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Adventure City was a bright blue sky on which cloudless morning starts a new day appearing forth as I was sat on a coach… well a identical Paw Patroller bus actually surrounded by a least twenty different people sat there buzzing with laughter keen excitements buzzing anticipation, but however I felt more like a isolation kiddo because I'm not a social connections around whence it comes to verbal awareness that made me soo much betters uncomfortable to think of when ears are bleeding by a overwhelmed rightfulness shaking overstimulation shall then lead to wheezing resulted in a sudden disconnection that'll blur fast until pique curiosity washes onto me streaming through my mind completely I saw the actual true Paw Patroller bus at the right hand side of me seeing Ryder behind the steering wheel drivers side obviously continuations to peering out of my coach large curtained frames window watching thee doggie Pups' all six of them in total Chase, Marshall, Rocky, Zuma, Rubble & Skye wandering around in the cabin sitting area where I feel like their own adventures are going to collision with a gentle breeze because my heart skipped a few beats struck awe-inspired by a one off privilege to be at the side of Ryder's vehicle being window to window near each other or from seated to driver seat with a chuckling hidden smile.


Remaining there at the traffic lights junction seat-belted securely on the soft fabric foamed chair of comfortable staring little the red symbol felt like a little moreover than an ordinarily patient eternity & that's when Ryder with a friendly warmth smile on his face that summoned friendliness as we're glances back right back at each  otherwise feeling a static sensation gusher running through me in unexpected wayward show-reeling major emotion sparks despite the ultimate chaos cornering 180 degrees suppressing me in the field trip residence hoping too seek reassurance clarification from Ryder & observant Pups' by sneakily holding a written statement note on plainly white paper suctioned to the window saying “Help me, I don't want to be associated with theses people" & suddenly before the green traffic light arose I crumpled it up silently.  


Thence instantaneous our eyesight were once glance upon each other sensing a small shift in Ryders eyes directly asking behind the scenes “Chase I need you pup" & Chase has strolled into the driver bay room assigned by a saying “what's up Ryder" who was seated beside him rebalancing thoughts before speaking calmer but etched straighten into concern about the situation stating “did you see the boy with the note", where Chase had chimed in with some level of uncertainty in his own voice reply “I did Ryder, that boy really needs our help my nose knows it" so they're to begin a little plan to make their presence known to me. 


Thence the plan was set in motion when Ryder says regarding to driving on the green beaming road traffic lighted system because Ryder said “I'll follow the directional route from the other identical Paw Patroller coach & intersection where it's exactly has gone & remain undetected so the organiser's aren't looking to spook out anyone else on the field trip that has no idea we're going to make a difference to a one smallish boy on board, so let's stay safely & form a little connection with that soloist one unsure boy" & Chase says “it's stopping at the Adventure City Service Station" & finally Ryder exclaimed momentarily short “let's roll on Paw Patrol" & all the Pups' starting Chase, Marshall, Rocky, Zuma, Rubble & Skye interject each other by a singular howl of proudness to be serving especially whence I was stood there watching thee Paw Patroller park up temporarily for a while to regathering for relaxation by zir restocking up low stocks to carry on with their journey. 


In addition whilst feeling lost amongst the field tripper's grouping of twenty people who're laughing or insisting on screaming & full of excitement students, I had no intentions of mingling with them making a sensory experience more than uncomfortable for one's own sense of hearing as a quickest moment I glance back to the Paw Patroller the large sloping bridge-like door structure opened down observing the warmth the melt away when Ryder presence was evident seen amidst the whole happy volumes commotion of brightness for them, though darkness shrouded me into a agony void separating away that the others' were seam buzzed too loud because standing there with my two weeks of luggage beside me & Ryder his gentle demeanour was rather comfort's encouraging me to come to him when we're both smiling 'n' waving right back at one another non understanding when I exited the coach itself lacing with kindness realising somewhere distance wasn't there well enough received leaving me to question who was nurturing support role model to influence the uniqueness of me.


Therefore, in my head I was subconsciously trying to process the words by auditioning a particular sentence because I didn't want to make out I was being needy or wasted timeframe consumption where ghostly like whispering voices flooding my mindset “comes on Owen, let's go right now & meet the Paw Patrol, it wills be one real privilege for you" & at the entrance doorway awaiting patient from the Paw Patroller bus Chase dived on me claiming to Ryder “that unknown boy knows he need our help & the better he seeks reassurance, the more he'll feel free asking for a helping paws or hand with sparkling determination" in Chases voice, where assist used to make me aware that I'm being persuaded to walk to the vehicle arm outstretch are opened wide to deliver a hug because zir Ryder was sending me message pings from his pup phone to me & every time I look a hand gesture always present “please let Paw Patrol reconnect betterment with you for a littlest while apt temporary or just for the day", I needs the right commencement.


Optimism came from behind the scenes continuously growing as Marshall lightheartedly expressing support himself to Ryder “Yea Adventure City is full of fun games & specifically designed rescue operations", where his infectious enthusiasm demonstrates more harder to ignore especially where I was still to hesitant to take my own move… well remaining on there a paralysed state character frozen like I'm locked in ice cube unable to escape this vacuums black hole sucking me straight into a world of nothingness. 


The conversation between me was about to rise & the requested acknowledgement for my actions of helping achieve meant that I saw Rocky stepping forward expressing himself to Ryder “for the boy stood there life has choices" & “Remember it's all about finds you in return able to find what makes his adventures come to life grappling the best pieces together to find it more than enjoyable especially when it's well managed" & I was with momentarily bow my head with uttering contempt to appreciate their generosity too me as an individual personhood. 


Thence I could initial see Zuma a wide eyed Chocolate Labrador pup just staring out of the Paw Patroller bus window standing on fabric soft enough bench leaning up to observing life's happening outside indulgence on me & even though he's a water loving pup the whole way our eyesight locked togetherness basically saying in a non verbal manner of expression sharing subconscious way for messages “why don't you make a leaping splash today boy" & also “you'll love it just trust me when you're finding activities that makes you smiling happy" & this time I couldn't see them all hear all the positivity flooding towards me. 


Eventuality, Rubble made his hungrily statement to Ryder adding while surprisingly eating the pup snackie he'd been satisfying his stomach leaving such a biscuit treats trail mess all along over the Paw Patroller bus was clean enough floor, now laden's discarded unwanted food crumbs, saying “I wonder if that boy has brought deliciousness 'n' delightfulness treats with him" & playfully tone made oneself smile a little bit chucking despite my own fears I'm facing as challenges currently. 


Fluttering through was finally beloved Skye who the smallest Pup out of the Paw Patrol team & with her bright heartfelt personality lighting up the whole area of great care saying to Ryder “that boy stood over there shouldn't feel like he's aloneness, especially on what is supposed too be a fun day like this field trip" & exclaiming further alongside Chase as wells “the boy should come & join us" & where this encouragement level rose was sparking a nurtured respect that's trying to heal the brokenness heartbeat by begging me to approach them with sincere empathy.  


Amidst the emotional gratification of purely wisdom from all of the six concern Pups' Chase, Marshall, Rocky, Zuma, Rubble & Skye my heart began melting where softened voice came from Chase was like a tendril rope of a lifeline saying “you boy gently listen to my words & come slow towards me" & pause “focus on me only" demonstrating a service for the paws to protectionism's sake opt planning with Ryder “I can't just no longer stand here anymore, I care about that boy soo deeply" as Ryder says “what's you going to do Chase", pause follows a sign & well Chase proclaiming “I'm going to drive in my city police car & block the leftist hand side of the boy & Marshall's fire truck on the rightly hand side hoping this will make him more comfortable whence both sides are blocker & the sightseeing of people are then remove instantly", while Ryder says “I hope this works Pups' & Chase proudly say “it'll work trust me", as both Pups" got into their vehicles they approach me with slower drive pace in uniform mode together not to mention spook me overall & shadows I saw of newest appeared & old shadows vanished sporadically fast. 


Tentativeness controlled steppingstone's are being taken over by Chase & Marshall now by my sides reassurance me that help for safety has arrived where Chases gentle presence was needed to recognise my meltdown pain by exclaiming “hi there!, I'm Chase a dedicated Police Pup" sat in his city car speaking to my level of eyes trying to establish a connection between “US" & interesting somewhere quickly our eyes were met with assistance, whilst zir in return Marshall says “you seem very lonesome, why don't you follow our tandom in unison altogether & stay with Paw Patrol for a little while it'll make you feel better" because patience's was the key here essentially because after a few minutes pass I say “I'm not a thriving adaptable but masking the whole wounds away" & furthermore “I need help but I can't ask for external support, tell me what I should do Chase I'm listening" after a trembling shaky voice start, but progress was just beginning to lift.


Response from me was “Really" toughest pretending to play that everything was seemingly alright even though it wasn't because my sensory meltdown resulted in distress was written all over my body language & facially expressionless likewise especially the way I was shutting off from being disinterested in the whole field trip, disconnected from myself wanting to establish a connections with the others', so Chase expressed his desire for warmth in his voice chiming “I can accept that you're scared shaking like a leaf, but I can't tolerate the fact you're afraid to speak of adaptations yourself to a certain extent setting environment where such cope mechanisms has obvious collapsed by failing", as those words I have just heard lingers around me igniting a littlest orientation to recognise a particular Police K9 Protectorate in Presence; Chase wanted to make sure I had a one road clear too the Paw Patroller for peaceful purposes quietness. 


Within a fewest moments Marshall had been able enough to take the sincerest approach like Chase by saying to me “Ryder & Paw Patrol specifically like helping people find a home for themselves to belong with" & Marshall furthers explains “your worries boy will fizzle away just within minutes whence us Pups' put a literal plan in place for you to follow" & these's are then all words are pulling me closer towards their Paw Patrol goal they've in mind because Chase replies to me “I as a Police Pup will only be coming backs here again later on today to assist you dearly in desperate need for seeming peace of clarification" & I had a decision to indeed make leaving a window of opportunity to arisen in the midst. 


Silence entails eeriest drifting through as four minutes passes by where Chase & Marshall close side by side me now awaiting for my next response looking down at me with gratitude's sympathy in their eyes, determination but a eagerness because adventure time was in the air exploring ready for the coolest spot designate across Adventure City & eventually six minutes later & softness's of Chase says quietly “trust me, it's gonna be hard for you at first, but you'll love the best fun activities to experiences especially at Rockys Creative Camp" & I looked up at Chase with worrisome feelings “let's go back to the Paw Patroller pace of slowness, I'll let you help me find a nurturing heart.


Those chosen words “I can't do it Chase, I'm in frozen mode" will always come back in ernst as discourage of hauntingly & Chase in the meantime says with gentle warmth “you can do it boy, just take baby steps each time" & I say well shakiness's “my name is Owen" & replying instant “Owen look right there in front of you" & I did sees Ryder stood there with open arms whose non verbally echoes from his smile “come here, lets us ignite thee lighthouse brightness & escapes from the stark darkness you're enveloped in" & my vision was locked onto Ryder's gaze as I began to feel a strange feeling making my legs move towards the caring helper that seemingly brings positiveness I was actually cherishing with every single breath assigning “okay now Owen let's go & keeping ups with this act of self love", with Chase & Marshall watches me turning the pace speed to recognition I'd been waiting to seek.


Uncertainty was also present among rushing all over my mindset walking intently to one in particular person; Ryder as non verbal again through gestured smiling & sympathetic eyes “you're doing great today being little bit more closer & you'll be standing on the Paw Patroller bus doorway sloping down", as I'd chosen the right choice indeed lifting in these moments I'd been doing all along & I suddenness began to stop asking Chase “could you please stay with me, your presence a really helpfulness to me" & reply's back Chase said “of course I'm going to be here Owen let's keeps the maintained pace carrying on" with Marshall chiming in “salvation respite isn't far now" & this became the chance for heart entwine surround by those especially like Chase championed kindness & bravery with soft spoken love to service. 


Once the pace started its journey into the next phased beginning Chase stated with proudness “Owen you've done pawsome with Me & Marshall gridlocking around you making the situation even better than expected" & once I was standing on the Paw Patroller bus doorway slope Ryder declaration “let's get you into our world together whence a new chapter arrived, so Owen ease unrolling by getting comfortable" & my unsettling chuckle of laughter was a awkwardly moments fore upon a acceptance of barriers to join in the howling unison performed by the rhythm Pups" first Chase I'd made by building the silent voiced quietness guilt around oneself because a blurry rapidly stretching, but heard Ryder warm words cleanse me when a shoulder touched was established shattering the wounds from bleeding from a instant healing process noticing for real life sensitive pain the Paw Patrols true nurturing stories at my side not just a privilege, though an honour of being supported when I was watching Chases referring him as “Beyond the Paws" where he had never backed down nor leave me because his own dedication was soo heartwarming therapy deep a companionship of compassion was rising tide higher from the firstly encounter of bubbly encouragements guiding me to a different world.


Finally in this journey the whole Paw Patroller bus doorway slope was now closed behind me specifically because there's non level of interruptions hindering the progression by Ryder as I walked to the bench seating bay portion interior midsection where I was sat down relaxing to easement emotional unrest away to allow me to unwind from the negativity shrouding me head 'n' toe & the entire atmosphere was filled with joyful happinesses & fragrance smells when Ryder says “I'll be with you in few minutes to come up with something that'll help you for the next two weeks on the field trip carefully planning a timeline table structure in a way I'd could be able by managing it with timeouts 'n' time-stops when something gets sheerly overwhelming I can stop & rest at least to regaining some energy before heading back out once again to resume my activities as soon I'd recover by taking a step furthering back for a while to rejuvenate myself again whence Ryder a shadowed in front of me hearing a little whispered voice able to say “I've seen you're Owen a lot more relaxed now then beforehand out there, it's really nice & civil calmness hangs" noticing straightaway that I was no longer a outsider anymore & with all of the Pups' Chase, Marshall, Rocky, Zuma, Rubble & Skye are seated wagging their tails' awaiting for Ryder their faithful leader response for the next move with me being part of something else bigger than that's soo extraordinary ready to commitment. 


So as the conclusion stands during the meantime the Paw Patrol teamwork story has only just started in ernst because adventure has already begun for a one-a-kind exploration trip for me to well participate with through careful planning put together structure in a precise way I could handle by managing betterment so more of freedom endeavour to make sure I can enjoy myself while's stay in Adventure City as the field trip continues to be cementing ways considerably benefiting me a lot further because the original zir is statement “From The Day We Met…Hearts Entwined" which was released & came out as a surprises proposal due to the very next chapter reports from Ryder “we're going for a road trip, by taking you Owen back to Adventure City Headquarters so a few devised version of your journey can be developed properly" & once's the Paw Patrol Team began resuming their journey with me on board “The Recognition" is shortly enrolling when words “everything will be alright Owen, trust me" & I sat their in the Paw Patroller bus at least acceptance with soo many times I'd thanked them for being there when I had needed them. 


The End.