but she was a killer.

Fanart: The Bird's

2012-10-19T03:10:11Z

A hulk based out of the awesome series Ready, Fire, Aim 'Verse, it's the Hulk in the second chapter (?) in Situation Normal: All Fucked Up

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“HITCHCOCK MOVIES?!”

“Hulk did not know he was afraid of birds!”x-posted to tumblr
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Back from lurking for like, forever. BUT WITH ART!

2012-10-18T22:36:38Z

I've been stalking The Avengers Kink MeMe D:

"Hulk bring you precious flower to show Hulks love. Flower very delicate. If you smash, you smash Hulks love, then Hulk smash you! ARRRRR!!! Why would you smash Hulks love?"

"I didn't! I haven't! I won't!"

"Are you rejecting Hulk's love? WHY HULK ALWAYS SO ALONE?"

"I'll take it, seriously, I except your flower and your love. And please just stop crying. Oh god."

Original Promt.

Going back to lurking now.

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Hello,

2011-12-08T00:30:51Z

Wow, its been awhile. I am alive and well and now have a home, job and a computer. Don't think i will be getting back into fandom anytime soon. But I wanted to say hey.

And that I missed all you guys.

So I've been gone a bit.

2010-09-05T22:48:52Z

Sorry I have been gone for so long, I was homeless the first of the month and was trying to find a place to live. The whole rest of the month made me a small ball of stress and pure unhappyness.

I have now have a place to live and am getting settled down. Hopefully I'll have working internet and whatnot soon.

I miss all of you, my lovely flist. I hope to see you all soon ♥

I am okay with being an ass.

2010-08-15T01:43:03Z

This month I have lost a lot of my basic ability to deal with most bullshit without taking a person down.

I went out to the bars. Sober. Stayed that way, which is never a good thing for me when dealing with everyone else around me being drunk.

Then I headed to my not favorite bar. To meet with some friends, one of whom I was having a deep conversation with, S, as she was having some problems with the ladies and feeling pretty shitty.

Then some dude starts talking to my dude friend B. B introduces my friend S to stranger dude. They say Hi. I'm never introduced. B does not introduce us. He does not introduce himself. I am still talking to S at this point. But then. Then he says:

"Yeah, it's nice to meet S. Not like these rude bitches over here."

And points to me and another girl.

My response?

"Excuse me? You do not get to call us bitches. Just like I don't get to call you a creepy miserable balding fuck. So please feel free to leave before I fuck up your face."

Like I said, lost my ability to deal with bullshit.

Dear Storyfinders + Writers,

2010-08-11T20:50:38Z

Thank you Storyfinders. Thank you for your help. Thank you for your love and enthusiasm over the fandoms and fic. Thank you for all your hard work over the years, finding beloved fic that people thought were lost to them forever for lack of a title or author. Thank you for helping me find fic in the many different comms out there, in as many different fandoms.

Thank you Writers. Thank you for creating wonderful story's. Thank you for sharing them with me. Thank you for putting yourself out there, doing different things with plots, characters, kinks, settings and new formats in with fic is written. Thank you for the many hours of enjoyment that I get from your works.

Thank you.

All of you.

Tumblr.

2010-07-26T00:09:20Z

I have one now. A tublr page all my own. Which I think I will be using for random little doodle postings and what not. Because I have a lot of them, but I don't post them here since. I don't know, feel weird about spamming my flist with them so just never do? And random life updates. Yes.

Still Spaggel on Tumblr.

That is all.

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Seattle!

2010-07-15T07:12:06Z

Yes! I will be in Seattle starting tomorrow night with a good friend of mine, till Sunday. I'll be staying right next to Pikes Place on 2nd.

Any other good places I should be checking out? Shops? Bars? Food?

PLEASE INFORM ME ♥

Art: Watsunzel (?)

2010-07-13T09:38:43Z

This is for lavvyan . Who has been not only an amazing editor, saving me time and time again, but just an all around amazing person whom I am very happy to have on my team. Because my love is SO STRONG, I promised a gift. Pretty sure this wasn't what we talked about, but ah, maybe it will still work? OH GOD, PLEASE LOVE ME STILL D:

Title: Watsunzel
Fandom: Sherlock Holmes
Characters: Holmes, Watson, Mustache
Rating: G
Notes: My personal subtitle is: "The day Holmes gave up drugs" or really, what causes me to think about things like this.

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Triggers and Warnings

2010-07-08T07:23:14Z

I believe in Warnings, I believe in large general warnings, common warnings. Rape, Abuse, Death, Violence. I think they are a great tool for people to use to get around fandom without personal mishap.

I believe in Descriptions. Sex pollen, rimming, fisting, mpreg, S&M,etc. They too are great tools to help people with triggers be able to navigate fandom or know that even though there is a general warning, having that extra description lets them know that hey, I can or now really cannot read this. They are a great tool for people with squicks too.

I believe in Choose Not To Warn. An author has the right to state that they are not putting any warnings on even though triggers and squick my be involved. They are not saying this is a clean fic/vid/art work, they are saying I am not warning, this is a tool to let you know that all your triggers might be in this.

Because I believe in Warnings and Descriptions, that I love them, I also know that they are not always accurate. They cannot be all encompassing because everyone is so very different. Every cause of trauma is different, it leaves different impressions and people have to deal with them differently. Not every trigger is known and accounted for. Not every trigger trauma related. Some are very different, some are very common and some people just would not think of.

When people do or do not warn it is not out of spite or to cause harm. Having Warnings and Descriptions are a courtesy, they are a choice, a tool, not a moral obligation, towards other fans to help them.
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Dear dude,

2010-07-06T07:33:08Z

When you are hitting on me in a bar and asking me to come see your show the next day. When I say I can't go because I work late, the correct response would be something like,

"Oh, where do you work?"

And not,

"Are you a stripper or something?"

Just FYI

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Dear Flist

2010-07-05T02:24:26Z

I hope all of those that celebrate the 4th of July are having an amazing one. Drinking, eating, seeing family. All those good things. If you don't celebrate, I still hope you are doing the same thing. Eating, drinking and being with friends and/or family.

I got to hang out with my little sister all day and now I'm drinking a couple of beers before I take a bike ride through the North End to watch everyone light off fireworks before I hit the parks for the big final show.

I LOVE YOU ALL.

♥

Oh ER, I just can't leave you alone, can i?

2010-06-22T10:24:17Z

So in another epic life failure of something-something. I cut my head open pretty damn good at work. On a metal basket.

Yeah.

Here are some pictures! WARNING - kind of bloody/gory

Before my trip to the hospital where my co-workers did a double take when I walked back in.

After seeing this, they took me to the hospital since you know, can't drive.

And then after the hospital visit in which I was there for well, 2 hours since my raging headache lead to a scan to see if i knocked anything lose. Then staples. Four of em, not a really but cut but still. FOUR.

Was told now I can tell everyone I'm a natural red-head. Har de har har. But really, those roots and color? Ew. Self, really?

So, yeah.
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True Blood

2010-06-12T23:13:40Z

I might have started watching it with my roommate. OH GOD. I just, it's just. So.

SO MANY AWKWARD SEX SCENES.

Yet, YET. I am downloading all of it RIGHT THIS VERY MOMENT. For reasons. Bad ones. Like, vidding reasons.

This cannot end well.

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Recipe: One-Pot Gorgonzola Pasta

2010-06-09T05:52:36Z

I thought I would post this recipe because I am eating it right now and I keep it on a constant rotation. It's pretty simple, only uses one pot to cook everything in and is pretty interchangeable in ingredients. Nothing that can't be changed to suit someones taste. No measurements posted because I don't really use them (except in baking) but if you really want to know, ask and I'll try to estimate.

Anything listed next to an ingredient in ( ) is what can be put in place, all are things that I have used myself instead, it's all depending on what I have in the fridge.

One-Pot Gorgonzola Pasta:

Butter (Olive oil)
Garlic
Onion (Shallots)
Mushrooms
Thyme (Rosemary, Sage)
Heavy Cream (Half & Half, longer to thicken)
Gorgonzola (Any Blue Cheese)
Penne (Fettuccine, Rigatoni, Bowtie)
Turkey (Sausage, Chicken, Steak strips)

Use your one large pot to cook off pasta. Once done, drain and set to side. (it doesn't matter if it cools down)

Put butter in pan, bring up heat. Toss in garlic, onion, mushrooms and saute till a little brown. (a little salt and pepper too) One done, turn down heat medium and add in heavy cream. Add in thyme and let slowly cook down, stir every once an a while too prevent top being formed. This step can take a while depending how thick you want it. I add a roux (butter/flour) to help since i like thick sauces.

Once thickened, ladle out thyme and add in Gorgonzola to taste, you know if you like your cheese strong or not, stir till melted. Add in Meat (I choose turkey since i just cooked a whole one off) and pasta, stir.

I also added fresh spinach to mine, a long with fresh tomato's on top and a little extra gorgonzola crumbles. Green onion and red onion are also good additions.

And you are done!

Sorry for the crappy camera phone photos :\

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I wonder...

2010-06-05T20:07:31Z

Is there a comm out there, one that I might be missing, that is like a flash fic comm, or a drabble comm? But for all types of fannish works? Fic, art, icons, mixes, vids, etc?

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Art! Of the Original variety.

2010-06-04T19:29:49Z

A couple of pieces that I did a little bit ago on some small note cards. Little fun guys that I think I will do a series of and turn into cards to give out to family and the like. I dunno. Again, taken with my camera since well, printer? Yeah.

Haven't had a chance to clean them up, but enjoy.

Title(s): Rhino I Know, Mermaid is Waiting, Big Burst, All Messed Up, Bit O Bloom (YES I NAMED ALL OF THEM D:)
Rating: PG
Comments: LOVED ♥

Image Heavy.

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There you are! All for now!

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Photos! Of me! From like, Mardi Gras!

2010-06-03T01:38:51Z

So, I took a couple of pictures of the outfit I had for Mardi Gras. After I got back, since I totally forgot to take my camera with me. So slightly drunk (er... more then slightly) and a little flusttered as this was 4am and I just spent 2 hours with my DD trying to get a drunk girl home who kept giving us crosstreets that DIDN'T EXIST.

Then she puked all over me. Then I had to reach into her coat pocket, which she also had puked in, to get her keys to let her into her house. She gave me a kiss on my cheek with her pukey lips too, to say thanks for getting her home.

Yeah. Well, I got cleaned up.

but photos cause well, I'm just like that. Slighly Image heavy.

My red lipstick is all gone, but it was there. it was BRIGHT. I love me some red lipstick ♥

And love me red Via Spiga's. LOVE REALLY. And skirt. YES.

I LOOK COOL AND SUAVE.

yeah, I don't know.

Am thinking about posting photo's of 80's party in which I tease my hair out and use more hairspray then I have ever used before.

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Dear Work,

2010-05-29T16:40:44Z

I would love to have more then one day, or in the case of some weeks any day, off. Please stop calling me in because you know I will come in. I understand I am an upstanding employee, but really. Stop. Over time? I love it, it's paying the bills back, but overtime and I need a break from each other. We are just seeing too much of each other and it's ruining our loving relationship. Just a small break, absence makes the heart grow fonder and all that.

So please. Stop. Because? AT THIS POINT I DO NOT LIKE YOU ANYMORE. ANY OF YOU. STOP.

*goes to take off EXTREMELY COMFY UGLY SWEATS and put on work clothes*

♥ ♥ ♥

2010-05-25T16:23:12Z

I love that my mom still calls to sing me Happy Birthday. ♥

Art! Again! More original stuffs

2010-05-24T04:14:37Z

Drawing a bit more. On lined paper which I haven't cleaned up, and drawing on lined paper is so junior high. Also don't have a scanner so I had to use my camera and the colors are a bit off, but my computer is hating my software so it will just have to stay like this for a while. Yes.

Title: NONE (3 pieces)
Rating: PG (for the f-word)
Comments: UM. YEAH. I don't know why I draw what I draw sometimes. Or like, ever.

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a little bit of art for you

2010-05-23T21:33:23Z

Or what happens when I'm a little drunk ♥

If it gets squished, go here
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Facebook? I hate you sometimes

2010-05-23T19:10:33Z

When I was younger, a friend an I used to be into RPG chats and whatnot and from that we meet a person whom I will call J. Pretty cool guy and I started to talk to him outside of RPG's. We talked and in my error I gave him my real first name and the state and city I live in. (i was once a young and stupid internet user. Not that I've gotten much better)

I stopped talking to him after a bit, I always had myself invisable and just didn't want to talk to him anymore (and a couple other people at the time) I changed my AIM username.

Today I just got a friend request with his name on it and a message:

"Hiya, would you happen to be the very same (my RL name) whom i used to tease so much online with (Friend)? it's J/(AIMname)"

The last time I talked to him was almost 7 years ago. How does he even remember me? How did he even find me?

I checked my friends profile while logged off and like me, she has everything private for those who haven't friended her. She has not friended J. There are over 40 other women with my name in my city. I don't even use the same e-mail addy for my facebook as I had back then, if you hunt via e-mail addy.

It's just. It's just weird.

Art: Original!

2010-05-21T09:13:25Z

Something not fandom related! Well, one of a couple more that are coming but I wanted to post this little guy first.

Title: Sending you...
Rating: PG (He has a.... bum)
Notes: Originally at Tegaki Because I wanted a cool little background.
Comments: ♥

sending something new for you from me please enjoy and then give it away for free

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Art: Something Simple

2010-05-20T06:14:59Z

Posted this over on leupagus LJ in one of her posts. Thought I should re-post it.

Title: I knew a woman, lovely in her bones
Fandom: Star Trek XI
Pairing: Gaila/McCoy
Warning/Notes: Ah, yeah. Sketchy + Quick. Semi-nude. NSFW.

Comments are loved.

She taught me Touch, that undulant white skin:
I nibbled meekly from her proffered hand.

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