State of Incognito
I am a schmuck, I know it. Thank you to every one of you who emailed or nudged me over the past month. In brief, there has been an amount of emotional upheaval tossed into my lap that made me a bit despondent at times and rather than being able to put words to these things I pulled away - 'cause I fear if my too self-aggrandizing bits come out in the open they will return and bite me in the ass at some later date in time.
I am alive, really I am. And yes, I am still actively incubating (thank all goodness that exists) and my mind/body is fighting to do what it can to stay that way (though it did end up having emergency surgery weeks ago). I feel as though I am a young geriatric with all this invasive treatment, but hell it is without a doubt worth it to me. A truer friend's post tomorrow I promise, with pics even. I will attempt to answer some questions as well, as to what has been going on.
And to answer the large, looming question at hand I have a GIRL growing in thee belly. I am totally stoked. Thanks to those who have been thinking of me, I am trying hard to crawl out of my cave and return the favor.
I am alive, really I am. And yes, I am still actively incubating (thank all goodness that exists) and my mind/body is fighting to do what it can to stay that way (though it did end up having emergency surgery weeks ago). I feel as though I am a young geriatric with all this invasive treatment, but hell it is without a doubt worth it to me. A truer friend's post tomorrow I promise, with pics even. I will attempt to answer some questions as well, as to what has been going on.
And to answer the large, looming question at hand I have a GIRL growing in thee belly. I am totally stoked. Thanks to those who have been thinking of me, I am trying hard to crawl out of my cave and return the favor.