What have I done to deserve such a bad run? 

I try and exist with peace and love and all I get is pushed and shoved. 

To the side by the one I loved. 

What is it like to exist with love for one when in return you get none? 

I don't know what to do. All I know is that I am a fool. 

To let my feelings show through that deeply for you. 

I am sorry that i show to much affection for the one I thought would be under my protection. 

The love I had for you was like a new snow fresh and pure. 

Now I feel wrong for showing you how I feel but this is nothing new. 

I fail at every turn and feel like a forest engulfed in flames burning to the ground with nothing to save.