March 19th V.C. 1115,

When I woke up, the room was covered in dust, rubble and cracks from above the ceilings and around the walls. My younger brother, my older sister would hide with me under the king size bed. Our mother was outside, carrying her rifle with the bullets locked and loaded into the barrel of my mother's assault rifle.

I can hear the stomps of monsters roaming the small suburbs of where we lived, nearby what used to be a train station has now perished to the ashes in this war by the macros that have come to the colonies to wipe and cleanse up all of the federation.

I stretched out my fingers out for my mother, shouting to have her to come back to us, she was fixated on the incoming monstrous towering beings that stood tall as buildings, with their feet crashing into the streets, they'd flatten homes and people underneath them with the lust for blood. Popping a human being under their claws was no more like squashing a grape under some boots.

I prop myself up onto one elbow, hugging my brother Eden to my arms, hugging him tight, I could hear the sobbing cries of the little boy crying out in absolute fear as we heard the noises coming closer. There was fire blazing across the small neighborhood, hearing soldiers screaming out as they were ripped out from their mobile suits, macros clawing their hands into the chests of those federation mobile suits like they were food in a can we are or picked up to the skies and be tossed into the gaping mouths of those hunger lizard bastards. My sister Rachel wrapped her arms around us too, cocooned into my older sister's body, her cheeks pressed down to the top of my head. Sitting in front of my face was the rubble and the kitten I saved earlier ago.

Mashed-in nose, a quarter of one ear missing, fur coated in the colours of a rocky grey mountain. Eden named her Lemons, insisting that her eyes matched the bright colours of a lemon. She loves me. Or at least trusts me abit even though it was over six weeks ago while we didn't have to hide in a bedroom before the invasion first began, it started at the Earth Orbital Colony Stations and slowly it began to build across various parts of the solar system. I think she still remembers how I tried to save her life from falling into the sewers, she'd just cuddle me up close to my arms and sometimes to my neck. At first she was an unhealthy kitten with an injured leg, her coat covered in ash. My mother first thought it was a rat, but we slowly washed her up, she was one of those cutest fluffiest kittens. Lemons would stay close to my neck, hiding underneath my blue blazer jacket.

It made my brother happy as he could sometimes give the little one some ear scratches and Lemons would return back to give some nuzzles into his cheeks, I remember those times.

My mother slowly walked backwards as one of the beings came closer to her, tripping onto the rubble behind her. Eden would crawl out, running to mother to see if she was okay. But it blew off our hiding place, those monsters drew closer with their lips making those disgusting slurping noises.

I'd watch as my sister crawled out too, pulling out her pistol to see if she could hold them back. Not a single mother's or sister's bullets were able to penetrate into the armour of those giants. They were on to us, we were weak and tiny to them, I pull myself out of bed getting up but before i knew it a large gust of dust blew into my eyes, blinding me temporarily and it's just throws me to the ground, and soon i could hear the walls around me beginning to rip apart.

In the matter of minutes with the dust slowly fading away, wiping my eyes. I watched as my sister was picked up by the first monstrous soldier and then dropped her to the floor, slowly killing her under their boots. I could hear the bones crunching and blood squeezing out of her body. Under her body is no more than a pancake, my little brother scooped up into the maw of another soldier, bringing him in fear and terror with my mother left screaming out trying to reach out for my brother, but before we knew it.

Eden was gulped down into the throat of the beast, I pouted out in tears watching him squirm  down and soon vanishing away. It made me shiver, cry to the deepest of my heart. I would run to her, to my mother but I was too late, she too was grabbed up by the lizard giant who stood taller from the rest.

''Mother!'' I cried out to call towards her, seeing her turn around with a small sad frown, she was ready to accept her fate, and soon her body was ripped into halves, her head popping out like a champagne bottle cork, and it would slowly fall to the ground like an apple. I would watch as they enjoyed chewing, ripping through the fresh meat of my mother's body and her head slowly reaching near my boots, as I sat against the walls, the blood spilling across the kitchen floor.

  The screams were gone but the blood of my mother spilled and reached to the edges of my boots. I just watched in fear, trying not to move, I was hopeless and scared. My sister remains squashed under the reptile's claws, my father is not found anywhere, my younger brother gulped down the throat of the beast that towered over me and my mother is dead, I was next on the menu.

I was going to die here and now, just like the rest of my family. My mother would have run away with my siblings and I to the bunker, carrying my younger brother to the shelter on my shoulders and my sister would have held that gun to protect us through the wasteland. I could've done so much to help my family to survive this gruesome massacre of all humanity. But with my home fallen to the ashes, my colony has slowly fallen to the ground, flattening cities and This wasn't a war, this is now the starting of an extinction event for all of the colony's people, the loved ones we loved and the ones closest to our hearts. The macro reptile looked down at me with a large smile, licking his lips, and I'd be the finishing snack.

"Mom... Dad..? Eden and Rachel..?!"

 The girl cried out, her terror rising with each word as she looked up to the titanic lizard. Fear crept into her bones, rendering her stone frozen in place as she accepted her fate.

As the monster was enjoying himself, killing and slaughtering my family right next to him was a  female soldier who was standing around his same height, she was just watching down before me, she looked like a wolf. Her fur coated like the clouds in grey, her eyes glowed in the colours of yellow and the hair that waved down from behind her formed in a ponytail was in the fine colours of dark brown as the tree's bark.

As the event unfolds right in front of my eyes as she stares at the lizard beasts that each of my family getting picked off and all that remained was myself before these towering beasts. The wolf could see it in the eyes of the lizard and exactly what he wanted to do but she didn't want  this to continue anymore, but in order to do so, she made a choice. To save me, The wolf sighed out and she places her hand paw onto his shoulder, on her partner's shoulder to get his attention

''Hey I think you've done enough, you had your fun killing these micros but leave this one to me. Whatever idea you might've had in mind to kill her wouldn't be compared to what I have in mind so step aside and watch how i kill my prey."

  It was that this Wolf, an comrade that stood besides the monster was now gonna take my life, I'd watch as the female grey furred wolfess slowly make her move as I could hear the clicking noises of her blade unsheathing from her scabbard, an long hunting knife flashing it's reflection of my tiny body with my boots covered in blood and my clothes covered with dusty and some burn marks from the gust of dust that blew on me earlier. The Macro wolfess came closer bringing in her eyes close, they were golden as the solar panels once poured their light across the colonies. My siblings were all eaten and crushed under rubble and the claws of the monster behind her.

The Wolfess walked past her partner while holding out her knife indicating she was going to use it on the human, she approached my little body and then stopped a few metres from me. she stared down but rather than going through with her promise.

The soldier spins around sending an powerful roundhouse kick to the lizard's neck sending him to the ground before running up to his face and stomped on his head with her combat boot, stomp after stomp she quickly made work softening his skull before following her action and used the knife to stab him straight square into his dome. the knife did kill him but the Wolfess just gave one last stomp on his head diving the knife straight through before half of his head popped and his brain spilled, once she was done with him she reclaimed her bloody knife before walking back to the sacred site where she got on one knee and reached to grab the girl as carefully as she could before running from the broken house and dead lizard

 I could hear the squeeze of the soldier's grip around her knife, within an instant I'd watch her making a move, roundhouse kicking her comrade to the ground, and drawing out her knife towards her comrade, charging the tip of her blade through the jaw from below and quickly drawing it out. I'd watch as the monster dropped to his knees, trying to hold his wound as that lizard cried out in pain. I can hear the agonising roars of pain before the Wolfess raises her boot up and she begins to stomp down until the monster's head can be softened down and a loud crack can be heard and slight explosions of blood splattered across the dirt. 

The wolfess would slowly walk away from the remains of her comrade's head, walking over towards me, and looking down towards me.

''This world can be cruel, it's kill or be killed world. No one will save you, you can only save yourself from these horrors.'' The wolf said as she propped down onto one knee, piercing the belly of the beast and slowly scooping the untouched child into her hands, giving the late teen boy a few licks to clean him up and spitting out the saliva to the ground.

I watched as the wolf pulled him out, my brother was still alive. I was in relief, but he was asleep and soon to be placed into the wolf's chest pocket. The wolf slowly turned around to scoop me up, bringing me close to her snout and smiled a bit. ''But sometimes the world and the people around us can help one another, to share and be respectful towards others. I want to help humanity not eradicate it, let me help you and your brother..'' The wolf said with her soothing voice, calming me down but with tears slowly forming and pouring down my cheeks, hugging her thumb.

''T..th..thank you..''

The wolf gently smiled, bringing me to her neck fluff and slowly allowing me to sink into her furry neck. I felt somewhat safe, comforted with warmth, but yet I was in sadness. I would hold grip of her fur, sobbing my tears into her fluff and mourning out in sadness for my mother and older sister.

I cried, tearing up with remorse, rivers of tears formed down my cheeks as I cried knowing I could've done something to save them. I'm a coward, why do I deserve to live?

I slowly looked at the wolf, placing my hand on her cheek.

''Let's head to the mountains.. I'm sure that it will be safe for my brother, but for me.. I'm not so sure.''

The wolfess nodded as she bent down on her knees, grabbing her rifle out, locking it loaded, as she began to head off through these streets, leaving this town off to the mountains of the north to the ends of this space colony, of Island Seventeen.

The macro began running from the town that was flamed up within the conflict, she'd listen to my words, and headed up towards northeast to the mountain tops, The soldier was silent, she seemed oddly too quiet, she wasn't sure why the mountain tops were where I wanted to go but if it meant getting away from being caught or shot this wolfess would put her trust onto her two little civilians on her armoured body.

During her run towards these mountains, this macro being refused to slow down by any means and by her speed, all three of them would be reaching the tree lines in less than a hour, hell maybe less

''Short quick breaths- and just sprint with your legs wide apart from each other." this wolfess spoke out slowly to herself.

I was all she was saying to herself as it was the training method she was taught for long distances, she could complete any objective in no time but the only thing that did however distract this wolfess. Were the roaring sounds that came from above. With a quick glance up, we all saw the core-fighter jets going at fast speeds heading towards the city that was burning to a crisp.

"Are all those aircrafts that the federation uses?"

The wolfess looked at me, as she softly tapped me into her handpaw, the macro soldier sighed out.

''They belong to the federation, high advanced fighter jets used for aerial combat. My older brother is up there too. We hoped we would be safe but we were wrong. We are still no match for these titans, they might eradicate us all eventually right?'' I said to her, squeezing my necklace around with my right hand.

"Oh, they're doing quite a good job at least, but your brother has already stopped numerous more than I can count. I'll bring you out when I stop running, this won't take long and I need to use both my arms to run better."

She would drop me into the same pocket that my little brother sat in, he was soundly asleep.

After telling me that, the wolfess did end up reaching the tree line of these green mountains and was still able to get through without much of any problem as most of these trees were hardly half the macro's size and the ones that were reaching her head she would cross her arms in front of herself like an X before knocking them to the side as she didn't want to waste time taking care of the environment.

Once this macro soldier reached the top of the mountains, the wolfess was able to get a good view of the surrounding area, she'd spot a small town not far from where she stood.

"So that's why you wanted me to come up here?" The town looked to be in great condition and there were no reptilian beings to be seen roaming around or going towards it. The wolfess reached into her pocket pouch and pulled me out, leaving me in her large fussy hand paw, and using her fingers as safety rails for me to hold on to not fall out, how generous of her.. 

"I see a human town not far, do you really think they'll take it lightly if a giant wolf would walked over to them? They'll kill me on sight... Let alone I don't know where or when an RMTN Knight might show up to ambush so maybe we should wait here in the mountains and take cover?'' The wolfess questioned me as she brought me to her cheek, I trembled abit as I sat in her open palm.

  I looked at her and back at this mysterious town, this wasn't a town.

''No. It's a military bunker base and not a town. All of it heavily guarded with the fantastic iron shield prototype systems, tanks all preparing across the forest, soldiers evening pointing their guns at us right now. But I think i could convince them, I just need you not to show your weapon..'' I said as I would take off my jacket holding it out, and I climbed up her snout. I'm trusting this thing with my heart.

 I would look down at her eyes, she seemed nice and yet I could feel something else that might be hiding within her that she might not be telling me.

''Are you okay with trusting me for the time being? You saved my life, so let me help you too..'' I said to her as she gently nodded as I stood on her muzzle, panting my boots on her snout, pulling the jacket from inside out, and I would begin to raise my jacket out slowly, the reflective white colours signaling to all who were nearby. and I began to wave my jacket side to side.

I watched from the palm of her hand, a flashing light and beacon of beaming light pointing up to the skies in and flashing, slowly soon the light fades to show in the skies. I watched as an army truck slowly began to make its way, a few militants geared with weapons and stopping about 20 meters before us, they didn't raise their arms.

''Bend on your knees and allow me to talk with the officers over there.'' I said to her as I watched them from afar they looked familiar from my base before this invasion began, it was a slight relief for me.

And so the wolfess slowly bent down onto her knees, bringing her hand paw near her muzzle as i jumped into her open palm and slowly bringing me down to the surface.

I watched as the truck slowly stopped, with their soldiers and militants standing by the trees, I would remove my soldier verification card and gripping it into my hand leaving the jacket in her hands. I would slowly step out of her palm, jumping down to the ground and I would walk over towards the soldiers. One of them began to spout out words with their high pitched Moroccan tones and the officer stood with a calm steady sigh.

''Sergeant Judith Novelletah, reporting to you sir!'' I would wipe my right hand to my forehead, saluting him.

 I was in the hours of mourning still thinking of my mother, my older sister who was slaughtered by those lizard beings, with my cheeks still filled with tears and blood staining my check from my mother's dying arm before she was once pulled away and eaten. 

''Is she on your side, Sergeant Novelletah?'' The high officer said with his cold British cockney tone, he seemed in a whole set of different attires making him an english core fighter pilot, the black haired soldier who was dressed all in a navy shirt and black pants, his arm was amputated from his previous attack by one of those monsters. 

 ''Yes, and she saved my life. She's willing to help me but she will surrender if the soldiers of the base will not shoot.'' 

The officer slowly walked past me, walking towards her and stopping before her hand. ''If you do accept to surrender, do you think you could change roles of being the enemy and maybe help to protect her and all of our soldiers who are fighting this war, we will discuss payments later..'' The officer smiled out raising his hand out hoping the macro wolfess soldier would accept their terms.

 The wolfess looked at the older officer with a blank stare, but let out a loud and long sigh before redirecting her eyes to the human.

''Well i chose to protect over humanity than fighting against them, i believe us all can understand one to another, in the future.''

She stopped kneeling on one leg and stood straight up towering us all, with each human soldier as they hardly reached her ankle but the wolfess looked around her surroundings to only see the black clouds of where battlefields were before eyeing them again.

The wolfess slowly pulled out the young boy from her pockets, and placed him down onto the stretcher where a few medical assistants came to help take my brother.

   ''Usually late teens from the age of 17 are required to join the military. It seemed like Judith was off duty with her family. Now as long you are willing to help us battle those things you call macros from continuing their massacres and invasions it'll mean a lot. I'll have you with Judith, it seems better like that for now.'' The officer smiled up abit as he walked off towards the truck, opening the trunk and slowly pulling out a blue and white army coat and something large wrapped around it. 

 I watched as the officer slowly brought the keys towards me, holding my arms out as the officer placed the coat on me and armoured paddings around my knees and elbows. Slinging the keys around my wrist.

''That's the keys to an high advanced mobile suit, it was designed by your father and it's one of first to be made, his dying words were to entrust it to you: Courage is a special kind of knowledge: the knowledge of how to fear what ought to be feared and how not to fear what ought not to be feared.'' The officer spoke out to me, sighing out as he lent me my father's space combat uniform, not used once.

 I dropped to my knees, crying in agony and pain. I squeezed the keys in my hands, bringing it close to my chest, as tears slowly poured down my cheeks.

I've lost my mother, my sister, all who were once close to me and my abba whose disappearance turned into what may be missing in action. They are all dead, much more tears poured down my cheeks with each sob I made and tears dropped to the grassy ground. I look up to the officer as he snugs the blue cap onto my head, tapping my shoulder and soon begins to get into the truck. 

 I slowly got up, walking to the back of the jeep before they made their departure. I walked towards the trunk, as I wiped my tears. I slowly pulled out Lemons from my jacket pocket, the little kitten snuggled into my little brother's arms, rubbing his face.

''Sister.. Please come back, okay?'' Eden cried abit as he grabbed onto my sleeves to hug me, slowly kissing him on the forehead, and nodding towards him.

''I will, I promise..'' I smiled out, gently laying him in the stretcher, walking away towards the officer.  

 ''Your father's killer had scales all beige and green, eyes of scarlet red, and dressed in the armour that shines in colours of purple.'' 

The officer said before jumping into the jeep, and driving off. I'd walked towards her, the macro who saved my life. ''Thank you for helping me this far. What's your name if may ask?'' I asked as i wiped my tears more

 ''It's Ferah Lyon.. And your name, little one?''   ''It's.. J.J.. Judith. Judith Novelletah''

I slowly turned around as the soldiers were driving a large transportation truck carrying a strange mechanical robot, it was big as Ferah, tall as one too.

''The NVX-059, a gundam type mobile suit. This is the machine that your father constructed for you to pilot.'' The mechanic said as he walked over towards me, as I slid the pilot uniform and the coat.

I jumped up onto the truck, slowly climbing up onto the chest, and jumping into the cockpit.

''This mobile suit has plenty of fuel that should last you twelve days, so use it well. There's plenty of ammunition in the head Vulcan guns, some anti material shots in the rifle, and be careful of the solus framing. If you go more then you're capable of, it could strain yourself when piloting the gundam.'' The mechanic said saluting before me, I saluted back and slowly watched the hatch shut close, preparing to activate all controls and head out for my own operation called revenge.

  Hours, Days, & Weeks this bloody war is making me sick.. 

I have this awful feeling that if I don't act sooner, more innocent people will die. Mother, Sister, and father. I'm so sorry but I must go!

I can hear the screams of many who were trembled with fear, i watch with my very own eyes as humanity trying to survive conflict with these towering beasts who come from another world, with their blades driving through refugee camps with blood of the many splashing all over the soil of this earth, once they're used to be flowers and fields that stretched endlessly but now it's all an bloody battlefield, is this what war brings? The terror of battles, the horrifying nightmares of monsters lurking in the shadows, and the guns that are firing bullets crazily out towards one to another. All of the colony people are trying to survive this invasion.

I looked through the monitors as we walked through the colony wastelands, watching the wolfess taking a breathing break. I looked around, almost all of those lizard things were all wiped out in the area, most of their corpses were sliced and chopped down by our swords, soaked with the blood of our enemies.

''You're good?'' The wolfess looked at me confused as she drew her sword back into her scabbard, she held her shield in her left hand down to the ground.

I looked at her, nodding to her face as I opened the hatch, putting my helmet on and waving out that it's all good.

''I'm ready.. I'm ready now..''

The wolfess slowly placed her helmet on, watching my hatch close as I continued to move my mobile suit.

Before me, was the field that led my path of my own.