Chapter 5 — The Lockbox
62 A.E. March30, Farmstead,Morning
It was the kind of morning where it felt as if you were in the backseat, letting someone else drive. A noise had woken me up, and I eased up to lean by the window. A subtle fog had covered the area, and I could see Dylan standing by the distant road as a small bus pulled up. A pair of reptines stood by the field, idly watching as the bus departed once more.
I rested my head against the window sill, feeling the faintest draft from outside. There was a humid feel to it, and the dark skies hinted of a looming storm. A sudden knock on the door made me perk up.
“Vilkas?” Alice asked from the hallway.
I pulled the blanket closer, making sure to cover myself, “Yes?”
The door eased open, and she peeked her head inside, her eyes wandering for the briefest moment before locking her gaze with me. “I assume you’re leaving today?”
I dipped my head to her. “I am… Sorry if I slept in?”
She squinted, smiling as she did. “Ben and I will be busy upstairs, so I figured I’d tell you… Also, there’s another slice of pie for you in the kitchen.”
“Thank you,” I said with a nod.
Alice eased back, and shut the door. I followed within minutes and ate my breakfast. Soon enough, I was standing out by the buggy once more. It felt peaceful in a strange way, as if things weren’t normal unless something hectic was going on, yet the world stayed as it was.
There was no hint of the charging from yesterday, and a quick glance at the instrument panel revealed that the battery was indeed fully charged. I eased myself into the buggy, got it running, and set my sights on the main road.
After a minute’s travel, I ended up near the ditch with the flags from yesterday. Dylan’s words lingered in my mind as I parked next to it.
‘Athena?’ I thought while stepping out of the buggy.
‘Yes?’ Athena whispered in my mind as I approached the ditch.
‘Do you want a rundown, or can you piece the clues together based on where I am?’ I thought, and crouched next to the first flag.
The grass leading into the ditch had clearly been disturbed, and I could see the mottled colors of dried blood in the area. A sniff revealed that it did indeed smell human, mixed with that of reptines.
‘Let’s see,’ Athena mused, ‘You are near the spot where Erik was found dead. His corpse was picked up by shuttle yesterday.’
‘Ah, so you’ve identified him?’ I thought, then reached out while searching the ground on all fours.
‘Through genetic sampling, yes… The reptines were quite voracious, which is troubling if they get a taste for beings we value,’ Athena answered.
‘Could you determine how he died?’ I thought.
‘We could—most types of death leave distinct biological markers. Erik died through a massive cytokine storm brought about by allergies to the natural fauna. That said, the large amount of spilled blood also means that it was a fresh kill. The reptines were most likely waiting for him to die.’
‘Do we know where Alice, Ben, and Dylan were when he died?’ I asked.
‘Time of death, based on cellular degradation, means that they have their alibis. Dylan was working on the nearby control tower, and the bio-nanite designer within the lab confirms the presence of the other two.’
‘Hmm,’ I thought, and brushed the grass side to side as I moved along. ‘Tell me about Erik?’
‘Erik was part of the UCS back on Earth. He was originally found injured and knocked unconscious. As we were unable to ask him his wishes, we opted to bring him here. Apparently, it was the wrong choice, and there are recorded statements that he would have preferred to die on Earth. Despite this apparent death wish, he also seemed to take a great deal of interest in the civilization that used to exist on this planet. The last records we have are from the Spire’s main gate as it registered his departure several days ago.’
‘So, we have no clue how he ended up here?’ I thought.
‘Not as of yet… The automated cargo trucks along the road record everything they see, but that revealed no clue in this instance.’
‘Can one assume that he used some kind of transportation to get this far?’ I wondered.
‘That is likely… Erik did not undergo the immune modulation treatment, and his blood tests revealed nothing remarkable.’
I sighed and rose up—empty-handed, ‘So, did he steal a vehicle?’
‘Not that we can tell. All vehicles are accounted for,’ Athena answered.
‘Could he have walked all this way?’ I asked.
‘That is unlikely when one considers the distance and allergies,’ Athena answered.
‘So, he hitched a ride with someone, in a vehicle with some kind of environmental control?”
“It is one of the more likely scenarios,” Athena answered.
“… What about his stomach contents?’ I wondered.
‘The stomach could not be retrieved, but the digestive tract suggested that he’d spent the last few days eating rations and consuming hard alcohol,’ Athena answered.
‘Are we asking people whether they might have seen something?’
‘Where relevant, yes… All people cannot be bothered by all issues,’ Athena answered.
‘I understand…’ My ear flickered as I heard something…
I turned around, felt as my heart jumped a little, and noticed that the brown reptine from earlier had returned. She stood mere meters away, and almost seemed to smile as she observed me.
‘Something wrong?’ Athena wondered.
‘It’s the reptines pack leader of the farmstead… One moment,’ I thought, and shuffled closer.
Brown lifted her gaze, seeming to not fear me at all, “… I bet you know what happened here.”
She blinked in wonder and her ears perked.
I reached out and gently cupped her chin, “I’d give ya something to eat if I had any.”
Brown didn’t seem to care and leaned into my hand as I used my claws to gently scratch the dense fur. Discreetly, I reached toward the back of her skull, and felt the spot where Red had an implant.
Her eyes widened as if uneasy, and she stopped moving. The spot along her neck was smooth, and there was no implant. It made me search my own mind as I focused on the research that Hazel had shared with me.
A weird sensation followed as I felt myself getting drawn into the research. Experiments, studies, various conclusions and intricate instructions. Hazel had marveled over them as it became increasingly clear that reptines were truly engineered. In fact… there were distinct adaptations hidden in their genome that made it easy to access their memories.
I let go of Brown, and reached out with my mind once more, ‘We could access the memories from the reptines… See what they saw.’
‘I know the research you’re referring to, and you are technically correct. However…’
I sighed to myself, ‘It’s not without risk for the reptines, and there are questions whether we have the moral right to do an invasive procedure like this on such an intelligent creature, not to mention the resources.’
‘Exactly,’ Athena whispered, ‘If you managed to find evidence pointing to an actual crime, then I'd consider agreeing to such an act, but as things are…’
‘Yes,’ I thought, then rose up once more.
‘Do you even have the technical know-how to do such a procedure?’ Athena wondered.
‘Not yet, but I’m planning to study the rest of Hazel’s research to figure out the details.’
‘Any reason you’re so interested in this?’ Athena wondered.
‘Not really… I always wanted to play a detective though,’ I mused.
Athena stifled a chuckle over the link, ‘Very well. I won’t stand in your way, for now.’
62 A.E. March30, Main Road – Midday
I chewed slowly, feeling the gentle draft of the wind. It caused my longer tufts of head-fur to flutter at the edge of my vision. The buggy’s black surface mimicked that of my own fur, and it soaked up the sun to a point where I could feel the looming heat coming off it. It felt new and exciting, so I weathered the warmth and wiggled my paws along the sandy ground.
This planet was nice.
Part of me wanted to strip out of my uniform so that I could give everything a good rustle, but others along the road might not appreciate it.
Or they might stare too much and cause an accident…
‘Athena?’ I thought.
Her presence descended on me, ‘You’ve stopped. Something the matter?’
‘Just taking a break,’ I thought.
‘I see… Something on your mind?’ she wondered.
‘How about another lesson regarding jumpfields and eternite?’ I asked.
‘Hmm, you already know the basics by now…’
I nodded to myself, ‘Eternite allows us to easily manipulate jumpfields, and if you do it just right, it enables you to jump vast distances across space. But you mentioned that we couldn’t jump back to Earth, and that ‘something’ had happened?’
‘Ah, yes… Using jumpfields to pierce dimensions is one thing; to do it and end up in the right spot, that’s quite a different beast,’ Athena thought.
‘I got that impression. So what parameters are involved in targeting an area of space?’ I wondered.
‘Well, to start with, you need a gravity well. I know that might sound strange given that gravity prevents it from working properly, but I’d liken it to a lighthouse. You use it as a beacon to help you aim… but if you aim too close, you’ll crash into it. Too far, and at best, you’ll end up far off-course, at worst, you’ll be torn apart upon re-entry.’
‘Ah, and what other parameters determine where we can go?’
‘Distance is one thing—the further you jump, the more costly it is. Mass and volume are additional factors to keep in mind. Beacons can also help make jumps a lot safer and more power efficient, especially if you intend to jump within a solar system,’ Athena answered.
‘Hmm, do explain the last part?’
‘As you wish… If you are already within a solar system, then jumping to another part within said solar system is basically impossible. While the local sun acts as a good beacon at a distance, local jumps would be like driving a car at night with headlights constantly aimed at your face.’
‘Let me guess… You jump to a beacon just outside the solar system, to gain some distance, turn around, and make a proper jump,’ I thought.
‘Exactly. It’s not perfect, but it’s a lot more efficient and safer than jumping to another solar system. It’s also a lot faster than traveling across the solar system using regular engines,’ Athena added.
‘I see,’ I thought.
‘Which brings us to the final parameter, one that also turns everything into a mess.’
‘Yes?’ I wondered.
‘The dimension that we tap into is messy, and we refer to its influence as ‘noise’. While we can measure it, our ability to predict it and counteract it is quite limited at this time.’
‘And this ‘noise’, how bad is it?’ I wondered.
‘It can render a route impossible to use, and one either has to try from a different spot or wait for it to pass. But that’s not all… Some solar systems seem to be noisy by default, thereby making jumps aimed at them a suicide mission.’
‘… This is starting to sound like some kind of defensive mechanism,’ I thought.
‘Indeed. Either there are civilizations out there who have made the choice to isolate themselves from the rest of the universe, or there is some kind of natural phenomena that causes it… Sol, Earth’s solar system, is one such place now.’
‘That’s what you meant earlier, that something had happened…’ I thought while grabbing a nearby protein bar.
‘Yes… The Ring’s long-range gravimetric sensors saw as it happened shortly after our arrival in the solar system. It was like a flare across the scopes, and it left Sol inaccessible to jumpspace travel.’
I grabbed a bite, and my ears perked as they picked a sound. It made me glance down the road to my left, and I saw what looked like a small bus. ‘It’s strange. Things have shifted from the scale of a small island into talking about the potential of interstellar civilizations.’
‘Many did assume that the universe was mostly vacant,’ Athena answered.
‘Moving on, you mentioned something about a stellar forge?’ I thought, turning my head as the bus sped past.
‘Ah, yes… Our primary refinery in the solar system. It faces the sun, has a massive network of solar cells, reflectors, and fusion reactors which in turn fuel the forge that creates the more exotic materials we’re in need of. Primarily eternite for now…’
Suddenly, the bus started to slow down. I leaned forward in wonder, saw as the bus moved closer to the edge of the road, and swung its door wide open. The bus was still moving as a big figure jumped out, hit the ground running, and madly flailed with their arms to not tumble over. I disconnected my tendril from the buggy, and stood up as the bus drove off once more.
‘Something wrong?’ Athena wondered.
‘… I’ll get back to you on that,’ I thought, then let the connection fade into the background.
I started walking as the odd hybrid stood up straight. Based on the appearance, it was a rather slim wolf with mostly brown fur, a wine-red jacket, and green trousers. As he approached, the wind shifted and brought his scent to my nose. I remembered. This was the wolf from the Ring, the one that had looked so hurt when I dismissed his request to join me on the ride down. The wolf watched me intently as he walked up, stopping by a looming tree, and smiled with his ears perked high.
“I see you paid the closet a visit,” I said with a smirk.
His smile grew even bigger, and his tail started swishing like mad. “You remember me.”
“Certainly. Though…” I said, then motioned at the bus which was now speeding off in the distance.
Nick glanced back and stifled a chuckle as he looked back at me. “I guess I ought to explain myself…”
I took another bite from my protein bar and nodded, “You should.”
His joyous demeanor seemed to fade a little as he shrugged, “Our earlier encounter bothered me, and when I saw you standing here, well… I couldn’t pass up the opportunity.” Nick glanced away, “Besides, it would have been even creepier if I sought you out in town.”
I perked my brow and couldn’t help but smile, “Rather than… jumping off a speeding bus?”
Nick tipped his head and clasped his hands, “… I guess that’s pretty odd. But I'm fine, see?”
“And how did you know it was me?” I asked.
Nick motioned at me, “Black wolf along the road in the middle of nowhere? Easy as pie to look you up in the archives.”
“Hmm,” I thought, looked at him, and allowed myself to do the same thing he’d just admitted to. It barely took any effort to reach out with my mind, connect with the now-working archives, and supply the information it needed: A scent sample, location data, a photo.
His profile was returned in a near instant, yet…
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Name: Nick Drayton
Classification: Sophos Hybrid Citizen
DOB: 44 A.E. - January 01 (18 Years)
Template: Wolf (W34M-R04)
Relevant Notes: No driver’s license is registered. (N/A Notice Flagged)
Warning: No Earth profile exists for this person, all information acquired from local sources.
Medical Profile: Available – Access is logged and should only be made with good reason.
Psych Profile: Unavailable.
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Given Maxwell’s no-children mandate on New Sophos, and Nick’s missing Earth Profile…
“So, where are you heading?” I asked with a gentle smile.
“About a day east from here, a carbon fiber factory at Midpoint Terminal… I figured that if you didn’t give me a ride, then I could just walk until the next bus drives by,” Nick said.
I motioned to the buggy and smiled back, “I wouldn’t mind the company. If anything, I’m the one who ought to clear up why I acted like I did up on the Ring.”
And, this gives me an excuse to figure out who you are…
“Eh,” Nick murmured with a wave of his hand as he started walking and set his sights on the buggy.
I observed him as he walked past. He was lithe even for a young wolf, but his fur was well developed. I followed, opened my muzzle to speak, but Nick interrupted me as he glanced back.
“So, where are you going?” he wondered.
“The Burrow,” I said as I joined his side.
“And…” Nick said, smiling as if excited, “is there some kind of mystery there?”
I perked my brow as we stepped up to the buggy, “Not really, but I am quite curious about you…”
Nick peeked into the passenger seat, wiggled his nose as he caught the scent, and stared at the big sacks, “Coffee… beans?”
“Long story,” I said, then motioned to the trailer, “There’s some additional space in the trailer now, so help me move the sacks.”
Nick looked at me, seeming frozen for a moment, “… Okay!”
As he started working and reached for the first bag, I approached the now open door, “Tell me about yourself, Nick?”
He paused for a moment and glanced up for a moment, reminding me of that same puppy-eyed look from the Ring.
“I’m not very interesting, at least when compared to you,” Nick answered.
“Oh?” I wondered and tipped my head.
Nick hefted out the sack and stifled a chuckle, “People make virtual worlds retelling your adventures… Frozen Heart, an escape from the cultists… A Tale of Crimson, with the mysteries of Etemenanki—based on what little info there is within the archives…”
I kept eyeing him, brow perked.
Nick dipped his head as he smirked back, “I’ve played some… most… all of them.”
“Might try’em one day… It’d be interesting to see what kind of interpretation others made.”
Nick’s expression kept pulling into a bright smile, and his tail wagged at a steady pace, “There’s no lack of new material… You barely had time to arrive before stopping a potential disaster with Athena.”
“A potential one,” I whispered, “Where did you even hear about it?”
“The radio… on the bus in fact,” Nick answered.
“A radio? That’s surprising,” I said.
Nick walked to the back of the trailer, opened it, and heaved the sack in along with the Expert Systems, “Yeah… Anyway, you still count as heroic in my book.”
I sighed and leaned into the passenger seat as I grabbed a sack of my own, “Hero worship is quite flawed, much often like the person being idolized.”
Nick stepped to the side as I walked past him, “Hero worship is one thing, but refusing the facts and downplaying your own accomplishments is something else.”
I stuffed another pair of sacks into the back, and stopped to look at him, “Fine, my pack and I accomplished a few things… Now let’s focus on you: who are you, Nick?”
Nick’s shoulders slouched, and his ears folded back as well, “… Must we do this? Can’t I just be a wolf that gets to spend a bit of time with someone he looks up to?”
I stepped closer to him and let the shield around my mind ease up. Compared to many of the others, Nick had awakened telepathically. I could feel his presence like a steady fire, restrained, but ever-present. He eyed me and shrank back a little as he seemed to notice that I was prodding him like this.
“I'll gladly spend some time with you, but you should be honest about your background. Trying to shy around it—especially among wolves—is considered to be a bad idea,” I said.
Nick’s ears clamped to his head, “And what is my background exactly?”
Once more, I motioned toward him with an open hand, “In my mind, there are only two possibilities. The first is that you’re an alien that has somehow managed to bypass all our security protocols and is masquerading as one of us. The second—more realistic one—is that you’re a True Hybrid who recently opted to become a wolf as an adult.”
Nick sighed as he crossed his arms, “Well, I guess I shouldn’t be surprised that you figured it out.”
“Well, you neither have a profile from Earth, nor were children allowed on this planet, so it wasn’t difficult to figure out,” I said.
Nick made an open display with his hands, “So, now you know...”
I made a slow nod and cupped my chin, “Yes, you’re clearly an alien spy…”
Nick blinked for a moment, then let out a surprised snort, “No, the latter option.”
“Ah, right,” I mused and started smirking, “though, that still makes me wonder where you were raised…”
Nick smiled back as if easing up, “If I promise to tell you about where I was raised, will you chill and accept me as one of your own?”
I inched closer, reached out, and gently gripped his shoulder, “That was never the issue, Nick. You’re as much of a hybrid as anyone else, and you’re a handsome wolf to boot.”
His ears flicked, and his muzzle dropped open. The emotions emanating from him shuddered, and I could feel a spike of adrenaline as his heart jolted. A moment later, he clamped down on it and sealed his mind off as if slamming the door shut.
“… S-sorry,” he whispered, averting his gaze.
My chest felt tight, as if his emotional outburst had infected me in some way. It made me gulp, and it took me a moment to ponder. He struck me as a kid, lost in a big world, seeking… something. Pulling my hand back, acting shocked, would only make things even worse.
I lowered my hand a little, felt his thick fur below the t-shirt’s shoulder, and gently ruffled it, “Still can’t believe you hopped out of a moving bus.”
It broke the ice once more. Nick stifled a chuckle, then lifted his gaze once more, “I did spend a lot of time thinking midair, but… I had to do it, because I knew that if I spent too much time thinking about it, I just wouldn’t do it.”
I shut the trailer while motioning to the buggy, “And it worked out… this time. Now hop in.”
He smiled back at me, “Yes, Alpha…”
I felt a twinge in my tail as he said it, but did my best to not let it show.
He’s going to need more than one lesson…
62 A.E. March30, Main Road – Midday
Nick was looking outward, nose tipped to the sun as the wind made his fur flutter. He murmured, seeming almost half asleep, “You're part of the Silverfang clan, right?”
“It didn’t say in my profile?” I wondered, focusing on the road.
“It did, but out of everything I’ve read about you, your clan doesn’t seem to play much of a part.”
I glanced at him, “Whatever influence the clans wielded have been weakening for centuries, and I think they’ve outplayed their part.”
Nick looked back at me, “You think they should be dissolved?”
I tilted my head, “Not necessarily, but they should accept and embrace a more ceremonial role. No power struggles, no secrets, no us-or-them think… Just one big family with a variety of relaxed events for everyone to enjoy.”
Nick clasped his hands, “I must admit, I always found the mystery behind them a bit charming.”
“There are more than enough mysteries in the world for us. We don’t need to create a bunch of artificial boundaries that ultimately corrupt people. That said, the first time I attended a gathering was… exciting, so I do get what you mean,” I answered.
Nick nodded slowly.
I gave him another glimpse and saw that he was still eyeing me, “… Yes?”
“Well,” Nick murmured, “the archives also say that historically, the Silverfang clan was always close to Maxwell and his puppet organization: the Space Initiative.”
“I’ve heard the same thing. Never dug into it to be honest,” I said.
“I thought you loved this sort of mystery?” Nick said in wonder.
“Oh, I do… I was just busy dealing with Maxwell controlling my life as it was,” I said.
“So you do know Maxwell… and you were the last to leave Earth…”
I sighed, “A lot of people ask that, but it’s not as grandiose as it sounds. Maxwell keeps his secrets to himself, and you’re lucky if you don’t get squashed.”
Nick was staring a hole through me.
I looked over, met his gaze for a moment, then focused on the road once more, “Alright, out with it. What is it that you actually want to ask?”
“I just… want to know more about Maxwell,” Nick said.
“There’s not much I can tell you… Why are you so curious to begin with?” I asked.
Nick leaned back in his chair as he let out a sigh, “I’m just trying to piece together how I should relate to my past, but I guess that doesn’t make much sense to you.”
I chuckled, “If you’ve read my profile, then you should know I’ve had a chance to ponder my own existence.”
Nick smirked, “You talk as if it happened a long time ago, but you’ve only been a hybrid for a few years.”
“Life as a human had its own challenges,” I said.
Nick crossed his arms, “So does life as a True Hybrid.”
Finally…
I reached out and gave his leg a nudge, “And… I’d love to hear about that.”
Nick leaned his head back against the chair, “Fine…”
It took a few moments, but then he started talking.
“There were hundreds of us… The first batches of True Hybrids without any known flaws. But we weren’t born on Earth, or New Sophos,” Nick answered.
“Then…” I whispered.
Nick continued, “There were no real windows, just screens that showed a bunch of stars. Gravity shifted sometimes, and the stars changed along with radiation bursts, so…”
“Somewhere in space, on a big ship, or a station of some kind,” I added.
Nick nodded, “Exactly, and that’s what he told us as well.”
“He?” I asked.
“Daedelus, Maxwell’s personal Expert System. He controlled everything, from the air supply to the droids that maintained the facility. We were valuable test subjects, the next step in Sophos’ evolution,” Nick answered.
“Was it tough?” I asked.
Nick drew a deep breath that made his chest swell while he seemed to ponder it, “… That depends on your definition. Things were strict: there were mental evaluations and physical checkups. By the time we started asking questions like, ‘Are we prisoners?’, we were given two simple choices…”
“Which were?” I asked.
“Either go on living in the facility until we were fully mature or get placed in suspended animation. A few considered the latter, but… our lives weren’t exactly bad. We had entertainment, virtual worlds to play around in, good education, and lots of activities… ranging from building our own fusion reactors to engineering new forms of life. We also had each other…”
“You were a family?” I wondered.
Nick shrugged, “Well, some of us. We were all bonded to one another, but I had my preferences around friends as well. Though…”
“Though?” I wondered.
Nick chuckled, “You know what True Hybrids look like, right? Before they mature and choose what kind of hybrid they want to become?”
I nodded, “I’ve met one before. Gray fur, slightly bigger than a human, a blend of aspects.”
Nick nodded, “There are enough differences to tell us apart if you know what you’re looking for, but at a distance, we practically look like clones. Anyway, we went from being gray fuzzballs to becoming all manner of real hybrids, along with all the new insights, raging hormones, and… instincts that came along with it.”
I smirked a little, “Scary, but pretty fun as well, right?”
Nick shifted his legs a little, “Fun is certainly one way to describe it. I remember trying out one of the hunting simulations, and I found myself repulsed at the idea of eating a living creature. Now though…”
“Are you eager for a hunt?” I wondered.
“I am, but I've never tried it for real, and…” Nick murmured, then looked over at me.
“What?” I wondered.
“Nothing,” Nick whispered, “Anyway… Since the evacuation of Earth happened quicker than expected, all other timetables were pushed up as well. We’d barely finished transforming by the time we were told the facility was shutting down. Maxwell didn’t want us clinging to one another, so he made a system where we’d be released over time. A chance to integrate with the rest of Sophos society… Some of us made promises to find each other one day, but they almost felt hollow in a way, as if we’d grown apart…”
“Ah, so… Up on the Ring,” I whispered.
Nick nodded, “Yeah… I woke up half-a-day earlier, had a checkup, and was chucked into the room with all the other evacuees. It was scary, going from…”
I filled in while his voice trailed off, “Going from a safe space, to being thrust into a world you’ve learned about all life, yet never had a chance to interact with.”
Nick nodded in silence.
“So… What was the deal with Pax, the big crate, and all that?” I wondered.
Nick glanced at me and made something of a shrug, “He was all alone with that big crate. I was curious, and struck up conversation… I had this idea in my head that if I could help him, then I’d get a quick ride off the station with no questions asked.”
“And then there was me, suspecting you might be up to something bad,” I said, and smirked.
Nick chuckled back, “Slapped in the face by my own role model. Oh, how cruel you are.”
“You’ll do fine, Nick. Just be open about who you are, and you’ll find that everyone will accept you with open arms.”
“And what if I just want to be the same as everyone else?” Nick asked.
“… And what is everyone else, exactly? I don’t think I’ve ever met a hybrid that didn’t have some story to tell. We live in interesting—if chaotic—times, and… that’s just the way it is.”
“Up until now,” Nick said.
I perked my brow and looked over at him, “Right… We just have to contend with the possibility of alien civilizations, reboot our entire society from scratch, and adapt to technologies that until recently seemed like science fiction.”
Nick smirked as he showed off his bright fangs and looked out across the world, “Fine, I suppose we might still live in a chaotic world, if only for a tad longer.”
The road was clear, and I couldn’t help but keep an eye on him. As I watched, his happiness seemed to falter once more. Ears folding back, a troubled look sneaking its way into his expression.
“So, let me guess, you know Daedelus pretty well, but Maxwell is a mystery?” I asked.
Nick reached up to scratch his temple, “Daedelus wasn’t exactly very social, and you couldn’t get to know him—at least, not like Athena. Hell, your average cleaning bot has more of a personality than the guy. As for Maxwell, he never showed himself, never talked to us. All we learned about him was the same as in history books… The nanite plague caused the collapse. Humans created hybrids to combat the plague, then tried to kill them when they’d done their job. Maxwell led the hybrids out of the first city, and Sophos was founded. The end.”
“And, what kind of answer do you want from me?” I wondered.
Nick looked at me, incredulous, “The truth… Why is Maxwell doing all of this?”
I could do little more than sigh, “To create an alternative to humanity… That’s the simple and complicated answer to it.”
“… I guess that’s as far as we get, until we can hunt him down and figure it out for ourselves.”
I chuckled, “I can see that ideology hasn’t changed with True Hybrids.”
Nick smiled to himself, “Daedalus did show some semblance of emotion at times. When we managed to figure out a way to bypass his restrictions, and, if only for a moment, gain access to the systems outside our confined area.”
“Let me guess, he was amused, as if proud over you,” I wondered.
Nick made a slow nod, “It became something of a game after that… within limits, of course. Rebel, but do it with finesse and good intentions.”
“It never led to anything though?” I wondered.
Nick shook his head, “Layers upon layers… We never had a chance of actually breaking out.”
“I see,” I said.
Nick looked back to me, “My turn…”
I smiled back at him, “Shoot.”
“How does… someone like me get a pack?” Nick wondered.
“Well, that depends on what you want. I’d suggest finding newly matured hybrids, so that you’re all on equal standing,” I said.
“Would we be on equal standing though? I mean, we had basically unfettered reading access to everything on Earth, but I've never been human… So I don’t know what it means to spend your first decades of life as one.”
I motioned to him with one hand, “Well, is it that different?”
Nick drew a deep breath and looked as if the question was silly, “How shall I put this gently… Humans, even Sophos raised ones, are illogical, insane, and outright evil to a degree where most of us couldn’t believe our eyes. If not for Athena’s constant intervention, most of you would have at least one mental illness.”
There are definitely a few things to work through here…
“… Ouch,” I said.
Nick clasped his hands, “True Hybrids can do stupid shit as well, but it’s on a different level. One time we made pancakes with a bunch of salt; another time we dyed someone’s shampoo with food coloring. But we never climbed into a trash compactor, hid glass in someone’s food, or tried to drown someone in the toilet.”
“… Such things were rare,” I said.
“But it did happen… What I’m saying is that True Hybrids, even as small children, process information differently from humans,” Nick said.
Once more, I motioned to him, “So, you’re saying that you can’t relate to your brethren, because they’re too tainted by their lingering humanity?”
Nick squinted at me, “… No, that’s not what I’m saying at all.”
I smiled back at him, “So what are you saying?”
Nick sighed as he reached up and ruffled the fur on the side of his head, “I… I don’t know.”
“I think… that you’re scared,” I said.
A dark murmur could be heard as his ears flickered, “I’m not… scared.”
“You’re scared, because seeing the ‘illogical and violent’ through a screen is one thing—being there in person, experiencing it as it happens—is another thing, and you’re not sure how you’re going to react when that happens.”
Nick crossed his arms, “I’ve been through a great many simulations, ranging from plague containment, hull breaches, to emergency surgery…”
I nodded slowly, “Then you’ll have no trouble hunting for food when we stop.”
Nick sat tall, turned his head, and stared at me.
“Right?” I wondered, and met his gaze.
Nick stared back, “… You’ll see.”
62 A.E. March30, Main Road – Evening
Everything felt different as I crouched down on all four. Snout hovering along the ground as I sniffed and let my nose wander. It would have been a confusing mess without Hazel’s help, but her experiences helped me decipher the scents of this world.
There were plenty of creatures around, big and small. Reptines had passed through the area a mere hour ago, but there was an even fresher scent clinging next to the tree. I licked my chops, and I could feel that hunger rise within me. It might help clear my head—a burst of adrenaline, a violent catharsis to help reset the mind.
But…
I glanced back, and saw Nick standing by a nearby tree. He was bare to the world and stared at me oddly. As our eyes met, he averted his gaze in his haste. His paw scratched at the ground, he sniffed idly, and his ears wiggled as he listened to our surroundings.
My focus returned to the ground as I kept skulking, “My first hunt is still fresh in my mind. I’d barely gotten my fur, no one knew how to relate to each other… It was awkward, but necessary.”
I could hear him stepping closer and felt his thoughts being directed at me.
‘If you want me to do something, say it,’ Nick thought.
I smiled to myself as I considered his personality. He seemed testy at times, but it felt more like fear. Nick was eager to be a wolf, but at the same time he struggled to let go of his more civilized self… just like a human.
‘There’s a creature akin to a rabbit nearby. It’s hiding, hoping we’ll pass it by. Keep moving as you are, slowly, silently… I’ll move to the right, make it run, and you can catch it. No hesitation, run, chase, catch, and kill.’
A noise followed as I heard him gulp.
‘Got it?’ I thought, and glanced back at him.
He crouched down, staring at me as the wind rustled the world. His breath was agitated, and his chest moved in tune with it. After a few moments, he nodded and stealthily moved forward.
I observed him for a few seconds, then started moving to the right. The ground was mossy which softened my approach, so I deliberately stepped on a branch here and there.
My nose wiggled while moving, and I caught a hint of sulfur. A quick search along the ground revealed a neat pile of droppings along the base of a tree.
A diversion perhaps? Or did we catch this creature in its morning routine?
Something moved, I froze in an instant, and could see a shadow along the tree roots.
‘Ready?’ I thought.
‘Ready,’ Nick whispered back over the link.
I inched closer, put one hand on the back of the tree, and readied myself to lunge at the other side.
Leaning slowly, I loomed around the corner, and… the creature suddenly sprinted. I could hear it, paws drumming on the ground as it shot away. I lunged around the tree, and saw little more than a brownish-green dart scurrying toward Nick.
His hackles bristled, but he wasn’t moving as he stared the creature down. Then, as the creature noticed him, it promptly panicked. That’s when Nick lunged. In the split second that the creature shifted direction, sending a patch of moss flying through the air, Nick threw himself forward.
I watched in near slow motion as it unfolded in front of me. Nick hit the ground like a feral beast, right hand reaching for the creature as it was still trying to catch speed. He missed, caught moss, and his legs kicked into the ground as he shot after.
The creature had almost escaped Nick’s reach as he lunged once more. With his left arm swiping, claws bared, he caught the creature’s rear leg with nary an inch to spare.
A horrifying hiss followed as the creature screamed and promptly started thrashing as if crazy. Nick held on, but the creature was surprisingly agile as it curled up on itself, maw making clacking noises as it tried to bite his arm.
Nick panicked, caught the creature by its throat, and a crunch followed. The creature twitched for a moment, scream turning into a short-lived gurgle, and then it was over.
I stepped closer, saw as Nick’s chest heaved, lips trembling from the chaos in his mind. Suddenly, he seemed to realize what he was holding, and relaxed his hand as it dropped to the ground with a thud.
He panted, leaned back, and stared down at the creature as I crouched down.
“Interesting rabbit,” I whispered as I reached out.
Bigger than a hare, teeth like a beaver, no tail to speak of. The fur was a dense pattern of brown and green to make it blend in with the forest. Big blunt claws covered its front legs, and I imagined it’d be a good digger. A bit of blood trickled through its open mouth and its big yellow incisors.
As I relaxed, my mind did the same and allowed Nick’s emotions to filter through. His mind was racing, he was confused and upset. Wavering back and forth as if suddenly angry, only to feel an aching guilt.
I drew a deep breath, moved the rabbit out of the way by its scruff, and rose in front of Nick. He looked at me in confusion, and his mind seemed to grow still for a moment.
“You did well,” I said with a slow nod.
“… I did?” Nick asked.
“You waited for the right moment to strike, and you didn’t hesitate when you did. Your entire front is filled with mud and moss, but you didn’t care one bit,” I said.
Nick looked down, gasped in surprise as he saw himself, and moved his leg to cover his crotch as he started brushing the dirt out of the way.
“How are you feeling?” I asked.
“I’m fine,” Nick whispered while his ears flicked and folded back.
“Simulations in the virtual world are good, but the real thing clings to you. You can’t just switch it off… The scents, the mud, the shaky feeling in your legs, the rush of adrenaline…”
Nick stared down as he kept wiping his chest, “We don’t have adrenaline, that’s a human thing.”
“We’ve borrowed the word to describe the feeling, not the chemical,” I said.
“To make communications between our two species simpler,” Nick said.
I gave him a gentle smile, “We like to keep things simple.”
Nick froze and lifted his gaze to me, “… What do you want, Vilkas?”
Patience…
I motioned to him, “Sit, ponder, and I’ll make a meal out of this.”
His muzzle wavered as if he wanted to argue, but after a moment, he gave in, and nodded.
62 A.E. March30, Forest – Night
I’d decided to be subtle about it. Cutting away the hide out of sight, hiding the head, and gutting it.
Instincts were a powerful thing which could turn what was repulsive one moment, into something glorious. Surrounded by other wolves, running through the forest with all your might, feeling the power in your fangs. You could almost taste the ‘life’ within the meat.
This was different. Slow and methodical. While a part of me felt eager to taste, the more human, or rather, the intellectual side of me, almost made me queasy as I eased the spit over the fire. Nick observed in silence.
I inched closer to him, and he turned his head to look. Darkness enveloped the world now, and the fire made it feel as if we were a flicker in the void. He straightened himself, eased his legs down, and made a subtle nod.
We settled as one, legs touching, fur mingling with fur. He moved his right arm as if not knowing what to do with it, and finally let it rest on his lap. I focused on the fire, let my thoughts drift for a moment, then felt the weight of his head against my shoulder.
He leaned in and started nudging his head against me in a rather canine manner. After a few moments, he sighed with enough force that I felt it ruffle my fur. A neural link stirred between us, and as he relaxed, it became like a subtle stream of emotion.
Nick was tired, yet… he wanted to speak.
I looked at his fuzzy head, leaned down with my snout, and gently nudged him.
“Um…” Nick whispered.
I kept my silence, and my head clear.
“I’m sorry if I was grouchy earlier… I didn’t want to face my own thoughts, and I was… well…”
“Dismissive, proud, trying a bit too hard,” I whispered and did my best to stifle a smirk.
Nick eyed me for a moment, then folded his ears back, “I didn’t want to come off as a tongue-tied, nervous wreck, and then my insecurity turned into anger… at everything, which was projected onto you…”
“I understand… and I’ve been pushing you in turn, being overly argumentative even.”
Nick drew a deep breath and sighed, “I think I needed that to be honest.”
“I’ll listen if you want to talk some more,” I said.
Nick chuckled, “We’re linked… You’re probably aware of my thoughts already.”
“I try not to dig into the minds of others,” I said.
“And your mind feels like an armored fortress,” Nick said.
It made me sigh, “… Everyone I know and care about are still caught out in space, and it feels like only half of me made it down here. I considered asking to be put into suspended animation, but-”
Nick whispered, “You wanted to be of use… To help prepare things for the others arrival. You’d have difficulty facing them if you didn’t. You’d be a coward.”
I chuckled.
Nick cleared his throat, “I meant, that’s what’s on your mind right now, I wasn’t… judging you.”
“I know,” I whispered.
Nick straightened himself a little, “This does feel different from the simulations.”
“What? You’ve played a scenario like this before?” I murmured.
“Of course,” Nick whispered.
“Interesting,” I mused.
He stiffened, and I felt his emotions flare once more. A sigh followed, and he turned his head a little as he glimpsed at me, “You’re teasing me…”
I perked my brow, “Oh, is that what I’m doing?”
Nick squinted as he looked back at the fire, “Or something… I have difficulty telling. You’re…”
“What?” I whispered.
“… You’re good at partitioning your thoughts. You don’t talk about it, but there are thoughts you allow me to see. The rest... it’s like staring into a mirror,” Nick murmured.
“And you…” I whispered as I felt his flicker of emotions and thoughts.
“Me?” Nick whispered, “This is my first time ending a life, and…”
The thought inside his mind was clear, as if presented to me on a silver platter. It made him feel dirty in a way, yet he found himself hungry. Longing for the meat being prepared on the fire. The thought of eating it raw still conflicted him, but there was little to complain about when cooked like this.
There was something else though. A deeper, stronger feeling hiding in the background. He was trying to keep it hidden, because he feared… my reaction?
Nick shut his eyes, and I heard him groan, “I can tell where you’re poking…”
“If you want me to back off…” I whispered.
A bit of pride bubbled into his mind, “No, we’re peering at each other’s thoughts and… I must admit that I’m surprised you’ve got such a good grasp of it. My telepathy started developing when I turned thirteen.”
I chuckled, “You affirmed what we were doing, and then tried to change the subject.”
Nick opened his eyes again, “… Sometimes, I have thoughts that feel wrong.”
“Oh? I’m sure no one else has ever had those,” I said.
Nick cracked a wild grin and let out a chuckle. After a few moments, he leaned his head back on my shoulder, “All of us dreamed of getting out. To be able to join the real world, so to speak. But now that I’m out here, with everyone scattered to the wind, I sometimes find myself wishing I was back there. I’d have appreciated the mornings more… sitting with the others having breakfast, talking about some obscure moral dilemma. Knowing what the day had in store for me, clear goals. Now, everything’s messy and complicated.”
I looked toward the meat, reached out and grabbed the spit, “It’s okay to be scared and to reminisce. It takes time to adapt, and in time, I'm sure you’ll reconnect with some of them.”
“You think so?” Nick wondered.
I brought the now-roasted rabbit in front of us. Its flesh still simmering as juices trickled along the sides. It did smell good as I reached out with one hand, grabbed a leg, and carefully tugged until the whole thing popped off like a tender piece of chicken.
I offered the piece to Nick, “You described them as family. If that’s true, then the answer is yes as well. It might take some time though, being plunged into society can be distracting, just like becoming a hybrid and realizing that much of the world was cloaked in shadows.”
Nick took the leg, stared at it as he brought it to his snout, and licked his own nose. He gulped, and took a careful bite of the whitish meat.
“Mm,” Nick murmured as he swallowed and took a moment to blow at the piece.
I turned the rabbit around, grabbed a piece for myself, and bit in.
Looks like chicken and tastes like it too…
Nick’s tail squirmed a little, and I could feel his fluttering emotions. His mood lifted, and he nudged against me as if trying to wedge himself even closer. I couldn’t help but smile to myself, even as I wondered what the hell we were up to.
Bonding? Therapy? A bit of emotional relief?
It felt good. At the same time, I found my thoughts drawn to the others, still caught in space.
I focused on the food, and he seemed to do the same. As we started picking off more parts, my ears perked at the sound of something encroaching. Soft steps, barely audible because of the crackling fire. It made my ears swivel, and I caught several sources on approach, most of them from the front. Nick noticed as well, and he froze in place, bone held in his muzzle as he peered out into the dark forest.
Several figures emerged from the woodwork and were illuminated by the fire. They were reptines, three of them, with the biggest marching in the front. It carried something in its maw, round like a watermelon almost. The trio stopped for a moment, stared at us, and the middle one glanced at the other two as if making sure of something.
‘What… are they doing?’ Nick whispered in my mind.
‘Don’t know yet…’ I thought back.
The big reptine in the middle stepped closer, and I caught its scent on the wind. A male this time, with a hint that told me it was quite old. Its fur seemed to shimmer as it stepped closer to us, and shifted to mimic the fire’s orange light.
It’s reptilian nostrils wheezed lightly as it kept staring, maw working overtime to keep hold of the large object in its mouth. Finally, it opened its muzzle, the object fell out with an audible thump, and it rolled past the fire as it approached us.
The two of us perked up in wonder, and I leaned closer for an inspection. It appeared to be a greenish vegetable, or fruit of some kind. Clustered and knobby like a wild cabbage. I reached out with my mind to the archives, and ran a search for something similar.
‘It’s called breadfruit… Very starchy unless cooked, to a point where the reptines can’t digest it.’
Nick whispered in my mind, ‘Did it just offer it as a gift to us?’
I met the reptine’s intense stare, ‘I think it’s more of a trade, to be honest. Do you mind if we give it what remains of the rabbit?’
‘Go ahead,’ Nick murmured over the link as I eased myself up onto two legs.
As I towered over the reptine, its ears lowered, and it took a cautious step back. The two hiding in the background also squirmed, as if ready to bolt at the slightest hint of hostility.
I grabbed the stick holding the rabbit, then crouched as I set it on the ground, close to the reptine.
The old reptine kept a close eye on me, and then motioned with its head at the other two. They approached, while I reached down, grabbed the bread fruit, and stepped back.
As I sat down once more, the old reptine finally seemed to relax. It stepped over to the rabbit, cautious to keep me in its sight, and started munching on the side. The other two joined in, seemingly more ravenous as they tore away parts of the rib cage and started chewing.
‘This is amazing,’ Nick whispered over the link.
62 A.E. March31, Forest – Morning
The fire had faded, and I could remember myself dozing off.
It felt like a snap of the fingers as I woke once more, only to find the sun peering through the forest canopy. A gentle fog covered the ground, and a wiggle of my nose made me aware that a thin layer of dew drops had settled on my fur.
Nick stirred in my arms, and I could feel his thoughts flicker. Emotions roiled inside of him, amazement, confusion, a sudden realization of how tightly we were entwined. His subtle movements seemed to wake the reptines as well, and they rose on all fours.
The trio glanced at us as if having overslept and hurried off. I yawned to myself, rose up into a sitting position, and drew a deep breath of the cool air. Nick glanced at me in wonder for a moment, ears flicking, and licked his chops.
“Hungry?” I wondered.
He nodded, looking over at the faded fireplace.
I nodded toward the forest, “Stretch your legs, and I'll cook that breadfruit.”
“Mrrr,” Nick murmured with another nod as he rose up.
He sauntered off, looking left and right, eyes wandering across the forest. I turned my attention to the breadfruit, and-
There was a rumble, and a flicker of light in the sky. Deep tones like thunder shook the world, and I lifted my gaze upwards. Dark clouds were moving in from the Spire’s direction, and based on the haze, it was bringing quite a lot of rain as well.
Not a lot of time to get a fire going again…
Nick was out of sight, so I let my utility tendrils slink out. I willed it to coil around the breadfruit, gently lifted it into the air, and focused my thoughts. Power surged within the tendril, and a glowing, radiant heat started coming off it. It only took seconds for the green surface of the breadfruit to start sizzling as the tendril squeezed it.
I stared at it, watching as it slowly cooked, not only through sheer contact, but a steady dose microwaves.
Day 3… Just 240 or so left before Peter, John, and Allen gets here…
The sizzling grew stronger, and the leaves coiled as they started turning black. Juices emerged from within, starting to drip onto the ground.
There had to be some faster way to fetch the evacuation ships. As it was, I’d only trusted the words of others without evaluating it on my own. The thought made me grimace as the tendril pierced the breadfruit, helping to cook it from the inside.
Another rumble shook the sky, and I lifted my gaze once more. There were bolts of lightning coming from the distant clouds, but they weren’t striking at random. Instead, they arched either upwards toward the orbital elevator, or to one of the many obelisk-like control towers.
‘Athena?’ I wondered.
Like so many times before, her presence descended on me, ‘Yes?’
‘The lightning storm. Is it something to be concerned about?’ I wondered.
‘The rains will be heavy, but the lightning itself was rendered harmless decades ago,’ She answered.
‘Through the obelisks?’ I wondered.
‘Well, yes… But they’re more than lightning rods. Primarily they’re simpler, mechanized forms of Etemenanki, capable of supervising environmental nanites…’ Athena added simply.
‘I’ve heard about them. What’s the ETA on that storm front?’ I wondered.
‘You’ve got half an hour before the rains arrive. More than enough time to get back to the buggy from your current location,’ Athena thought.
‘Noted… and while we’re talking, are you aware of the True Hybrids on the planet?’
‘The ones from Maxwell’s secret facility? Yes, I am. They are being released one by one from a suspended-animation alcove on the Ring. Currently it is not under our control, but for various reasons I have no intention of interfering. That being said, they are being monitored as they are released, and I recently get notice that one of them… jumped off a bus near your location,’ Athena said.
‘Yes,’ I thought with a subtle smile.
‘I trust that things are going well?’ Athena mused.
‘I think he will adapt, but he does feel lonely, as can be expected given their absence of any real parents,’ I thought, as Nick emerged from the trees once more.
‘They will adapt, in time…’ Athena whispered as her presence faded once more.
It took me a moment to realize that I had used Athena as a weather service. It made my ears wiggle a little as I wondered how she might feel about it.
Nick approached as I was caught in my own thoughts, and I looked over at him. He turned sideways, as if to shield himself from my view, and it me smirk a little as he sat down.
“Seems like that Zephyr is good at a lot of things,” Nick said.
“I’m only using it like this because we’re in a bit of a hurry. Normally I keep it hidden from people,” I answered.
“… Why?” Nick wondered and leaned closer as he eyed the breadfruit.
“The questions, the stares, having to repeat myself over and over… There are many reasons, including the fact that I feel like I’m waving a knife in someone’s face whenever they’re out,” I said.
“… Ah,” Nick whispered.
“But you seem to know about them,” I said, perking my brow.
Nick smirked at me, “The archives are vast, and your profile isn’t the only source of information.”
“Ah,” I whispered, pulled the breadfruit closer, and could see a yellowish liquid seeping from the pierced top. It bubbled as I sniffed the air. Sweet, and strangely bread-like.
“Smells done,” I whispered.
“Mm,” Nick whispered with an eager nod.
I willed the tendril to reorient and cut through the center. One wet pop later, the fruit cracked into two, and I brought it in for a closer look. The innards of the fruit were similar to a clementine, divided into clear sections of gooey-yellowish fruit meat.
Nick gripped one half with his claws, and I grabbed the other as the tendril withdrew to cool down. He grabbed a gooey chunk, blew on it to cool down, and carefully slipped it into his muzzle. His brow lifted and his nose wiggled in response.
“Strange… a tad slimy, but good,” he said finally.
It made me chuckle as I dug in and grabbed a chunk of my own, “We’ll need to run back to the buggy once we’re done.”
“Mm,” Nick murmured with a nod as he kept eating.
62 A.E. March31, Carbon Fiber Factory – Midday
Great arcs of lightning reached across the sky before coalescing as they hit a distant obelisk. It cracked and rumbled with enough force that I could feel it in the steering wheel. The wipers were doing what they could, but the torrent of rain was heavy enough that we’d been forced to slow down.
Nick leaned forward as he peered up at the sky, seeming to be amazed at it all.
A few moments passed, Nick looked to the right, and I noticed something black in the distance. Chimneys, large ones reaching high into the sky.
“Ah,” Nick murmured as he leaned back.
“What?” I wondered.
Nick crossed his arms as he eyed the chimneys, “I’d hoped our adventure would last longer.”
“Were you that taken with me?” I mused.
His ears wiggled as he gave me a quick glance, “I may have let my imagination run overboard, then things got complicated.”
“Oh?” I wondered.
Nick seemed to shrink as his ears folded back, “I meant…” he sighed, “I don’t know what I meant.”
“You wanted adventure, a pack, a glimpse into the mysteries of wherever you grew up?”
Nick sighed, “Something like that, but there are no simple answers, I guess. Then, well…”
“What?” I wondered.
“As you drifted off to sleep yesterday, you might have let your mind wander, and I might have listened,” Nick answered.
“It goes both ways when you sleep together… I miss my pack, you miss your friends and what was in many ways your family, but you’re also a bit angry at them because of how quickly things fell apart…”
“True, it makes me wonder whether we were actually family, or just coping…” Nick whispered, and then looked to me, “and this is where I would have wanted to share something embarrassing that your own mind revealed,” Nick said.
I couldn’t help but smirk, “Did my mind offer no such things?”
Nick rolled his eyes, “You pondered how improper it was for me to call you Alpha… You also feared what to tell me if I asked to join your pack.”
“… Oh,” I whispered.
Nick met my gaze, “There are no hurt feelings… You explained it well, even while asleep. Alpha is a charged word because it implies obedience, which in turn is a whole can of worms. As for joining your pack, even if I proved myself capable, it’s not a decision you can make on your own. I was simply being silly… and overeager.”
“I explained all that while asleep?” I said, perking my brow.
Nick shrugged, “Or something… Message relayed in either case.”
I huffed and offered him a smile, “So you did want to join the pack?”
His ears perked as he leaned back in his seat and turned to focus on the road, “That’s…”
“It’s okay, Nick,” I said.
He smiled to himself with a sigh, “The world’s complicated, and I thought we were prepared. Part of me thought I could just storm out and seize the world through sheer will. Now it seems silly.”
“Mm,” I murmured as I could see the split in the road further ahead.
“… Tell me about your pack?” Nick whispered as he clasped his hands.
“I didn’t dream about them?” I wondered.
Nick shrugged, “I don’t know… There’s a feeling, as if I’d recognize them if I met them, a lingering familiarity, like the embers of a fading dream. It’s the same for you as well, right?”
I pondered it for a moment, and grasped at the feeling, “There was some special dish that you liked to have for breakfast… Something your comrades found odd?”
Nick stifled a chuckle, “Pear jello with whipped cream…”
As he said it, there was something akin to a flash of memory. A sensation, the hint of an actual taste on my tongue. A weird but sweet taste. Shared memories that had intermingled during the night.
“It's certainly one of the stranger foods I’ve encountered,” I said.
Nick nodded slowly, as if caught down memory lane, “We’re all a tad unique.”
“Why a wolf?” I wondered, and turned onto the split in the road.
“Why a wolf…” Nick whispered, “Why not? It’s strange actually… I thought I knew the others so well, but I had a really hard time predicting what type of hybrid people wanted to become. For me, it felt obvious; for others, a wolf was nothing more than an over-emotional grunt.”
I smiled to myself, “Were they that harsh with their words?”
Nick tipped his head and smirked, “No, but that’s what it felt like at times. Then again, I had my own opinions, so… it all evens out.”
There was more than one factory in this place. It spread out over a rather large area, and there were big warehouses filled with goods. Debris from the ongoing storm littered the road, and a plastic chair tumbled by as I watched.
“You haven’t told me about your pack yet?” Nick wondered as he followed the chair with his gaze.
I noticed a group of people standing near an open warehouse in the distance and adjusted the buggy’s course, “We’re a pack of four… Peter, with fur similar to yours. Used to be the alpha of the group, now he’s resettled as the beta.”
“And… he’s your mate, right?” Nick wondered as he glanced over at me.
I eyed him for a moment, “Some consider that kind of spying to be uncouth.”
Nick smirked back, “Sorry…”
I continued, “There’s John… A gray wolf with a lot of determination, and then there’s Allen… As brilliant as his fur is white, but abrasive at times.”
“Hmm,” Nick murmured as he watched.
I slowed down as we pulled up next to the open warehouse, “And… I guess we’re here.”
Nick nodded as he looked over at me, “I guess this is goodbye.”
“We will most likely see each other again,” I said and leaned back.
He focused on me for a moment, and then started smiling a little, “I hope so, and… uh…”
“What?” I wondered.
“If you do need help with something, consider giving me a call?” Nick whispered.
I nodded to him, and leaned in as I reached over the seat. He eyed me cautiously, while I motioned to my cheek, “You didn’t greet me properly when we first met, but you can at least do it properly as we part ways.”
His ears wiggled and his eyes widened. For a moment, his nose flared, and then he leaned in. Muzzle brushed alongside muzzle, and I nudged his cheek with my nose. His breath shuddered for a moment, and I could feel that spark of a connection between us. It didn’t have time to properly connect as he eased back once more, smiling sheepishly to himself.
“Thank you,” Nick whispered.
“You’re not alone, and if you need help figuring things out…”
Nick’s ears flicked as he lowered his head in a subtle nod.
“So, until next time,” I whispered back.
Nick smiled as he stepped back and reached for the door, “Until next time…”
Wonderful chapter.
-TGU.
That being said, now that he is becoming an adult wolf, Nick might also be conflicted in his head about what he now wants, now that he has been around Vilkas. What he wanted the night before seem to have tapered off now that he has seen things in Vilkas head, and is now probably trying to keep himself from having this intimate attraction that he has toward Vilkas. It feels that he was probably quite relieved to hear Vilkas thinking that his action was just about him wanting to join his pack, or then again, that might just be just deflection from Vilkas who is also having feelings towards him. I mean Vilkas did ask himself what he was doing specifically thinking about his interaction with Nick, and it was clear when reading between the lines that something was going on... I mean, why would Nick now know about Peter being his mate other than if he was looking for that info? I also think that finding about Peter being Vilkas' mate was what 'complication' meant which BTW does not rule out anything. Also why would he say out loud that he found out about Peter being his mate knowing full well that it would incite a reaction from Vilkas? Nick is anything but dumb that is for sure. I think the main reasons as to why Nick is not actively searching for other wolves and trying to form a pack is because he is dead set on becoming one of Vilkas' pack member. He did call him Alpha after all. I'm now convinced that Nick was going after Vilkas when he took that bus, same as when he did encounter him at the space elevator entrance, he also did say that approaching him in the capital would have been awkward, meaning that he was actively following him at a distance keeping tabs on everything he did, even seeing him leave the capital, and then we find him in that bus going to a town in the middle of nowhere?? . IMO, what he said about going to next town was just an excuse that he gave to evade the truth. I'm pretty sure that Vilkas having never said it was probably aware that he was being followed just from the reaction he had when he saw Nick jump out of that bus. It's sound pretty much like he was expecting it. Finally, I wonder why Nick did not ask Vilkas to stay with him for the time being. I mean, Vilkas will be alone for some time to come anyway. IMO the compatibility between Vilkas and Nick seem to be quite high, so I would not be surprised to see the same amount of compatibility with the rest of his pack. :-)
(Vilkas being experienced, and Nick being thrown into the real world for the first time in his life)
Nick will return though, that I can promise ^_^
It was obvious that Nick had a long time fascination with both Vilkas and his pack, and it's quite understandable now knowing where he comes from, especially with Vilkas name and those of his pack always popping up here and there in an important situation around the archives. You have clearly established the young wolf as an inexperience wolf about society with minimal social interaction outside his microworld. It is quite obvious that he is not instructed into the etiquette of what is allowed and what is disallowed when dealing with others. On the other hand, Vilkas seems to have taken a liking for this young wolf who seem to be quite intelligent and quite knowledgeable. I would not be surprised that the other do accept him. To be continued I guess... :-)
That said, the topic will return at a later date.
-TGU.
Calls to mind thoughts about how artificial population control measures have a different connotation than eugenics programs even though they're basically the same disruption of natural order, but for one being more openly selective rather than the hush-hush hidden selective nature the other always takes on (or starts with).
The naturally selected orders of many things being shouted down, while at the same time intelligently selected orders of other things are shouted down...
Hope they got to sleep in a cuddly li'l wolfpile despite their relative emotional distance.
I just love this Nick character, hope too that we will see him again! I also think that he would fit nicely with the pack. He seems to be quite knowledgeable too, I mean building fusion reactors as a school project! He also had unimpeded access to all of Sophos data meaning that he had access to info about tech that the others are not even aware of, like he knew about Vilkas' Zephyr.
A, at long last, Vilkas is finally considering doing something about getting his pack back. With the cryptic answer you gave me for that one the other day, let just say that I had a hunch... So now... I wonder all this talk about jump drive within the solar system... Hum?... Will Athena approve of it? I think he will need the expertise of Nick and his own combined to pull this one off. I also think that he will be there when Vilkas rescue his pack, and probably when they wake up. Yup I do think that we have not heard the last of him :-p
Vilkas being Vilkas, hates it being in the spotlight to the point people are making reenactment stories about him, while at the same time kind of liking the fame.
I wonder why he did not share at least a few pictures from his encounter with Maxwell and what he really looks like.
Talking of Maxwell, I wonder if he did mess up our solar system for long-distance travel on purpose or if it's just a side effect from his huge mass having jumped from there.
Yes they surely had to have radio in this early colony where they had no net service and no infrastructure. Only radio could be use to entertain those long stretch of real manual driving in the middle of nowhere, it also did serve to inform the people who where off the grid.
I could go on and on as there was so much info packed in this chapter. Yes as we progress this story is just getting better and better and it was great from the start!
OK nuf said, going to bed!
The image that showed off the buggy had a trailer in the background, one with a ceiling and doors.
In a few months (or less), once he's got Peter and the rest of the pack back, check up and see how he's doing. Invite him along for a hunt or something. Then take it from there. Now while both Nick and Vilkas are basically as vulnerable as they could possibly get, both in a confined vehicle by day and sleeping by a campfire at night? Haha, yeah that won't end well. Last thing Vilkas needs is to have a completely dependent pup that's good looking (and looks similar to Peter) while he's missing his mate and pack. It was one thing when Vilkas let that female Alpha have her way with him, but he'd really screw things up with Peter if he did anything with this desperate pup.
This is of course not a dig on Nick, just the timing. Wow, he really seems to have just abysmal timing, doesn't he? Then again, he didn't have much choice in the timing. Thanks Maxwell. The kid needs space and time to become his own wolf before he decides basically anything.
The chapter started with Vilkas driving up to little red flags in the road and it ended Vilkas dropping off a big red flag on the side of the road.
We also have to remember that he is still a very young wolf and unlike Vilkas he never had the luxury of having an adult wolf role model in his life. In the first book of this series, a few paragraph after the following date --->510 A.R. July 7, Shopping Center, Midday<--- It was written...
--->"Do you have any wolves in your family?" She asked. (an adult clerk wolf lady)
"My father," I answered.
Janet looked relieved and nodded, "Good, wolves need someone to show them the way. Do you like it?" <---
So, I would even argue that in just the short span of time that he did spend with Vilkas, a very strong Alpha to boot, that it has already made profound change in his personality and how he now perceive the real world. And since Nick and Vilkas seem to have an affinity for each other, I wouldn't be surprised to see Vilkas take him under his wing if, of course, the rest of his pack approves of it. For now, I have a hunch that he will be instrumental in getting Vilkas' pack back to the planet way sooner than what was originally planned. Remember the talk in this chapter about jump within a solar system? Coincidence? Me not think so. :-)
Yes, Vilkas has a wolf father and grew up with all the quirks living with a wolf entailed. He had a humans perspective on what it was like, obviously highly limited of a view but enough to know he wanted to be a wolf and not a feline like his mother. Nick didn't even get to meet a normal hybrid until days ago. All the other true hybrids he grew up with would be similarly socially handicapped. Social skills, understanding body language, the subtleties of reading someone else emotions are not skills that you can miss and just make up for with a high intellect. They require experience. The telepathy is a workaround to some aspects, sure, but it's also a crutch. Someone like Vilkas who can put up a deep barrier can't be read instantly via telepathy to get those social cues from. You have to get those the old fashioned analogue way and learning to do that isn't possible in the sort of environment Nick grew up in.
So my mom is an Early Childhood Behavioral specialist, I've had a fair amount of exposure to research paper level work on this sort of subject. Nick was kept in what's called a self-contained environment without any typical peers to model proper behavior. They had no role hybrid role models, he said they had an Expert system with the personality of a labor droid to govern them. To Maxwell and his minion Daedalus, they were labrats. Test subjects needed to perfect the process of making True Hybrids before they mass distributed the tech to Sophos. And these poor kids KNEW that, holy freaking trauma. The telepathy (that is difficult for young/newly awakened hybrids to control) would have just reinforced the lack of need for developing any sort of social/emotional skills since they could just read each others emotions. Vilkas might be the first Hybrid Nick has met that was capable of shielding himself, but that won't last for long and his lack of understanding social cues will catch up with him then. You can't teach social/emotional skills from a book or how to have empathy when holding a conversation. Yes the Hybrids are starkly different from humans as far as their brains but their social structure, development, interactions ect are all very exclusively human.
Just take something as simple as making eye contact when talking to someone. Most animals, that means something COMPLETELY different than when humans make eye contact. For Sophos, making eye contact is pretty much purely a social construct that held over from humans where it wasn't a social construct but a legitimate means of bettering communication by reading each others lips and facial expressions. However, it's likely a social construct that will stick around since A) Hybrids are functionally immortal and the two million alive now, while eventually will be in the minority they'll still be around; B) they'll be having kids and pass the social dynamic of making eye contact with the person you're speaking to down to their kids, who even tho they'll be True Hybrids will keep that habit to a sizable degree. The actual social oddballs will Nick and the few hundred True Hybrids raised in a hidden space station by a minion of Maxwell. EVERY OTHER True Hybrid from here on will be born to parents who will (knowingly or not) impart social skills, body language, and teach the subtleties of reading someone else's emotions (without telepathy).
I obviously prefer the more mechanical and hard science aspects of stories but oh boy I noticed a LOT of red flags with this poor pup, Nick. I'm not an expert like my mother is, but I'm tangentially familiar with aspects of early childhood development, in particular what sort of scenarios lead to detrimental behaviors later in life. I obviously don't want to get into more personal details but yeah, this is one of those weird areas where someone wouldn't normally have a background in but does b/c of unique circumstances. Sorta like how my Ukrainian heritage and cultural background became very relevant last year. Most Americans were busy trying to find the country on a map and I'm sitting there yelling at the tv correcting the spelling and pronunciations from major news networks. It's always interesting when you stumble on one of these "oh I know a LOT about that" subjects.
Also, this whole mess is another instance of Maxwell literally being super villain level evil, so I wanna point out this particular damage that isn't as clear as others. Maxwell seriously fucked these kids up, hybrid intelligence or not they will need years of acclimation, therapy and relearning behaviors to integrate into the larger population. Without parents or family or really even each other as anchors, they're all going to be adrift looking for anything to latch onto. We're deep in realm of trauma here. The good news is however these kids will probably get the help they need rather quickly and they also have literally centuries to work thro their issues. What would be basically lifelong scaring for a human will eventually heal for them. It's a shitty way to start their life tho. That said, while Sophos is still in a messy state of transition, if there is any sort of petty crime occurring, this would be the demographic I'd look at first, not the humans. The smattering of humans left are all in different stages of denial and thus would act out violently rather than with petty crime. Also, they can't really do stuff like breaking into locked storerooms to steal stuff given their lack of connection to the grid. This batch of True Hybrids has all the hallmarks of kids left to rot in the foster care system. When you strip away all the sci-fi post scarcity bling Sophos has, yeah these kids are going to be scarred in all the same places you'd see a modern day 18 year old fresh out of the system with literally no prior connections. All of Sophos's bling will keep most of them out of trouble, but since these kids learned how to build fusion reactors as arts and crafts projects it honestly would take only one escalating from petty crime to violent crime to do serious damage. Just imagine the damage one of these anger-ridden humans could do if one of these True Hybrids didn't have a prejudice against them but instead latched onto on as eagerly as Nick tried to do to Vilkas. With only rudimentary social skills, yeah even one of those "highly inferior" humans could manipulate some star-eyed True Hybrid kid, get access to things a human never would otherwise get access to and cause immense damage to New Sophos. Juvenile petty criminals out of the system normally escalate to violent crime b/c they were encouraged along that path by an older, violent role model. A role model being something they always lacked. Beginning to see a formula for problems yet? Yeah, Sophos needs to put it's blingy post-scarcity society magic to work and get those kids stability. Bump them up the list above other hybrids, cause they seriously need it.
The problem that I perceive with most of the argument you've given me above is that it seems to be tinted and influence by a strong human view and perspective. And please do not take this as me challenging your mom competence as I'm sure that she is quite experts and very good at what she is doing. However you did introduce her to this argument, so just to make sure that I don't provoke hill feelings by taking her out of this, I will explain myself this way, and *chucle* will try very hard not to break any eggs in the process since I'm now walking on them. To me, including her into this argument would be analogous as to take into account the opinion given by a citrus expert while we are talking about potato... So I just don't think that her expertise on humans to be of any help when it comes to wolves antros in the context of this story. Times and times again in the context of this story we have been shown that Maxwell has specifically made it so that hybrids don't react the same way as humans do and as a bonus, because of that they are way less destructive and more resilient than humans. Again always in relation to this fictive sci-fi story. I don't even think that the world depression is part of their medical vocabulary, well they probably keep it for when they have to treat humans that is... So here we are dealing with an entire different beast... *Chuckle* Literally.
So in my book because they are so different compared to humans, I really do not see Nick as a lost cause, quite the contrary in fact. Give him a very strong and highly intelligent alpha role model like Vilkas to follow, and he will become a normal wolf in no time at all. I don't see him becoming Vilkas close companion since Peter is already exclusive to this role. Might work with Allen, which I'm quite sure they will become great friends having quite the same interest in tech, virtual worlds, and manipulation of such.
Nick might not be well socialized but he is an intelligent fast learner so I don't see a problem there as long as he is taken under the wing of an adult male wolf be it Vilkas or someone else. As for his competence in tech, my take is that he is probably more advance then everyone in Vilkas pack or anyone arriving from earth. That is one of the reasons me think he would be a good addition to the pack, especially in this new dangerous environment.
The AI which raised him might not be the greatest one in teaching great social skill but I'm sure as hell that he was an exceptional teacher in Maxwell's tech. Thus why I say that he already is more knowledgeable on Maxwell's tech than Vilkas or his pack or anyone else from earth. Will Allen is more into programing and net interaction, Nick from what he said seems to be on par with Allen plus having great knowledge about building stuff, repairing stuff. IMO, he will be the best guy to fix a defective space ship that has all the new tech, for example. *Chuckle* The "Scotty of Vilkas pack" that I'm pretty sure of if he ever becomes a member of that is.
For the story context, obviously there's some other species out there that doesn't give much of a shit if they trash a planet (and wipe out all sorts of native life) by blowing up an Orbital ring. Someone ELSE left not one but two invasive species behind. Sounds like humans aren't the only destructive, careless species out there. Makes perfect sense from a Darwinistic pov, really; you ain't getting into space if you aren't inherently aggressive and expansionistic. Evolution is a multi-billion year corpse pile, you have to get you're paws dirty to climb to the top. Also might I add that Athena is being stupidly reckless (out of paranoia they were followed) by releasing MORE nanites ecology wide on this new planet. A planet they have no idea to what extent the biology will screw with the nanites and mutate them. Sophos isn't quite the idealized society it thinks itself to be. Hubris is a virtue here in Sophos and hot damn has that destroyed a lot of societies all by itself.
The Hybrids are more like their human predecessors than I think any of them care to admit. namely b/c if they DID admit it, they'd have to restructure everything. Athena manages a massive surveillance state that is basically a modern autocrats wet dream. There's inbuilt nepotism and shallow thinking across the whole society, technocracies sorta do that. The team that tired to crack open Athena as she was being installed, it was pointed out that hybrids get obsessive over their work. Obsessive and operating with blinders on, much like modern academia where one field of science regularly operates as if the rest don't exist. Did you know that Plate Tectonics was discovered by a Meteorologist? He presented his work on weather patterns that proved the continents moved around and went to a geology convention and was like "I don't know why they move or how, but they are and here's the proof" and they laughed him out of the building. The guy almost had his career ruined b/c academics (technocrats) are VERY hyper focused and that leads to a snobby, elitists group of specialists who behave more like a political special interest group than scientists. This narsaisitic behavior is RAMPANT thro the history of science, just look at Einstein's feud with Hawking. Einstein spent the last years of his life being ridiculous b/c he refused to admit he might just be wrong about one small aspect of General Relativity (despite still being overwhelmingly right and not even Hawking was contesting that). Sophos is a society of Einstiens, they're all brilliant but they get in their own damn way b/c they can't zoom out and look at the big picture. Science is a process, not a philosophy to live by. Technocracy-inclined societies always keep asking the question of "can we do this" and never "SHOULD we do this" and that's how the psychotics death spirals of logic like eugenics or mass brainwashing programs come about. Both of which Sophos practices in one form or another. The Reptiles are forced conversions where the person is mentally castrated, lobotomized. The 'tests' to evaluate adolescents where those with wrongthink like Vilkas get delayed until they have their come to Athena/Jesus moment, no progressing to adulthood until you come to accept the state. Then there's the simple fact population growth is state controlled gene-banks. These are nightmare polices even by human standards. They asked questions like "can we do this evil thing with a more humane veil to it?" and not "is this really a route we even want to examine at all?".
How are these evil things allowed? Well it all makes the most logical sense. Technocracy, academia running everything. Germany in the 1930s had a very similar sort of sentiment, all that's missing is the rabid nationalism. Yes Germans who lived thro that period came up with wonders of science, just look at NASA, but the same environment of "science solves everything" and "trust the state, the state is your friend" provided humanity with several of it's most immensely evil regimes. The German counterpart, the USSR, was equally science-drive, very technocratic (see sputnik/roscosmos) but equally evil. The nationalism and marxism elements just change your flavor of evil, still disgustingly evil.
Some of that made sense like I said before when Iceland was all that was left and a looming sword of Damocles loomed over everyone alive. Martial law during an emergency, I understand the justifications behind the concept, altho I don't agree with it even then. The crisis is over now tho. Why are these tyrannical policies still present? Sophos has a lot going for it, sure, but it has some horrifyingly creepy elements that really are fit for a dystopian autocratic nightmare state not a utopia. Sophos needs to take this period of transition as a chance to purge out the obviously evil shit they do and considered 'normal' b/c the world was in a stalled apocalypse. Not the case anymore, so now going forward it's all just simply tyranny.
I don't mean to get too political here, but psychology and societal structure meet at politics and sociology. It's sorta difficult to disentangle the subjects simply b/c Sophos behaves as it's people do since a nation is not conscious. They're a science obsessed population with tolerance for some absolutely evil shit (that we today typically reject on principle not b/c it can't be done). There's been a lot of talk about ethics restraints on robots and ais but 'ethical' is not very specific. I for instance do not consider mass surveillance, population control, eugenics or wanton tampering with a literal alien biosphere to be ethical. From my point of view, Sophos and the Hybrids have ALL the flaws humanity had, they just pretty them up and smooth out the rough edges of those flaws.
So, while Nick might never go thro a proper depressive episode like a human would, it's thanks to not simple brainwashing, but full on brain-rewiring. Can't feel depressed if the literal software in your brain doesn't even have that programing. Error 404, file not found. Some people might think that's an improvement over humanity and natural evolution, to me that's a lobotomy. So yes, the True Hybrids might has drastically different psychology from humans but that's b/c the regime of Sophos did the sci-fi version of drilling a hole in their skulls and pouring in some hot water.
My point of view is probably a slight inversion of yours, I have a modestly optimistic outlook for humans (as they exist today and for redemption of the remaining humans in the story) while I refuse to be blinded by the obvious appeal of a society of Anthros that I would like to be real. I'd LOVE to be able to be a wolf Hybrid, you kidding? I'd get the hell out of Sophos tho. The sparkling city on the hill usually has a sewer underneath it that everyone pretends they can't smell. Sophos can stick air fresheners on the entrances to hide it a bit but it doesn't change the fact there's feces particles in the air and no utopia is a utopia. Everyone's shit stinks, and I'm immediately suspicious of anyone who claims that theirs doesn't. Sophos is riddled with contradictions between it's idealized vision and what it actually is, but the worst part is the rampant hubris that blinds the Hybrids from seeing the contradictions.
Am I being overly critical? Possibly, as I do have a predisposed opinion of technocracies based on study of other technocratic-leaning regimes thro history. Since there isn't an example of a society with technocratic traits turning out well, but several that became and still are totalitarian hellscapes, I'd rather lean on the safe side and say it's a bad idea if you value sapient life. It looks great on paper, generally b/c a technocrat wrote the paper.
Speaking of writing papers, I need to stop getting so invested in writing papers here in the comments section. It's too time consuming, lol.
"didn't nuke ourselves last century" I do not thing we shouldn't rule that one out. The potential is still there and it's not 0% you know...
Wow, lots of stuff here, unfortunately most of the questioning you are now raising are above my pay grade as I am in the dark myself with many of them. I think that the only one who could answer them is Raedwulf.
As for nuking ourselves in the 21st century, meh, it's far from likely at this point. Only player who have enough bombs to actually screw up the planet for good are the US and Russia, but as we've seen in Ukraine the Russia military is horridly corrupt. How many of their (large but still much smaller than the USSR) stockpile is just nonfunctional at this point? Explosives of all kinds have a shelf-life, nukes have a very easy to predict one too. US stockpiles are also mostly gravity bombs, not the "push a button to automatically fire everything" missiles like the Minutemen silos. China has upped their stockpiles by 50% in the last few years but that's just brings their total up to 300ish. Kid numbers still. A full blown exchange today between the US and China, most Chinese missiles would be intercepted and maybe a dozen actually strike targets (China would be reduced to a crater tho). US and Russia, well assuming that all of their stated bombs even work, the exchange is certainly enough to fuck up the planet for a century or more but not irrevocably. Anyway, there's high odds that China would shoot down Russian nukes if they tried, and since they're much closer to the ruskie silos they can hit em once they barely get off the ground. Geopolitics really doesn't have total anhelation in the cards anymore, disarmament efforts were a resounding success in that regard. Too successful in some instances. In the absolute worst case models (from the Cold War when stockpiles were 20 times as high) humanity is knocked back to pre-industrial population levels and the planet is uninhabitable in many areas for a century or so. The first part assumes a really really shitty nuclear winter scenario, all industrialized nations being rubble piles much like in the aftermath of the WWII and the less developed nations being basically incapable of getting developed. The second part assumes saturation bombardment of confined areas, such as on a city within a mountain valley while also using guesstimates from the 50s of how long a site would be ecologically screwed. Might I remind you both Nagasaki and Hiroshima are rebuilt and completely safe to live in. Nukes use a totally different fission reaction from that used in power plants, so the only additional Chernobyl or fukashima sites would be if some asshat targeted power plants. *Cough, russia cough*. Still limited to sits kept away from populated centers. Those seclusion zones tho wouldn't be devoid of life, quite to the contrary they'd end up nature preserves. Ask the wolf packs living in Chernobyl. The radiation levels we worry about are the human dangerous levels. Also, population centers aren't the military targets they were during the Cold War, bases are much farther from cities nowadays. China for instance has to choose whether they target US bases on the West Coast or cities, they don't get to pick both and they certainly can count targets further inland off the list cause they don't have enough bombs. And hilly cities like LA are surprisingly resilient to air and ground burst, you'd need to devote WAY more bombs to such a city than one in a flat area. NYC also would ironically contain much of the fallout from a ground burst in the middle of Manhattan (Newark might get out unscathed), a metal and concrete canyon is convenient for that. Prevailing winds are also out to the Atlantic, so again favoring the survival of population centers to NYCs west. When I found out about that model I laughed my ass off cause I know that would piss off New Yorkers if Newark survived relatively untouched.
Also, life is exceptionally difficult to get rid of, the idea of wiping out all life on Earth with nukes was silly. No Asteroid or comet impact has ever been able to do that, we would have to deliberately go out of our way to basically crack the planet apart and strip the atmosphere to get everything. Modern arsenals most certainly aren't capable of that, even with a 100% hit rate (when the realistic hit rate would be like 1 in 10 would actually hit at the most). Unless weapons stockpiles went up to the highs of the Cold War again in multiple countries, I don't see the existential threat to civilization being there anymore, neither do most experts. Yeah, a full modern exchange would suck, it'd set humanity back a hundred or more years but it wouldn't end civilization. Current civilizations would collapse or at least be radically changed, for sure, but not Civilization as a concept. THAT would still reform just like it did after the Bronze Age collapse or the Fall of the Roman Empire (and Han Empire in Asia which was concurrent with Rome).
Alright, wall of texts about nukes aside, yeah I pointed out some wide ranging things in the last post, just sorta a compilation of related ideas that have come up recently regarding Sophos and why I really think we should be way more critical of the Hybrids/Athena/Sophos. We ARE reading from the point of view from the inside. Plus we all want to be wolf anthros. The rose-colored glasses are active my friend, I just didn't want to mince words and beat around the bush about it anymore. Sophos engages in forced mind alterations, eugenics, forced sterilization, and mass surveillance. There is simply no denying that some of the worst impulses of humanity obviously got carried over to the Hybrids. Ignoring these atrocious acts or writing it off as "for the good of society" is aiding and abetting. If they're capable of humanities worst evils (and hardly even acknowledge it as evil) then really what sort of moral high ground does Sophos have? It doesn't have one, only a high ground of technology provided by Maxwell and the system Athena maintains. The God, the AI and a whole bunch of Slaves. And as every state that's also implemented these same policies has known, the best Slaves are the ones that don't know or even like being slaves.
Sophos is deeply flawed and thus far Vilkas has acknowledged many of these flaws and directly questions Athena over them as we've seen throughout the series. I expect he'll be instrumental in setting events into motion that get rid of these flaws. The first real choice he's been given (that wasn't manipulation from Maxwell, Athena, Ares or Etemikayri) was when Maxwell offered to send him to the new planet or join him. Maxwell still his his grasp in New Sophos, dominos he set into motion before everyone left (Orbital Ring construction ships included), his plans weren't contingent on Vilkas I don't think. Choices are still being made for him on New Sophos, but as time goes by more opportunities to actually make choices unfettered by Maxwells manipulation will come up. Those I suspect will be points where Vilkas (and the rest of Sophos) can choose to get rid of intrinsically evil facets of the society. The shit no one wants to see b/c "only humans could stoop to that sort of evil". I have zero qualms about pointing it out tho, and it'll ultimately be best way to determine the real morals and integrity of every character (especially Vilkas) when they make choices freed from Maxwells influence. Yeah, I sorta have a really high expectation of Raedwulf to touch on this sort of stuff, but he's given us plenty of reason to expect high level results from this story. Rebuilding the society with Vilkas being central to it's reshaping is the conflict here after all. Book 1 was Wolf vs Man (cultists), book two was Wolf vs Nature (the lusus filling in as a 'force of nature') and this one has been set up to be Wolf vs Society (Sophos). So ultimately I think these sorts of issues will come up (at least some of them should) in this book. Or maybe I'm completely off and Raedwulf didn't actually consider any of this and has Aliens as the focus. Hell, maybe he likes these policy ideas and Sophos is indeed his version of a utopia. It's you're average fucked up society, warts and all, but with a really nice coat of paint by my perspective. I think Raedwulf DOES plan to address this tho since there's a third book in the first place at all. No reason he couldn't have gone and done another series (I REALLY liked the fantasy one, that was cool) and done a focus on aliens if that was the direction he wanted. But he came back to Walls, the story wasn't finished being told and I doubt this book is one of those "sequels to a series that really shouldn't have gotten another sequel" messes. Sophos is layered in Walls still, the remaining ones are mental rather than figurative. I'd personally label some of the bigger Walls "Hubris", "Ego" and "Shortsighted-ness", but that's just my opinion.
Sorry about another wall of text. We did come here to read a story titled "Walls" after all, bound to be some in the comments section.
"Only players who have enough bombs to actually screw up the planet for good are the US and Russia." O and I would not count China out either since what they say and reality about everything are two things for that country.
Meaning that there are systems in place, and they are operational. In other words, able to do it at a moment's notice... My immediate fear is having more to do accidental launch because I'm not aware of any human-made system that has never failed. Yes, all the sides will say that they have been very careful in putting checks and safety to prevent such occurrence. Having never been launched for real, the problem lie in the possibility of failure in what they don't know about. You know, the space shuttle was one of the most tested and verified systems at its time and it still failed... twice. The doom-day system that is installed on every side are that many times more complex. Thus why I say the risk is not 0% as long as the possibility exists, as long as there is a system in place that can do it. At least for now they can only destroy the planet twice instead of 10 times. Yea really reassuring... So I can sleep very well at night with the knowledge that my geographical position not to far from certain strategic installations, pretty much guarantee that I will be vaporized on the first strike. And most of those that survive the cataclysm will probably die in the subsequent nuclear winter that is bound to last at least 5 years... yea... :-/
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"Also, life is exceptionally difficult to get rid of, the idea of wiping out all life on Earth with nukes was silly. No asteroid or comet impact has ever been able to do that."
We've been very lucky thus far... Again, that possibility is not 0%.
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"Regarding Sophos and why I really think we should be way more critical of the Hybrids/Athena/Sophos."
Do not lose sight that it is, a what if, story, happening in a far-distant future following a global cataclysm that did destroy 99.999% of earth with only a handful of humans who had survived for years deep in an underground bunker. Even before the cataclysm we have no idea in what world they were living. It might have been under a brutal global dictatorship AKA as to what China was in the 60s where only a small part of the ruling class lived in opulence and the rest only had marginal living conditions.
While reading your comment, I could not help noticing that you are in effect judging this story from the view point of idealized US values which, unfortunately are a far cry from the real dirty ones under which the US really operates. You know, the street gang, organized crimes, rampant use of drugs, discrimination, govt. corruptions, extreme poverty, etc. Then you have all your dictatorship like China and Russia and the Islamic countries who are already laughing at your values, and the Third World country who just don't care about those as long as they can improve their situation. In short, right now, the humans on earth who are really abiding by the idealized US value is close to 0. And that is our present reality.
Now, let's pretend for the sake of argument that we are a thousand years in the future and that Raedwulf world is not just a sci-fi story, it is reality... How could we expect a small group of people living in that distant future all coming from an unknown background with unknown, previous values, having survived the end of the world by living for a century in an underground bunker, to go, you know those ancient archaic idealize US values that were thought about a millennium ago, that no one cared to follow or even remember, we should follow them... Not going to happen in a million years. And that my friend is the biggest fault in above argument.
And that is not counting the new-found existence of possibly hostile aliens.
The cold truth, if we could create something exactly like Sophos right now on earth with Sophos value where all you had to do is give up your humanity to become part of it, I would bet that a great majority of humans on earth that have nothing to lose would jump at the occasion, and it would greatly improve their lives. I do not know if you had been able to go around the world and visit places. I have, on many occasions, all over... Let me tell you that the great majority of humans on earth do live in dismal condition. There is a reason as to why so many people want to come in North America or Europe, even if it's not perfect...
LOL and here I've done it again... A wall of text. ;-p
I firmly believe there is a universal moral code, a baseline between right and wrong. It might be divine, it might be simply darwinistic evolutionary programing, it might be the simulated universe has a checksum value for good=X and evil=Y. It really doesn't matter which it is, there is a universal morality imo. An set or code of ethics that forms the bare minimum of what a sapient being should uphold. We should be striving towards that, refining the border of morality as we sift thro all the grey choices. Is full pacifism the way or is it just to defend yourself? To what extend does a someone respond to provocation? These are grey areas. Premeditated Murder without cause is most certainly an evil act, but then it gets muddy when you consider the act of murdering a tyrannical dictator. Is it evil still or is it justified? I believe the universe has a form of an opinion on the matter, we're still figuring it out for those questions. In my mind, humanity has already figured out that stuff like eugenics falls distinctly on the evil side of the line and really shouldn't be up for debate as to if it's a grey area or not. Some acts are just so egregiously evil that it really shouldn't be very difficult to find a consensus on it. Acts that make you physically sick to think about. If we don't have a hard line somewhere and truly anything goes and the universe doesn't give a damn, then why even bother with any of this civilization nonsense? That whole school of thought leads to an insanity inducing death spiral of nihilism if there is no 'score' kept by the universe. Karma, God, the afterlife, your lizard brain, the cricket on you shoulder that claims to be your conscience, doesn't matter what you call it. Without a line, ruleset, something, it's just chaos and pointlessness. I don't think that's the case.
"all you had to do is give up your humanity to become part of it"
Define 'humanity'. The biological definition? In the context of culture? Well we have zero examples of that to even draw a baseline. If we use the philosophical definition, oh boy we have societies that threw away their 'humanity' alright. I named the notable ones earlier. They threw out all the pre-established moral lines the universe has drawn for us and every single on of them was a nightmare. A German fellow with a little mustache convinced a lot of people to 'give up their humanity' and join his vision of 'utopia'. If you throw out morality, assume that the universe is just chaos and it's really people that bring order to it, you're bound to see some truly awful shit be normalized. We don't bring order/limits/rules to the universe, we don't choose what is moral any more than we can choose the force of gravity or what direction time flows. we also don't get to have morality in ala cart bits, accepting the rules we like and just ignoring the rules we don't. The struggle is in grey areas where we MIGHT be crossing lines but we can't know. Stuff like the Trolley dilemma. But I think that the universe ultimately prefers we TRY to choose the correct course of actions in those instances, give it a good effort. Mistakes will be made and I think many mistakes have been made here in what we call the West. We're seeing results of some bear foul fruit now. But we still need to try, and try again.
I don't think Sophos is even really trying yet. They assume they're already at 'perfection' or as close as possible to it.
"laughing at your values"
Sure, yeah there's lots of autocracies still out there that reject 'my values' but please take note of what abject shitholes they all are. Other than a handful of moronic attention seekers (who all regretted the decision later), no one actually ever really fled TO the USSR. Millions fled it towards the West tho (my family included). They'd get in a raft and try to sail across the open ocean just to get here and even today people WALK thousands of miles to get here. Where we attempt to find the lines of morality and strive towards a more perfect society. We're doing something right and the universe recognizes that, our fellow humans recognize that. The success here has not been an accident or happenstance, there is a cosmic balance being paid out. Invest in Good and get Good in return, invest in Evil and end up drinking yourself to death like russia or getting welded into your cubicle sized apartment like china. If we want to get Good out of the universe for ourselves, we can't just expect it come from nothing. We need to keep trying to do better and better will find us. The issues we face today are because we said "eh, right here is good enough" some decades back and stopped really trying to push towards the goal of perfect b/c that was too hard and we knew it was fundamentally impossible.
If I sound like a fortune cookie or aphorism it's probably b/c none of this knowledge is new. People have been looking for answers to these questions for as long as we have asked questions. I like to keep asking the questions and I think fictional stories are one of the best places to ask these questions. You get to play around with big ideas and big questions without any of the mass graves that tend to come with the question process when it's done IRL. Experimenting in a controlled environment as it were. So I rather like these thought-provoking rabbit holes even if none of this is ultimately relevant to the story.
I counter your wall of text with my OWN wall of text, mwhauaha!
And like you said no human system is perfect. It's a work in progress... :-)
But now I'm curious to see what will happen next week. My guess is that he will see his grandfather after years of separation. How will it go? Hum... anticipation! waiting! Fidgeting! LOL
I counter your wall of text with my OWN wall of text, mwhauaha!
LOL OK you win!
Do expand on this one, or was it more a case of paraphrasing?
In a way, it was an extreme version of what can happen in humans when a fetus has an Rh incompatibility and is attacked by the immune system. One of the big breakthroughs in W2 was the medication which allowed hybrids to house cybernetic implants without the immune system freaking out and trying to disassemble it all. Something which paved the way for the Zephyr.
As for the 'government' I think you'll like today's chapter ^_^
Only problem is that if anyone went on that long of an explanation, you'd look at said person as if they were a maniac.
I'll ponder if there's a more elegant way of doing it.
<i>This also feels just like when I restored that Guitar for him as a gift... it feels like a really beautiful and valuable gift.</i>
Though... it's not like I expected an NSFW part for this chapter, not at all actually. That said, compared to what I'm used to reading, I found... odd? The lack of description of Nick's body and feelings when they were bare. Just like everything else this is all very important to Nick, he found the Wolf he looked most up to when he realized he wanted to become a Wolf Type, and now he's doing his first hunt with him... His brain is most likely going haywire with all his senses and feelings, especially being so so young (I'm considering what is being untold [in a sense]). <i>Just remembering similar moments in Walls 1)</i>.
This chapter was really good in things I tend to value most in this Novel, most being things you can relate and analyze in real life and also on a more "writer" side of things, stuff you can wonder about because Vilkas thoughts and insights (the one's he's talking to himself in very few words) feels like a whole sentence. instead of only a couple of words.
Hopefully I expressed what I wanted, I don't really like to comment on any form of social media, feels too... Open... But, I had a few while reading through this chapter, and it feels light n.n
EDIT: I didn't know SoFurry wouldn't let me use rich text :P Annoying...
Vilkas is Vilkas, and there is an undertone that people might not be realizing yet, and which isn't being spelled out in the form of thought bubbles this time.
Kinds of depressing for Nick, in that he did not get what he wanted, then again, being depressed is probably more of a human thing than an anthro wolf thing. So, let just stay at, 'he did not get exactly what he wanted', but he did not leave empty-handed, and he especially did not get the "I do not want to see you anymore," reply from Vilkas. While I'm pretty sure Vilkas did consider keeping him as a road companion, the fact that he did not push that option further for now seems to indicate that he probably needed some time to reflect on what to do with Nick. At least now he knows him and can reach him whenever he wants.
One thing that I did pick up from this chapter is that true hybrid are not human and they also are not like adult hybrids. They really are a step in between. So everything that Nick said he was and felt as a young true hybrid, it might not hold in his adult hybrid person. For example, his fixation that he had on Vilkas is bound to be less acute now that he is becoming an adult wolf anthro. The only problem is like what we saw in the woods, he is still in a period of transition to adulthood. I guess we'll see what happens eventually!
To be continued in next week episode! :-)
I’m trying to imagine how things are from his perspective. If I were in his position as a quasi-omnipotent being I would want to create a legacy that would outlast me. I believe if relatable gods ever exist they would eventually choose to die, simply out of curiosity, therefore even immortal beings would consider these things. What legacy could be more enduring than a living civilisation?
There are probably circumstances he is involved in that we don’t know about. Maybe there are hostile forces in the universe, or perhaps Maxwell is on a clock so to speak and is facing his own demise. Whatever his goals are I’m sure he’s the ends justify the means type, or at least doesn’t care about most individuals the way we wouldn’t care about ants. The big picture is what’s important.
Villain, antagonist, both or neither, I look forward to finding out eventually :)