If It Was Ever In Sight 

                                                             By: A.X. Bueno

You have a broad idea of when it began 

When you felt yourself start slipping 

When everything you did started becoming more at risk of going wrong 

More mistakes became noticeable and you start to wonder what's going on here

It's not like you've never slipped up before but something's different these days 

You're not sure when it started or how 

But suddenly it's hitting you all at once right now 

The accumulation of stress, extra burdens given and doubts hit you hard 

As it all catches up with you as you relax and slow down 

Try to regain your grasp on things 

As you feel like you only barely missed a potential breakdown 

At this point you're not sure where your edge really is 

You wonder if you've passed it or if it was ever really there at all 

Maybe it'll come back within sight

All you can do sometimes is just wait and see 

And try to minimize whatever damage you might unintentionally do 

Seeing if your belief that there's something you've been lacking lately 

Is it all in your head or is it true.