sihaya09 😦tired

Classes start tomorrow. I really should be sleeping by now.

But: survey. And a real update tomorrow.

[Spell your first name backwards]: Anitsirhc. WTF?
[The story behind your LJ user name]: Sihaya is Paul's special name for Chani in Dune. It means "desert spring." And I like the number nine.
[How old?]: 19
[Where do you live?]: Baltimore and Westminster, MD



DESCRIBE YOUR:
[Wallet]: A beat up green McDaniel change purse.
[Jewelry worn daily]: Brown leather watch, white gold claddagh ring, 5 zircon earrings.
[Shoes]: 4" heeled shit-kicking black leather boots.
[Handbag]: I sometimes carry a black shoulderbag. I don't really do the purse thing.
[Favorite top]: Black and white striped tank top.
[Perfume/Cologne]: Patchouli, sandalwood, or satsuma orange oils.
[Piercings]: two in each lobe and one in my cartilage.
[What you are wearing now]: Red cross-necked top and jeans
[Makeup]: um, mascara, finger-painted eyeshadow that's half rubbed off.
[In my mouth]: my tongue and teeth.
[In my head]: thinking I should be in bed
[Wishing]: classes didn't start tomorrow.
[Talking to]: no one
[Eating]: Well, drinking Mountain Dew.
[Some of your favorite movies]: Secretary, Sleepy Hollow, Braveheart, Moulin Rouge
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: Hijinks with the Redhead Brigade
[The last thing you ate?]: Easy Mac.
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: needles. Mirrors at night
[Do you believe in love]: am currently in it.
[Do you believe in soul mates]: I believe that we have several possible soul mates.
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: Well, a connection for sure. Each time I first saw someone who would have/is having a deep impact on my life, I knew that as soon as I saw them.
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: For the most part.
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: A black kitty.
[What are some of your favourite pig out foods?]: Oatmeal Raisin cookies, cookies and milk, steak.
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: cruelty. Meaning, I want to know why certain people are cruel.
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: yes.

In the last 24 hours, have you:
[Cried?]: no
[Bought something?]: Groceries!
[Gotten sick]: no. *knocks on wood*
[Sang?]: Yes.
[Eaten?]: yeah. Duh.
[Been kissed?]: no.
[Felt stupid?]: no
[Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't?]: I always say it.
[Met someone new?]: yes.
[Moved on?]: no.
[Talked to an ex?]: no
[Missed an ex?]: no
[Talked to someone you have a crush on?]: yes. Three guesses. :)
[Had a serious talk?]: no
[Hugged someone?]: Aster!
[Fought with your parents?]: no. can't fight with 'em if you don't talk to them.
[Dreamed about someone you can't be with?]: nope

Social Life:
[Boyfriend/Girlfriend?]: Mike
[What type automobile do you drive?]: Currently a happy pedestrian.
[What type automobile do you wish you drove?]: Something that works.
[Would you rather be with friends or on a date?]: With friends. Mike's a friend.
[Where is the best hangout?]: My new apartment
[Do you have a job?]: Resident Assistant.
[Do you like being around people?]: yes.
[Have you known the longest]: Annabean.
[Do you argue the most with?]: My mother.
[Do you always get along with?]: Heather
[Is the most trustworthy?]: members of the Redhead Brigade
[Makes you laugh the most?]: Mike
[Has been there through all the hard times?]: my school family and Mike
[Has the coolest parents?]: Mike's mommy should be my mommy.
[Has the coolest siblings?]: I don't really know any of my friends' sibs that well. Well, I like Anna's sis, Claire.
[Is the most blunt?]: Me. But Aster's a close runner-up.
[Is the smartest?]: Aster
[Who is your role model?]: I don't think I've ever really had one of those.
[Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with?]: It was called middle school.
[Have you ever cried over the opposite sex?]: Yes.
[Do you have a "type" of person you always go after?]: Nope. Each serious relationship has been very different.
[Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you?]: Well, yeah. And it doesn't feel as good as you think it would. After the first five minutes of sheer euphoria, that is.
[Rather be the dumper or dumped?]: dumper
[Rather have a relationship or a "hookup"?]: Relationship. I am physically incapable of a one night stand. (Tried once. I ended up in a one year relationship from hell.)
[Want someone you don't have right now?]: nope
[Ever liked your best guy/girl friend?]: I've had small crushes on female friends, but nothing significant.
[Do you want to get married?]: Yes.
[Do you want kids?]: Maybe. No more than 2.
[Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time?]: it's quite possible in three years or more.
[What is your favorite part of your physical appearance?]: I like my little mouth beauty mark.
[What is your favorite part of your emotional being?]: I can endure a lot and come out fighting.
[Are you happy with you?]: Very much so.
[Are you happy with your life?]: There are always day to day stresses, but overall, I have it pretty damn good.