Survey and tests... boredom.
Oh, Christ. I kust did a gigantic survey and then deleted it. FUCK.
Again...
---Rank the 10 people who've affected your life most---
(In no particular order, and I've decided that groups count.)
1. Mom/Dad- all the upheveal of my childhood made me become the independent person I had to be to survive it.
2. Mike- he taught me that relationships are not about a pewer struggle, and also that I can be in a stable relationship.
3. Anna (
17flyingfish)- Anna knows more about me than anyone else on the planet. She's my journal buddy and my support when I need to cry for a few solid hours.
4. Heather (
evergleam83), Rachael, Noble, and more recently, Aster- I finally have a group of tight-knot buds I can trust my life with, and there's no constant drama.
5. The members of my fandom- You all make me do the whacky.
6. Charles Richardson, Lauretta Young, Robert Cantrell, Kyle Engler- my music teachers, past and present. They've inspired me, nurtured me musically, guided me through rough times, and had faith in me. They were/are generally amazing people.
7. Kendell- my relationship with Kendell taught me what I want in a relationship, and conversations we've had helped me through some truly bad times at home.
8. Ariel- she was the first person who made me feel bad about being an ass. Also, she makes me insensely glad that I have the ability to suck it up, deal, and get over it.
9. L.J. Smith, Christopher Pike, Oscar Wilde, Frank Herbert, Poppy Z. Brite, and more recently, Francesca Lia Block- for countless hours of escapism, fantasy, and reflection.
10. Angelina Jolie- okay, so this last one's a joke. But also, my latent obsession with her was my first inkling that I'm not exactly straight as an arrow.
QUESTiONS..
`*..do you drink//occasionally.
`*..how many times have you been drunk//Once, and heavily buzzing three times.
`*..how many boys have you kissed//I lost count around 11.
'*..how many girls have you kissed//Three.
`*..what's your sexual preference//I'm attracted to individuals. Genetalia negotiable.
'*..how old were you at your first kiss//Fourteen.
`*..how many people have you had sex with//Two.
'*..do you believe in online relationships//I guess, but I'm certain that they're not for me.
`*..do you get along with your mom//When she's not busy being high-strung and closed-minded.
`*..what is the most common question you get asked//"Is your haircolor real?"/"Are they real?"/ "Guess who called?"
`*..your usual response//"No."/"Yes."/"Your mom. Shut your hell up, Heather."
`*..what's your natural hair color//dirty blonde.
`*..eye color//greyish greenish blue.
`*..how tall are you without shoes// 5'5".
`*..favorite colors//Red, orange, Black.
`*.what's your highest level of education//I'm a sophomore in college.
`*..do you have any siblings//Four: Matt, Andrea, Daniel, Melissa.
`*..do you have any pets//3 cats: Martin, Harley, Zoe, A dog: Lady, and a chinchilla: Gizmo.
'*..do you want any pets//I want a black kitten.
`*..do you have your own website//Yes, but it's not currently running.
`*..do you sleep with clothes on//If I'm exhausted. Otherwise, au naturel.
`*..what's your view on religion//No one religion has a lock on The Truth. To think so is arrogant and self-deluded. This is why I'm generally against organized religion.
`*..ever dumped someone//yes.
'*..been dumped//No.
'*..cheated on someone//No.
'*..been cheated on//Yes, but it wasn't exactly a fromal relationship.
`*..been in love//Yes.
EiTHER//OR..
`*..coffee or hot chocolate//Coffee.
`*..neve campbell or jennifer love hewitt//Eliza Dushku.
`*..tom cruise or brad pitt//Alexis Denisof.
`*..jeans or cords//Either. Jeans.
`*..sweater or sweatshirt//Sweater
`*..t-shirt or tanktop//tanktop
iN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU..
`*..cried//Yes.
`*..helped someone//Yes.
`*..bought something//Yes.
`*..gotten sick//Yes.
`*..gone to the movies//No.
`*..said i love you//Yes.
`*..written a letter//No.
`*..moved on//No.
`*..talked to an ex//No.
`*..missed an ex//No.
`*..talked to a crush//No.
`*..had a serious talk//No.
`*..missed someone//Yes.
`*..hugged someone//Yes.
`*..fought with your parents//Blessidly, no.
`*..fought with a friend//No.
DO YOU//WHAT..
`*..wear makeup//Yes, unless it's a chill-out day or I wake up late and just don't care.
`*..put on a 'front'//Mike says yes, I say no.
`*..kiss on the first date//Nope.
`*..have a crush on someone//Yes. My boyfriend. You shoulda seen him in a suit last night.
`*..color is the carpet in your room//Blue.
`*..the last CD you bought//Matchbox Twenty: "More Than You Think You Are."
RANDOM QUESTiONS...
`*..how did you spend last summer//Working at a nursing home, and eagerly awaiting fall.
`*..when's the last time you showered//Last night.
`*..are you lonely//No.
`*..are you happy//Content.
`*..are you wearing pajamas//No.
`*..are you talking to someone online//No.
'*..who do you most like talking to online//I haven't been doing any actual talking online lately.
`*..what's your astrological sign//Sun in Virgo, Moon in Aquarius, Scorpio rising.
`*..what are you listening or watching right now//Norah Jones.
1. what kind of socks are your wearing right now? None.
2. are your socks too big on you? Usually.
3. what color is the cd in your cd player? White. It's a CD-R.
4. why can't we trespass? You wouldn't want someone on your property, would you?
5. why are stars so cool? They make the night sky gorgeous.
6. what are you wearing? A white treefrog teeshirt that Mike wore as a young boy, and bluejeans with bare feet.
7. what's the last book you read? Girl Goddess #9 by Francesca Lia Block, because Aster bought it for me.
8. are vaginas pretty? They're interesting.
9. are penises pretty? See above.
10. do you regret having sex? Not one tiny bit.
11. are you still not over the person who took away your virginity? There's debate as to who I "lost" my virginity to. It depends on your definition of sex. Option #1- We're over. Option #2- We're still together.
13. do you own nike or converse shoes? No.
14. do you own saucony shoes? No.
15. do you wear tight pants? On occasion.
16. do you have a favorite brand of hair dye? Feria by Loreal.
17. have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute? No.
18. do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them? Yes.
19. do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London? No.
20. where do you work?: Residence Life at McDaniel College.
21. do you know who jack kerouac is? Yes.
22. do you like mr. kerouac? Soemtimes. It takes very specific moods for me to read Kerouac.
23. should mumia abu-jamal be freed from prison? Yes, from what I understand of his case.
24. are you a blonde?: Naturally.
25. would you ever date a fat person?: Depends on the personality, doesn't it?
26. who's your favorite person to talk to online?:I answered this one already.
27. offline?: the gang.
28. do you go to many concerts?: Not many, although I saw Dave Matthews Band twice this year.

The Girl Closet: You like girls! So step out
already and tell people. Doesn't mean you are a
girl, you can be a boy and like girls! You just
come out of the same closet as the lesbians do
^___^ because we don't believe in segregation!
bwahaha
Which Closet should You come out of?
brought to you by Quizilla
Oh, honey. I came out of that closet a long time ago.
Chris, you're Hot 'n' Sexy
When you enter a room, all eyes gravitate toward you. Like a moth to a flame, people can't help but notice you. Maybe it's how you casually move through a crowd or that glow you give off when you flash that smile. You're hot and it shows. Could it be the haircut that says it all about you, the jeans that fit just right, or the casual way you saunter across a room looking confident from all angles?
You have an air about you that commands respect from men and women alike. You possess such outward strength that these people ache to be around you. When you speak, people hang on your every word. You are so full of charisma and cachet that, whether in a business or social setting, you can gauge the mood in the room and offer the right compliment or provocative statement for any scene. Do you have a secret intuition about how people work? Just maybe. And that's one of the sexiest things about you.
The test is here.
Hee. Well, not generally, but last night, I sure played the part. :) More on that later.
Again...
---Rank the 10 people who've affected your life most---
(In no particular order, and I've decided that groups count.)
1. Mom/Dad- all the upheveal of my childhood made me become the independent person I had to be to survive it.
2. Mike- he taught me that relationships are not about a pewer struggle, and also that I can be in a stable relationship.
3. Anna (
4. Heather (
5. The members of my fandom- You all make me do the whacky.
6. Charles Richardson, Lauretta Young, Robert Cantrell, Kyle Engler- my music teachers, past and present. They've inspired me, nurtured me musically, guided me through rough times, and had faith in me. They were/are generally amazing people.
7. Kendell- my relationship with Kendell taught me what I want in a relationship, and conversations we've had helped me through some truly bad times at home.
8. Ariel- she was the first person who made me feel bad about being an ass. Also, she makes me insensely glad that I have the ability to suck it up, deal, and get over it.
9. L.J. Smith, Christopher Pike, Oscar Wilde, Frank Herbert, Poppy Z. Brite, and more recently, Francesca Lia Block- for countless hours of escapism, fantasy, and reflection.
10. Angelina Jolie- okay, so this last one's a joke. But also, my latent obsession with her was my first inkling that I'm not exactly straight as an arrow.
QUESTiONS..
`*..do you drink//occasionally.
`*..how many times have you been drunk//Once, and heavily buzzing three times.
`*..how many boys have you kissed//I lost count around 11.
'*..how many girls have you kissed//Three.
`*..what's your sexual preference//I'm attracted to individuals. Genetalia negotiable.
'*..how old were you at your first kiss//Fourteen.
`*..how many people have you had sex with//Two.
'*..do you believe in online relationships//I guess, but I'm certain that they're not for me.
`*..do you get along with your mom//When she's not busy being high-strung and closed-minded.
`*..what is the most common question you get asked//"Is your haircolor real?"/"Are they real?"/ "Guess who called?"
`*..your usual response//"No."/"Yes."/"Your mom. Shut your hell up, Heather."
`*..what's your natural hair color//dirty blonde.
`*..eye color//greyish greenish blue.
`*..how tall are you without shoes// 5'5".
`*..favorite colors//Red, orange, Black.
`*.what's your highest level of education//I'm a sophomore in college.
`*..do you have any siblings//Four: Matt, Andrea, Daniel, Melissa.
`*..do you have any pets//3 cats: Martin, Harley, Zoe, A dog: Lady, and a chinchilla: Gizmo.
'*..do you want any pets//I want a black kitten.
`*..do you have your own website//Yes, but it's not currently running.
`*..do you sleep with clothes on//If I'm exhausted. Otherwise, au naturel.
`*..what's your view on religion//No one religion has a lock on The Truth. To think so is arrogant and self-deluded. This is why I'm generally against organized religion.
`*..ever dumped someone//yes.
'*..been dumped//No.
'*..cheated on someone//No.
'*..been cheated on//Yes, but it wasn't exactly a fromal relationship.
`*..been in love//Yes.
EiTHER//OR..
`*..coffee or hot chocolate//Coffee.
`*..neve campbell or jennifer love hewitt//Eliza Dushku.
`*..tom cruise or brad pitt//Alexis Denisof.
`*..jeans or cords//Either. Jeans.
`*..sweater or sweatshirt//Sweater
`*..t-shirt or tanktop//tanktop
iN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU..
`*..cried//Yes.
`*..helped someone//Yes.
`*..bought something//Yes.
`*..gotten sick//Yes.
`*..gone to the movies//No.
`*..said i love you//Yes.
`*..written a letter//No.
`*..moved on//No.
`*..talked to an ex//No.
`*..missed an ex//No.
`*..talked to a crush//No.
`*..had a serious talk//No.
`*..missed someone//Yes.
`*..hugged someone//Yes.
`*..fought with your parents//Blessidly, no.
`*..fought with a friend//No.
DO YOU//WHAT..
`*..wear makeup//Yes, unless it's a chill-out day or I wake up late and just don't care.
`*..put on a 'front'//Mike says yes, I say no.
`*..kiss on the first date//Nope.
`*..have a crush on someone//Yes. My boyfriend. You shoulda seen him in a suit last night.
`*..color is the carpet in your room//Blue.
`*..the last CD you bought//Matchbox Twenty: "More Than You Think You Are."
RANDOM QUESTiONS...
`*..how did you spend last summer//Working at a nursing home, and eagerly awaiting fall.
`*..when's the last time you showered//Last night.
`*..are you lonely//No.
`*..are you happy//Content.
`*..are you wearing pajamas//No.
`*..are you talking to someone online//No.
'*..who do you most like talking to online//I haven't been doing any actual talking online lately.
`*..what's your astrological sign//Sun in Virgo, Moon in Aquarius, Scorpio rising.
`*..what are you listening or watching right now//Norah Jones.
1. what kind of socks are your wearing right now? None.
2. are your socks too big on you? Usually.
3. what color is the cd in your cd player? White. It's a CD-R.
4. why can't we trespass? You wouldn't want someone on your property, would you?
5. why are stars so cool? They make the night sky gorgeous.
6. what are you wearing? A white treefrog teeshirt that Mike wore as a young boy, and bluejeans with bare feet.
7. what's the last book you read? Girl Goddess #9 by Francesca Lia Block, because Aster bought it for me.
8. are vaginas pretty? They're interesting.
9. are penises pretty? See above.
10. do you regret having sex? Not one tiny bit.
11. are you still not over the person who took away your virginity? There's debate as to who I "lost" my virginity to. It depends on your definition of sex. Option #1- We're over. Option #2- We're still together.
13. do you own nike or converse shoes? No.
14. do you own saucony shoes? No.
15. do you wear tight pants? On occasion.
16. do you have a favorite brand of hair dye? Feria by Loreal.
17. have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute? No.
18. do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them? Yes.
19. do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London? No.
20. where do you work?: Residence Life at McDaniel College.
21. do you know who jack kerouac is? Yes.
22. do you like mr. kerouac? Soemtimes. It takes very specific moods for me to read Kerouac.
23. should mumia abu-jamal be freed from prison? Yes, from what I understand of his case.
24. are you a blonde?: Naturally.
25. would you ever date a fat person?: Depends on the personality, doesn't it?
26. who's your favorite person to talk to online?:I answered this one already.
27. offline?: the gang.
28. do you go to many concerts?: Not many, although I saw Dave Matthews Band twice this year.
The Girl Closet: You like girls! So step out
already and tell people. Doesn't mean you are a
girl, you can be a boy and like girls! You just
come out of the same closet as the lesbians do
^___^ because we don't believe in segregation!
bwahaha
Which Closet should You come out of?
brought to you by Quizilla
Oh, honey. I came out of that closet a long time ago.
Chris, you're Hot 'n' Sexy
When you enter a room, all eyes gravitate toward you. Like a moth to a flame, people can't help but notice you. Maybe it's how you casually move through a crowd or that glow you give off when you flash that smile. You're hot and it shows. Could it be the haircut that says it all about you, the jeans that fit just right, or the casual way you saunter across a room looking confident from all angles?
You have an air about you that commands respect from men and women alike. You possess such outward strength that these people ache to be around you. When you speak, people hang on your every word. You are so full of charisma and cachet that, whether in a business or social setting, you can gauge the mood in the room and offer the right compliment or provocative statement for any scene. Do you have a secret intuition about how people work? Just maybe. And that's one of the sexiest things about you.
The test is here.
Hee. Well, not generally, but last night, I sure played the part. :) More on that later.