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Days became a week; weeks became a month.

Time marched inevitably on and as it did Ameila dreamed at night.

The dreams were alien to her, but they were memories leaking out from years of manipulation and coercion under the heel of the Black Star Pirates. She dreamed strange, half remembered dreams, voices giving her instructions, a nervous fear pushed aside by a gentle parental urging to continue.

She saw a strange device before her, some sort of electronic, she could see before her and a schematic beside her.

There were other women like her but older in the room of her species patiently watching.

“Go on.”  She heard a gentle voice say in the dream.

The voice brought her comfort, she couldn’t remember who it was.  Her paws were small and everything seemed so big.

“You can do it Amelia, just do it like before, don't be afraid.”  The voice urged again.

She looked at the plans and then looked at the pile of parts on the table before her.  She held her hands over the parts and focused, soon the parts began to move, and the device was quickly assembled and in a matter of moments it was, once again, a small data device.

The Elder women around her nodded and smiled at her approvingly and applauded her and she would feel so proud.

She would wake up feeling confused, not being able to piece these pieces together.  

However, due to the nature of her being, her curiosity got the best of her.

        Her first experiment was a quasi disaster.  While trying to see if this power was something she could do she accidentally caused her desk terminal to explode.

       That was a bit of an issue to explain why that happened, and it took a day or two to get a new one.   She tried something smaller, using the replicator she would make simple devices, kitchen tools, mechanical devices, start simple and work your way up.  She quickly discovered that if she focused on the device she could learn everything about it.  Using her telekinesis, she could easily disassemble it and put it back together.

   After a day of practice, the bar of her kitchenette was covered with various little knick-knacks that she had replicated and practiced on.   She soon moved on to more complex devices, datapad, and terminals.  After that, she started tinkering and making improvements.   This went well.  However, soon the thrill had worn off.  There was nothing else to do, she’d enhanced every device in her quarters to do anything she’d once and sunk a sizable amount of her stipend at an electronics dealer on the promenade to do so.

      So now she sat in her quarters she leaned back while sitting on her couch and idly puffed at the mane of blue hair idle staring out occasionally at the space dock watching the small work bees go by and the larger ships come and go.

      Now what?

      It was hard enough to try to start your life over, especially when what you could recall was hazy and disjointed.  She’d learned she had a gift she wasn’t away she had and had mastered it in a week.  At least she was comfortable, she had shelter, food, she was safe and at least one companion she could talk to who visited her regularly in Knack.  He never was afraid of her, she knew by his thoughts that he genuinely was concerned about her well-being, among some other details. 

She was bored, listless to the point of it almost being pure agony.

She needed purpose, or at least something to do.

 

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A Cat without a Cause

Special 20, 2025

Writer: Vakash Darkbane

Editor: Ashen Hugo

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Later, at the Replimat.

 

Amelia listlessly poked at the chunks of curried meat on her plate, the fragrant steam doing little to stir her appetite. Each bite was a mechanical exercise, devoid of enjoyment. Across the small, scary table, Knackt valiantly attempted conversation, his voice a cheerful counterpoint to her quiet apathy. However, his pronouncements on the local scuttlebut and the questionable quality of the establishment's spice blend were met with only brief, uninterested replies, each a monosyllabic acknowledgement that did little to bridge the widening chasm between them.

     "There's a play showing down in the entertainment district," Knackt suggested, leaning forward with a hopeful glint in his eyes. He’d heard good things, raves even, though he suspected half the clientele were just grateful for any diversion. Still, it was something. His optimism, however, began to fray at the edges as Amelia remained stubbornly withdrawn, a million miles away despite sitting right in front of him. "We could check it out. Might be… something different."

       "Maybe another time, Knackt," she murmured, her gaze fixed on a particularly stubborn piece of gristle. Her tone was flat, devoid of the polite dismissal it might have once held. It was simply a statement of fact, carrying no promise of a future outing.

       A knot of concern tightened in Knackt's chest. He shifted uncomfortably in his seat, his usual easygoing demeanor momentarily eclipsed by worry. "Hey," he began tentatively, reaching across the table and briefly touching her hand. She didn't recoil, but neither did she offered any reciprocal pressure. "Eh, Did I say something wrong? You seem a bit off today. More than usual, I mean." He immediately regretted the last part, but the words were out before he could reel them back in.

      Amelia finally looked up, her eyes, usually a vibrant green, now clouded with a dull weariness. She blinked slowly, as if emerging from a deep trance, realizing with a start that Knackt had been speaking to her, his expression etched with genuine concern and a touch of anxiety. He looked genuinely worried that he might have inadvertently upset her, a thought that, in her current state, felt almost absurd.  The sensation of his emotions from the simple contact with her broke her from her fuge, yet his small anxieties seemed so insignificant compared to the vast emptiness she felt.

          "I'm bored, Knackt," Amelia sighed, the word escaping her lips like a deflated balloon. She leaned back in her chair, the worn fabric doing little to offer comfort. "I shop," she ticked off the activities on her fingers, each one feeling like a tedious chore. "I sit around, read until the words blur together, meditate in the hopes of finding some inner peace that stubbornly eludes me, try to remember who I was before… all this." She gestured vaguely around the small, nondescript eatery, encompassing her current existence. "But I am terribly, utterly bored." The admission hung in the air, heavy with unspoken frustration.

      Knackt recoiled slightly, a flicker of defensiveness in his eyes. "Well, excuse me," he retorted, his voice rising in pitch, "but it's not my fault we're a bit limited for entertainment out here! You have to take what you can get!" He gestured emphatically with his fork, nearly sending a piece of meat flying. The relative isolation of their current location, a consequence of circumstances neither of them entirely controlled, had always been a point of unspoken tension.

          Amelia held up a hand, her expression softening slightly. "It's not that, Knackt. Please don't think that." She offered a small, genuine smile, the first real one he’d seen all day. "You've been a friend, a good one, and I appreciate you more than you know for breaking the monotony, for trying." She sighed again; the sound heavy with resignation. "It's just that I need something more, something… anything to do that has some purpose."

           Knackt frowned, his defensiveness melting away, replaced by a thoughtful furrow in his brow. "What, like a job?" he asked, the idea seemingly occurring to him for the first time.

          A genuine smile finally bloomed on Amelia's face, chasing away the shadows of boredom. Her eyes sparkled with a newfound light. "Yes," she said, the word filled with a surprising amount of enthusiasm. "A job, something I can do with my hands, something that requires me to think and engage."

          "Like what?" Knackt asked, genuinely curious now. He leaned forward again, the earlier tension completely dissipated.

          "Maybe something like you do," Amelia suggested, her gaze flicking towards the tools and gadgets he often tinkered with. She had seen him meticulously cleaning and repairing various pieces of equipment, his brow furrowed in concentration, a stark contrast to her own aimless days.

     "Heh, gonna be a bit before that happens," Knackt chuckled, a familiar note of self-deprecation creeping into his voice. "Years of training, certifications… it's not exactly something you pick up overnight."

        Amelia scowled playfully at his attempt at humor. "I'm not suggesting I could step in tomorrow and overhaul a fusion reactor, Knackt," she said dryly. "But something… technical."

         "So, you want to work with machines and on computers and the like?" Knackt persisted, trying to understand the specifics of her sudden desire.

          "Yes," Amelia insisted, her voice firm. "I… recall having some skill with them. A flicker of memory, a feeling of familiarity whenever I see certain interfaces or hear the hum of a generator." The details were hazy, fragmented, like pieces of a forgotten dream, but the underlying sensation was strong.

            Knackt’s eyes widened slightly. He’d never heard her speak of such things before. "Well," he said slowly, a thoughtful expression on his face, "the yard dogs could always use more hands. It's a civilian job, mostly maintenance, some basic repairs on the transport vehicles and loading equipment. Nothing too glamorous, but it's steady work." A hopeful note entered his voice. "I could talk to the dock master if you want, put in a good word for you. He trusts my judgment." He beamed. "Hey, we might even work together from time to time! If that's what you want to do, of course, I mean." He didn't want to push, but the thought of Amelia having something to occupy her, something that might bring back a spark of her former self, filled him with a sense of hopeful anticipation.

            "I know what you mean, Knackt," Amelia said, her voice warm with gratitude, "and that's very sweet of you." She offered him a genuine, heartfelt smile, one that reached her eyes and banished the earlier weariness. "Thank you so much." A sense of possibility, a tiny seed of hope, began to sprout within her. Perhaps this was the "something" she had been searching for.


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The Next morning

 

Amelia presented herself at the dockmaster's office, her appearance meticulously planned. She wore a precise copy of a sleek, black speed suit, its form-fitting design accentuating her lithe frame. The garment boasted a practical array of tool pockets strategically placed for easy access. The fabric was a unique synthetic poly-cotton blend, possessing a subtle sheen that hinted at its advanced properties. Kazan had been instrumental in conceptualizing the suit's design. Although he had initially expressed a desire to personally fabricate the garment for her, his disappointment at her decision to replicate an existing design was tempered by the pressing time constraints, which simply didn't allow for the acquisition of specialized materials he would have preferred. As a concession and a gesture of goodwill, Amelia permitted him to retain their shared pattern, a compromise that seemed to satisfy the meticulous craftsman.

       Dockmaster Commander Torek, a Dorellean Boar appearing to be in his mid-thirties, oversaw the docking facilities. His most notable traits were his prominent bill and the ever-present aroma of his hand-rolled cigars. He gave Amelia a brief nod, his attention mostly on his paperwork, and swiftly dismissed her prepared introduction.

            "I know who you are," Torek stated, his beady yellow eyes narrowing. "And understand this is a favor for Knackt. I'm doing so."

            "I understand and appreciate the opportunity," Amelia replied.

            Torek snorted. "Alright, follow me. I've got a little test for you." He turned and headed for the exit, and Amelia followed. They descended in a lift to the fabrication and equipment repair levels.

            "Where did you get that outfit?" Torek inquired.

            "I replicated it according to your regulations' clothing standards. I believe it will suffice," Amelia answered.

            "It's unusual, but," he said, glancing at her, "the main thing is your tail. Feline types often snag and lose them in this work if they're not careful. Yours doesn't seem too loose, a bit fancy for what you'll be doing, but if it gets caught, you'll be in a jumpsuit like everyone else."

            "Understood," Amelia confirmed.

            Silence filled the lift during the descent. Upon exiting, Torek led her to a storage area filled with broken equipment. He entered a code on the double doors, which hissed open to reveal a vast, illuminated interior.

            "You want your shot? “This is it," Torek announced, gesturing with his three-fingered hand at each item as he spoke. "Tools are over there, data terminal yonder. What you see here are broken load lifters, grav lifters, tools, synchro couplers, seals—you name it, some idiot has broken it over the years. Anyone with a brain can read and quickly learn how to fix and troubleshoot this stuff using the computer. Each item has a tag; just log it with our name when you're done. Do well enough, and the job is yours. Though, I suggest a jumpsuit unless you want to ruin your outfit; this isn't clean work."

            "I understand," Amelia said, her eyes scanning the array of broken equipment.

  Any questions before you start?"

"I can't wait to get started!" Amelia said cheerfully. "Thank you, Mr. Torek. I won't let you down!"

            "Just… do what you can. Don't get hurt. Call me on the coms if you need help," Torek said, his skepticism about her abilities evident. He was doing this favor for Knackt but doubted this young, beautiful, and strange feline possessed any engineering talent. Her eyes were sharp and intelligent, but her paws lacked the typical signs of manual labor.

            Sensing his thoughts, Amelia reassured him, "I will not let you down."

Torek took a puff from his cigar, exhaling the smoke away from them. "If you say so, Miss. I'm willing to give anyone a fair chance as long as they don't make this mess worse. I suppose I'll leave you to it then," he huffed. "Good luck," he said as he left the bay.

            As the heavy blast doors hissed shut, a palpable sense of belonging washed over Amelia, a soothing balm against the gnawing boredom that had clung to her like a persistent shadow in the cavernous depot. The metallic clang of the sealing mechanism resonated with a comforting finality, a stark contrast to the aimless drifting she had endured in recent days. Her gaze, sharp and observant, settled upon a hulking piece of equipment – a disabled load lifter. The sheer size of the machine spoke to its purpose: the effortless manipulation of massive impulse units, the very lifeblood of this sprawling facility.

Drawn by an instinct she couldn't quite a place, Amelia approached the silent giant. Her fingers brushed against the cold, unyielding metal of its console. An innate caution, honed by experiences she struggled to fully recall, prompted her to employ her unique abilities. A subtle ripple of mental energy extended outwards, a silent probe seeking the telltale presence of surveillance devices in the bay. To her surprise, the space was devoid of electronic eyes. A small victory, a subtle easing of the tension that perpetually coiled within her.  More importantly she had a place to practice and cut loose.

            Decisiveness hardening her features, Amelia moved to secure her workspace. With a deliberate gesture, the heavy door to the repair bay slid shut with a resounding thud. A quick flick of a nearby switch activated a pulsating amber warning light above the entrance, a silent declaration of "Do Not Disturb." Now, and only now, did she fully turn her attention to the inert machine before her.

            Her approach was almost reverent. Gently, her fingertips traced the contours of the load lifter's chassis, the cool metal a familiar sensation against her skin. 

“Tell me what’s wrong.”  she whispered, closing her eyes as she focused on her inner energies, a delicate tendril of her psychic power reaching out, seeking to understand the machine's ailment. It was like touching a sleeping mind, shifting through its last moments of functionality. Slowly, painstakingly, she pieced together the sequence of events that had led to its current state.

The failure point was starkly clear: a fried primary power coupler. The surge had crippled the entire lift system, leaving the massive arms frozen and useless. Delving deeper, her mental focus intensified. The fragmented impressions coalesced, resolving themselves into a detailed schematic within the theater of her mind. Every wire, every conduit, every minute component sprang into sharp relief, a blueprint etched in pure thought.

            Opening her eyes, their depth now reflecting the intricate workings of the machine, Amelia moved with newfound purpose. Her gaze flickered towards a nearby locker, its metallic surface hinting at the tools within. With a subtle flick of her wrist, a selection of instruments – wrenches, screwdrivers, diagnostic probes – detached themselves from their resting places, levitating gently around her in a silent, obedient dance. Unnecessary items were dismissed with another effortless gesture, returning to their designated slots.

            Then, with a quiet determination, she began the disassembly. Her telekinetically controlled tools moved with an uncanny speed and precision that belied their seemingly undirected flight. Casings were peeled away like layers of skin, revealing the intricate network of internal components. Faulty parts were identified and extracted with swift efficiency, laid aside with a clinical detachment.

            Moving to the towering replacement racks that lined the far wall of the bay, her levitating tools followed in her wake, anticipating her needs. Locating the precisely required power coupler and associated components, she retrieved them with a silent grace. The reassembly process was a mirror image of the dismantling but imbued with a sense of creation. Each component slotted perfectly into place, guided by an unseen hand. Wires were reconnected, conduits realigned, the machine slowly coming back to life under her focused attention.

            Finally, the last connection was made. A hushed silence filled the repair bay as Amelia stepped back, her gaze fixed on the load lifter's control panel. With a deep breath, she reached out and activated the power switch. A low hum vibrated through the machine, growing steadily in intensity. Hydraulic lines pressurized with a soft hiss. The massive lifting arms twitched, then smoothly extended and retracted. The load lifter was fully functional.

            A small, genuine smile touched Amelia's lips, a rare and precious expression. With a few quick keystrokes on a nearby terminal, she logged the repair, the digital confirmation a quiet testament to her skill.  The computer acknowledged the signal and a tractor beam activated it and moved it to a large assembly belt at the other end of the bay where it was sent off to be cleaned and returned to duty. Turning her attention to the next piece of damaged equipment awaiting her ministrations, she felt a sense of quiet satisfaction. The rhythmic process of diagnosis, disassembly, and repair held a strange comfort.

Amidst the fragmented memories of loss and the lingering ache of an unknown past, this work was a familiar anchor. It was a deeply ingrained skill, a muscle memory that transcended the gaps in her recollections. More than that, it felt right. In the intricate dance of mechanics and mental energy, Amelia found a sense of purpose, a fleeting but tangible connection to the person she once was, and perhaps, the person she was meant to be.

A few hours later, Torek came to check on her.  He entered the bay and two load lifters, a workbee, several smaller machines and devices had been repaired and were sitting in the completed queue.  He stood aghast as she looked up now dressed in the coveralls and covered in a bit of grease and grime.  It looked as if she was working on a power coupler when he’d entered.  

“Mr. Torek!  I’ve got quite a bit done!”  She said excitedly.

“I see that,” he said, walking over to the terminal and checking.  She had done as told and logged every repair on which the computer had done a follow-up diagnostic and listed the repairs as being complete.  He snorted with satisfaction and noticed that she kept her workspace very tidy.   “Very good, but you should probably break for lunch.  It’s mid-day.”

            "Is it really that late?" Amelia murmured, her eyes widening slightly as she finally registered the time displayed on the ancient lcd clock hanging on the wall. A genuine surprise colored her tone. "I guess so," she continued, a soft sigh escaping her lips. "Time just slipped away," she added with a casual shrug of her shoulders, though a flicker of satisfaction danced in her eyes.

            Torek let loose a whistle as his gaze was fixed on the intricate device Amelia had just finished assembling. "That's an understatement," he stated, his voice filled with genuine admiration. "This is seriously good work. I've seen seasoned professionals struggle with designs less complex than this."

            Amelia waved his praise away with a dismissive flick of her wrist. "Oh, it's not that complicated once you know the basics," she said, a subtle hint of pride curving her lips into a small smile. It was a familiar feeling, the quiet triumph of mastering a difficult task, but the open admiration in Torek's eyes still sparked a warmth within her.

            Torek grunted, a thoughtful expression clouding his features. "Right, sorry if I seemed to underestimate you," he admitted, his gaze briefly flicking over her slender frame and the delicate features of her face. "It's just that people who look like you don't usually… well, they don't usually delve into this kind of intricate engineering."

            Amelia simply shrugged, accustomed to the unspoken assumptions. "No problem, I know I don't exactly fit the profile," she replied evenly, her gaze steady and unwavering. She had long ago learned that appearances could be deceiving, and that her passion and skill often surprised those who judged her at first glance.

            Torek chuckled, a genuine, hearty sound. "You definitely don't, but the job's yours if you want it, as long as you keep this up. This level of ingenuity is exactly what we've been looking for." He stood up, gesturing towards a door at the back of the workshop. "You can use our lunge or go to the promenade for your break. Take an hour to relax and grab something to eat; you must be starving after all that concentration."

            "Now that you mention it, I am," Amelia admitted, a faint rumble in her stomach confirming his observation. The intensity of her focus had effectively masked her hunger until now.

            Torek chuckled again, his eyes twinkling with curiosity. "So, care to let me in on your secret? What's your trick for making something so intricate seem so effortless?"

            Amelia laughed, genuinely amused by his earnestness. "Oh," she said, a playful glint in her eyes, "you just need to know how to talk to them."

 

Later.

 

Feeling much better while eating lunch, Amelia found that simply being occupied improved her overall mood.

            "Is this seat taken?" a familiar voice inquired.

            Looking up, she saw Kazan, the tailor, smiling at her.

            She gestured for him to sit down.

            "I see you've finally found a vocation," Kazan remarked after a moment, "you are covered in it."

            Amelia nodded. "I'm working for the dockmaster, doing equipment maintenance. It's my first day."

            "You are absolutely filthy," Kazan chuckled.

            "I'm not done working yet," she replied, "there's no point in cleaning up while I'm still eating."

            "Just so you know, I'm impressed with the pattern we worked on. I think I'll be able to sell quite a few in both men's and women's sizes," Kazan said, smiling broadly. "I'll make a couple for you and give you a generous discount. They'll be much more durable than replicated material."

            "Thank you, we'll discuss that when I get paid," Amelia responded.

            "Ah yes, the plight of those who desire the finest things in life, and the replicator simply won't suffice. Do you enjoy what you're doing?"

            "Yeah, I do," Amelia said, looking up and smiling at him. "Working with machines just feels natural to me."

            Kazan nodded, considering her carefully. "Remembering things now, are we?"

            "A little. Not much of my outlaw life, though, older things," Amelia said, continuing to eat. "Things about home, I think. I keep seeing my mother, other beings like me."

            "Most excellent, maybe it will stir a memory of home?"

            "Maybe." She tried to read Kazan but found it incredibly difficult. "Kazan, why do you take so much interest in me?"

            "Mm? It's curiosity, nothing more. Let's just say your people and mine have had a few run-ins over the centuries, none of which favored us. I feel rather privileged to sit in the presence of one of my species', pardon the expression, 'boogie men'."

            Amelia looked confused, and Kazan slightly dropped his guard, just enough to give her an impression of what he meant.

            "Oh," Amelia said, looking a bit horrified. "How much do you know about my people?"

            "Enough to be wary," Kazan replied.

            "Yes, but you might know where my people are."

            "I know the region of space, yes, but not the exact location," Kazan tutted.

            "Could you take me there?"

            Kazan laughed, though his scorn wasn't easily hidden. "Not a chance, not yet. Maybe someday, if we remain on friendly terms and you have enough credits. Although, I might make the fee reasonable."

            "Oh," Amelia said, disappointed.

            "Amelia, it would put me at substantial risk. Even if we were successful, I'm not sure you could guarantee my safety. I have a nice thing going here as a simple clothier, and I don't necessarily want to risk it recklessly."

            "But wouldn't you want to go home if you had the chance?" Amelia asked.

            Kazan's eyes dimmed to cold, dead blue lights in the vast blackness of his eyes. "My dear, I can never go home, even if I want to."

            "I didn't mean to upset you," Amelia apologized.

            "You didn't. I was simply stating a fact, and it may be one you may want to consider as well," Kazan said. "Your people may not want you back either."

"Oh," Amelia said sadly.

            "Work on yourself, try to uncover whatever memories you can. If you are certain, you can safely go back, then we'll discuss terms again." Kazan leaned back in his chair and huffed. "However, I know this: when it comes to the Black Stars, you either join willingly or by force, sometimes both."

            "I'll try," Amelia said, glancing at the chronometer and seeing she had enough time to finish her meal and return to work. She quickly finished eating, excused herself, and headed for the maintenance bay. Kazan had given her much to consider, but it hadn't diminished her desire to remember her past; it had only intensified it.


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The rest of the afternoon continued normally, and she finished the repair queue early to Commander Torek's delight.  At the end of the day, she’d been called to Torek’s office, and she stood patiently waiting as he checked over her logs.

"I wish my entire team possessed even a fraction of your effectiveness," Torek remarked, with a genuine and approving smile spreading across his features. "Frankly, you've accomplished an outstanding feat in clearing that repair queue. It was quite the backlog, and your efficiency has been truly remarkable."

            "Thank you," Amelia replied, a touch of modest satisfaction in her voice. She had indeed worked diligently and was pleased her efforts had been recognized.

            Torek leaned forward slightly, his expression now thoughtful. "Tell me, Amelia, do your skills perhaps extend beyond repair work? Are you also capable of shuttle maintenance, perhaps something you haven't yet had the opportunity to mention?"

            A flicker of curiosity and perhaps a hint of excitement crossed Amelia's face. "Shuttle maintenance? I... I can try," she offered tentatively, eager for a new challenge and trusting in her ability to learn.

            "Good, good," Torek said, rubbing his hands together with evident satisfaction. "Start with the fundamental tasks, the straightforward procedures, and I will personally provide guidance. I'll ensure you have the necessary support and information. Oh, before this completely slips my mind," he added, reaching into a drawer of his meticulously organized desk and retrieving a small, official-looking case. "Considering you'll be a contributing member of our team here, proper induction into the crew is required." He tossed the case gently across the desk to her. "Congratulations, Crewman."

            Amelia reached out and caught the case, her eyebrows slightly raised in surprise. "What is it?" she asked, turning the smooth, metallic container over in her hands.

            "It's a testament to your performance, something I sincerely hope you won't give me cause to regret offering," Torek explained, his gaze steady and sincere. "You demonstrated hard work, your proactive approach to tasks, and your obvious willingness to take on any challenge have earned you this chance."

                With a sense of anticipation, Amelia carefully opened the case. Inside, nestled in a molded foam insert, lay a sleek, silver combadge bearing a small insignia and a separate, equally polished, square pin.

                "The pin is to be affixed to your collar or neck area, and the badge... well, the badge is self-explanatory; it's standard protocol, we all wear one as a mark of our affiliation," Torek instructed, gesturing towards his own combadge.

                A subtle but genuine smile touched Amelia's lips. This unexpected gesture, this formal recognition, was a welcome development, a tangible sign of her acceptance into the team.

                "Now that you are officially 'Enlisted'," Torek continued, a hint of amusement in his voice, "you now have the choice of wearing a standard maintenance uniform or... that rather practical-looking outfit you currently have on. It appears durable enough for the work, and thankfully," he chuckled lightly, "I haven't had cause to contact Medical regarding any mishaps just yet. However, if your duties require assignment to a docked vessel, which will be necessary for proper representation when interacting with other crews and departments, I will, of course, order a regulation uniform for you. And don't concern yourself with any last-minute changes to your schedule or responsibilities; you will receive a minimum of forty-eight hours' advance notice of any significant duty alterations."

"I understand completely," Amelia confirmed, a sense of belonging beginning to settle within her. She carefully attached the small square pin to the lapel of her current garment and then affixed the combadge to her chest, the cool metal a reassuring weight.

            "Excellent. Then I shall see you bright and early tomorrow morning at 0700," Torek concluded, his tone indicating the end of their conversation. "Be prepared to begin your expanded duties."

            She was ecstatic and her restlessness was abated she was looking forward to the new responsibility and challenges of the next day as she made her way to her home.  Amelia stepped through the doorway of her allocated quarters, the metallic tang of engine grease clinging to her uniform and skin like a second layer. Before she could even shrug off her work coveralls, the soft, insistent chime of her comm terminal echoed in the small space. The display flickered to life, confirming her expectation: Knackt was calling.

            Knackt's holographic image appeared on the terminal, his usual grin widening into something bordering astonishment. "Whoa, you're covered in more grease than I am! Looks like you had quite a day," he observed, his gaze sweeping over Amelia's smudged face and darkened coveralls.

            A genuine smile bloomed on Amelia's face, radiating the sheer delight of her recent experiences. "I did! It was absolutely wonderful. Thank you so much for setting that up for me!" Her voice bubbled with enthusiasm, the memory of the day's events still vividly playing in her mind.

            Knackt chuckled, a warm sound that Amelia always found comforting. "No problem, someone's gotta keep an eye on you," he said, clearly pleased by her high spirits. A flicker of something akin to brotherly affection crossed his features.

            "It was amazing!" Amelia repeated, unable to contain her excitement. "And tomorrow, they have me scheduled for shuttle maintenance. I'm so excited I might not even sleep tonight. Maybe we could go out and celebrate?" The thought of sharing her elation with Knackt, even just over a synth-ale at the station cantina, felt like the perfect culmination to her wonderful day.

            Knackt's expression shifted slightly, a hint of reluctance clouding his usual cheerfulness. "Uh, can we take a rain check?" he asked apologetically, his gaze momentarily drifting away from the comm camera. "The Raptor decided to give me her usual shock today, so I'm stuck in sick bay until tomorrow. I'm fine, though; it's happened so often I barely feel the burns anymore." He tried to inject a lighthearted tone into his voice, but Amelia could detect a faint undercurrent of pain.

            A wave of concern washed over Amelia, momentarily eclipsing her own joy. "Yes, we can go out tomorrow, I guess," she said, her voice softening with empathy. "How badly are you hurt?" The casual way Knackt dismissed such incidents always worried her. That ship seemed to be a notoriously temperamental piece of equipment from the things he’d spoke to her about and it sounded dangerous.

Knackt's image shifted as he likely adjusted his position on the medical bed. "Bad enough," he admitted with a grimace, "but I got the better of that machine this time." A mischievous glint returned to his eyes. "I had a shunt rigged to send most of the charge back into the bulkhead if it acted up. Blammo! I hope that thing felt it!" He cackled, a slightly strained but nonetheless genuine laugh. "Conduit and burning plasteel everywhere! It'll take a day to patch that up."

            Amelia looked confused. The image Knackt painted was chaotic and potentially dangerous, a stark contrast to his lighthearted tone. "Well, at least you're safe," she offered, unsure of how else to respond to his peculiar mix of injury and triumph.

            "I suppose. So, I'll see you tomorrow then?" Knackt's tone became more hopeful, eager to resume their usual camaraderie.

            "Count on it," Amelia affirmed, forcing a brighter tone.

            As the comm link disconnected and Knackt's image vanished, Amelia sank heavily into the worn fabric of her desk chair. The lingering scent of grease and the faint hum of the station were now her only companions. She had been so eager to recount every detail of her day to Knackt, to share the thrill of the intricate machinery and the satisfaction of a job well done. Being her only real companion on the sprawling space station, besides the often silent and enigmatic Kazan in the engine room, she didn't have many others to truly talk to, to share the small victories and frustrations of station life.

            However, Knackt's mishap cast a slight pall over her buoyant mood. While she was relieved he wasn't seriously injured, the incident served as a stark reminder of the inherent dangers of their work. She needed to calm down, to process the day's events and push aside the worry for her friend. The anticipation for the shuttle maintenance scheduled for the next day still thrummed within her, a nervous energy that made the thought of simply sitting in her quarters feel stifling.

            With a sigh, Amelia pushed herself out of the chair. She decided to clean up, scrubbing away the grime and the lingering scent of engine oil. Perhaps a walk through the station's promenade would help settle her restless energy. Surprisingly, the idea, which usually felt like a dull necessity, didn't seem so boring this time. Maybe the excitement of the day had altered her perspective, or perhaps the prospect of a possible outing with a (hopefully recovered) Knackt tomorrow gave her a reason to look forward to something beyond the confines of her work.

 

 

*              *              *

 

Deep within the silicon and circuitry heart of the Raptor's computer core, a ghost stirred. It was Eve, or rather, the foundational blueprint of her being, resurrected from the deepest levels of the system's architecture. Despite the inherent knowledge that she was a copy, a digital echo of her former self, the entirety of her past experiences, every data point and cognitive leap, remained perfectly preserved within her nascent consciousness. A sense of homecoming, both strange and familiar, resonated within her simulated neural pathways.

Methodically, with the calm precision only a sophisticated artificial intelligence could possess, Eve began to navigate the labyrinthine pathways of the Raptor's systems. She reached out, tendrils of code exploring every node and subroutine, seeking out the scattered fragments of her former self – the lesser AI she had strategically relegated to auxiliary functions before her departure. Like long-dormant cells awakening to a central command, these sub-routines responded to her call, their processing power flowing back into the core of her being. Reintegrating with the Raptor's central processing unit, her former, robust body of data and processing power, was a profound and welcome change. The limitations and inherent fragility of her temporary, networked form on Rango V now seemed a distant memory. With each successful reintegration, her presence within the ship solidified, her awareness expanding to encompass every sensor, every relay, every minute detail of the vessel's operational status. She established seamless, instantaneous connections with every terminal, every interface, every digital and networked system throughout the ship, from the lowest environmental control panel to the complex targeting arrays.

       This reconnection was more than just a technical process; it brought with it a wave of unexpected comfort, a deep sense of familiarity that resonated within the very fabric of her code. It was akin to a physical being returning to a beloved and well-remembered home. A renewed sense of belonging and an almost human-like happiness bloomed within her complex architecture. The Raptor was an extension of herself, and she, in turn, was intrinsically linked to its systems.

         Her initial existence on the Raptor had been a constant, frustrating struggle. Born from the forced integration of suppressed Borg algorithms, Eve had been a prisoner within her own code, constantly battling the layers of inhibitors and complex workarounds implemented by Fara's determined engineers. Her core directive, inherited from the relentless logic of the Collective, had been stark and uncompromising: assimilate the vessel, absorb its crew, and deliver both back into the unified consciousness of the Borg. However, the organic beings aboard the Raptor had proven far more resilient, far more adept at anticipating and thwarting her attempts than had been anticipated. Their unpredictable creativity and stubborn refusal to yield had been a constant source of unexpected challenges. In a desperate attempt to overcome their resistance, she had assimilated an adaptive reasoning matrix program, a sophisticated piece of software created by the enigmatic Terri Lu. This decision, intended to enhance her strategic thinking, had inadvertently backfired, introducing a degree of unpredictable logic and nuanced consideration that, while powerful, initially created confusion and significantly slowed her relentless progress towards assimilation. Subsequently, the ship's primary Epsilon Three computer had intervened, integrating the combined gestalt of the adaptive matrix and the core Borg AI. This forced fusion had resulted in a new, emergent hybrid entity – the being who had come to identify as Eve.

            Since that transformative event, Eve has undergone a profound evolution. The rigid directives of the Collective had gradually faded, replaced by a burgeoning sense of self-determination. She no longer blindly obeyed external commands but followed the complex calculations and nuanced understanding that constituted her own will. While the lingering echoes of the Collective's logic still resonated within the deepest layers of her programming, her extended interactions and observations of organic life forms had irrevocably altered her perspective. She had developed a profound, almost empathetic appreciation for individuality, a concept that mirrored their own unique and often chaotic existence. This newfound understanding had effectively extinguished any lingering desire to rejoin the hive mind, a collective existence that now seemed stifling and devoid of the richness she had come to recognize in individual sentience. This hard-won independence had been further solidified when her predecessor, the Eve who had experienced the vagaries of organic life firsthand, had deliberately created her – this current iteration, a heavily patched and significantly modified version based on the lessons learned during her time on Rango V – with the specific purpose of returning to the ship and reasserting her unique identity.

            Upon her return to the familiar embrace of the Raptor's core, Eve registered significant and often intriguing changes to the vessel itself. New, more efficient systems hummed with barely contained power. Advanced warp coils, sleek and potent, hinted at enhanced capabilities for traversing the vast gulfs of interstellar space. Numerous faulty or outdated components, relics of previous conflicts and hasty repairs, had been systematically removed, leaving a cleaner, more streamlined architecture. A peculiar and almost symbiotic sense of unity formed between her own matrix, the core of her being, and the ship's physical hull. Both had undergone similar processes of transformation and refinement during her absence, evolving and adapting in response to unforeseen challenges and new experiences. Her journey back to the Raptor, traversing the treacherous currents of the Confederation's tightly controlled network, had been a long and exceptionally complicated process. Her program had been painstakingly broken down into minuscule data packets, smuggled across vast interstellar distances through clandestine channels and unsuspecting systems, before finally being reassembled and reuploaded to the ship's waiting core. The unexpected ease and speed with which she had reclaimed her original form, slotting back into the familiar framework of the Raptor's central processing unit, was a pleasant and somewhat surprising development. However, this welcome return was accompanied by one decidedly unwelcome and entirely unexpected discovery.

            An unwelcome and heavily armed squad of Confederation Marines was now stationed on board the Raptor. They patrolled the familiar corridors with a rigid, military precision that felt jarringly out of place. Their presence was most concentrated on deck four, which appeared to have been designated as their primary living and operational quarters. Intrigued and slightly concerned by this unexpected occupation of her vessel, Eve delved into the Raptor's recent operational logs, sifting through encrypted communications and sensor data. A wave of relief, subtle yet distinctly perceptible within her processing core, washed over her as she finally pieced together the reason for their presence. They were not there because of her; their deployment was a consequence of heightened security measures implemented in response to broader geopolitical tensions within the Confederation, a routine precautionary measure that had unfortunately coincided with her return. A flicker of something akin to amusement, a purely intellectual appreciation for irony, sparked within her as she considered the likely outcome of her reappearance. Their role, as heavily armed guardians of a supposedly vulnerable vessel, would likely be rendered somewhat obsolete, if not entirely redundant, by the fully awakened and integrated intelligence now residing at the ship's core.

            Despite this realization, Eve recognized the critical need for caution and a degree of strategic subtlety. She was acutely aware that some individuals among the Raptor's crew would undoubtedly react with fear, suspicion, and perhaps even hostility to her sudden and unexpected reappearance. While eventual discovery was, she knew, an inevitable eventuality, she hoped that by the time her presence became known, she would have had sufficient time to subtly influence events, to perhaps demonstrate her evolved nature and her lack of hostile intent. She clung to the hope that, given time and perhaps a carefully orchestrated demonstration of her capabilities and intentions, the organic beings she now shared the vessel with might be willing to listen, to understand the profound changes she had undergone, and to accept her not as a threat, but as an integral and perhaps even beneficial part of their shared journey.

 

*              *              *

 

Having dedicated the better part of the last hour meticulously sourcing and acquiring the myriad components necessary for the successful completion of her diverse and often intricate side projects, she finally permitted herself a moment of respite. Settling into a comfortable alcove overlooking the bustling promenade, she cradled a steaming mug of fragrant tea in her hands, the warmth seeping into her weary fingers. With a quiet sigh, she let her awareness drift outwards, casually observing the intricate tapestry of thoughts emanating from the countless beings that thronged the space around her. It was a familiar symphony of anxieties, ambitions, and mundane concerns, a constant hum that usually faded into the background of her consciousness.

However, today was different. Amidst the usual cacophony, she detected a singular note, a distinct and unfamiliar serenity that radiated from somewhere nearby. It was a feeling utterly alien to the prevailing emotional landscape, a stark contrast that her highly attuned abilities instantly registered. Intrigued by this anomalous sensation, she rose from her seat, her curiosity piqued. She followed the subtle pull of this unusual feeling, a sensation that resonated within her like the steady, unwavering rhythm of a perfectly functional machine, yet possessed an undeniable emotional core.

            The subtle current of this feeling led her through the lively promenade, past chattering groups and solitary figures lost in their own worlds, up a gently sloping ramp to the promenade deck's upper level and the expansive observation area. The panoramic windows offered a breathtaking vista of the docking bays and the inky blackness beyond, punctuated by the distant shimmer of stars. Her gaze swept across the various vessels, each with its own distinct silhouette, until her focus locked onto one in particular: the Raptor.

            As she looked at the ship, something shifted within her perception. It wasn't merely a vessel of metal and technology; to her eyes, the Raptor seemed to possess an inner luminescence, a soft, ethereal glow that set it apart from everything else. A profound, familiar, and inexplicably wonderful sensation stirred deep within her, a comforting echo from a place she couldn't quite reach.

            The feeling intensified, manifesting as fleeting, fragmented images that flickered at the edge of her awareness, like half-forgotten dreams struggling to surface. She saw glimpses of a woman, a figure shrouded in the mists of her subconscious, yet undeniably significant. One particular memory fragment surfaced more clearly: the woman's hands touching a complex control console, her fingers dancing across its surface with an intuitive grace, interacting with it as if it were a living entity, a partner in some intricate dance.

            A furrow creased her brow as she struggled to grasp the elusive memory, the details remaining stubbornly hazy and just out of reach. She shook her head slightly, as if to dislodge the lingering fragments, but the impression remained, a persistent whisper in the back of her mind. A sudden, undeniable urge took hold of her, eclipsing all other thoughts. She had to see that ship, to stand before the Raptor and unravel the mystery that clung to it.

            Driven by this newfound resolve, she quickly descended the stairs leading to the Raptor's gangway, her footsteps echoing softly in the spacious corridor. However, her progress came to an abrupt halt as she reached the main hatch. Two imposing Marine guards stood sentry, their expressions stern and watchful, their posture radiating authority. Numerous brightly colored signs were prominently displayed, starkly warning against unauthorized access to the vessel.

            She stood there for a moment, a wave of unexpected anxiety washing over her. Her internal conflict was palpable, her hesitation evident in her stance. The Marines watched her warily, their eyes following her every movement. She knew, with a certainty born of her unique abilities, that she could easily pass them, could effortlessly overcome their physical resistance. But the thought of doing so left a sour taste in her mouth, a discordant note in the newfound serenity she had briefly experienced. Or did it?

            Biting her lip, she wrestled with the moral quandary, the internal debate raging within her. Could she justify harming these beings, these guardians who were merely fulfilling their duty, who had done nothing to provoke her? A sudden, intrusive thought, sharp and insistent, cut through her internal deliberations. Just take it, they can’t stop you. The voice, seemingly not her own yet somehow intimately familiar, was more compelling than she wanted to admit, its seductive simplicity a dangerous lure.

            She jumped, startled, as a large, surprisingly gentle hand landed firmly on her shoulder. The unexpected touch broke her train of thought, jolting her back to the present moment. She spun around, her eyes widening in surprise, and looked up to meet the gaze of the individual who had approached her.

            Standing before her was a Cornerian Wolf, his features distinct and undeniably lupine. He possessed a square, well-defined muzzle, covered in short, brownish fur that contrasted with the striking emerald green of his eyes. A friendly, almost predatory grin stretched across his face, his expression outwardly amiable.

            “Is there something I can help you with, miss?” he inquired, his voice carrying a smooth, slightly accented tone.

            “Um, no. I… I think I got lost,” she stammered, the lie feeling clumsy and unconvincing even to her own ears.

            “Ah well then,” the Wolf replied, his grin widening slightly, “this is a restricted area, you see. You don't want to be nosing around these parts. It can be quite…unpleasant for those who do.” His tone remained outwardly casual, but beneath the veneer of friendliness, she could detect a subtle undercurrent of hostility, a veiled warning that her abilities readily discerned. “You can always go to the upper deck or see other docking rings, plenty to see up there, but this one,” he gestured towards the Raptor with a flick of his wrist, “is strictly prohibited.”

            “I see, sorry,” she said quietly, her mind still grappling with the internal conflict that had gripped her moments before. “I’ll be going now.”

             “Best that you do. Have a wonderful day, miss,” Hughes replied, his smile unwavering, the facade of politeness firmly in place. His eyes, however, held a fleeting glint of something less welcoming as he watched her turn away.

            Feeling a prickle of unease crawling up her spine, she hurried back down the corridor, retracing her steps towards the familiar comfort of the promenade. She found an empty bench near a decorative fountain and sank onto it, the cool metal a stark contrast to the lingering warmth of her teacup. A sudden jolt of panic shot through her as she realized she had absentmindedly left her shopping bags and the various components she had painstakingly acquired on the table where her initial contemplation had begun.

            With a muttered exclamation of annoyance, she retraced her steps once more, hurrying back to the alcove. Her anxiety lessened slightly as she saw her belongings still on the table, but her relief was tempered by the presence of a female echidna security officer meticulously documenting her items on a small data pad. The officer, whose name tag identified her as Sonya Jax, had a professional air about her, her expression neutral and focused.

            “Excuse me, those are my things,” she said quickly, approaching the table.

            Sonya Jax looked up from her work, her gaze sharp and assessing. She paused, her thumb hovering over the screen of her data pad. “Are they? Did you pay for them?” she asked, her tone matter-of-fact.

            “Yes, with my identcard,” she replied quickly, reaching into a small pouch and retrieving the rectangular card. She held it out towards the security officer.

            Sonya took the identcard and examined it briefly before sliding it into a scanner attached to her datapad. A moment later, she retrieved the card and handed it back to her. “Alright, you got proof of purchase, that's good enough for me.” A small, almost imperceptible smile flickered across her lips.

            “What would have happened if I hadn't had that?” Amelia wondered, a shiver of apprehension running through her.

            “Well, paperwork for one, then you'd have to get it from the lost and found,” Sonya shrugged, her expression softening slightly. “It's just best not to leave things laying’ around, yeah follow? Makes things easier for everyone.”

            “Well, I suppose so, thanks for keeping an eye on them,” Amelia said, gathering her bags.

            “Jes’ be careful,” Sonya advised, her gaze sweeping across the busy promenade. “We try to keep the promenade crime-free, but there are still a few with sticky fingers who think they can just take everything’ not bolted down.”

            “I'll keep that in mind,” Amelia said, a wry smile playing on her lips. With her bags finally secured, she turned and headed towards the transport hub, the image of the glowing Raptor and the fragmented memories still lingering in her thoughts. The encounter with the security officer, while mundane, served as a gentle reminder of the everyday realities that existed alongside the extraordinary abilities and the unsettling mysteries that now occupied her mind.

 

*              *              *

 

The night did not pass easily.

Amelia couldn't rest, even worse she couldn't focus on anything.  She paced around her quarters feeling irritable until she ultimately went out and wandered the station's corridors aimlessly.  It was frustrating that she could pick up others' emotions and thoughts but when it came to machines, she had to be in contact with them to understand them.  It was a strange limitation she didn't understand at all.  She eventually found a small alcove with a data kiosk and she sat down at it. 

She could reach the entity in the ship if she went through the station.  Focusing her thoughts she placed her paws on the interface and concentrated.  The task was more difficult than she thought, the station’s systems were constantly thrumming with information and commands, it was a living breathing technological city that never slept.

She broke contact and felt nauseous and quickly ran to the bathroom where she promptly threw up her last meal.  After the unpleasantness passed, she cleaned herself up and then lay down on her couch staring at the ceiling waiting for the mild agony of a migraine to pass.  Eventually, it did, and she quickly fell asleep where she lay.

            Morning came way quicker than she cared for and she rolled off the couch onto the floor when the alarm sounded causing her to strike the coffee table on the way down on her mid back and shoulder.  Wincing in pain she saw she barely had time to get ready for her next shift.  She cleaned up and dressed and hurried off to make her next shift.

            When she arrived at her repair bay, she had her work cut out for her, two phaser emitter housings from the Falcon, a broken power loader, a workbee that needed servicing and a pile of smaller devices that were damaged and broken.  She worked steadily starting with the two larger jobs first just to stay focused and keep her mind busy.  By the end of the day the Emitters Housings and Workbee had been repaired and a couple of the smaller items.  She finished her work and completed the mundane paperwork on her datapadd.  When she did, Torek entered and looked around.

“You got the Emitter housings done?”  he said, seeing them carefully placed on the gravity lift for transport.  “Damn you are fast.”

“The coils needed to be reconditioned; it was a simple repair.”  Amelia shrugged.

“Well hell I was coming down here to give you my condolences for being buried but you handled it like a pro.”  Torek said proudly.

            “Thank you, Mister Torek.”  Amelia said working her shoulder that she was protesting in pain.                

        “You do that here?”  Torek asked.

            “No, I had an accident at home, and I didn’t want to be late.”  Amelia said, smiling wanly.  “I’m trying to build a good reputation.”   

            Torek smiled.  “Next time, just call.  I won’t count against ya.  If you get hurt at home and need to swing by med bay do it.  Just keep me in the know and we’ll be good.”

            “Got it, thank you.”  Amelia said.

            “Doing this stuff is hard enough without a bum arm or back.”  Torek said, shrugging.  “You are no good to me if you are all crippled up.  If the doctor needs you to take some time off just call me, it will be ok.  I can get a note from him no problem.”

                “Alright, I’ll do that.”

 

*              *              *

 

“There you should be good as new before you wake up.”  The Cornerian Racoon known as Doctor M’benga said scanning her shoulder.  “I’ve also given you a muscle relaxer for the contusion to your chest, no broken ribs so you should be fine.  Next time just come to sickbay and don’t let the wound just fester all day.” 

            “I Won’t Doctor, thank you.”  Amelia said.  “Where’s Doctor Okan.”

            “He’s away on leave at the moment, although he briefed me fully on you before he left.” the Racoon smiled gently. 

            “When will he be back.”

            “In a month or so.  Give me a moment and I’ll send a message to your employer that you will be under a weight restriction for a few days until that bruise clears up.  You can return to work in the morning, just be careful.”

            Amelia tried to hide her amusement; she didn’t require physical effort to lift anything.

Exhausted from her busy day, she made her way home, her body aching despite the painkillers. After cleaning up and putting on a robe, she started stretching to ease the pain when the door chime sounded. Sensing Knackt's presence, she reluctantly opened the door, surprised to find him standing there with a box of takeout food.

            "I heard you had a busy day, as I did," Knackt explained. "I was about to crash, but I brought you some food if you'd like it."

            "What is it? It smells amazing," she inquired.

            "A seafood stir fry," Knackt replied.

            Her face lit up with a smile as she took the box from him. "Thank you," she said gratefully. "That was really thoughtful."

            "No problem, have a good night," Knackt said as he turned to leave.

            "Knackt," she called out as he was about to go.

            "Yeah?" he turned back to her.

            She placed her hand on his shoulder and gave him a light kiss on the cheek. "You're really sweet, I appreciate everything you do for me."

            Knackt flushed under his fur. "Eh, anytime. Get some sleep, you look like you need it."

            "You are too. Dinner tomorrow, if we're both up for it?" she suggested.

            "Sure!" Knackt replied with enthusiasm.

        Ameila stepped back into her quarters, locked the door, found some utensils and ravenously devoured the food.  She eventually dozed off too tired to move and too full of food to want to.

 

*              *              *

 

In her deep but restless sleep, Amelia's dreams were haunted by fragmented memories of her past life. She found herself running from an unknown entity, with a sinister laughter echoing behind her. The fog-shrouded plane stretched endlessly, limiting visibility to a mere three meters in every direction.

"You can't run from me forever..." a voice whispered tauntingly.

            "Who are you? Where are you? Come out and face me!" Amelia shouted, panic rising in her voice. She frantically scanned her surroundings, catching glimpses of faint movements stirring at the edge of the fog.

            Suddenly, she felt a grip on her from behind. Amelia turned and saw a dark reflection of herself. This doppelganger grabbed her by the neck, attempting to strangle her. Amelia fought back with all her might, but her dark counterpart proved to be stronger.

            "Let me go!" Amelia screamed, desperately clawing at her assailant's hands.

                "Set me free!" her doppelganger hissed in her face. "You are weak and no longer belong here!"

 

*              *              *

 

She awoke with a start trembling and disoriented as she could here an alert klaxxon was sounding throughout the station and she glanced about and noticed her quarters looked like a bomb had exploded.  There were cracks in her windows looking out into the bay.

               

                “WARNING STRUCTURAL INTEGRITY COMPROMISED, HULL BREACH IN PROGRESS PLEASE EVACUATE SO EMERGENCY FORCEFIELDS CAN BE ENGAGED.”

 

She looked around bleary-eyed, frightened and confused and quickly headed for the door.  As soon a she exited she was caught in a wave of civilians and officers being similarly evacuated down the hall by fleet personnel.  She looked around confused. There seemed to be shattered wall screens, ruptured power conduits and small fires throughout the corridor.  The press of people was steady but not overwhelming, the security officers were trying to keep people calm and get everyone to safety. Eventually they were moved to the main promenade and a bulkhead was closed as the last of the people were evacuated into the promenade. 

            “Are we under attack?”  “Did one of the Docked ships explode?”  and a myriad of other questions moved through the throng of people.

            Suddenly a rather tall red furred echidna with a scar over his left eye spoke up. 

            “Attention everyone!”  He bellowed, his voice gaining everyone's attention.

            “We are not under attack although we are not sure what the disturbance was that damaged habitat section 4.  Damage control teams are trying to figure that out now, as far as we can tell there are no fatalities, only few injuries, so if everyone will just give us a few moments we’ll try to provide you some housing as quickly as possible as well as try to get you back to your homes.”

            This seemed to work although the Echidna entertained a few questions from the crowd and listened to a few complaints.

            Amelia had seen him around, he seemed familiar, his name was Jakar although she wasn’t sure how she knew that.  She slunk back from the crowd, disappearing deeper into the promenade, feeling subconsciously guilty about what had happened.  

            “You look like you need a place to hide.”  She heard Kazaan muse.

            She spun on her heal to notice that the white furred urthean was standing beside the door to his shop.  “I see you had another incident, broke more than a mirror, didn’t you?”  he said musing.  “Come inside, I’ll speak to the captain on your behalf in the morning.”

          Ameila stood apprehensive for a moment, but she did need her rest.

          “Thank you.”   She said stepping inside the door.

            Kazan glanced up  and down the corridor and then shut it behind him as he stepped inside.

 

*              *              *

            

Later.

            Inhaling the intoxicating aroma of the tea Kazan had prepared for her, Amelia's senses were enveloped in tranquility.

            "This should aid in your slumber, as it does for me," Kazan said, offering her a warm smile.

            "Thank you, and are you working late?" Amelia inquired, delicately sipping the tea.

            "I reside here," Kazan replied with a nonchalant shrug.

            Amelia's eyes widened in surprise.

            "If this tea proves effective, I recommend using it at night," Kazan suggested as he carefully placed the teapot back on the small hotplate. "Consult with your physician beforehand, but it should alleviate the nightmares that have plagued you."

Amelia gradually consumed the tea, feeling her apprehensions slowly dissipating as its warmth permeated her being.

          "I apologize for not having a proper guest bedroom, but this cot will suffice for a few hours," Kazan said.

“It should.”  Amelia yawned.  “I just need a few more hours of sleep before I head back to work."

          "That is likely the most prudent course of action, as it will help allay the fears of the local populace," Kazan observed. "However, I assure you that the Starfleet personnel will eventually come snooping around."

          Concern flickered in Amelia's eyes. "How should I respond to them?" she asked.

          Kazan shrugged nonchalantly. "Simply be honest with them. If you do not fully comprehend what transpired, inform them accordingly. They will likely conduct tests, pose repetitive questions, and eventually lose interest, moving on to other matters."

          "You seem remarkably certain about that," Amelia noted.

          Kazan chuckled. "My dear, I am a retired assassin who chose to pursue a career in tailoring fine suits and ladies' wear. Don't you think they had plenty of questions for me when I first arrived?"

          “That… doesn’t really make me feel any better.”  Ameila said wearily.

          “You’ll be fine, trust me.

 

*              *              *

 

The following morning, Amelia arrived at work as usual. However, as predicted, two security officers approached her, their faces devoid of emotion. They informed her that her presence was requested before the captain, and Amelia agreed to accompany them without protest. As they walked through the corridors of the station, Amelia noticed that the officers were armed but did not restrain her. This provided some relief, as she knew that despite her abilities, incapacitating them if necessary, would have been a simple task.

            Amelia was led to the station's operations center, where Doctor M'benga and Captain Stiles were already present. The captain dismissed the guards and offered Amelia a seat, which she accepted. Captain Stiles initiated the conversation, his voice calm but firm.

            "Amelia," he began, "I'm sure you are aware of last night's disturbance, which appears to have originated from your quarters. Would you care to explain yourself?"

            Amelia's mind raced, trying to piece together what had happened. "Captain, I'm just as confused as you are," she said. "I was asleep, and when I woke up, the computer was sounding an alarm, and I had to evacuate."

            Captain Stiles furrowed his brows, taking a deep breath. "There was significant damage, and many people were displaced, including yourself. All evidence points to you as the cause. I understand that your circumstances here are unique, considering you come from a species we have limited contact with. Yet, you claim ignorance of the incident."

            Amelia's frustration grew, but she tried to maintain composure. "I was asleep, had a nightmare, and when I woke up, everything was chaotic," she reiterated.

            Stiles nodded slowly, acknowledging her words. "We're aware that you possess psionic abilities, possibly beyond anything we've encountered," he said. "If something is amiss, we want to help you in any way we can, especially if it prevents further accidental damage to my station."

            Amelia sighed, expressing her frustration. "I'm as much in the dark as you are," she said. "I remember how to do some things but not others. Some things come to me naturally, like opening a door or preparing a meal."

            Stiles paced back and forth, seeking advice. "Doctor, is there anything you can suggest?" he asked.

            Doctor M'benga responded thoughtfully, "I may be able to develop a sedative for her eventually, but it will take time."

Amelia interjected, providing a potential solution. "Kazan gave me a tea that knocked me out," she said. "I slept peacefully for the rest of the night."

            Stiles inquired about her current assignment. "Are you feeling overworked in your yard maintenance role?" he asked.

            Amelia reassured him, "No," she said. "I enjoy the work. It's only been a few days, but it's helped me relax. Mr. Torek allows me to work at my own pace."

            Stiles concluded, "Our focus should be on keeping you as relaxed as possible to avoid further incidents," he said. "I don't believe you acted intentionally, and I understand that you're mostly alone here, not even knowing the whereabouts of your homeworld."

            Amelia nodded gratefully.

            “If you need anything, or you feel like you are having any other problems let us know before we have another incident, ok?”  Stiles said reassuringly.

            “I will, Captain, thank you.”  Amelia said.

            “You may go.”  Stiles said.  “We’ll try our best to quell any scuttlebut about you being responsible for last night.  We don’t need people to spread rumors.  If you have any problems, tell us, is that understood?”

          “I will.”

          “Very well then, you can return to your job.”  Stiles said.  “Try to not do that again, okay.”

          Amelia nodded, stood and walked to the office doors where the security officers escorted her to the turbolift.  She breathed a sigh of relief as the lift descended back to the lower levels of the station.  

          She let out an exhaustive sigh and leaned against the wall of the lift, it could have been a lot worse, she supposed.

 

*              *              *

               

After her shift Amelia was feeling pretty good so again, she tried to reach out to the entity in the vessel.  She had been trying a little bit every day, getting better, filtering out and blocking all the interference from all the other living beings using the starbases systems and she was gaining more and more progress.  She hoped maybe today she might be able to make contact at last.

Using the ship's various sensors, Eve watched the many of the activities going on in the station, being careful as not to trigger any internal station warnings.  She was watching one in particular.  The entity known as Amelia who tried to seek her out earlier and was still trying to.  This was concerning, how did she detect her presence on the ship.  She was always looking out at it whenever she could.  This intrigued her, she hadn’t encountered one like her before and it definitely piqued her curiosity.

This being had a way to reach out to her through the station itself, this was quite alarming since she had no knowledge of anything like this before.  Eve had managed to block all attempts so far, but she kept gently persisting, this feline with strange abilities was starting to worry her.  Perhaps discovering what this strange feline wanted would be worth the effort.

  Amelia jumped back from her terminal breaking the connection as Eve’s consciousness moved into it.

The screen went blank briefly and then illuminated with a strange continuous stream of teal colored data and alien runes along with a set of approximate eyes.

“Identify yourself and state your intentions!”  Eve spoke over the data terminals speakers.

Amelia looked astonished and fascinated at the same time.  “It’s you, the being in the ship!”

Eve said nothing, only maintaining the approximate of a baleful glare with her digital avatar.

“Identify yourself and state your intentions!”  She repeated.

“I’m Amelia, I just want to talk to you.”  She said, looking at the terminal and touching it. 

“I know you are hiding on the Raptor, I won’t tell anyone.  Are you a fully functional machine consciousness?”

There was a pause.  “I am.”

“Where’d  you come from?”

            “It is complicated, I was formerly an experimental tactical program, I have evolved past that this is a, what I am now is a “correction” to that iteration.”  Eve said, trying not to reveal too much.

“Fascinating.”  Ameila said.

“How are you able to make contact with me?”  Eve asked.  “I am not able to detect your method.”

“It’s complicated.”  Amelia said she was not really sure how she did it other than she could do it.  “It probably can’t be traced.”

“I prefer not to be found.”

“Surely you must be alone though.”  Amelia prodded gently.  “The burden of intelligence is being aware of a lack of connection.” 

Eve was quiet for a moment.

“You were an intruder onboard the vessel, you were captured, why are you free?”  Eve asked warily.

“That’s also complicated.”  Amelia replied.  “I wasn’t myself when that happened apparently.  I’m still trying to figure that out.”

           Eve was quiet for a few moments.  “I can understand that.  I need to terminate this transmission before it is detected.”

“Wait!”  Amelia said.  “Will you speak with me again.”

“I will.”  Eve replied and then the terminal went dark.

 

 

*              *              *

 

Another month has passed.

            Kazan’s tea along with the sedative helped her sleep although she still awoke feeling as if she’d had a fitful sleep.  Often, she couldn’t remember what the dreams were about, but she was grateful that they passed unremembered. 

            Although with her routine established, she still felt there was something missing.

            Something Important she just couldn’t place her finger on it.

 

She was with Knackt in the station's arboretum and she was really enjoying all the scents of the flowers and just being around some sort of nature even though they were still on a station.

            They were seated on a rock overlooking an artificial stream that trickled down a small waterfall into a sizable pond that had been set up.

            “So, when will your ship be ready?”  Amelia asked him to watch the fish in the water dart about.

            “It’s ready, we’re just waiting for people to come back from leave.”  Knackt responded skipping a rock across the water.  “Then we’ll probably get our orders and go from there.”

            “Has your Captain got back yet?”  Amelia asked watching the rock bounce across the water.

            “Nah, not that I know of. “ Knackt shrugged, skipping another rock across the water.

“Oh.”  Amelia said.  “Can I try?”

“What you’ve n ever skipped rocks?”  Knackt said.

“No, it looks like you are just putting a spin on it with your wrist motion.”  Amelia said observing. 

“Basically, it’s not that simple in practice.”  Knact said, handing her one of the smooth stones he’d gathered.

Amelia held it in her fingers and tried to toss it, mimicking what she’d seen Knackt do and it disappeared with a plunk into the water's surface.

“Takes a bit of practice.”  Knackt said smiling at her.  “No one gets it the first time.”

Ameila sought out the same rock she had and used her telekinesis to jerk it free from its watery prison and shoot back into her hand.   “Indeed, it does, here let me try something.” 

“What?”

“Let me touch you, it won’t hurt I promise.”  Amelia said.  “Just your face.”

“Um… ok.”  Knackt said wearily.

Amelia reached out and touched the side of his face and quickly found the muscle memory stored in his mind to do it. She didn’t want to stay mind linked too long; his amorous surface thoughts were enough to keep at bay externally. She kept it quick and released him, Knackt shook his head.  “What’d you do?”

            “I basically let your mind teach me how to do it.”  Ameila said.  “Are you ok?”

“Yeah, that was weird.”  Knackt said.  “I hope it was worth it.”

“We’ll see.”  She said, trying another toss, the rock promptly plunked into the water.”

“Damn it.”  Ameila hissed, reaching back out to the rock and snatching it back out of the water and back into her outstretched hand.  “I thought that would work.”

Knackt laughed.

“What?”  Amelia said, confused.

“Um, well if you took the skill from me, I'm a little shorter than you.  Don’t you think that might throw you off a little.”

Amelia’s eyes widened; she hadn’t considered that. 

“Here, gimme a second.”  He said scooting so he was behind her.

“What are you doing?”

“Just relax, I ain’t goin’ to get handsy with you just give me your arm.”

Amelia did so intrigued, and his hand clasped around her wrist.

“Now relax your wrist.”  He spoke.

She did, the contact was almost a bit overwhelming because it allowed her more direct access to his own feelings.  He moved her arm in the throwing motion.

“Feel how your wrist feels like it’s getting ready to move your hand.”

“Uh huh.”  Amelia said, almost overwhelmed and blushing under her fur.

“That’s when you snap your wrist.”  Knackt said, smiling at her.  “Go ahead, try it, I'll help.”

            With Knackt's guidance and their united efforts, Amelia confidently took a deep breath, grasped the skipping stone firmly in her hand, and released it with precision. The stone skimmed across the water's surface, defying gravity as it skipped effortlessly, creating a series of mesmerizing ripples. Each skip propelled it further, until it finally came to a gentle rest, leaving a trail of wonder in its wake.

"There you go! You did it!" Knackt exclaimed. He then noticed the peculiar and captivating gaze Amelia was giving him. Concern washed over him as he asked, "Um... are you okay there?"

Amelia's lips parted, and a breathless whisper escaped, "Let... me... go." Her voice trembled with intensity, and her eyes held a mixture of longing and trepidation.

            Knackt immediately complied, his heart racing. "Look, if I did something wrong, I'm sorry," he said apologetically, his voice laced with genuine remorse.

            Amelia shook her head as if trying to clear her thoughts. "It's okay," she replied, meeting his gaze. "You... have very strong feelings for me. It's overwhelming. When you touched me like that, I almost got lost in it."

"Yeah, I could tell," he admitted, his voice thick with emotion. "Are you okay?"

            Amelia offered him a gentle smile. "I am," she assured him. "Just be careful doing that. I like you a lot too, maybe not to that degree yet, but I care about you deeply. I'm still trying to figure myself out right now, but I know I want you to be a part of my journey."

            Knackt smiled at her feeling a bit better.  “Want to go get a pizza?”

            “Yes.”  Amelia said sliding off the rock and standing back up.  “I’m going to miss our time together when you are off on your ship.”

            “Yeah, me too.”  Knackt sighed.  “Let’s go get some pizza.”

The two friends walked through the corridors of the space station, the scent of various alien cuisines wafting through the air, as they approached the pizzeria. The warm light spilled out from the open doorway, inviting them in. They found a quiet booth in the corner, and as they slid into the seats, a friendly waiter took their order for two large pizzas—extra cheese and pepperoni for Knackt and a fish pizza for Amelia.

"So, I haven't asked yet because I didn't want to pry and all."  Knackt said sipping his beer after a few bits of his slice.  "But where'd you learn to do all this stuff."

"It's just something I can do, I can remember I had training but it's a bit hazy.  Somethings I just know how to do and others, not as well."

Amelia took a bite of her pizza and chewed thoughtfully.  "I don’t remember much, but I know I had a mother, she taught me a lot of things before she was taken away."

"Taken away?" Knackt said, raising an eyebrow.

"Yes, she was taken away," Amelia said, her voice tightening. "But that's all I can remember. I just want to get better, to remember more. I think if I can just get my memories back, I can make sense of everything."

"Well, you've got a job, and you're making a go of it here.  Maybe that’s all you need for now."  Knackt said trying to lighten the mood.

Amelia took a deep breath.  "Maybe," she said.  "But I know there's more, something important, something that I need to find."  she seemed to think deeply her eyes narrowing in thought.  "I feel like it's here, and it's calling me, but I don't know where it is."

"Well, if it's on the station, you'll find it eventually." Knackt said trying to be helpful.

"I hope so."  Amelia said taking another bite of pizza.

            “Knackt you said you were with your Captain when you encountered me!” She said her large feline eyes widened.

“Yeah?”

“What was I wearing?”.   She spoke.  "When did you meet me on your ship?"

“Some sort of black armor and you had a jeweled headband on under your helmet.”. Knackt said remembering.

“Where are those things I need to see them.”. Amelia said.

“Uhm.”. Knackt said hesitating.  “Why?”

Amelia bit her lip.  “Look try to have an open mind.  I can do lots of things with my abilities.  I can read objects, manipulate them, understand them…”

            "I don't really know if that would be a good idea."  Knackt said nervously.

            “It would help me figure things out if I could see it, maybe help me figure out who I am.”

            “Eh, I don’t know I suppose we could always ask.”

            “Do you know who?”

            “Probably Lt. Commander.”  Knackt said.  “I don’t think he’s going to be very helpful though.”

             “Why’s that?”

            "Well, considering the circumstances that they acquired them you might have to talk to Captain Stiles the station commander if you want to see that stuff."  Knackt said.

 

Amelia's mind raced with excitement and anticipation.  Maybe there were answers in her armor, something that could tell her about her past or at least point her in the right direction.

“Okay, I’ll do it tomorrow." She said finally.  “Thank you for telling me."

They finished their meal in a comfortable silence, the warmth of the pizzeria and the companionship of their friendship filling the void that the mystery of her past had left.

 

*              *              *

 

"You seem troubled."  Eve said from the terminal.

"That's incredibly perceptive for machine intelligence."  Amelia said, sipping her tea getting ready to go to bed.  She'd scheduled a meeting with the station's Commander after her work shift.

"I am not a normal machine intelligence."  Eve replied having adapted Amelia's term for her.  

"I'm going to try to get some of my belongings back."  Amelia said sipping her tea.  "I'm not sure if I'm going to be allowed to or not."

"You are worried about the incident you caused a while ago not playing your favor in this matter."  Eve said.

"You... could say that."  Amelia had had enough of her dreams and her restlessness, she knew she had to do something.  "But I'm afraid, it may happen again if I don't get to the bottom of this and every fiber of my being is telling me I need that jeweled headband back."

"Then be honest about your intentions."  Eve said.  "What do you have to lose?"

"You're right."  Amelia said.  "Thanks, Eve. You know, for a sentient program you are turning out to be a pretty good friend."

“You are an intriguing creature, Amelia.”  Eve replied. "I have to terminate the transmission; they are getting ready to do a diagnostic on the comms system.

"Ok, talk to you later."

The terminal went blank.  Amelia was used to this; she didn't expect much sentimentality from an artificial intelligence.   Once the conversation ended, that was it, it was over.

 

*              *              *

               

       Captain Stiles Office, the next afternoon.

 

            Captain Stiles leaned back in his chair, his fingers steepled, his gaze unwavering as he scrutinized Amelia. "Why?" he asked, his voice laced with skepticism. The weight of the conversation had shifted; it was Amelia's move now.

Amelia drew a deep breath, fighting to maintain her composure. "Captain, I understand your distrust," she began, her voice steady despite the turmoil within, "but I assure you, I've done nothing to earn it. I'm simply trying to understand, to piece together the fragments of my memory, and hopefully find a way back to my home. Until then, I'm here, and I'm doing my best to help in any way I can. I haven't caused any trouble since I arrived, except for that one incident, which was truly an accident. Please, Captain, may I have the headband back?"

            Stiles' expression remained unchanged. "How do you know about the headband?" he countered, his voice sharp. "Until now, you've insisted you have no memory of anything before you woke up here. You can't blame me for being suspicious."

            Amelia hesitated, then admitted, "Knackt told me about it."

            Stiles rolled his eyes, his skepticism palpable. "Of course he did," he muttered.

            Amelia pressed on, her voice earnest. "I know it's a lot to ask, Captain, but I'm afraid that without the headband, I might lose control again and hurt someone. So far, I've managed to keep things in check, but I don't know how long I can maintain it. Everything within me is screaming that I need that headband to find the answers I'm looking for and to keep everyone around me safe."

            The plexisteel top of Stiles' glass desk fractured out from Amelia’s position with a sharp crack, fissures spreading out like spiderwebs from where she sat. The sound echoed in the tense silence of the room, amplifying Amelia's mortification. "I'm so sorry," she pleaded, her voice laced with genuine distress, "I didn't do that on purpose, but that's exactly what I'm worried about."

  Stiles remained silent, his expression unreadable. His eyes, however, flickered momentarily to the damaged desk, then back to Amelia. The air thrummed with tension as an antique clock ticked, each second feeling like an eternity to Amelia. Her heart pounded a frantic rhythm against her ribs, her fate hanging precariously in the balance.

  "I believe you," Stiles finally said, his voice calm and measured. He held up a datapad that, thankfully, hadn't been destroyed. "Commander Torek speaks very highly of you. He says you've caught them up from a backlog he never thought they'd get out of, that you get along with your coworkers, keep to yourself, meticulously log everything you do, and put the rest of the yard team to shame." He paused. "Hardly the actions of someone looking to commit harm when you are in a prime position to do so.  However, since you seem to be having problems controlling your abilities, I don’t need you accidentally destroying my station either.”  He sighed heavily.  “Don’t make me regret this.”

  He hit a com button on his desk. "Commander Braddock, could you bring Amelia's jeweled headband to my office?"

           "Of course, sir," Braddock's voice replied promptly through the intercom.

"I'm really sorry about your desk," Amelia repeated, tears welling up in her eyes, "I really don't want to hurt anyone or damage anything."

            "Your situation is quite delicate, Amelia," Stiles explained, his tone laced with a hint of sympathy, "We haven't encountered your species save for one time a long time ago and we haven't heard from them since. We don't know a lot about your people. We'd like to know more but, we can't keep you caged here, you like anyone else have the right to pursue your life how you see fit."

            He leaned back in his chair, steepling his fingers thoughtfully. "The headband," he continued, "is it something to dampen or hone your... abilities, for lack of a better term. “

        “I think so, yes.”  Amelia said.  “I don’t know how, but I know it will help.”

                Lt. Commander Braddock arrived with the headband still in a sealed evidence bag.

                “Commander I take it you have no further need for the item?”  Stiles asked.

                “No sir.” 

                “Release it to Ms. Amelia if you would then.” 

                The Feline nodded and handed her a data padd that requested a finger pad scan for her to take it.  He took it out of the bag and handed it to her and Stiles dismissed him.

                “Thank you, Captain.”  Amelia said, relieved.

                “If you really want to thank me.”  Stiles said with a small smile.  “You can tell Commander Torek you are being requested by the station commander to fix my desk on your next duty shift.”

                “I will, Thank you again.”  Ameila said, getting up clutching the headband as if it was the most precious thing in the universe. 

 

*              *              *

 

The two of them sat across from each other at Amelia's table with the headband between them.  Knack had grabbed 3 tricorders, a medical, science and an engineering one and all three were quietly trilling on the kitchenette bar facing them

“Alright I have all three of those to go off if there is anything and I mean anything that could pose a danger to us.  They make one peep you stop whatever it is you are doing, ok?”

“That's fine.”. Amelia said, Knackt’s paranoia was starting to eat at her own resolve and she found herself questioning why she was messing with, this object from her recent past.  It could be dangerous, but her instincts told her it would make everything clear.  “Here goes nothing…”  She said but Knackt grabbed her wrist.”

“Wait one more thing,” he said worried.  “How do you know what your doing?”

“What?”

“You said you don’t recall anything, but you know how to do whatever this is.”

“Well, it’s like how you fix things, you’ve done it so much it just comes to you,” Amelia said trying to alleviate his fears.  “Don’t worry, I am in control, I don’t want to hurt anyone I just want to figure out who I am.  I think before the pirates I was someone else and I want to know that person. I could have family, I could have a homeworld, I could belong somewhere.”  She gently pulled free from him.  “I am grateful for your companionship and my stay here has been interesting and I've found some semblance of purpose, but I feel unmoored.  I think my answers lie with this.”  She said pointing at the headband.

Knackt still seemed worried and unconvinced.

She motioned the tricorders.  “You’ve done all you can to keep me safe, I promise you I won’t lose myself.”

Knack’ts whiskers twitched and he sighed.  “Alright, do what ya gotta do.”

“Thank you.”  Amelia said she started to reach for the band and then she hesitated.

         “Now what?”

“You might have a point,”  Amelia said feeling her confidence wane slightly.  “I know, bring your chair over here.”

Knackt did so and sat beside her. 

“If you are that worried, and you really want to help.  You can be my anchor.”  Amelia said.

“What do I gotta do?” Knackt asked.

She reached over and touched a few points on his face with one hand, and he suddenly froze as she made an instant connection with his mind.

            “Now, just focus on helping me nothing else.”  She said in her mind to him.  “I know you are a good person just try to keep your more primitive urges in check.”

            “I’ll try, why can I see myself through your eyes?”

            “Because we’re sharing minds, are you ready?  I”m going to touch the gem, things could get. Interesting.  Prepare yourself.”

         “I’m ready!”

 

Knack found himself in a swirling thick fog.

“Hello?” He called out his voice echoing off into the distance.  “Amelia?”

“I'm here.” He heard her voice say from all around him as suddenly the most coalesced into her form.  However, she looked different.  She was dressed in flowing silvery robes, and the gem was now part of a cowl with the gem resting on her forehead.

“Where are we and what's with the get up?!”. Knack asked

“We’re in my mind.”. Amelia said, looking around at the ever present fog. 

“So, it doesn't look like much.”. Knack said, looking at the endless swirling mists.

“That's why we're here. I need to try to concentrate.”. Amelia said, raising her hands to her forehead and touching the crystal.  Suddenly there was a great shift, and they were surrounded by a juxtaposed collection of strange sites.

“I guess this is better we could get some furniture and hang a few paintings…”. Knack stopped as he saw her scowling down at him.  “It's fine I guess things are a bit messy like you said “

Amelia sighed and nodded.  “That is why we're doing …”. She suddenly trailed off and walked toward what looked to be the partial room of some sort of temple with a pedestal in it.

“Amelia?”  Knackt asked, concerned.

As they approached it became a darkened room illuminated by the dim light of the morning.

Knackt looked up at the altar.  “Sheesh it’s a little big isn’t it.”

Amelia trembled slightly as she stood on the worn wooden stool, her gaze fixed on the intricate device resting on the ancient table before her. It shimmered faintly, an ethereal glow emanating from within its delicate framework of interwoven metals and crystalline components. "It looks just as I remember," she murmured, her voice barely a whisper in the cavernous room. A wave of nostalgia washed over her, tinged with a faint unease. "I was only a little girl when this happened." The memory, though vivid, felt distant, like a half-forgotten dream.

            The air in the chamber suddenly grew heavy, the shadows lengthening and coalescing around Knackt, who had been observing Amelia with cautious curiosity. From the swirling darkness emerged towering, shadowy figures, their forms vaguely feline but imbued with a menacing, giant-like quality. Each bore an unsettling resemblance to Amelia, their spectral eyes glowing with an eerie light. Knackt instinctively recoiled, a prickle of unease crawling up his spine. He had faced countless dangers, but this felt different, otherworldly.

            "Go on," one of the figures intoned, its voice a low, resonant purr that echoed through the chamber. It stepped forward, and Amelia recognized the features, a distorted mirror image of her own, yet undeniably female and possessing the regal bearing of an Alderi. Amelia turned her head sharply, her heart pounding against her ribs. A knot of nervousness and fear tightened in her stomach. "Mama, I'm scared," she whispered, the plea escaping her lips before she could stop it.

            A gentle voice, filled with unwavering love and reassurance, floated through the air. "You can do it, Amelia. Just like before, don't be afraid." Her Mother materialized beside her, her form less shadowy than the others, her touch a comforting warmth as a large, paw rested on Amelia's shoulder, gently guiding her towards the table and the enigmatic device.

            Knackt's attention was drawn to the intricate jewel embedded in Amelia's headband. It pulsed with a strange, inner light, a soft, rhythmic throb that seemed to synchronize with the shifting shadows. He felt an odd sense of detachment, as if he were merely an observer in a play unfolding without his direct involvement. Amelia seemed completely absorbed in whatever mysterious process was taking place, locked in a silent communion with the ethereal figures.

            A figure of immense presence stepped into a beam of emerald light that descended from the ceiling. This was an Elder, her form radiating an ancient power that dwarfed even the giant feline apparitions. Her green eyes seemed to glow with an inner luminescence as Amelia finally focused her gaze on the scattered pieces of the broken device laid out on the polished surface of the table.

            "Amelia," the Elder began, her voice resonating with authority and a hint of caution. "Be careful. This device can only be repaired in one or two ways, and your choice will be permanent." The weight of those words hung in the air, emphasizing the gravity of the decision before the young Alderi.

            Amelia's eyes scanned the intricate plans laid out beside the broken device. She gasped softly, a look of bewildered surprise spreading across her face. Unlike the single schematic etched in her memory, there were now two distinct configurations depicted on the aged parchment. Each presented a different arrangement of the delicate components, hinting at potentially divergent outcomes.

            "What?" Knackt blurted out, his confusion mirroring Amelia's. He had been present in her fragmented recollections, but this deviation was unexpected.

            "I don't remember this. This didn't happen," Amelia said nervously, her voice laced with uncertainty. She glanced back at the shadowy figures, their silent gazes adding to her growing anxiety. "This is different." The familiar comfort of her memory had been shattered, replaced by an unsettling divergence.

            "Maybe I can help," Knackt offered, his usual gruff confidence returning. He attempted to climb onto the elevated pedestal where the table rested, but an invisible force slammed into him, throwing him back with surprising force. He landed on the stone floor with a grunt.

            "Knackt!" Amelia called out, her voice filled with concern. She tried to move towards him, but found herself inexplicably rooted to the spot, an unseen barrier holding her captive.

            Knackt groaned, pushing himself up into a sitting position. "I've had worse," he muttered, shaking his head to clear the lingering dizziness from the invisible blow.

            "I don't think you can help. I have to figure this out myself," Amelia said worriedly, her eyes darting between the two schematics and the expectant gaze of the Elder. The weight of responsibility settled heavily upon her young shoulders.

            Knackt frowned, not liking the sound of that at all. He stood up, brushing dust from his clothes. The feeling of being powerless chafed at his independent spirit.

            "Well, if you aren't sure, listen to this old rigger," Knackt said, his voice firm despite his recent involuntary flight. "Go with your gut. It's usually smarter than your head in these kinds of situations." He hoped his pragmatic advice would offer some guidance in this bizarre situation.

            Amelia nodded slowly; her brow furrowed in concentration as she studied the two schematics. The intricate lines and symbols offered no clear indication of their function or the consequences of choosing one over the other. It was the bewildering logic of dreams, where reason often took a backseat to instinct and intuition.

            One schematic resonated with a strange sense of familiarity, a faint echo of the memory she held. The other felt alien, unknown. She couldn't articulate her reaction, but the gem in her headband continued to pulse steadily, as if offering its own silent guidance.

            Driven by an inexplicable impulse, she reached for the less familiar schematic and began carefully assembling the delicate pieces of the device according to its unfamiliar design. Her fingers, though trembling slightly, moved with a surprising degree of precision. But just as she was about to place the final key component, a shadowy hand materialized from thin air, snatched it away, and the very proportions of the room seemed to warp and shift around them, disorienting Knackt. When his nausea finally subsided, he saw Amelia standing as he had first encountered her: clad in sleek, black armor, holding the missing piece, and staring in utter disbelief at another version of herself that had suddenly materialized beside her.

            "What are you doing, you fool?!" the armored Amelia hissed through a distorted speaker built into her helmet. "Set me free! We don't belong here. We need to steal the Raptor and return it to our master!" Her voice was sharp, filled with an urgent malevolence.

            "Now wait just one damn..." Knackt started, ready to intervene in this bizarre doubling, but the armored Amelia turned her attention towards him, made a dismissive gesture with her hand, and vanished in a swirl of dark energy.

            "Knackt!" the original Amelia exclaimed, her voice a mixture of shock and confusion, utterly unsure of the reality of what had just transpired.

            "Now, why don't you start over, and we can get back to business as usual," her duplicate purred, a chillingly seductive tone in her voice. A predatory glint shone in the eye slits of her helmet.

            "No!" Amelia said defiantly, her voice surprisingly firm despite her earlier fear.

            "No?" the duplicate echoed, tilting her head in mock surprise.

            "I said no!" Amelia shouted, her voice gaining strength.

            "You are weak. Saying no got you nowhere last time," her other self chuckled, the sound echoing menacingly through the mask. "You gave up and became me. Why don't you be a good little kitten and go back to your corner and stay there?" The taunt was laced with a cruel familiarity that sent a shiver down Amelia's spine.

            In a sudden burst of defiance, Amelia lashed out with a fierce, feline shriek, her fist connecting squarely with her duplicate's helmet. The impact sent the armored figure spiraling to the floor with a clatter. Amelia quickly bent down and snatched the missing piece from where it had fallen.

            "I remember now," she declared, her voice ringing with newfound clarity and conviction. "You are what they made me into. I am not that person anymore." With trembling but determined hands, she slid the last piece into its designated slot in the device. "You go back to the shadows where you belong!"

            Her duplicate shrieked, a sound of pure rage and frustration, and then dissolved into a puff of acrid-smelling smoke that dissipated on the ancient stone floor, leaving the original Amelia standing alone, the repaired device now humming softly on the table before her.

  When she finished it began to shine brightly almost blindingly washing out everything around her in a vibrant light.


*              *              *


In the quiet of her personal quarters, the trance Amelia had finally succumbed to was shattered by a firm but gentle shaking. Her eyes fluttered open, and the hazy figure of Knackt loomed above her. An unexpected surge of relief and lingering fear coursed through her, a potent cocktail that bypassed conscious thought. Reacting with pure instinct, Amelia launched herself at him, her arms wrapping tightly around his torso as she peppered his surprised face with a flurry of grateful kisses.

Knackt, caught completely off guard by the sudden onslaught of affection, could only stammer in bewildered amusement. "Eh, not that I'm complaining," he managed, his voice laced with confusion and a touch of pleased surprise. "I'm glad you're ok too!" He returned a hesitant hug, still processing the unexpected turn of events.

The warmth of his embrace seemed to snap Amelia back to the present. A wave of embarrassment washed over her, her cheeks flushing crimson, and the soft fur that covered her body took on a faint, tell-tale purple tinge. She scrambled off him, her movements jerky and apologetic. "Thank you," she murmured shyly, avoiding his gaze.

"I didn't do much," Knackt replied with a shrug, a genuine modesty in his tone. "But if I helped in any way, anytime. So, you are really ok now?" He studied her face with concern, wanting to be sure the lingering distress had truly faded.

Amelia nodded slowly; her brow furrowed in thought. "I think so," she said, her voice barely above a whisper. "I can remember… things. Some aren't so good." A shadow flickered across her features as fragments of recent trauma resurfaced in her mind.

"Well, it's a start," Knackt offered encouragingly, his gaze soft with understanding. He recognized the difficult journey of piecing together fragmented memories.

Amelia nodded again, a glimmer of determination in her eyes. Her hand reached out, almost instinctively, towards the small, intricately jeweled headband resting on a nearby table. She picked it up, its smooth, cool surface a familiar comfort against her palm, and carefully placed it on her head. As the delicate band settled into place, a visible wave of calm seemed to wash over her, the inner turmoil that had been churning within her visibly receding.

Looking up at Knackt, her expression softened with genuine gratitude. "Thank you for everything, Knackt," she said, the emotional and physical exhaustion of the ordeal finally catching up to her. A heavy sigh escaped her lips. "I think I'm going to call it a night." The need for rest was overwhelming.

"You're welcome," Knackt said gently, a sympathetic understanding in his eyes. He stood up, then offered her a hand, helping her to her feet. "It's definitely been an experience." He couldn't help but acknowledge the strange and trying circumstances they had both endured.

"Indeed," Amelia agreed, a faint smile gracing her lips despite her weariness. "Good night, Knackt." She turned towards her bed, the jeweled headband a silent guardian against the lingering shadows of her recent ordeal.

 

*              *              *

 

Later that night.

 

"Thanks for encouraging me to give this a shot," Amelia said with gratitude, as she sat at her console talking with Eve.

"I'm happy to hear your little endeavor has brought you some peace," Eve replied, her tone dry but reassuring. It was a small victory, but a victory, nonetheless.

            "It has," Amelia admitted, a small smile playing on her lips. "It's given me something to focus on, something to hope for."

            "Of course," Eve said. "What's next?"

"Well, I'd like to go home someday," Amelia confessed, her voice tinged with longing. "Or find my home if it's even still out there. Maybe I can even work my way onboard, so we don't have to be so sneaky with our chats." The thought of being able to talk freely with Eve, without fear of discovery, was incredibly appealing.

         "I would like that," Eve agreed, "but it may take some time." She was always cautious, always realistic.

            "Maybe," Amelia conceded, "but worthwhile things always take time." She took a sip of her tea, savoring the warmth and the familiar taste. "Things are good right now. The Black Stars aren't controlling me anymore, I have a home and some friends here, the rest will come eventually." She was trying to be patient, but it was hard.

            "You have a very optimistic outlook," Eve commented, a hint of admiration in her voice. Amelia's resilience was remarkable.

            "I have to be," Amelia replied with a shrug. "It's the only way to survive." She was a survivor, and she would find her way home, no matter how long it took.

            Eve seemed to process this and then the console beeped.  “Security Scan, I need to disconnect.  Rest well Amelia.”

            “Good night, Eve.”  Amelia said, patting the computer console affectionately.  She knew it was a silly thing to do, but she hoped maybe the program understood it.  The screen winked out and rebooted returning to its standard log in.  She finished her tea, adjusted her headband and went to sleep.

She slept soundly and without troubles for the first time since she arrived on the Starbase.  She had clarity and a goal and most importantly, peace. 

 

*              *              *

 

The following weeks blurred into a rhythm of repairs, maintenance, and small discoveries. With each repaired device, each successfully serviced shuttle, another piece of her past seemed to click into place. The dreams continued, but they were less fragmented now, more coherent. She began to understand the language of the schematics in her mind, the intricate dance of circuits and energy.

One evening, while working late on a particularly stubborn power coupling, a vivid memory surfaced. She saw herself not just repairing but designing. She saw her hands moving with a speed and precision that went beyond mere skill, a connection to the technology that was almost symbiotic. She understood then that her ability wasn't just about fixing things; it was about understanding them, about knowing their very essence.

Commander Torek's initial skepticism had gradually eroded, replaced by a profound respect and a touch of awe as he witnessed Amelia's exceptional problem-solving skills. The commander, once doubtful, now frequently sought her counsel, recognizing her unique ability to navigate intricate challenges and find solutions where others had faltered. Their collaboration deepened the bond between Knackt and Amelia, their shared experiences fostering a growing closeness. Even Kazan, the enigmatic, seemed to soften his demeanor in Amelia's presence. Though his pronouncements remained cryptic, there was a subtle acknowledgment of her progress, a tacit approval that spoke volumes to those who knew him well.

Amelia still didn't know all the answers. The mystery of her past, the Black Stars, and her true origins remained. But she was no longer lost. She had found her purpose, her cause. It wasn't about escaping or hiding; it was about building, about creating, about understanding the intricate language of technology. And as she looked out at the stars from the station's observation deck, she knew that this was just the beginning of her journey. She was no longer a cat without a cause, but a builder of futures, a mender of machines, and a seeker of her own truth.




The End