I didn't know how to reach.. 
I didn't know how to tell you.. 
I didn't know it would hurt this much. 

But what I did know, 
Were the tears on my pillow. 

I didn't know you would leave me..
I didn't know I became another face..
I didn't know we were perfect until the day I couldn't reach..

Now I lay here with the tears on my pillow. 
Now I lay here regretting those words.. 
Running a hand over the spot you laid on. 
Wishing you were here one more time. 

I am nothing but a face. 
I am nothing but a failure. 
I am nothing without your heart. 
I am but existing. 

Call me a fool. 
Call me a liar. 
Call me a broken doll. 

A doll.. 
A broken doll.. 
A shattered doll. 
Mend me please. 
Mend me with your touch. 
Make it all better and take this suffocation away. 

I look to the heavens and I cry your name. 
I look to the heavens and I beg for one more chance. 
I look to the heavens and I see no light.. 
Now, I'm forced to look at hell and see Satan laughing at me. 

"HaHaHa."
Little mouse..
"It's too late." Satan but taunted like a little game. 

I didn't know how to reach.. 
I didn't know how to tell you.. 
I didn't know the pain until you were no more.

I couldn't even kill you with my own two hands. 
I couldn't even begin to rescue you from the toxicity we breathe.

I cry. I cry. And I cry. 

A broken doll that just couldn't reach. 
If you were but alive, 
I wouldn't be begging no more. 

I would rejoice. 
I would rejoice this pain. 
I would rejoice this moments nightmare. 

Hear my voice. 
Hear my sorrow.. 
And grant me another 'morrow. 

I didn't know how to reach.. 
I didn't know how to tell you.. 
I didn't know how lucky I was until the first tear drop; dropped. 

The time has stopped. 
My breath has frozen. 
Realization has become a poison. 

Tick. Tock. 
Tick. Tock. 

The clock tries to keep going. 
The clock that waits for no one. 

I didn't know how to reach. 
I didn't know how to tell you.. 
I didn't know the cruelness of this thing called love. 

Now I sit here watching you go by. 
Now I sit here hearing your voice. 
Now I sit here going mad.

Death all but mocked me.
Love all but destroyed me. 
Your name, all but rescued me. 
Your voice, all but tortured me. 

I cry. I cry. And I cry. 

Its me now. 
My tears have dried. 
A broken doll sitting on a shelf watching you go by. 

My story ends. 
My mind escapes. 
My voice silenced. 
My breath no more. 

This is where we say goodbye.. Forever.