Category: Random thoughts
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What is really tough???
Tougher it is,,,,,
To fight with fights inside,
Reveal what always seek place to hide,
Put temptations for attention to suspension,
Drive ownself to our soul’s attention,Love when lovers fall apart,
Life then don’t want any fresh start,
Relations when there is no understanding ,
Emotions take away thoughts for self finding,
Every step you are criticised for many reasons,
Holding on or walking away seems out of limits of our wisdom,Tougher it is to live when life seems worthless,
Tougher it is to restart when our heart still can’t assess,,
Tougher it is to make it easy when it seems tougher,,,
And our life looses all of it’s zest,,Inspite of all these tough feelings,
Its strange clock keep on ticking,
Lungs keep on breathing,
Our feet keep on moving,
And life keeps going,,©Sanjay Ranout
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It’s up to you,,,,
Buddha said:-
If you are sad , in grief, repenting,,
You are living in past,,,,,
If you are anxious, frightened ,,
You are living in future,,,,,,
If you are happy and mind is at peace,,
You are living in Present that’s now,,,,
Decision is yours,,,,,👍
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Who knows us???
Who knows exactly who am I,
Those who claim well wishers of mine!
Or who regard me best for all of their times!!
To some extent I think it’s fine,
But still I feel a lot is still unknown to their mind,,People with whom we grow up,
Spent most of life in same hut,
Sometimes they feel strangers to us,
And make us feel never understand us,
Is it their fault or our illusion!! That creates a much fuss,,Then People whom we meet in life,
Friends, lovers make us feel as they have our bigger bytes,
To them too nothing we hide,
But still sometimes we get in stupid fights,
And misunderstandings become alive,,
So who is the one who knows us right,,!!!!It’s so simple to find,
But still gets tougher with time,
We look all around in our sight,
And forget one who doesn’t need our eyes to find,
Everyone knows best about himself,
Who can know us better but self,,
All those thoughts running in our mind,
Perception about everything in our sight,
All those unexpressed feelings,
And unspoken words of our mind,
Only we know every inch of our every side,
Still we search someone to tell us every byte,,May be we believe more on What people think,
Feel it important than our own instinct,
And then Forget what we really are,
But Someday we feel like trapped in some whirlwind,
There remains only one question in the mind,,
Who know us really in this world
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© Sanjay Ranout
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Random thought
When my eyes starts burning like candles,
Gazing at phone minute after minute with hope of a word from her,
I am still hurting them and never bother,
But sometimes I wonder, is it even matter to her???
©Sanjay Ranout
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Born to die,,
Every one is born and everyone will die,, between those two days is whole life,, isn’t it strange that nothing stays permanent???,, why is it so?? Why everyone has to go?? Be it human, plants, trees, animals,, even Sun dies every day,, Moon too follow this nature’s law with even more discipline and sincerity,,,
It feels sad to think about it,, but on the other hand,, if we see if good times has got some end,, then dark too leaves for half of time in a day and give way to light,, and we awaits for bad days end and start of good days,,,
This law is painful on one hand and bring cheers on other hand depending on if it brings comfort or discomfort to our life,,,
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Amazing foolishness
It’s day and then night,
And Thoughts carry on their flight,,
Sometimes they please , other time they wage a fight,,
Alas! Sit outside and see what an amazing sight,,,
Like hydrogen is tussling with oxygen in water,,
Like air is playing with all gases in atmosphere,,
Like words want existence without alfabets,
Like body think itself separate from it’s constituents,
Isn’t it a foolish tussle,,,
Won’t it be worthless rumble,,,
How can body exist without it’s parts,,
It’s like a fight between night and dark,,,,
© Sanjay Ranout
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It’s been a long time like that
It’s been a long time,Since It got started,
And since then to it ,
A lot of dreams have been emparted,
Oceans of wishes have been evolved,
Rivers of fantasies have been flowed,
A life in imagination have been lived,
A lot of hardships have been tilled,,
And still in reality it still seems so still,,
Imagination or reality got so mixed,
Have become one life which need to be fixed,,
How to fix and make it one?
And get the things moving from where they are stuck,,
A lot of thoughts and ideas,
But some one else has all contol to steer,
Its frustrating ,it’s desparating,,
It’s fateful employed caging,
Churning minds and its peace ,
And giving no signs of getting ceased,
I don’t know everytime how so easily it get lease,,
Patience is put on the show of absurd tease,
I don’t know what I should know,
Whoever is towing , I can only let him tow,,,,
© Sanjay Ranout
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Questions for reasons
This time, these moments,,,
And all these thoughts with their torments,,
As much i try to find the reason,
And it go on and on with it’s teasing,
We propose something,
Dreams about it everything,
And then we get into some different inn,,
And we feel, oh! here its much suffocating,,
Doors and windows have no opening,,
So , Is living in it is only option??,
Like all dreams have been stolen,,,
And getting stuck here bringing more desperation,,,
When will we get out of this unwanted abode,
And start the search for our stolen dreams ,,
Are we loosing with every minute being here,,
Will we find them after getting out of here,,
This moment, this life,,,
Questions a lot to mine,,
And in this turmoil of finding reasons,
I have already wasted so many seasons,,,,
©Sanjay Ranout
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Stubborn Feelings
Rise or fall,,,
Sometimes it’s big ,other time it seems so small,,,,
Every feeling has its own cycle,.
It come, bloom and then depart,,,
But then, not every feeling is same,,,
Some has normal effects and some drive us much insane,,,
Some leaves with no side effects,,
But some being stubborn, keeping their footprints always intact,,,
Playing with our mind every other day,,,
Reminding us those marks will permanently stay,,,
Maybe those feelings drive us life to wherever it leads to,,,
We accept it or deny,
They somehow become reason of every change we get transformed to,,,,,,
©Sanjay Ranout
What lies beneath our thoughts! 