE AND THAT'S IT!? I hate you. >:| I HATE YOU.

OKAY. I WILL RAGE MORE LATER. For now, thoughts.

I still hate the opening song.

Tokugawa is ridiculously hot. I know I say this every week, BUT COME ON. AND HIS VOICE, UGH. SUCH EARGASM.

TEZUKA. I LOVE YOU. I WILL SAY THIS EVERY EPISODE. Your 'hmm' face is precious

I know you're worried Echizen is cheating on you ~~and he is.~~

Inui, Inui, Inui.

REEEEEEEEEENJI. RENJI. You are such a sexy beast, THAT'S RIGHT. LOOK BACK AT AKAYA. ♥

OH, HI KITE. ♥

Ryoma and Kin are such cocky brats. Tell them off Oni and Tokugawa, THAT'S RIGHT. TELL THEM OFF.

WAIT WTF TOKUGAWA. YOUR TENNIS IS RAINBOWS. RAINBOWS. You are throwing your gay at Echizen and he is surprised, I see. I see.

Kite ♥

INUI'S FACE AHAHAHA

I love that his face stayed like that for the remainder of the episode too, even when he want to go look at ~~his love~~ Renji.

HEY, HEY ANIMATORS. CAN YOU STOP PUTTING FUJI AND TEZUKA TOGETHER IN EVERY DAMN SCENE? CAN YOU, PLEASE? Fff---

Fuji, you're annoying me. Go die in a fire somewhere, please.

TEZUKA, BB. What's going on!? YOU'RE SO FULL OF EMOTION LATELY. But, if you look at Fuji one more time I'm going to have to kill you.

Shut your face, Kikumaru. Go join Fuji in that fiery pit of death.

DAN! You're so precious, I love that smile.

Shiraishiiiii~

PREVIEW = SANADA. SANAAAAAAAAAAAAADA. /sobs I'm looking forward to the mountain episode, BUT YOU KNOW. I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO SANADA X YUKIMURA MATCH AND WE KNOW HOW WELL THAT WENT.

My thoughts are all over the place because I was typing as I was watching 8| FORGIVE ME INCOHERENT ENTRY.

sugaahcube — Wed, 01 Feb 2012 15:19:24 GMT

Haven't caught up on LiveJournal in a few days D: I've been a complete spazz case this week and had many unfortunate happenings with my family. BUT, that's nonsense and I don't like talking about stupid family junk -- SO.

HELLO EVERYONE ♥

I've been playing Uta no Prince Sama: Music on my PSP for a few days and I feel my right hand starting to collapse. WHAT DO THESE PEOPLE THINK MY RIGHT HAND IS MADE OUT OF!? PRO MODE IS IMPOSSIBLE. Screw you game ;__; Screw you. I'm tossing you aside for now anyway because Final Fantasy XIII-2 is in my hands ♥

It actually feels great playing video games again. They were such a big part of my life at some point and then I just dropped them all completely for almost five months. I swore to myself I would never play a game or own a PS3 again -- and here I am!

I broke up with my fiancee of 4 years (dating 5) four months ago and I left everything behind in our apartment. Everything I've EVER owned, just left it there and video games were something we mutually shared and enjoyed together. I also used to write reviews as a minor side job. But, cue break up and I said I will never play again, I can't enjoy life again, I can't enjoy anything again blah blah. Complete nonsense, which I realize now. I AM COMPLETELY OVER IT AND PERFECT OKAY 100% now.

Sometimes I hate writing about it because I feel so lame thinking about what a piece of crap I was for four months. Lmao.

Ooooh, today is also ShinPuri day! \o/ WILL I GET TO SEE YOU SANADA?! I MISS YOU.

I also had a silly dream last night in which Tezuka was bitching at me for my terrible cardio health. There were no sexy times and instead he made me run laps =_= ....

ShinTeni 4!

sugaahcube — Thu, 26 Jan 2012 16:08:51 GMT

OH GOD. I was so sick yesterday (my body is trying to kill me) that I took a nap and never ended up writing my own little ShinTeni recap. Better late than never though 8D

ALSO, because everyone seems to be doing it and I feel lonely.. ;_;. I need to go around stalking everyone else's meme.

7 questions meme
Comment to this post (stating that you want to do the meme) and I will list seven things I want you to talk about. They might make sense or they might be totally random. Then post that list, with your commentary, to your journal. Other people can get lists from you, and the meme merrily perpetuates itself.

I still can't get over the opening song, I just dislike that opera part so bad. I DEMAND A NEW SONG ALREADY.

Tezuka's grunting is hot. I have no shame.

Tokugawa, YOU ONLY SAID ONE SENTENCE BUT I WANT TO MELT AGAINST YOUR VOICE. Echizen does love his share of stoic ones.

HIYO ♥

Oshitari, your voice must be great for phone sex. JUST SAYIN'. His hair looked a lot better in this episode, the mullet-look has decreased!

TEZUKA. TEZUKA. TEZUKA. I LOVE YOU.

Kaidoh looked really hot in this episode, all those breathing scenes.

That bitch face Tezuka gives ~~his other boyfriend~~ Atobe as they're changing courts. MMMMM.

KITE. SANADA. I SAW YOU FOR A BRIEF SECOND. I miss you both.

TEZUKAAAAAAAAAA. People just love screaming your name, buchou. I would too. LOOK AT YOU, EYEING KAIDOH EVERYWHERE. It's okay, I don't ship you two. I just thought the whole scene with Kaidoh's flash back was really sweet. SUCH A GOOD CAPTAIN YOU ARE, TEZUKA.

THE WATER SCENE. THE WATER SCENE. TEZUKA, WHY ARE YOU SO COOL? Walk away so Kaidoh can stare at dat ass.

I think the Hyotei chant in everyone's head is marvelous. Atobe, your prowess is too much.

Kaidoh's laughing had more of an impact animated than it did in the manga, only because you got to actually hear it and it kind of tripped me out. I loved it.

Echizen, you may continue to flirt with Tokugawa. I approve.
Kin-chan, your eyes. LOL

AAAAHFSUISDHVNFD. This commentary went on for too long, BUT I'M AWAKE AND HAVE HAD MY FILL OF COFFEE.

Here is the dump post for all the crap I posted on tumblr:

Now bring me my Sanada!Yukimura match.

Tumblr Gif-dump post.

sugaahcube — Wed, 18 Jan 2012 22:10:11 GMT

Ramble ramble~ ShinPuri 3!

sugaahcube — Wed, 18 Jan 2012 21:46:24 GMT

I was REALLY looking forward to this episode, but I was a little bit disappointed. One, way too much Golden Pair. Two, YAGYUUXNIOU MATCH WAS SO MUCH MORE DRAMATIC IN THE MANGA, ~~and three, I hope one day Fuji dies a fiery death.~~

I want to get this out of the way first:

WTF IS THAT FACE TEZUKA. TF IS THAT. AND AT FUJI. NO. SCREW YOU TEZUKA. I love you, clearly you know this, but THIS SCREEN-CAP IS DISAPPOINT. I'll forgive you next week when you and Atobe undress each other with your eyes, since Ryoma will be busy seeing his new boyfriend, Tokugawa.

We know it's true.

Yagyuu x Niou match was alright. The manga just made it longer and more dramatic (Yagyuu is too awesome) so I was hoping for some of that AND A LOT LESS GOLDEN PAIR. I found myself 8| at all the Kikumaru-scenes. My bias is showing.

Choutarou and Shishido should just run off and get married already.

Tokugawa is a sexy beast and I can't wait for the next episode to melt at his voice. Unf.

SANADA. YUKIMURA. I MISSED YOU GUYS THIS EPISODE ;_; ..

Oshitari, I would like you to talk to me and never shut up. Also, your hair is mullet-y, but I forgive you because you too are a sexy beast.

Tezuka, I love you and your smile but your direction for it still has me mad at you. HMPH.

The end with Yagyuu's AHEM and his spazzing over Niou and Shishido was definitely the highlight of this episode. Yagyuu is such a weirdo, I love him to bits.

NEXT EPISODE. TEZUKA AND ATOBE GOODNESS. SO EXCITED.

sugaahcube — Mon, 16 Jan 2012 18:29:06 GMT

Dear immune system,

YOU SUCK.

Hate,
Brendii.

I just got over the flu a few days ago that was accompanied by fever and a nasty cough. Today I woke up and I could barely speak because my throat is so sore and I'm coughing up a lung. WHY BODY?! WHY MUST YOU HATE ME.

In other news, I'm picking up my healthy-eating and exercise routine back up today. I let myself slip for a whole week with disastrous results both on the scale and in my running. I've still got months before Otakon though so I'm not freaking out. MILLA, WHY MUST YOU BE SO SCANTILY CLAD 8|?! My ~~wife~~ best friend is cosplaying as Jude so of course I'd be her Milla buuut, all that skin showing makes me cringe. ( http://static.zerochan.net/full/40/20/786040.jpg <- Milla and Jude from Tales of Xillia in case you have no idea what I'm talking about)

I'm rambling, I blame it and any incoherence on the coffee. I hope everyone is doing well ♥!

Two more days until ShinPuri >_> Excited for those matches.

sugaahcube — Wed, 11 Jan 2012 20:50:14 GMT

Dumping my gifs for tumblr in here 8| I have more I want to do, but my photoshop decided to kick the bucket. That bastard.
'

and A TEZUKA IMAGE JUST BECAUSE I CAN, DAMNIT.

I haven't slept in over 24 hours.

sugaahcube — Wed, 11 Jan 2012 20:40:26 GMT

Warning: This might be incoherent.

THIS EPISODE WAS GOOD AND ALL, BUT.
NEXT. EPISODE. FFFFFFF.

Yagyuu, my love. I can not wait. Niou's animation looks weird to me though :| I dunno man.

TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZUKA. Every moment with you on screen is fucking hot. That's right. FORGET THAT FOOD AND RUN TEZUKA. RUN.

Momo, I'm starting to appreciate you more. Your breathing scene while you collapsed on the floor was kinda sexy.

ONI...I like you, I really do but...you remind me of Blanca from Street Fighter and I can never unsee you as that. CAN NOT UNSEE.

KAMIO. WHY DOES YOUR HAIR LOOK BROWN? Which reminds me, I wish they would've stopped making Yagyuu's hair purple but I guess it's too late for that noooow. S'OK. HE'S STILL DELICIOUS.

Ryoma is as sexy snarktastic as ever. Go Ryoma, GO FIND THAT FIRST COURT AND GO ~~HUG~~ CHALLENGE TOKUGAWA. DO IT, ECHIZEN. DO IT.

Tall mental coach is tall.

Yukimura, stop being so hot. You're interfering with my love for Sanada and Tezuka.

Tezuka, I love you. I think I said this before, but I just felt the need to say it again.

NEXT EPIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISODE. EXCITEMENT. Tezuka!Kaidoh OH OH AND THAT TEZUKA ATOBE SCENE. GEH. I JUST REMEMBERED THAT. Oh man, that's going to explode my ovaries seeing it animated.

8D Spazz post.

sugaahcube — Tue, 10 Jan 2012 23:43:37 GMT

HELLO MY NEW FRIENDS

I'm really excited to be able to spazz over Tenipuri ~~and other fandoms~~ with people :D I'm always alone on this little island waving my PoT flag and everyone else is all D: TF, NO. GO AWAY.

SO. HI. I WILL EVEN GIVE YOU GUYS A COMPLETELY USELESS GIF OF TEZUKA RIDING ON HIS MIGHTY WAVE OF TENNIS.

Come on, you know you love the mighty slayer of dinosaurs and king of tennis waves.
...Alright, now that I've scared you all away.

I find that I don't like having so much free time on my hands. I should channel that time with productivity like getting back into writing fanfiction, but I'm afraid my fics will turn out to be something even a kid in grade school could write. "Yagyuu ate. Yagyuu went to school. Tezuka likes pie." <-- SOB. I guess I should just ease myself into it, like I've been doing with tenipuri RPs ♥

I'm sorry if this post is half incoherent, I'm hyped up on more sugar than any normal human being should ever be. ~~McDonald's caramel frappe! \o/.~~ Tomorrow will continue the spazz posts since it's ShinPuri day so I'm looking forward to fangirling with you guys.