Spike and Xanders world of slash...

Looking for a fic

2020-07-15T19:07:51Z

I am looking for the fanfic bleed by ally w

Help Needed

2016-12-29T01:25:00Z

Hey guys, do you all remember Puppy Love? Well, I want to write a sequel, but I realize I wrote the first one on a series of prompts, off a prompt chart specifically, so I need help again.

I need another prompt chart, just like my first one, but this time I want twenty five prompts and five blank spots for me to put in my own prompts. Remember, I shuffle prompts around to suit the story best, but I do use the prompts, just not in ways that you imagine or expect usually. So, anyone want to make me a thirty count prompt chart? Twenty five you write, five you leave to me. Please comment or e-mail that you want to volunteer, you'll get first dibs on chapters as they're written instead of as they're posted, and you'll get continued contact with the author about how the story is going.

As for when this sequel will be situated, I don't know, the prompts will tell me, and the prompts may spread over centuries, so who knows, right?

So please, please please, help help help. hawk_soaring You helped me last time, do you want to help again?

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Truth Denied - The Hooded Man

2016-12-12T05:05:07Z

Title: Truth Denied - The Hooded Man
Pairings: Spander
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... hard R (Yes, I wrote a little snippet, I wonder if anyone is interested?)
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: After the boys have bonded, there's still a need that must be met, can they do it, together? (Yes you need to have been immersed in the rest of the Truth Denied universe for this to make sense, yes, this is Spander)
Word Count: 1262 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
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He was blind.

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Truth Denied Epilogue

2016-09-30T02:22:03Z

Title: Truth Denied Epilogue
Pairings: Spander
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... NC-17 (wrapping it up!)
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 1529 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
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Xander bit down on a sweet potato French fry and laughed at something Edgar said.

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Truth Denied 62/62

2016-09-26T19:35:28Z

Title: Truth Denied 62/62
Pairings: Spander
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... PG-13 (Dealing with some things… hrm)
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 2678 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
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Spike and Xander were listening to music on the sound system Spike had in his apartment,

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Truth Denied 61/62

2016-09-21T23:49:43Z

Title: Truth Denied 61/62
Pairings: Spander (*POINTS POINTS POINTS* SMUT!!!! MORE SMUT!!!)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... NC-17 (You know why, if you don’t, then you really shouldn’t be reading this book at all)
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 1854 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
Beta: realtsunamigirl but I edit afterwards, so all errors are mine and mine alone.

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The center of the room was delineated by hangings of diaphanous blue silk

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Truth Denied 60/62

2016-09-18T04:12:17Z

Title: Truth Denied 60/62
Pairings: Spander (*POINTS POINTS POINTS* SMUT!!!!)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... NC-17 (You know why, if you don’t, then you really shouldn’t be reading this book at all)
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 2150 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
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Xander woke up in a new bed, in a new bedroom, with Spike holding him behind him.

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Truth Denied 58/62

2016-09-10T19:04:19Z

Title: Truth Denied 58/62
Pairings: Spander (!!!!)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... NC-17 (Due to... Well, if you can't figure it out, you really shouldn't be reading this chapter)
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 2590 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
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Xander was in the safe room, wearing a smart, modern tuxedo with a bow tie.

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Truth Denied 57/61

2016-09-05T23:44:58Z

Title: Truth Denied 57/61
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... PG13 (Due to other talk)?
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 4157 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
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After Xander woke up they spent intense days rewiring Xander's memory.

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Truth Denied 56/61

2016-09-01T22:39:42Z

Title: Truth Denied 56/61
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... PG13 (Due to romance talk)?
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 1409 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
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Xander woke up the next day to sunlight falling through the window and onto his face.

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Truth Denied 55/61

2016-08-23T21:01:36Z

Title: Truth Denied 55/61
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... PG13 (Due to Xander past talk)?
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 1776 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
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After dinner they sat around the table drinking coffee in Spike's apartment.

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Truth Denied 54/62

2016-06-20T07:45:57Z

Title: Truth Denied 54/62
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... PG13 (Due to sex talk)?
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 424 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
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The bells tinkled as they opened the door.

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Truth Denied 53/62

2016-06-01T05:40:51Z

Title: Truth Denied 53/62
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... PG13 (Due to sex talk)?
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 1309 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
Beta: realtsunamigirl but I edit afterwards, so all errors are mine and mine alone.

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They spent the night at Spike's place, none of them wanting any of them to be alone

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Truth Denied 52/62

2016-05-06T05:05:14Z

Title: Truth Denied 52/62
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... NC17 (Due to art)?
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 921 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
Beta: realtsunamigirl but I edit afterwards, so all errors are mine and mine alone.

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Spike and Xander sat in the dining room and looked at the picture,

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Truth Denied 51/62

2016-02-25T06:15:44Z

Title: Truth Denied 51/62
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... NC17 (Due to art)?
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
,Word Count: 921 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
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Spike closed the door behind them and Xander sat on the bed,

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Truth Denied 50/62

2016-02-08T06:42:43Z

Title: Truth Denied 50/62
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... PG13?
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 1193 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
Beta: realtsunamigirl but I edit afterwards, so all errors are mine and mine alone.

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Ben was cooking dinner,

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Truth Denied 49/62

2016-01-20T06:25:22Z

Title: Truth Denied 49/62
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... PG13?
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 858 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
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Ben served them all chicken quesadillas,

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Puppy Love 53 - White

2016-01-07T23:04:41Z

Tissues should be brought to use soon if not now, I think y'all are getting where I'm going, but aren't you happy I never said how long it took to get there!!! This way I can write more in the PL universe in the future if the mood strikes!! Excited? Possibly, worried? Yes!

Title: Puppy Love 53/53 - White
Pairings: Spike/Xander
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall, this chapter..... R
Warnings: M/m. Buy a box of tissues.
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: Puppy and Master
Word Count: 166 (as per Word Count)
Beta: purpledodah and laazikaat
Concrit: always welcome in comments, e-mail or MSN, whichever.
X-posted to: perverted_pages, bloodclaim, btvs_lightsout, btvs_slash, btvsatsdotcom, darker_spike, spike_fics, sxandviolence, spanderslash, darker_vault, sickchicks, spike_xander, xander_slash, i_need_a_parrot, nekid_spike
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His eyes were white, milky, clouded. He couldn’t see his hand in front of his face, never mind his lover’s, but he still remembered the eyes, those beautiful blue eyes. They introduced themselves as father and son now, no choice anymore, they couldn’t pass for the lovers they were. They still held hands and kisseds to each other under cover, never letting on their relationship, but Xander was failing.

His age showed in palsied shakes of his hands, white eyes and crooked back. Even with the pain of his back Xander never stopped his woodwork, Spike entered his workshop and looked over his latest carving, made through fogged eyes and fingers marking out what needs to be removed. Everything was carved out but one block, Spike kissed his white hair “A while yet before that,” he whispered.

“Just want to be prepared.” He got up, finished, and gets to work on his big piece, a casket, all hand-made.

“A while before that too. Can’t you just relax?”

“Spike... during the days have you wondered where I was going? To the doctors, brain lesion, tumour really.”

Spike kissed his head. “I know,” he said hoarsely. “But you got time.”

“I got six weeks.”

Spike held him and cried and cried and cried, his love, his life, oh no.

Truth Denied 48/62

2016-01-05T03:14:52Z

Title: Truth Denied 48/62
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... PG13?
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 952 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
Beta: realtsunamigirl but I edit afterwards, so all errors are mine and mine alone.

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They made a big show,

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Truth Denied 47/62

2015-12-27T08:07:40Z

Title: Truth Denied 47/62
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... PG13?
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 652 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
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Ben stormed at the door with a very angry look aimed at Spike

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Truth Denied 46/62

2015-12-14T22:24:19Z

Title: Truth Denied 46/62
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... R?
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 2063 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
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Xander screamed Spike's name as the dungeon master dragged a flogger made with barbed wire against his back.

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Truth Denied 45/62

2015-12-06T20:51:14Z

Title: Truth Denied 45/62
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... R?
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 1327 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
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Spike walked through empty halls,

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Truth Denied 44/62

2015-12-01T07:58:52Z

Title: Truth Denied 44/62
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... PG13
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 3564 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
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Spike was back at his apartment,

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Truth Denied 43/62

2015-11-25T19:55:32Z

Title: Truth Denied 43/62
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... PG
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 372 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
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Ethan came out of the shadows,

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Truth Denied 42/62

2015-11-19T19:33:48Z

Title: Truth Denied 42/62
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... PG
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I'm done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 1738 (As per Microsoft Office 2013 Word Count)
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Spike and Ben got out of Ben’s car on a side street,

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