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New years party...that is where she was driving me. I didn't know. It was after she showed me her friend could laser engrave these stones, beautiful red marbled stones.She turned this bland stone necklace into something beautiful. I was captivated. They asked if I wanted to go with them, of course I did, I was like a five year old in there hands, looking up to her older cooler sisters, except I am older, she is younger. I went. Tagging along pathetically. We drove for a bit, before my sister geared off into the woods, " where I we going" I asked her, wondering why and how it so suddenly got dark. Her and her friend turned around, and laughed at me. "New Years Party", " Why in the woods, why is it dark" once again I feel like a five year old, this time one who is gotten in over her head and wants out. I jump out of the car, a soft-like blanket falling out with me, and start running back in the direction we came from. I wanted to go home, so scared, so cold, so alone, she just kept driving, her friend cackling from the side-passengers seat, and me pathetic. I wrap the blanket around me as much as I can, and walk. I walk until I pass out from exhaustion, with isn't long, considering what she put me through. When I awaken, I find myself two places and yet only one. The first is safely next to my fiancee' freezing cause he stole all the blankets, the other still in my dream waking up on my mother bed, with her sitting next to me " Please be ok Please be ok, I can't live with out you" she keeps whispering. I open and eye, to see tears streaming down my mothers face. " where is she' I ask. My mother looks up at me like I am her savior in the darkness. " hasn't come home yet" she croaked, her voice horse from the tears. " How did I get home" I ask, I am told a story, of something odd. I dog, and a cat, both look identical to pets I had when I was a little girl, alternated between carrying me and dragging me out of the woods, and then home. I get up out of bed, and walk out to the porch, and go to the laser engraver, I want to make myself beautiful stone, so I will not be so captivated with my sister and her friend again. My sister arrives home cackling wickedly, as my fiancee' gets out of bed, and shuts the door a little louder than necessary, thank god, I fear what my sister had to say, but now I may never know......
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