The tiger vamp is almost as cute as the imp. ^.=.^

actually, i've been asking these question myself as well rather often. What's it worth it for me to live on for? When i do, what should i do? Will i be a burden in the end for everyone i care for? Will, after i moved, their liking to me change into hatred or worse? Will i even move and not just end up dying?
and all that junk... oddly enough, i found one answer for one question which helps me a bit over the others: When i die, will i be missed? And i know i would be...never thought i would even accept it finally...

ah well, it might not seem as usuful for an answer but live cus you can, but mostly, and that is only if you care for others, do it for your beloved ones. You might end up having it better than me in a lot of things, which shouldn't be too hard x3;

Lol I could say something but.. well we have these conversations all the time on mesenger You know what i gotta say ^_^

I think those sort of questions go though everyone's minds at some point or another.. i know they have gone though mine..
as for the college stuff.. eh.. i actually got a job first, my mother said its not a bad idea to get an idea of where you want to go with your life before you jump in head first.. and even after you have the job alot of places will make room in your schedule for classes if you are taking them, even as a full time student i had plenty of free time. though i only did a simple transfer degree in a community college.. and never really finished it :P (damn writing classes i only needed to pass one!) hmm.. i should see if i can get those records transfered.. any way there are good things that happen after highschool and bad things just don't let the bad things over come you

i think about these type of questions all the time, and i still wonder if my life will be worth something...
and will i be missed when i die, makes me start to wonder.....

0.0 .... vampiric white tiger with blue eyes and big black wings AHHHHHH *pounce*

as far as I can say, to the future for education and occupation.....

You must first ask yourself two MAJOR things;
1: what do I like doing and what do I LOVE doing?
2: Would I really want to do any of the answers to the above question for the rest of my life?

With that information you check what skills you have and would need and see if you could obtain them easily.

That's how to plan for a happy life.

Can I handle the sorts of things that put people's lives in MY hands? What if they died? What if I make a mistake? What if I cost someone their life, and their family and friends suffer because of me?

Yeah, yeah, yeah, shit! what if you never even tried to help them, what if there were two cars that wrecked up, and only three paramedics, instead of the four needed. What if you could have saved them if you'd been there, and weren't. Go to the used book store and get a copy of Zenna Hendersons, "The People: No Different Flesh" and read it. Or read "A Wizard of Earthsea" by Ursula LeGuin. There's your answer. You're wonderful. Go to College, any college, and study, find someone, you like to study with to study with, and study with them, get good grades, the world is endlessly facsinating, but only if you look to see it. If you just need to veg-out go to the Library and get James Burkes series "Connections" and watch an episode or two. You think you're fat, ha! My wifes best friend weights in at 570#s. I'm not minimizing that as a problem, and for you it may seem really important, but I'm looking for some perspective for you. Weight is a minor part of this thing that's tied up with growing up. We're rooting for you, you can do it. EMo or not, if you have to get professional help. You can do it, and you ARE loved, by people you don't even know.

Oh, and did I say you were wonderful? Well you are, you are unique, just like everyone else. You got problems and they seem insurmountable. Well, they may a really big problem. but the river doesn't look at the mountain as insurmountable, it just does it's river thing, year in and year out, and then you have the Grand Canyon. Graduate from High School, and go to the community college, or get a job and take a night class. My friend John was about to go to study accounting, then we go off to art school, I flunk out and he's getting $12,000 commissions from AT&T, for his art. He makes it they buy it. He loves it, on the farm he bought. You're wonderful, you're smart, talented. You have a crisis, and this too shall pass. Just remember, your family loves you, and we think you're wonderful. Really!

Oh, and did I say you were wonderful? Well you are, you are unique, just like everyone else. You got problems and they seem insurmountable. Well, they may a really big problem. but the river doesn't look at the mountain as insurmountable, it just does it's river thing, year in and year out, and then you have the Grand Canyon. Graduate from High School, and go to the community college, or get a job and take a night class. My friend John was about to go to study accounting, then we go off to art school, I flunk out and he's getting $12,000 commissions from AT&T, for his art. He makes it they buy it. He loves it, on the farm he bought. You're wonderful, you're smart, talented. You have a crisis, and this too shall pass. Just remember, your family loves you, and we think you're wonderful. Really!

Awww, the poor Imp, I wish i could pick her up and Cuddle her. I love Kain's Wings. Great job hun, Take your time.

I'm sure you can make it out there. Just give it your best shot you know that your friends well be there right with you. Never look back and never give up.

just go for what you want. everyone makes a difference to someone or something big or small. dont let your fears hold you back or you will miss out on a lot of chances in life. (now if only i could have followed my own advice...)

Also.. I think the gator requires medical attention.. and abandaid.. maybe 12.. But lets leave the peroxide out of it yes yes? It burnsssess usssss....

Hmm. The plot thickens. Very cool. Sorry but I'm low ontime so no comment on the rant.

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