SMCKI10'S little pecie of the world ~BSG style

Glee Fanfic: Homecoming Queen~Quill

2010-05-29T05:02:36Z

Long time no post. lol. life has been crazy here, but i have found time to fall in love with a new fandom and a few new couples. I started watching Glee becuase buckbeakbabie kept talking about it at Dragon *Con so i gave in and watched it. i instanly fell in love with Finn/Rachel but as the season goes on that love has lessen and i've fallen for a couple that is compteley AU and probly never going to happen. But their a awesome couple to write Fanfic for and that is Quinn/Will. So here is my First Glee fic.

also it's been a while since i've been on here so the formatting may be messed up.

Summary: Once upon a time she was a homecoming Queen, now she's just a girl looking for someone to love. He was once a teacher holding onto a fairytale, now he's a man who must face his past and make a choice. Quinn/Will.

A/N: Long time no post. lol. Life has been crazy here, but i have found time to fall in love with a new fandom and a few new couples. I started watching Glee because kept talking about it at Dragon *Con so i gave in and watched it. I instantly fell in love with Finn/Rachel but as the season goes on that love has lessen and i've fallen for a couple that is compteley AU and probly never going to happen. But their a awesome couple to write Fanfic for and that is Quinn/Will. Also thanks to Sam for being my beta and the person who puts up with all my random texts and IM’s. I think that’s everything so please read and review! It would mean a lot!
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters, just parts of the plot. :D

It's been five years since Ive seen her face
She's the holy ghost lost without a trace
And now were left with the what ifs
It's been five years since she left for LA

Will Shuster looked around at the bar that he had found himself in for some reason. It had been five years since he had stepped foot in Lima, he had left when the original New Directions graduated. He had been offered a position in New York chorographer and arranging musicals and such. So he had left Lima behind till now, he had been asked back to work on the new traveling Broadway show that just happened to be opening in Lima. So that’s how he had found himself in this club just a few blocks from the school. He wasn’t really paying attention to the singer and dancers on stage till one voice caught his attention.
“She sits in her corner
Singing herself to sleep
Wrapped in all of the promises
That no one seemed to keep
She no longer cries to herself
No tears left to wash away
Just diaries of empty pages
Feelings gone astray
But she will sing

Chorus:
Till everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I´ll burn it all down
As my anger reign
Till everything burns

Ooh, oh

Walking through life unnoticed
Knowing that no one cares
Too consumed in their masquerade
No one sees her there
And still she sings

Chorus:
Till everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I´ll burn it all down
As my anger reign

Till everything
Everything burns
Everything burns
Everything burns
Watching it all fade away
All fade away
Everyone screams
Everyone screams
Watching it all fade away

Ooh, ooh

Till everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning down their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reign

Till everything burns
Ooh, ooh
Everything burns
Watching it all fade away
Ooh, ooh
Everything burns
Watching it all fade away” as the music faded away he couldn’t believe who he was seeing. There was no way this black-haired scantly clad girl was Quinn Farbay but the voice told him it was. He hadn’t seen her since the day he had walked away from her. That day was one of his biggest regrets, it had caught him off guard. Looking back it shouldn’t have, the signs had been there but he had ignored them pretending it was just a crush. But the years had taught him it was so much more then that. He watched as she handed the mic off to someone and made her way to the bar. She sit down beside him, not noticing him once.

She's an angel with a dirty face
And it seems to me
She's a causality of all the pressure
That we put on her
And now we've lost her for good
It's such a shame shame shame
That our homecoming queen
Was a lot like you and a lot like me
And she never walked on water
Guess no one really saw her

“That’s a long away from Bad Romance.” He said quietly.

She turned to him her eyes wide with shock. “Wil—Mr. Shue”

“It’s just Will now Quinn I haven’t been a teacher for years.” He said as the bartender slid her a beer.

“What are you doing back in this one horse town?”

“The musical I’m choreographing is opening here.” They sit there is silence for a while.

“I thought you left, headed to L.A. with Puck.”

“I did, but Puck decided being in New York with Man-hands was more important.”

Will thought briefly about telling here that puck and Rachel had burned out after a few months and Rachel was now engaged to Finn. But that knowledge may push her further away.

“So I packed up and moved back here, there was nothing for me in L.A. so I came back here. I found myself in the McKinley choir room, that’s the last place I remember being truly happy. I stayed with the Hummel’s for a few weeks but it was to hard, seeing Beth but not being a part of her life. So I got a job here and got a apartment and five years later here we are.”

“You never went to college?”

“Couldn’t afford it.”

“So you work here? And your okay with that?” He asked as the bartender passed her another beer.

“Yep. This is my life, ain’t it grand.” She said with a laugh.

“Your better then this Quinn.”

“Correction I used to be better then this. Then I got pregnant, gave up my baby, and feel in love with my teacher who didn’t fall back.” She said glaring at him.

“I did fall in love with you Quinn.” He said quietly moving closer to her.

“You had a funny way of showing it!”

“I was confused Q. You were 18, you were my student and we had both been through so much. How was I supposed to know it was more then a crush?”

“Wasn’t it? I mean a crush is someone who doesn’t love you back right?”

“I loved you Q I just couldn’t tell you then. I was fooling myself, then finally a couple years ago I faced up to my fear. But by the time I did, you were long gone.” He watched as she played with her beer trying to force the tears back. He placed his hand over hers.

“Whatever trouble your in I can help you. We can have a new life Q a better life.”

“That’s a nice thought Will but we both know that’s not true. We can’t go back to what we were. We’re not those same people anymore. No matter how much we want to be.”

“We can be new people, better people.” She sit there silent for a few minutes thinking of the life she had had before, before giving in to drugs, before giving everything up for Puck, before falling for Will, before giving up Beth. But then other thoughts filled her head. The memories of Will kissing her then running as fast as he could out the door. Memories of Beth minutes before she was taken away. There was no way she could face those things again.
She was so adored by everyone
When it came to looks she was next to none
But loved partying and having too much fun
Then she hooked up with the wrong someone
And he promised everything under the sun
And it seems to me
She's a casuality of all the pressure
That he put on her
And now we've lost her for good
It's such a shame shame shame
That our homecoming queen
Was a lot like you and a lot like me
And she never walked on water
Cause no one really saw her
It's such a shame shame shame
That our homecoming queen
Had a lot to prove and so many to please
She's just somebody's daughter
Just looking for somebody to love her

“No we can’t Will! Don’t you understand I’m not her anymore! I’m not the girl that thought all her problems would go away the minute she gave her baby away. I’m the girl that realized that was the minute that changed everything. Giving up Beth was the worst thing ever, I mean she was inside me for 9 months then within minutes she was gone and I never got to say goodbye. That was hard for me but I hid it, I threw myself into nationals and I pushed the pain away. Then I found myself falling for you, and I tried to resist but I finally gave in. Just to have you walk away. Then the whole Puck fiasco. When I found myself back here I became someone else, I’m not the girl you knew I don’t spend my nights dancing in my room and watching musicals hoping to be on Broadway. Instead I spend them with my drug dealer or a random hookup because that’s the only way I feel anything anymore. Is either when I’m high or fucking someone. So no we can’t be new people.”

“Yes we can! In New York no one knows of my ex-wife or babygate or any of it! We wouldn’t get any looks because to everyone else we would just be two lovers trying to make it in the city. Not that I care what people think. I love you Q you don’t know how many times I wanted to find you, to rip you away from Puck and claim you as mine. But somewhere in the back of mind I shut those thoughts and out and made myself believe that it was some school girl crush instead of love.” He said as he leaned forward and kissed her before she could say anything else. To his surprise she kissed back. He pulled back and placed his forehead on hers. “See we can do this.”

“No! We can’t! Don’t you understand I don’t need you or anyone! I can do this on my own! I have to do this one my own.”

“Q I’ve waited years to find you again.”

“No you’ve waited years for the Quinn you knew. I’m sorry Will I can’t be her, not anymore. It’s been nice catching up but I gotta go.” She said has she walked off toward a man that Will couldn’t figure out if he was a drug dealer, a pimp, or her boyfriend or all three. He watched her go and in his heart he knew the Quinn Farbay he had loved died years ago and left behind was a girl who was trying to find her place in the world and failing at it. As she walked away he thought about her words I can’t be her he had been holding onto someone who didn’t exist anymore. Quinn Farbay was no longer the homecoming queen he needed her to be. But maybe he no longer needed the homecoming queen. He just needed her to be Quinn.

Well I never knew you
Wish I could've saved you
From losers that drained you
Before you got strung out
With so much potential
How could you let us down
It's such a shame shame shame
That our homecoming queen
Was a lot like you and a lot like me
And she never walked on water
Cause no one really saw her
Shame shame shame

One week later as Quinn was packing up her bag to head home she found a package sitting on her dressing table. She opened it to find Singing in the Rain, Wicked and Les Mirabels DVDs wrapped up in a Julliard application and a rehab pamplet. She read the note attached to it.

Q~
You were right we can’t go back, no matter how much we want to. But we can make a new future, a future together. I know you’re scared, I’m scared too. But we can do this Q I know we can. You may never use these things. But I thought you would get a kick out of seeing Rachel in Wicked and maybe it’ll help you remember the girl that’s still inside of you. Maybe one day I’ll get the chance to meet the new you. You know where to find me.
I will always love you Q,
Will

That our homecoming queen
Had a lot to prove and so many to please
She's just somebody's daughter
Just looking for somebody to love her
She's just somebody's daughter

She stepped out the cab and straightened her dress, as she looked up at Radio City Music hall. It had been two years since that night in the bar, and after her fight with Will she had found the strength to change her life, She had left Lima and entered rehab. Then when she got out she had started to dance and take classes again. Then a year to the date that Will had found her in the bar she was accepted into Julliard. That’s how she found herself here, she had been chosen has one of the dancers for a new musical that would be opening on Broadway in a few months. She walked into the theater and made her way to the auditorium. As she entered the room she seen a familiar face on the stage, it was Will he was talking to some of the other dancers showing them some dance moves. She laughed to herself as she heard what they were dancing to, Bad Romance. She dropped her bag in a seat and walked up the stairs behind Will. She sang the last couple lines of the song and he turned around shocked to see her. He looked at her with wide eyes as he took in her clear eyes, blonde hair, and dance outfit. Within seconds she was in his arms and he was spinning her around. She was no longer the homecoming queen and he was no longer Mr. Shue. But that was okay, because they could just be Quinn and Will something the world had never allowed them to be.

Just looking for somebody to love her

Con't Post

2009-11-01T18:53:17Z

Lj is being werid and messed up the last post. it cut half of it off.
i was just wanting to share the going ons in my life becuase i feel that my Online friends are better then most of my RL friends.

Now on to Fandom Things! i was sick for about two weeks so i got caught up and re-obbsed with Many things.

BSG
Sadly i can feel my interst in this fandom slowly dying, i still love the show and i love Pilots! to death. i'm just brunt-out on Fic and other things. i have came to the conculison that i loved the ending (shippers please don't kill me) while i know most shippers are unhappy with the end. i was ok with it, becuase when you look at thier jounrey as a whole. it was quite a ride, and such a heart-breaking beatufil story. I believe that Kara and Lee's last few scenes was very remisnce of thier entire realtionship. and if you look at the part of the scene where lee comes to the doorway of the tent and kara comes up behind him then he walks out and she looks up to the sky. i feel at that point she's crusing the gods becuase she knows how it's going to end. and then that scene in the felid. i love it, becuase they both know it's the end. and i think that's why Lee dons't include her in his rock-climbing plans because he know she's not going to be there. and you can tell when he turns around he's not really surpised to see her gone. and i also love it becuase let's face it most RL reationships don't end in happy ever after. and that's very evident in Lee/Kara's End, i think the reason it's so beatufil is when you look back on the entire arcs for two charatchers. it's clear that the reationship goes past just that of lovers,friends or even soulmates. becuase i believe the characthers reached the goals they did becuase of eachother.

GLEE
This obbesion is thanks to buckbeakbabie. she bugged me the entrie D*C to watch it. and i finally did and i insantly fell in love with it. and i'm shipping Rachel/Finn. though the last few eps haven't been that high on my list but i'm hoping it's gets better.

CSI
   My OTP is back! even though now it will only be in AU land. I am a proud Snickers shipper (sara/Nick) so i walked away from the show the same time Jorja did. so i was super exticed when i heard she was returning not so exticed when i heard GSR was married. i'm still watching though becuase it's great to see Jorja and George back on screen together.

HEROES
    i was a fan from Day one. the promos looked good and it had milo from Gilmore Girls and Greg Gruegbrug from Alias. so i started watching it and i really liked it. then in 1X09 i started shipping Paire. and sadly the PTB decided hey let's make them realeted. i was not amused but i still watched. and then well from S2 on it sucked. But i'm giving it another go  and praying they either unrealte paire or that they come up with some good story lines .

GILMORE GIRLS
    I have fallen in love with this show again. and i've fallen in love with the story of Jess/Rory. i always shipped them while the show was on. but i never really thought hard about the ship till i recently set down and watched seasons 2,3,6. and watched the entrie reationship. i loved the story of Jess, it's the ultimate redemption story, he was a punk going nowhere. but his love for Rory and Luke caused him to turn his life around. and i LOVE that he's the one to set Rory back on the right path i think there's just something so beaftuil about the scene in 6X08 when he is asking her what happened to her becuase he was the only characther willing to go there. and i love that even after the way things ended he knew her better then logan ever would. i just think it was a beaftuil story. and i'm so bummed that Milo dind't return for the series finale but i love that the oringal ending was for him to return to the hollow to say goodbye to rory and to basicly say i'll wait for you. at least we have Fanfic to correct it.

My computer is being stupid so that's the end of my post for now. next few post will be D*C recap and SGA,Bones,Dollhouse etc

Long time no Post.

2009-11-01T18:45:14Z

Hi my very small Flist,

i haven't been around that much in recent months. After a awesome Trip to Dragon*Con 09 with utkari02buckeye94ginny4harryctofinexenite99lurkrealclosebuckbeakbabieand others. (will post a recap someday lol) life has gotten crazy, college is in full swing and almost over (SSWA!!)(for a couple weeks at least.) on top of school I've been sturggleing with i guess what you would call growing pains. i'll be 21 at the end of januray, and i decided that it was time i moved away from my parents. i thought the way to do this was to go away to school, but thanks to our awesome new President and his awesome new bills (scarsam) some of my loans have been revoked which is making it impossible for me to leave Ky.

But maybe it was a blessing in degiuse, i haven't really been happy in my major for a while now why i still love TV and i still want to make it i find TV production on the boring side since all we do is news. so i'm kind of back to Sq.1 where i'm not sure what i want to do so i've decided to leave WKU and attend Bowling Green Tech school. becuase my dad works there and i get six free hours, (woot!) plus they have some awesome classes like intro to film studies and The history and socialogy of rock-n-roll. i'm looking into Crimeology,creavtie writing,mechainc, or working in the cube or what ever else i find, i've heard college is all about discovering yourslef so who know what i'll become.

Also the other decison i've made over the past few weeks is i'm moving out of my parent's house (kinda) there is an apartment on the back of our Garage that my mammaw used to live in before she moved, and it's just sitting empty now. So i'm moving over there, while it's still techanily living with my parents it's really not. and i think it's the right move for now. Also over the past couple months i've reconnected with my Best friend kassandrawho i lost contact with. She has shown me that it's okay to be diffenret and be geeky and i'm trying really hard to follow her example and not care what other's think. but that's easier said then done.

I also recently got a job, so that means dragon*Con 2010 is a 100% go! and this time i'm dragging kassandra[Unknown LJ tag]

ICON post!

2009-10-12T15:47:53Z

Here's a huge Icon Post! This includes SGA,SG-1 and instant star

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Happy B-day buckbeakbabie!

2009-10-02T16:40:55Z

This is a day late but here it is. this is two things i made for buckbeakbabiefor her birthday. so i hope she likes them.

[IMG]http://i298.photobucket.com/albums/mm260/smcki10/hbbcopy.jpg[/IMG]

A/N: This is a fic I wrote for beaky for her B-day. I’m not sure how good this is, because I’m a leyton shipper but she’s a brucas shipper so I wrote her brucas :D Thanks to Ginny4harry for betaing.

Disclaimer: I do not own this. They belong to CW and Mark schawn. I just own the plot

Brooke Davis stared down at the grave that had held her best friend for the last Five years. She bent down and traced her fingers over the words written on the stone. Peyton Sawyer-Scott, ‘After the fire, after all the rain, I will be the flame.’

It was hard to believe she had been gone for five years; the last five years had been some of the roughest of her life. When Peyton passed Brooke had done what she promised she had. She’d began to take care of sawyer and Lucas. Or at least she attempted to. Sawyer was easy Lucas on the other hand.

From the moment the doctor told them that they had lost Peyton. He had begun to slip away from everywhere including his baby girl, but Brooke wasn’t going to let that happen. So she moved Sawyer and Lucas to her house and forced Lucas to be a part of Sawyer’s life. The first year had been the worst but then things started to get better. Lucas began to actively taking care of his daughter and Brooke’s friendship with him was getting stronger with each passing day.

Then Sawyer’s First Birthday arrived, Brooke had planned a lavish party for the little girl. And everything was going well till she noticed that Lucas was missing. She had quickly excused herself and made her way to the Rivercourt, where she found him with a bottle of bourbon.

“Luc—“

“Don’t! Okay! Just don’t!” He said as he took another drink.

She stared at him for a moment before she grabbed his bottle and threw it into the lake behind them.

“No I won’t! Today is your baby girl’s first birthday Lucas! And yes I know it’s hard because it also means Peyton has been gone for a year! But don’t you dare take that out on your little girl Luke!”

He just shook his head at her. “You don’t understand.”

“I don’t understand? I don’t understand?! Damn it Luke she was my best friend long before she was your wife!” Brooke said as tears started to fall from her eyes.

“Don’t you dare tell me I don’t understand! Out of everyone I understand Luke. I understand that you wake up every morning thinking she’s going to be there! That she’s going to walk through the door talking about some band that died years ago. Or that when I go to the nursery I expect her to be their holding your baby girl! Don’t you tell me I don’t understand. You can’t keep doing this Luke! You can’t keep pushing everyone away because you lost her! She didn’t want that.”

“How do you know that?” he asked, quietly
“Because she told me. On your wedding day, She ask—asked me to take care of you and Sawyer to make sure that the both of you were happy. She didn’t want you to be alone….She wanted for you to have a family…for sawyer to have a family…for us to be a family.” Brooke said as the tears continued to roll down her face, she looked up into Lucas’ eyes and noticed that he to was crying. She wrapped him in a hug.

“It isn’t fair.” He mumbled into her neck.

She felt his tears on her neck.

“I know. But we got to deal with it.” She said has she stepped back or at least she tried to step back but Lucas kept a hold or her arm.

“Promise you won’t leave us?” He asked quietly his voice shaking with emotion.

“I promise. I’m not going anywhere. What kind of best friend would I be if I disobeyed her.” Brooke said with a laugh, for the first time in a while Lucas laughed to. Before she could realize what was happening. Brooke felt Lucas’s lips on hers. She returned the kiss but then pulled back..

“Lucas—“

“You said that Peyton herself said for us to be happy.”

“I know—but—“

“I’ll always love her Brooke. She’s sawyer’s brother and my first love. But I never completely let you go. And I’m not about to do that now.” He said as he kissed her again.

It was moments like that one is what brought her to Peyton’s grave today. The last few years while they had been some of the darkest and roughest in her life they had also been some of her best. After that night on the river court her and Lucas had taken it slow, because Lucas was still very much in love with Peyton and Brooke still felt that she was betraying her best friend. But by Sawyer’s third birthday they had worked through all of that and they had officially gotten back together. Now two years later Brooke set in front of her best friend’s tombstone because she had some news.

“Hey P.Scott. Sorry I haven’t been out here much but that girl of yours is a handful. She started kindergarten this year, she loves it her favorite subjects are writing and art. She looks so much like you P, and acts like you to. But there’s a lot of Lucas in her to. You would be so proud of her—proud of both of them. Lucas is doing well. He published his third book. People always leave, even after your death that boy is still writing books about you.-----Today is Sawyer’s fifth birthday and well---I---came to tell you that I kept my promise---and Lucas and I are engaged. I know I have your permission but I felt that I had to tell you. I love Lucas but I would trade the life I have with him if it meant we could have you back. But I know we can’t, I miss you P. sawyer.” She said quietly has she pressed a kiss to the head stone and stood up. With one last glance at her best friend’s headstone she headed back to Lucas and Sawyer who were waiting for her in the comet.

Kara dind't want the world

2009-09-24T23:39:57Z

This video dind't turn out the way i wanted it. i wanted to show thr struggle that kara went thourgh and show how the end of the show was actually a happy ending for her. but i dind't have all the clips i needed and becuase my harddrive is broke i can only use have so many eps loaded. so this was the outcome. i kind of hate most of it. but i'm in love with two parts of it so that's why i uploaded it. :) and i thought this song fit her really well. Vid includes Anders/Kara and Kara/Lee.

dedacited to buckbeakbabie becuase we're some of the few shippers who was okay with the end. :)

i think that's about it. let me know what you think,

Disclaimer:i do not own the clips or song. no copyright infrigment intended please don't sue or disable

Book recs

2009-08-27T06:15:49Z

Okay so i'm trying to find some books to take with me to D*C since i'm a fast reader i'm thinking i need about four books to last the ride thier and back and waiting in lines. so does anyone have any good recs? i was thinking of Hunger games and The time Traveler's wife. has anyone read these or does anyone have any other good recs :)

New Video! Battlestar Galactica~Lee and Kara~My immortal

2009-08-21T20:47:19Z

So i finally got my clips back even though my computer is now super slow but i can make vids!

this started out with me just messing around and soon it turned into a full vid. i'm super proud of this vid! it switchs between Lee and Kara's POVs and basicly just shows thier reationship and that even though they both walked away from the reationship it's always a part of them.

please let me watch and leave commments!

Also this will be one of my last vids probly till the end of Sept. becuase i start back to college on the 31st. then that thursday i head to Atlanta For D*C!!!! WOOT! and then when i get back from D*C i've got a taylor swift concert and a mongertmy gentry concert back to back so between all that and school i'll be gone from vidding for a little while but i will be back!

Disclaimer:i do not own the clips or music. no copyright infrigment intended. the song belongs to evansence and the clips belong to RDM and scifi

SGA Icons~John and Teyla

2009-07-11T02:53:33Z

Here's a small icon batch, there all from the TV show Stargate Atlantis foucsing on the couple of John and Teyla. please tell me if you take any and please give me cerdit.

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New Video~Alias~Syd and Vaughn~Then~ Spoilers for entire series.

2009-07-07T23:57:24Z

I know some peeps on my flist are Alias fans so i thought i would post this here. i recently fell back into love with Alias and Syd/vaughn. thanks to utkari02 who started watching the show for the first time. So i wound up rewatching the entire series in little under three weeks. and that made me want to vid so i hunted down some clips and this is the outcome :P. And also Michael Vartan returning to TV hasn't hurt my alias love either. lol

Vid note: Contains footage from all five seasons so if you haven't seen everything. enter at your own risk. :D

Summary: Told in Vaughn's POV, i think it's slef-explaintory. it's just about his love for syd keeps growing over the five seasons of alias. I heard this song and i thought it was a perfect song for vaughn.

so i think Vegas hates alias. lol took forever for this to render and when it did the title and my logo overlapped the vid, sorry about that i have no clue what happened.

Please please please Comment my last Alias vids has about 15 views and 1 comment. please let me know what you think! even if you hate it. i love alias and i love viding it but it's not that much fun if you don't get feedback!

Disclaimer:no copyright infrigment intended, i do not own song or clips.

New Vid! Alias~This woman's work~ Preview

2009-07-04T01:03:49Z

Spoilers for all Five seasons!!!!

I finally got ALIAS clips! I've had this song in my head for a while as a good song for Syd but i got to making it and ran out of ideas. so i may finsih this or i may not.

but i will have more alias vids! If any one has any suggestion for songs let me know. and please let me know that there's people who still love alias!

Summary: basicly just a look at syd's life. basicly it's just me playing with the clips to make sure they worked :)

Thanks to lori for the clips

Disclaimer: i do not own. no copyright infrigment intended.

Ripping DVD help!

2009-07-01T00:12:32Z

okay so i have this issue and hopefuly someone on my flist can help. i want to make ALIAS vids but i can't find good quatliy clips and i have my DVDS. so i'm wanting to rip from them. does any one know how? or know of a free program that puts them in WMV. someone help me please!

New Video~Jommy~After the storm

2009-06-28T02:29:49Z

So i heard this song and i thought it fit Jommy.

Summary: it's just about how thier realtionship ins't how it used to be. The white clips are future clips that show Tommy and Jude still think about what happened.

The video is on the short side becuase 1. i'm sick and and was getting tried of hearing Nick Joanas and Miley and 2.i ran out of inseritipotn.

No copyright infrigment intended.

also the reason i haven't been making vids is my computer has been sick so i'm slowy putting everything back.

Also i have three new vids coming. Two of them are Collabs with P2BV one is a jommy and the other is brathan (brooke/nathan) from One tree hill. both of those should be out in the near furture. and i'm working on a leyton Video! so keep checking back and please comment and subscribe.

Okay so here is a slight problem i'm having with videos. i can't think of any songs. so here is a list of the fandoms/ships i want to vid. so if you know a song that fits one of them let me know! and i might just vid it!

LOST/Jate
BSG/Kara and lee
Instant star/Jommy
One tree hill (brathan) (leyton) (Burlian)
SG-1/Jack and Sam
SGA/Sheyla
Degrassi/Janny

So if you can think of any songs please let me know.

alias wallpapers

2009-06-20T04:31:22Z

So i did a Alias rewatch a few weeks ago and i found a bunch of my old Alias files so i started playing around with the pictures and photoshop.

i think i finally fiugred out how to blend.

smcki10 @ 2009-06-18T16:58:00

2009-06-18T21:59:06Z

If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal. ♥ ♥ ♥

New BSG video~Near to you~Kara/Lee/Zak

2009-05-31T19:07:04Z

i heard this aweome song on a burlian video that FerryboatProductions did (check it out if your a OTH fan) and i thought it was a prefect L/K song!

Summary:Kara loved Zak but she now loves lee. she finds it hard to move on esipeclly since lee and zak were brothers. basicly follows the jounery of Lee and Kara. becuase i think one of thier big hangups for most of the series was the fact that Kara had been Zak's before she was Lee's.

I'm super proud of this video! please let me know what you think!

note:and the reason that you don't see Zak after a creatin point in the video is i feel after UB i feel that they finally moved away from the ghost of Zak and they both let that go.

and the black spaces are suppose to be there. :D

also sorry if some of the voiceovers are muffled they sounded fine before i rendered it. i don't know what happened to them.

No copyright infrigment intended. i do own the clips or song.

Icons post~Buffy~One tree hill~Alias

2009-05-29T02:51:11Z

Here's a batch of new icons, i've got on an Alias kick again so most of them are of Sydney of Vaughn. :) i think i'm getting a little better at making icons, i want to be good at this but it's very furasteing becuase i can't fiugre out how to photoshop. let me know what you think! Good and bad comments are welcomed.

Preview:

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4~One tree hill
5-28~Alias

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Created with angelamaria's Icon Table Generator @ Bauble

Guess the fandom Meme

2009-05-28T00:47:01Z

So I seen this on solestella’s LJ and I thought it was a cool idea.

Pick 15 OTPS/Ships. It was suppose to be 15 but I could’t think of enough clues for 15 so I did 11.
Describe them in less than 11 words.
Have your f-list guess the ships
The ones with the couples in () have already been guessed

1.Sprinklers, privileged, big dreams, small town
2.finger-paint, arrow, dreamer, (Kara/Lee, BSG)
3.Music, Broody, true love always, book,
4.Ferryboats, Boss, Elevators (merder,meredith/derek,Grey's anatomy.)
5.Jailbait, Musicians, boy band,(jude/tommy, instant star)
6.Fate, Island, sewing, resuced (jack/Kate. LOST)
7. La Fleur, flowers, 70’s (suliet, sawyer/juliet, LOST)
8.demon, forever, Claddagh. (Bangel,buffy/angel, BTVS)
9.joey’s pizza, hockey, Isabelle (Sydney/vaughn, Alias)
10.Yogurt, Expolisons, Miami (Michael/Fiona, Burn Notice)
11.alien, Football, bug-kiss, Military

so i don't how good the clues are i dind't want to make them two easy or hard. so they may be super easy or very vauge.

ship meme

2009-05-27T00:56:16Z

got this from utkari02

Name your 10 absolutely favorite couples* (het/slash/canon/fanon) and ask people to see what trends they notice about your couples. Try to pick different fandoms:

1.Kara/Lee-Battlestar Galactica
2.Buffy/Angel-Buffy the vampire slayer
3.Sydeny/Vaughn-Alias
4.Grace/Ham-saving grace
5.John/Teyla-Stargate Atlantis
6.Jack/Kate-LOST
7.Michael/Fiona-Burn Notice
8.Aeryen/John-Farscape
9.Jude/Tommy-instant star
10.Kara/Lee/Helo-Battlestar Galactica

old vids that never got posted

2009-05-23T20:29:45Z

okay here's the last two vids, these were both made with sony vegas. my newer vids are toward the bottom of the page.

Title:Battlestar Galatica~not my time.

Spoilers: Contains clips from the space promo and some of the scifi ones! So you are warned!
Okay so this vid ins't my best but i had to redo it like 6 times. so by the end i was like screw it i just wanted to get it done. some parts i'm really proud of and some parts not so much...

Summary:Started out as a cast vid but turned into a Lee/kara. It's basicly about how they keep fighting to stay alive so they can see there might shiny furte. Foucsed on L/K but does contain everybody else.
Discalimer:i do not own these clips or song. no copyright infrigment intended.
Please Review and Enjoy!

Title:what i've done~Lee Adama
Summary: this was a request for Ani and her RPG.
It's all of the "crimes" that lee has comited or at least in his eyes he has.
No copyright infirgment intended
Some parts of this vid i like some parts i hate.
But i hope Ani likes it!

old vids that were never posted

2009-05-23T20:25:31Z

like i said in other posts these are older vids that never got posted here

Title:Battlestar galactica lee and kara

summary: Basicly it follows the lyrics. It's about how after everything kara and lee still ffind thier way back to eachother. let me know what you think.

Deadcited to Buck who pointed out the song to me and helped with ideas.
Disclaimer: i do not own the clips or song.

I'm not sure about posting this one, because when i oringaly posted it. i got blasted by quite a few people in the fandom saying that i stole this idea from another vid maker. i would never do that and i'm sorry they feel that way. but i had never seen the video they were talking about. and at the time the subject matter in the video was something that was being used a lot in the fandom. so please don't accsue me of stealing becuase i didn't and i'm sorry some people think i did.

Title:Goodbye my lover

This is actually a two part vid but can be watched has standalones.(the 2nd part was never made because of what i talked about above)

Summary: Basicly it's just Lee dealing with Kara's death.
Purple clips: is the life they hadd before she died. I've fudged with the story a little. all you need to know is that before the accident lee and kara were together and had a baby.
Normal clips:is Lee in persent time dealing with Kara's death.
The sepia/white clips are the past
Disclaimer:No copyright inffragment intended
I do not own the clips or song

older vids that never got posted

2009-05-23T20:19:46Z

like i said in the other posts these are vids that never got posted on LJ. these are the ones i made with vegas so there slightly better then the others. if you want the newest vids there a little ways down in the jounral

Title:Where i stood

Summary: Basilcly the vid is about how kara thinks that she needs to leave lee and thier realtionship to stand on her own and in the end she reziles the oppsitee that she needs him so that she can stand and live.

Dedatied to the shippers in the fourm who always make my day better

I do not own the clips or song. no copyright infragment inteneded

Title: Feel this lee/Kara

Summary: just a fluffy happy vid about Kara and lee. (well has happy as they can be.)
The end ins't that great becuase my maker began to mess up but oh well i kind of like how it turned out.

Disclamier: i do not own the clips or song so don't sue me.

Older vids that never got posted

2009-05-23T20:15:23Z

Like i explained in my other post, these aren't new videos i made them awhile ago i just never got around to posting them here.

Title:Citzen Soldier
Summary: i heard this song and thought it was a good bsg video. The video explains itslef. This is also my 20th video.

In memory of PFC Brian Gorham 01/27/86-12/31/07. We miss you everyday
Song:Citizen Soldier by 3 doors down. this was made with WMM so it's not that great.
no copyright infragment inteneded i do not own the song or clips.

Older L/K fanvids that never got posted

2009-05-23T20:06:05Z

So i was looking thourgh my LJ and realized i havne't posted some of my older K/L vids i made Before i got a LJ. I'll probly put two vids to a post. These two are my very first BSG vids that i made, back when i was using WMM and had very limited clips.

Title:Let me go~Kara/Lee
this is my 1st bsg video. sorry if some clips repeat, i had a litmed amont.

Summary: After kara's death, lee sturggles with his life and the fact that she is gone. He trys to break free of her ghost but he then reallizes that it wasn't her he needed to break free from. it was his life. the sepia clips are his memories of kara, and the normal color is his life that he dones't want anymore.plus this song just sounded like lee/kara
no copyright infragment intended
i do not own the clips or song

Title:Lee and Kara~what hurts the most
Summary:The song pretty much explians it. it's just a video about how Lee trys to move on with his life after Kara dies. Watch till the very end. spoilers up to malestorm.
the song is what hurts the most by rascal flatts
no copyright infragment intended
i do not own the song or clips

New music Video~BSG~here comes goodye

2009-05-20T03:10:58Z

Summary: basicly told in lee's pov about how a part of him always knew his and kara's reationship was going to end in goodbye.

Decidated to Apollospear/Jason who was saying the song is a perfect K/L one!

Disclamier:i do not own the song or clips. no copyright infrigmeant intended.

I think this is one of my worst yet i just wans't sure what to do with everything. but i think it works. there's a few glitches becuase my computer kept messing up

Please let me know what you think! i love feedback and my last seven vids have got little to no feedback so please let me know if there's people out there watching.

Vidnote: the first couple of seconds dons't have sound then it kicks in.

Text @ beginning:"At the end, he understands. She's his angel."
"And when Kara leaves Lee. It's confusing as all hell but there's something beautiful about it that he just embraces. It's like a moment where a loved one dies. And...you're not talking to them anymore but you've got their totality. Because you...they live in you. And they are part of you, and that's what happens with Lee and Kara. I think he realizes that they were one, they were one...person." Jamie bamber on K/L's ending