Help!

Help me please..

Bang! Bang! Bang!

My hand just thumped on this mental glass.

A glass that was just but one side of this delusional box.

Emotions were something I was never good at.

I still am not good at.

I'm suffocating.

I’m drowning.

Help!

Help me please..?

I want to scream it out.

I want to cry it out.

But..

Silence.

Silence in this darkness.

Silence in the outer world.

I

Am

Begging

You.

Hear me once.

Hear my silent struggles.

Hear my overwhelming emotions.

Help me.. Please..

I am drowning.

Frustration has sunk into my bones.

Anxiety has stolen my very breath.

Disgust has settled its nest in the pits of my stomach.

Time has granted me a mercy of finally freezing everything.

For now I can breath.

I can finally scream.

I’ve finally released that sob.

I am not weak.

I am a survivor.

I

Am

Begging

You…

Save me just once.

Hold me just once.

Will you hear my pleas?

Will you leave me to this silence?

Will you allow me such suffrage?