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Chris
06 May 2010 @ 09:57 am
I've been quiet lately-- well, for me, anyway. I just haven't had much about which to write. Work continues apace. There's either going to be an update late tonight or early tomorrow: a hodgepodge of resin pieces, stamped metal, wirework, strung strands, and those slinky bracelets that have been selling like hotcakes.

In headspace stuff, I have been having massive body image issues lately, which usually happens 'round this time of year while I still have all my extra winter padding on. I saw a couple of pictures of me at Spoutwood this weekend and I was literally all EUGH. It's funny how I don't tend to pay much mind to body shapes in general, but mine? It's driving me nuts, because I know it's not where I should be. I mean, I have super issues from my family calling me fat when I was only a size 6, so of course, I'm gonna be super-critical of myself, right? In any case, I need to exercise more, so I think tomorrow I'm going to take a book and go on a long excursion in the woods and be outside. I need to start eating way less carbs and way more fruits and veggies. I've fallen off the wagon with my resolution of no desserts during the week (Oreo cookies did me in), but I need to re-commit and stick to my guns. I am unhappy about the way I look and I'm the only person that's gonna change that. I am about 15lbs over what I know is best for my body, and my muscle tone is rapidly fading, so I'm gonna fix it.

Today: rehearsal, finishing a couple of final things (earwires, mostly), photography, then chilling out with costume dramas while I photoedit. It is going to be a long, long night.
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