At one point in time, I had commissioned JR VanEstbroek to draw me my fursona, Djonin, holding a zydrate gun. He complied, and made an awesome picture that at one point I cropped and made into an avatar.

Then JR flipped his shit, deleted everything he ever drew, became a brony, and refused to draw non-pony pictures. And my computer where I saved the original died. So all I have left is this avatar cropping.
Enjoy.