sihaya09 😟apathetic

Ugh. I need to clear my head with triviality.

What's on your bedside table: </b>

A few novels, two candles in Mardi-Gras colored holders, Satsuma lotion, a silver lantern, the beaded bracelet Mike forgot when he left this morning, my leather three-strap bracelet, a lighter, a bottle of Aleve, a jasmine tea bag, Altoids, and post-its.

What is the geekiest part of your music collection:

Probably the Dawson's Creek coundtrack from my early high school days.

What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night:

My fridge? Hah. Sometimes there's chocolate. Other times, red grape juice.

What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie:

I hate to admit it, but Moulin Rouge makes me cry. Not because Satine's dead, but the expression on Ewan's face. Also, Braveheart.

If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done:

I really like my body. But if I had to have anything done, I'd have the backs of my thighs smoothed down... but I don't think I'll ever have plastic surgery. I'm content with what I have.

Do you have a completely irrational fear:

I definitely agree with MP. Samara freaks me the hell out. Dude, my TV was covered, and I had my computer monitor turned around for a week. Also, I'm terrified of mirrors and needles.

What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment:

I bite my lower lip. Also, I have the nervous knees thing.

Do you ever have to beg:

I'm not big with the begging.

Are you a pyromaniac:

A little. I have a candle fetish and I love campfires.

Do you have too many love interests:

Crushes come and go, but for the past two years, Mike's been my solid interest.

Do you know anyone famous:

Well, Jada Pinkett-Smith and Tupac Shakur went to my high school. I sang at Mayor O'Malley (of Baltimore City)'s inauguration. I don't "know" any of these people.

Describe your bed:

Your standard dorm-room bed with green sheets, 2 burgundy pillows, a burgundy comforter, a cream blanket, and a red heating blanket, plus one of Mike's squishy pillows.

Spontaneous or plan:

I generally plan, although this weekend has proven that I can sometimes be too spontaneous.

Who should play you in a movie about your life:

Me, I guess. I don't really look like any celebs, and I dunno who could have the right vibe to convincingly be me.

Do you know how to play poker:

I might if I knew how.

What do you carry with you at all times:

Some cash, my debit card, ID, my keys.

How do you drive:

So far, I'm a happy pedestrian.

What do you miss most about being little:

I don't think I was ever allowed to be little.

Are you happy with your given name:

Christina is such a funny name for a pagan. My last name is a fairly common Irish one, and my middle name is fairly nondescript. But I'm not complaining. At least my name isn't Amanda or Sarah like 4/5 of the people I know.

What color is your bedroom:

Standard dorm-white with wooden door, dresser, and cabinet.

What was the last song you were listening to:

"Unwell" by Matchbox Twenty. That's me lately.

Have you ever been in a play:

Never having had any theater experience whatsoever, I was accidentally cast in the lead of a pla as Joan of Arc this year. It went fairly well.

Who are your best friends: Anna, Heather, Rac.

Have you ever been in love: Yes.

Do you talk a lot: It depends on the company, the topic, and my mood. Sometime's I'm a virtual mute, sometimes you wish I would just shut up.

Do you like yourself and believe in yourself: Most of the time.

Have you ever done any illegal drugs:

I've drunk underage a few times, but that's it.

Do you think you're cute:

Usually.

Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you:

They mostly make me sad. It's so hard to say, because you can't lump them all into one group. Some prople genuinely need help, and others are just in it for booze money. It's too complicated to give a simple yes or no.

Do you consider yourself to be a nice person:

I am blunt and sometimes harsh, but I'm usually friendly.

Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends:

Mike is a friend. I'd say I spend more time with the girls, but that's just because I only see him on weekends. But it all works out in the end.