I've spent my whole life fighting... always one fight after another... no matter where I go, which galaxy do I visit... war always finds its way... but why? why do I fight...? What i am fighting for...? Is it for justice...? for vengace?

My head is overwelming... I have been present in so many deaths... so many lifes have been take in front of my eyes... even from my own hands... all the screems of agony from past battles rumble in my head, that I think I am about to overflow...

What's the meaning of my life...? is it just fighting...? Is it just war!? I am sick of all! But I...! But I...! But I can't stop... I can't... I simply can't... There is so much injustice... so much corruption around... if i don't stand and fight for what is right... who will?

My world doesn't exist anymore... my people doesn't exist anymore...we were meant to protect the hand of Gaia... the heart of Lilin... and we failed... because of me... a failure... that's what I am... is it for that I still fight...? Is it my will just to fix my mistakes? Is it killing Thanatos means undone my mistake!? IS IT THAT THE ANSWER I AM LOOKING FOR!? IS IT WHAT YOU WANTED FOR ME, AH!? YOU MAKE ME WHAT I AM! A KRIEGER! A WAR MACHINE WHICH ONLY FIGHTS AND FIGHTS! I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT ANYMORE! But one thing is for sure! You are a danger for all living been... I am gonna finish you off. Thanatos, I am gonna kill you! NO MATTER THE PRICE TO PAY!


(This is an old drawing that I am still very proud of. I still wanted to share it with you guys hehe)


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