Not_In_The Mood
DA Link to this Pic~`
https://www.deviantart.com/kaage-yaffakahli/art/Not-In-The-Mood-893412335
This Pic an In Real Life Look Into Me, What You See Here Is What you get||
I did a little Digital Coloring, to enhance Certain things.
Seen Here, I'm Trying to hide my "Emotional Duress and Pain", from Lubbayah, as not to be a "Bother" to her..I cannot though..As Lubbayah my wife as I am her wife knows, seeing the signs of it on my body.
Really Heavy Hot/Cold Sweat Dripping from my TioJaguaress Fur more than normal is one of them, as is Very Extreme Quietness from me(more Than Normal), Not Wanting to be Touched At ALL, is Another, Total Eye Contact Avoidance is another..these are just Four Of the Numerous Visual/Physical/Social signs, she knows to look for on my Body and My Unusual Affect In Attitude..
She here seen she is Verbalising her Compassion/Love and Wanting Comforting for me, seeing my pain Moving her to do that to/with me.....Though my Annoyed/Irritated Expression Shows My Not Wanting It, I Cannot Say No To Her, as I dont Wanna Hurt Her or her Feelings for my Sake..Its Always Been That Way Between Her And I....
As It Is I'm not easy to Love or deal with in general, but it can be damn near fucking treatureously impossible when I'm dealing or feeling (Feels) about certain Painful issues in my life, as I want to be left alone with......But Lubbayah can penetrate my "Emotional Armor" as I will always let her in to me....
Anyone Else attempting such with me, outside her Realm With Me, had better Beware...EXTREME CAUTION! FLAK Cannons Will Be Out, Aimed and Live, And Ready To Fire~`
https://www.deviantart.com/kaage-yaffakahli/art/Not-In-The-Mood-893412335
This Pic an In Real Life Look Into Me, What You See Here Is What you get||
I did a little Digital Coloring, to enhance Certain things.
Seen Here, I'm Trying to hide my "Emotional Duress and Pain", from Lubbayah, as not to be a "Bother" to her..I cannot though..As Lubbayah my wife as I am her wife knows, seeing the signs of it on my body.
Really Heavy Hot/Cold Sweat Dripping from my TioJaguaress Fur more than normal is one of them, as is Very Extreme Quietness from me(more Than Normal), Not Wanting to be Touched At ALL, is Another, Total Eye Contact Avoidance is another..these are just Four Of the Numerous Visual/Physical/Social signs, she knows to look for on my Body and My Unusual Affect In Attitude..
She here seen she is Verbalising her Compassion/Love and Wanting Comforting for me, seeing my pain Moving her to do that to/with me.....Though my Annoyed/Irritated Expression Shows My Not Wanting It, I Cannot Say No To Her, as I dont Wanna Hurt Her or her Feelings for my Sake..Its Always Been That Way Between Her And I....
As It Is I'm not easy to Love or deal with in general, but it can be damn near fucking treatureously impossible when I'm dealing or feeling (Feels) about certain Painful issues in my life, as I want to be left alone with......But Lubbayah can penetrate my "Emotional Armor" as I will always let her in to me....
Anyone Else attempting such with me, outside her Realm With Me, had better Beware...EXTREME CAUTION! FLAK Cannons Will Be Out, Aimed and Live, And Ready To Fire~`
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