What lies beneath our thoughts!

Category: Random thoughts

What I see, matters the most

It doesn’t matter how the world appears,,
My eyes keep on finding the beautiful peers ,
My heart keep on feeling better,
My ears keep gets on listening special,
And my life go on adding awesome moments,,,
I think it all depends on what i want to see,
What i want to feel,
What i want to listen,
And this world has enough for all of them ,
Sometimes it amazes me,
And other time it shakes me,
Sometimes it feels like dream,
And other time I see it in real,,
Accepting things matters the most,
Even if i feel like lost,
I find some good is ready to be my host,
To welcome it or keep on clinging to reasons of sadness,
Choice lies with my mental status,
Better to learn how to accept what life offers,
And feel the beauty in the form as it appears ,
We always desire more than what we have,
And we ignore the things we already have in our bag,
When I see around and take a pause,
I find everything complete for its own cause,
Why to fight the part who isn’t so good,
Better to let the joy of better one bloom,
What we want isn’t the only best of world ,
But what make us feel better is the best for us,
Let’s not cling to get the things or people we want,
Let’s stop crying for the chances we lost,
Happiness isn’t impossible at any moment,
Why to let myself believe it exists only now or then,
Sun rises everyday, so as the Moon,
And thus its best to let it flow in it’s own tune,,
And then we never going to miss the glory of it,
With life going on along

clocks’ every tick,,,,,
© Sanjay Ranout

May 30, 2019

Invoking thoughts, Mindful, photography, Poems
It’s not hard but difficult

It is not that much hard,
There is no such perfect time for start,
As I have reached this far,
It will go on till I finally depart,,

Life has its way of teaching,
But we seek learning, more from preaching,
And ignore all the time life is reaching,
But still with time life teaches what we are seeking,

In Our dreams we decide our future,
But sometimes dreams fall apart like balls of snooker,
We start with holding all at one place,
And then they start running farther in sparce,,
We feel like hit hard,
Like our life has faced discard,
As our dreams is life for us,
Living without them feels absurd,

But what if all balls are apart,
Still roaming on same table right from the start,,
Distances are not to fear,
But only tests our believes how far they will last,,

Like feelings don’t depart with people,
Nothing to fear distances we have to tackle,
As life goes on with time,
And thus people come and go around the same line,

Hold on to all good things we feel for them,
Because memories are what we think of now and then,
When life doesn’t stop when people depart,
Let’s keep sailing with it and enjoy the journey without any halt,,
Stop to fight the life, let’s accept it with joy in our heart ,,,,,,

© Sanjay Ranout

May 28, 2019

Invoking thoughts, Poems
Let’s fly again

It’s been a while,

For the last time I fly,

And got my wings burned in that try,

But it doesn’t mean I should cry,

Let’s get start again,

Whether last time it all goes in vain,

No matter it gave me a lot of pain,

I can still see those blood stains,

Maybe they will last longer than I expect,

Maybe it will again refrain me making another pact,

But still I have to fly,

Can’t keep myself grounded with it’s ply,

I will fix my wings,

Even if past failures will sting,

I will breath deeper ,

I will climb higher,

And jump again in my style,

Maybe I will float this time,

And everything is going to be fine,

I will glide and make all manouvers,

With all the passion in this thrilling endeavor,

Then I will make a smooth landing,

And clutch my fists to punch the air,

With joy of success I will give sky a long stare,

I am thrilled ,

I think I should get set now,

And I am sure it will work out somehow,,,,,

© Sanjay Ranout

May 20, 2019

Poetry
Journey

Once again I started a journey,

Is it going to be boring or funny?Many new people with different minds,

Coming by with their different styles,

Some are tense, some are happy,

,Some are confused, some are carefree,

Some are confident, some are moving around in some spree,,

Some are sleeping ,some are awake with some fear,,

Some are still looking back for dear ones,

Some are happy with thoughts of meeting theirs at other ends,,

No matter what one is thinking,

It’s covering miles as clock is continuously ticking,

At the end it will reach where it is intending to,

And everyone will bid farewell to this ride too,Life is like journey ,

Sometimes like it , sometimes different through it’s means,,

And in the end we get to our destiny,,,

May 19, 2019

Poems
Confused State of Mind

When I think,,,,,

To whom I am waiting for,

What I expect to be so sure,

Why I am sure of its existence,

Even every setback doesn’t hurt the believe of its presence,

Am I looking for it at wrong address,

Taking chances wherever It seems possible ,

Gone through all the directions,

Searched it through all sections,

I found everywhere a diffrent style,

But it finish of evrywhere into same color tile,

So where I haven’t searched till now,

When I am still sure it will b real somehow,

At last I think i will find it in closer by,

Even search of miles kept it invisible to my eyes,

Its real and it may exist somewhere nearby,

But still question still remains open,

Is it something serious or just fun,

What is reason for the quest,

Don’t know what exactly will give my mind some rest,

How it will work out,

You keep calm or talk out loud,

When unsure of what to talk,

What it want,

It’s like feeling of got stuck in quagmire, while standing on solid surface,,

Desperately hating being idle , while mind is working 24×7,,,

© Sanjay Ranout

May 19, 2019

Invoking thoughts, Poems, Poetry
What Our love is all about??

Do you know what our love is all about??

Once it happened I never had any second thought,
It took me to heights of craziness,
And it made me forget everyday’s business,
It made me do what i only imagined before,
As i felt driven by my own soul,
All those sleepless nights and unrest for days,
It was just the beginning in one of its ways,,,,,,,
All those cute fights and misunderstandings,
Were just the concerns of our hearts’ bindings,
All those make ups after every break up, And determination of getting together, no matter what,
Our differences in thoughts are like east and west,
And still we got together by passing each and every test,
By keeping the importance of self to least,,
Our love was the sole reason at this behest,,,,,,,,
Today you may say i am your past,
Today you may pretend to have moved away fast,,
Today you may be trying to forget everything,
Today youu may pretend there is nothing missing,,,,,,

But it was never a quest for your body,
It was attachment of souls wholly,
Today whatever you are trying to do,
Its your mind deciding it’s every cue,
Ignoring your soul for some of its better thought,
As it is still growing and finding no reason of offense,
Let’s get out of this act of pretend,,,,,
Now i got the real meaning of love baby,
Fear of loosing your possession always kept it hazy,
It is feeling which float to me when you were listening to your soul,
It is connection which get build up that moment in whole,
There is no end to it now,
Because our souls has taken together this vow,,,,,,,
Now no matter what you say or do,
Its only your soul to which my soul will listen to,
This life or next we will meet again somewhere,
When our souls will have control on all spheres,
This is what our love is all about,,,,,,,
Neither you are wrong nor you have any fault,
I had only mistaken it as an destructive assault,
Now i understand i was needed to be better taught,,
It was necessary to make my every mistakes count,,,,,,,,
But now i feel it is more alive,
So don’t feel bad for taking some other side,
I know You have your better reasons to abide,
Still You fought hard against all the tides,
I feel lucky to be the love of your soul,
I will keep covered my body with its overhaul,,,,,,

This is what our love is all about,,,,,

© Sanjay Ranout

May 12, 2019

Invoking thoughts, Poems, Poetry
Emptiness,, Do you know what is it??

Emptiness !!

What does it mean!

Willing to do a lot,

But all interesting with time looks absurd,

Wanting to chase many dreams,

But confused to choose the means,

Wanting to feel all the desires,

But nothing give spark to ignite that fire,

Wanting to heal all the wounds,

But that special thing still not around,

Wanting to undone all failures,

But then feeling to keep settled in their arrears,

Want to enjoy a lot this life,

But then waiting for the time to get right,

Being alone isn’t emptiness,

Losing someone isn’t real mess,

Failing a lot too don’t count much,

Then what does this emptiness is all about,

I think it’s like dark night,

And choosing to close eyes rather than finding the light,

Maybe I don’t want to move ahead at all,

Maybe I am feeling alright at this part,

Or maybe something hasn’t happened yet so far,

Maybe that’s what it will take to break that bar,

Emptiness I think is this timidness of desire,

As it put ice over those sparking fires,

Keeping myself idle amid so much mental trials,

And thus, those wills fade away with time,

Still searching and searching,

In Every sparking idea of mind,,

What is emptiness,,

I think it’s a difficult test,,,

© Sanjay Ranout

May 7, 2019

Invoking thoughts, Poems, Poetry
Life, why? What? Should!!

Why It doesn’t understand,
As Time slips like sand,
It is always so clear,
Still keep seeking whatever get easier,,
Through all these distractions,
Dividing the real self into multiple factions,
And Getting far away from any satisfaction,
Finally just looking in mirror with frustrations,,,

We are ,as we are, for what we are,
Still keep changing to others par ,
Loosing the freedom we are born with,
Enclosing us in cage of its bars,
Finding the focus on whatever it takes,
How can you be same for others sake,
Seeking joy in those temporal destinations,

Taking real all those illusive creations,

Real joy isn’t at destinations,
It’s throughout the way we walk on,
No matter we get it or not,

With Following our real insights,
Feeling of joy in heart builds on,
Peace in mind always pours on,
Passion keep us content even when running alone,
And Journey never feels like a race to win,
No pressure of time we finish it in,
It’s the journey which most of our life takes,,
Feelings on it Should have higher stake,

© Sanjay Ranout

May 6, 2019

Invoking thoughts, Poems
Don’t I feel it!!!!

It was some other day ,, no it’s today,, no it’s yesterday,,, I wonder what day it was or it is ,, sometimes I feel that day I felt the thing I am feeling now, sometimes I feel it has already happened and I am just experiencing it once again””””

What’s the confusion , what’s the illusion,, and what is reality,,!! Mind keep on thinking ,,on and on ,, on and on!!!

When will it stop this tendency of relating everything with something,,, with some feelings of past, or day dreaming with someday it feels it had seen,, or things it think it already know,,

Don’t it try always to boss everything around !! rather than experiencing it as and when it really come to us,,

I feel sometimes it’s just always trying to run from here and there ,, lt doesn’t want to stay anywhere ,,, seems like it think it’s only one who is driving the world for me,,

It seems funny now for things it used to think it knows so confidently,, and in the end it just try to change the equation when it feels it know nothing about it,, and to just keep on it’s bossing attitude go on without any pause for introspection,,,,,

Though I may feel know it as crazy ,, but still I felt it,, I feel it and I think I will keep on,,, but yeah! I will be enjoying the show now , watching it how insane ,, and how unmindful this mind can be ,,,

You can also think and enjoy the show ,,, have a lot of fun,, “I think it’s what called the art of self enjoyment,”

May 4, 2019

Invoking thoughts, Mindful