we are but broken fragments

sinfuldeception @ 2012-05-01T03:14:00

2012-05-01T03:15:27Z

Looking for new shows to watch! Anything/everything that you guys love, and want to share! I'm in desperate need of something new.

Also... hi my loves!

sinfuldeception @ 2012-01-01T13:56:00

2012-01-01T13:56:50Z

Happy New Years, loves.

sinfuldeception @ 2009-12-07T22:47:00

2009-12-08T04:47:07Z

Have you ever seen anything more adorable?

I should go to sleep. Sorry I haven't been updating. Will try and fix that soon. &hearts

locked. mostly.

2009-02-26T14:39:29Z

I love new friends, so if you think we have something in common, feel free to drop a note and add me. I'll most likely add you back.

mixes/graphics my writing

sinfuldeception @ 2009-01-18T23:49:00

2009-01-19T05:49:42Z

This could be the absolute best thing I've seen in a while.

And suddenly I have the urge to buy the dvd/cd.

/wanders off to scrounge for money.

sinfuldeception @ 2008-12-31T21:09:00

2009-01-01T03:09:43Z

Happy New Year!

I hope this is the year all your dreams come true. <3

sinfuldeception @ 2008-11-27T22:31:00

2008-11-28T04:31:11Z

THANKSGIVINGMEME

Happy Thanksgiving, loves. I hope everyone had a merry day... and ate lots and lots of yummies!

In other news... I fail at NaNo. /flail

I'm going to go write and try not to pass out from turkey-overload!

/facepalm

2008-11-12T12:17:02Z

Well. I'm an idiot. I've been procrastinating on my NaNo, and have fallen behind. So behind I think that I won't be able to get to my goal this year. But! I don't think I'm quitting just yet... just... trying to muddle through is being a pain, and I'm staring at an open doc. and the cursor is blinking at me angrily like it knows that I'm an idiot.

I talked to Sean yesterday(day before yesterday? maybe? my sleep schedule is so fucked). Yeah. That makes me a bigger idiot, I think, than the fact that I've been procrastinating. I said I wasn't going to do this again. I was polite and mostly silent, letting him talk, and the entire time I just wanted to run and hide because I really didn't want to be talking to him. I was actually surprised, because by now I've stopped counting the months between our conversations, I don't keep them logged anymore, for that reason, and the first thing he said to me when he messaged me was "I'm breaking our three-month silence to see if you know where my girlfriend is, she disappeared a few hours ago, and I can't seem to get a hold of her" And I was like "Haven't talked to her in a few days, but If I see her on I'll tell her to call you." And then he asked me about WoW and I figured, I'd already done the damage by even messaging him back, so we talked for a few minutes, before I skillfully told him that I had to go, and that we'd talk whenever the hell he decides to message me, next time, maybe. Before I went away. But the whole point of that, was how does he remember it's been three months? This is the guy who forgets that his glasses are in his hands and spends fifteen minutes looking for them, and most of our conversations are barely five minutes long when we do talk, and I don't see why he even gives a damn about messaging me anymore? I'm so fucking tired. and I'm just... an idiot. Damnit.

Maybabe? If you're around today email me pleaseeeeee? I need distractions, and you're my muse, so messagemepleasepleaseplease?!

I'm going to go wallow in my idiocy. Thank you.

sinfuldeception @ 2008-09-28T00:16:00

2008-09-28T05:24:41Z

So... my computer is dead. Like... start for five minutes and then shuts itself down, dead. I'm using my brother's laptop, but my desktop is very non-usuable at the moment. My daddy is going to fix it tomorrow, hopefully. If not, then it will be until next week until I can use my machine. which would kill me, i think. Since my PS and all my shows, writing and music are on it. ><

I might actually be able to get some writing done, though, yay.

Best friend got her test results back ; negative. thankfreakinggod.

Going to find something to do now. byes. <3

sinfuldeception @ 2008-09-25T16:16:00

2008-09-25T21:16:47Z

the i♥you because meme: love me here

I'm not expecting anyone to comment, but I wanted to share the meme for someone else to get some lovin'. &hearts

I'm still waiting on news. And now I'm going to play in PS. Hopefully.

sinfuldeception @ 2008-09-24T11:59:00

2008-09-24T16:59:30Z

let'sbehonest:mythread

sinfuldeception @ 2008-09-23T00:25:00

2008-09-23T05:24:50Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALICE!
I hope your day is wonderful, sweets!

In RL news, best friend finds out tomorrow(tonight) for sure. I'm hoping she's not, because she's not ready for a kid, not really, and that boytoy of hers is a dipshit, and despite the fact that she loves him, she needs to find a new one before she decides she wants kids. Honestly.

My sisterfriends want me to come up to their place this weekend, which I so do not want. ><; I don't feel like hanging out with them, really. I'm far too tired to deal with their bubbly energetic ways. ><; ACK.

SPN is so love. I was wondering when they'd bring in what they brought in for the premiere. I'VE BEEN WAITING. THANK YOU FOR THE PRETTY.

T:SCC is amazing in it's brilliance. I've dled tonight's epi since I missed most of it, but what I did see was good, and lovely. Next week's looks a-mazing. Oh, Cam. <3

OTH. Man, this is serious crack. I've had a craving for it, so I went and dled all five seasons and the first three episodes of of S6. I've only made it through most of the first season (rl is getting in the way of fandom, damnit) I <3 the crazy. Sophia Bush is like... perfection. Right up there with Summer.

I missed Heroes cause the channel kept fading in and out. Eventually got to lost to really get into it. Is it worth the download?!

I'd do more fandom news, but I'm really sleepy and I really only got up to say happy birthday to malice. &hearts

sinfuldeception @ 2008-09-11T18:07:00

2008-09-11T23:07:56Z

If you had me under your command and could make me write anything, regardless of whether or not I know the fandom or if anybody even writes fic in that fandom and no matter how crack-addled it might be, what would you love to see me write?

&hearts

sinfuldeception @ 2008-09-10T18:32:00

2008-09-10T23:32:58Z

thestalkmeme

Rewatching T:SCC S1. Cause I'm bored and and finally got the caps to make 201 icons and it's good background noise.

Also? Writing fanfic is difficult, damnit. I can't get the characterization right, so this fic seems off and gr. I will work on that. ><;

i don't want to go, im sorry, it wasnt me

2008-09-09T15:52:37Z

FORTUNE-TELLING MEME
Because I am very curious what you guys think. &hearts

Terminator : the Sarah Connor Chronicles ? SUCH A GOOD EPISODE. OHOH. Cameron's begging speech? HAI THERE TEARS, YOU ALMOST NEVER COME OUT FOR FICTION BUT SUMMER GLAU IS SO AMAZINGLYPERFECT THAT YOU MADE YOUR PRESENCE KNOWN. oh, otp, how i missed thee. THANK YOU FOR THE SUBTEXT AND CONSEQUENTIAL PERFECTION, SHOW. THANK YOU INDEED. AND BYEBYE EMOHAIR. HELLO SOLDIER-BOY. (this is not my johnconnor of S1. But wonderful nonetheless) All and all, good episode. XD

I need icons. ~~*wanders off to find caps and make some pretties*~~ There are no caps up yet. I'm shocked. And saddened. *pouts*

insanity at it's worst

2008-09-02T08:21:20Z

Ugh. I'm about to go wash my face, and head to bed, but grr the headacheness. ITS EVIL I SWEAR.

My brain is like scrambled eggs today... it's all... bits and pieces and there is no way to unscramble scrambled eggs. You have to get new eggs... but you can't do that with your mind... So I've been babbling like a freak and talking to myself and this headache will not go away despite the tylenol I took... and I'm giddy one second and depressed the next and they are in constant flux and I'm pretty sure I'm going insane. No really. My family will say that I've always been crazy, which is entirely true, but this is different. It feels like... losing. I don't know how to explain. ><

Mom and I went out at 11:30 or so, and grabbed a bite to eat at Denny's where they promptly screwed up our order (apparently what we ordered what new on the menu and the cook had never made it before) but he made it a second time, so we got filled up... so now I'm all full and ugh. I should not eat so much. GR. Then we hit walmart, which was... odd. I picked up some new acne-cream because the other stuff isn't working anymore. Damn my face.

I'm totally in love with Imogen Heap's Headlock. I don't even know why.

I should go to sleep. Before I start rambling about remembering and lucidness and just... *wanders off*

(also, may,bb, It's going to take me for fucking ever to fill up the extra userpic space! ILU. [thereareacouplenewprettiesnowthati'vegottenaroundtomakingjustacouple])

the end of all tales

2008-08-26T02:11:37Z

title ; the end of all tales : a life story
word count ; 2429 words
summary ; my life story in personal non-fiction land.
link ; Your life is a mess of jumbled memories...

for all that asked to read it on my last entry. I'm BEGGING for your feedback if you take the time to read. &hearts

[also? two stories in three days? WHAT?]

sinfuldeception @ 2008-08-25T03:35:00

2008-08-25T08:34:54Z

I'm writing some more creative non-fiction at the moment. I'm reliving things that make me want to cry and Fuck.

It's already 1230 words, and I'm not even halfway done. Oh, man. Its a jumbled mess and it's not turning out like I want it too.

I need to go write something else, honestly. I've got a pile of fanfiction stories that I've been meaning to write. ><;

(this is me, trying to update more. ha.)

sinfuldeception @ 2008-08-23T23:18:00

2008-08-24T04:18:43Z

What? A second entry for today?

Not really. But I wanted to share. =P

title ; in the darkest corner of our hearts
words ; 1050. Yay
note ; some personal nonfiction for your viewing pleasures. its not fantastic, but please read anyways? wrote for the intoevenings prompt : kiss.

I think I'm going to go to sleep now, cause I'm tired and nauseous. Ew.

sinfuldeception @ 2008-08-23T20:07:00

2008-08-24T01:06:56Z

YOU LIGHT UP MY LIFE MEME // MY THREAD !

sinfuldeception @ 2008-08-23T18:59:00

2008-08-23T23:59:32Z

Because May now owns me, I'm posting. Because she ~~ordered~~asked me to post. XD

My life is boring, really, its boring in the fact that nothing ever happens and the highlight of my day is going to sleep at night. (and the conversations with the brilliant people of my flist. that's a given.)

intoevenings is kind of perfect in it's brilliance. Really. ~~I HAVE TO REC THIS BECAUSE IT'S BEAUTIFUL AND SOSOSO MAY!!~~ I wrote something for the comm's first prompt, but I'm not sure if I'm going to post yet, and I don't know. I'm contemplating on it. May likes it ~~(supposedly)~~ and I do somewhat, which is usually enough incentive to post, but this is personal and odd and makes me want to cry thinking about it (my emotions suck so hard lately. I'm weepy and blah! Which is fucked, cause I'm not usual weepy!)

Buffy, Bones, Ugly Betty, and Psych have kind of taken over my life at the moment. Don't worry if you don't hear from me for a few days, I'm just hiding from them. (I can't stop loving tv. I need a life)

UHMS. I'm not sure what else...

OHOH.

MAY IS BRILLIANT AND *FLAIL* SHE BOUGHT ME SIX-MONTHS OF USERPICS AND WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE SUCH A BRILLIANT ~~OWNER~~FRIEND!!! I have to go hunt down pretties now, OH MAY. &hearts !

sinfuldeception @ 2008-08-20T23:33:00

2008-08-21T04:33:30Z

I love this kid. Ho damn. *giggles*

Bones is pretty fucking amazing. I didn't think I would like. DAMN MY BROTHER FOR PROVING ME WRONG AGAIN! [he said i had to watch, i told him i wouldn't like it]

Had Chili's tonight for dinner. Hot waiters. Lots of loudness. Storm raging outside? Summarizes my evening best.

*wishes May better*

Have a picture of Summer Glau while I wait for SCC season 2. WHICH NEEDS TO BE HERE NOWS.

trying to relax

2008-08-17T05:47:07Z

the disney meme

Comments please? =P

too much CAPS.

2008-08-17T02:44:54Z

PIXEL LOVING TIME. Comment and I'll pick seven of your icons, and then you will explain why you love/are using the icon (who doesn't love talking about their icons, seriously) and then post your explanation/this meme in your journal for other people to squee about their icons, and basically it will be a huge squeefest of love and 100x100 square pixels

the brilliant hazyflights chose seven of mine.

Dean/Rose is my only huge-favorite-oh-my-god-if-only-they-were-to-meet-crossover-ship. I adore them, and they're beautiful. Yep. There is nothing more.

Penny/Billy! THEYAREPERFECTANDOHMAN. DR.HORRIBLEWASBRILLIANT. IWANTMORE. My newest icon. I made it awhile ago, and I adores it.

Life On Mars. John Simm. Need I say more? Hm.

the twilight!dreamteam. Guh. If only those two were actually doing the movie. They are, at least in my mind. <3

TOSHIKO SATO BABY YOU WILL BE MISSED.

OH. MICKEY. AND THE TARDIS. I LOVE THE TARDIS. Ineededan icon of her, and this was the favorite that I made.

BRYCEBRYCEBRYCE. I LOVE BRYCE. Chuck was my favorite new show of last season. I adore the beauty and funny of this show. I love this serious-cute-spy.

sinfuldeception @ 2008-08-12T22:57:00

2008-08-13T03:57:35Z

Thank you, sweetlings, for all the recs. <3

And since I'm bored ;
The problem with LJ: we all think we are so close, but really we know nothing about each other. I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me, something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away. Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.