Comin' down.
Whoo boy, having a morning. My brain is pretty chilled from yesterday, but my body is still in full-swing anxiety mode. My skin is all prickly and my heart is hammering a mile a minute. (Long story short for those not on my flist: the state wants me to pay back a $12,000 scholarship because I haven't filled out a service interview. Because they keep sending it to a misspelled address that does not exist. And no one can rectify it until next week.)
I am trying to chill enough to get down to work, but I'm definitely having a rough time of it.
Anyhow. Breathing, breathing. Could really handle a hug right now.
6. Gratitude: as totally stressful as this situation is, I am grateful that I did get a college education. I might be resentful to paying back $$,$$$ in student loans because my parents refused to let me go to the college that offered a full scholarship, but in the end, I have a degree, which is important should I need to job search again in the future.
I am trying to chill enough to get down to work, but I'm definitely having a rough time of it.
Anyhow. Breathing, breathing. Could really handle a hug right now.
6. Gratitude: as totally stressful as this situation is, I am grateful that I did get a college education. I might be resentful to paying back $$,$$$ in student loans because my parents refused to let me go to the college that offered a full scholarship, but in the end, I have a degree, which is important should I need to job search again in the future.