lock myself in the dark
try to fake some security
where the better things are
and my shadow can't follow me
something's haunting me
charades and fever dreams

and I'm holding desperately to what's left of me before I fall apart
searching for anything to fight these enemies
but my only enemy is in my heart
losing friends as fast as I've been losing sleep
it's overcast and I'm always six feet deep inside my mind
so this is goodbye
goodbye

take a drive in my car
try to find my realty
slam my fist on the wheel
over again 'til my knuckles bleed
'cause i wanna feel something
stuck in a fever dream
make me believe something
more than this fever dream

and I'm holding desperately to what's left of me before I fall apart
searching to anything to fight these enemies
but my only enemy is in my heart
losing friends as fast as I've been losing sleep
it's overcast and I'm always six feet deep inside my mind
so this is goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
goodbye