shiningani

The Golden Cliff [7/7]

shiningani — Fri, 29 Aug 2014 17:52:14 GMT

Title: The Golden Cliff
Pairing: Jongkey
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Fantasy, Drama
Summary: Key is what people would call a demon, a siren. People called his kind dangerous, but no one knew how prisoned they really were. And how much pain they had to endure in their life. So he wasn`t surprised to find a new pray at a stormy night, but he never expected the outcome of this unusual meeting.

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Chapter 7: Broken Angel

I watched you carefully. Fascinated by every broken breath you took between your ripped lips. Chest falling up and down. Up and down. You must feel lightheaded, right? Fascinating how beautiful it looked. The shadows and secrets in your eyes.

The beauty of a broken angel.

I feel you slipping away, more than I wished. But I will be by your side every second, till the end. Will you feel alone? Will you feel empty? Like that hole in my chest? You can see it, right? You can feel it, grab it, fill it. Right?

You can hear the slow drops echoing, blood rushing. Like a waterfall in a snowy night. Cold. Icy. Foggy. And sharp like a razor. But fast it will not be. It will take you slowly. Like I like it. Like I should love it. But I don`t. This is torture. Painful and harsh. But silent, like your fading breath in this warm afternoon sun.

Your chest is falling, down. Your last breath, almost sounding like you wanted to tell me something. It’s still in the air, that sweet whisper of yours. But I can`t catch the words you tried to say so desperately. And for once, I wished I had hands to stroke away your last tear rolling down your check. Salty and heavy. Much heavier than your dead and hungry body.

You are gone. So fast after all. Say, will you lay here until you won’t anymore? Until only your bones are left? Body being picked on by nasty birds? Nasty like me. Monster. I`m this monster. This demon.

So why do you smile so beautifully? So free?

Why can`t I be that way?

Is that why you pitied me? A free angel prisoned through his entire being. I can have everything, but I have nothing. I have golden wings to fly away, but a hobble around my feet. I have a beautiful attire, but no one to look at it. I have an alluring voice, but no one to listen to my songs. I have a beautiful home, but I`m all alone. Crouching between rotten corpses. Reminding me of all the wins I gained over time.

The wins I don`t want to have.

So I take your body, carefully. For once I don`t want to hurt you. I expanded my huge wings. Taking off. Feathers glowing. Mouth moving to form unspoken words, your sweet lullaby. Eyes pushing away light tears, sparkling in sunrays.

And it felt so good, to just let myself fall, down. Just like your chest did one last time. It will be my last time too. And for some reason I don`t feel scared. I have you by my side. Sinking to the deepest part of the sea. Right above me. My wings engulfing you softly.

For once I could smile, freely, as I took my place next to my sisters and bothers. Now with golden petrified wings.

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Well, this is the last chapter. :) Now, I will explain some things, so you can understand this story better. I couldn`t before. It would have spoiled everything. lol I think you all understood the sirens "task" to lure seafarer to their cliff, so they could take them and let them hunger till death.

Now, this is about the fate of a siren, which I must say is really sad in my eyes. Sirens are creatures that are bonded to a certain fate, to always win. They win when they are able to successfully lure their victim with their voice. If they loose, thats like the baddest thing happening to them. They are desperate, unable to accept that they lost. (like they once did in a singing contest with the muses)

Unable to accept it, they kill themselves. Throwing themselves into the ocean and die. I used that fact, letting Kibum become part of the cliff in the end. I hope you all understood. With him killing himfelf he became the cliff. Thats why my story is called "the golden cliff". I didn`t want Kibum to be a victim of his own fate though. I wanted him to realize his own fate. Thats why he didn`t let Jonghyun rot all alone on that cliff, but took him with him. Breaking his own fate and be free. And even though he still is a victim of his own fate in some part, he broke it too. ok? :)

Anyways, I hope you enjoyed reading this. Pls leave a comment! <3

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The Golden Cliff [6/7]

shiningani — Mon, 11 Aug 2014 13:25:13 GMT

The Golden Cliff [5/7]

shiningani — Sat, 02 Aug 2014 13:26:00 GMT

The Golden Cliff [4/7]

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The Golden Cliff [3/7]

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The Golden Cliff [2/7]

shiningani — Mon, 07 Jul 2014 17:21:37 GMT

The Golden Cliff [1/7]

shiningani — Mon, 07 Jul 2014 17:19:13 GMT

Title: The Golden Cliff
Pairing: Jongkey
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Fantasy, Drama
Summary: Key is what people would call a demon, a siren. People called his kind dangerous, but no one knew how prisoned they really were. And how much pain they had to endure in their life. So he wasn`t surprised to find a new pray at a stormy night, but he never expected the outcome of this unusual meeting.

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Chapter 1: Graceful shadow

If you see me, you would think of gold like sunrays, beautiful and dazzling. My movements are light and soundless like the air around you, the air you would breath every day. The air that is salty from high ocean waves. They would hit you, if you are not careful enough. I would hit you with those long and golden wings of mine. They are splendid and broad. A big shadow they cast, the last thing you see, if you see at all in your trance like state.

I make you like this. Numbing your senses with shrill sounds and beautiful singing. Lure you to me with deathly smiles and gruesome chuckles, promises you can`t resist. How much I love it to see you like this. So helpless, but oh so breathtaking. I watch as you rot in front of me, watch how your bones will show at time passes. It is a pleasure to see your lungs giving out, your lips trembling. The hunger making you crazy. And you want more, so much more.

I will give it to you, until it will be the last thing you do. Die. And I will laugh loudly into your sunken face, my sneaky comrades laughing with me. It will be heard on all Islands - Gallo Lungo, La Rotonda and La Castelluccia. Even those arrogant Muses will hear it. Even Positano will listen to our pleased sounds, your friends and family crying in agony. And the best thing is, you won`t care, you are just too far away already.

Oh, all those dumb humans. They think they will be able to beat us someday, they think they will find a way, but they won`t. I tell you they won`t, because we are so much more intelligent then their stupid brains would ever be. They would kill to know what we know.

Come to me, come to me and see yourself. I know you want to listen to our alluring songs at least for once. But if you do, it will be too late. You can watch as I drag you over board with long claws and throw you onto the sharp cliff of our Island. I will bed you into my brothers and sisters stony arms. The ones that killed themselves for losing, throwing their bodies into the sea.

Those damn Muses. One day we will win, we will win and show everyone how heavenly we are. Even Acheloos – our father – will see and will be proud. He will see, that we are the best.

I`m sure we can do it.

Because we are demons.

Because we are unique creatures. A mix of a bird and a human. Seductive, with a beautiful voice. Promising to many. Feared by everyone.

They call us alluring.

They call us dangerous.

They call us: Siren.

Now come and see yourself.

It will be a pleasure to show you.

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So, finally my first chapter. I`m sorry if its not as long as you hoped it would be. >.<

Anyways, there are a lot of things to explain. lol

First of all, I`m sure you are confused about the Sirens in my story, because most of you know them as half fish. At the beginning Sirens were all half bird and half human. Only later on people pictured them with a fish tail as well. And much more later they became nice and became mermaids. lol They are related to Harpyies, thats why most people mix them. Thats actually the reason why its so hard to find good pictures of them.

But back to Sirens in this story. :) First they had a bird body with a human like head (like this), that changed over time and they had a more humanlike body and the bird parts began with their legs and wings. In my story they kind of look like this just with golden wings (like this). They live in a cotto or the Islands cliffs, some say they live on a meadow. *sigh*

Now about the place where this story plays: Italy. Most of you think Sirens exist only in Greece, but they existed in Italy too. Positano is a place on the west coast of Italy. From Positano you can see Li Galli, which are 3 Island (I wrote them obove). They are called "The Islands of Sirens".

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[Fanfic - Oneshot] You left me

shiningani — Sat, 12 Jan 2013 12:52:07 GMT

Title: You Left Me
Pairing: JongKey
Genre: angst
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Jonghyun and Kibum were happy together until Jonghyun left Kibum without an explanation. Kibum didn`t take this in a good way…

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It was a rainy day, when Jonghyun got the message.
Tears were slowly leaving his eyes as he broke into the cold floor.
He held the only thing left in his hands, left in his life.
A letter, a letter from Kibum - the love of his life. He had to leave him a week ago.
He never wanted to, he just had to. Now he left him and he couldn`t do anything about it…

*Letter*

You left me…
Why did you leave me?

Was it because I didn`t love you enough?
Was it because you didn`t feel save?
Was it because I`m useless to you?
Was it because of my sick mind?

You left me…

Now I`m standing in an ocean of blood.
Your blood…
Or was it my blood?
Was it my sorrows?
Was it my screams?
Or was it my tears?
My endless tears and crying?
I don`t know anymore…

You left me…
You left me…

Left me alone in darkness,
Left me alone in my bloody nightmare,
Left me alone in dead silence and loneliness.

Just left me here alone,
Left me without breath,
Left me shaking,
Just left me dead.

I don`t blame you.
At the end, it was my entire fault.
So I`ll leave, so you can be happy again.

*Letter End*

Jonghyun cried and cried. How long did he cry?
How long did he scream, scream his name? How long…?
He couldn`t breathe, he couldn`t think.

There was just a knife in his hands that cut straight into his dead heart.

[Fanfic - Oneshot] Kiss Me

shiningani — Fri, 11 Jan 2013 21:50:37 GMT

Title: Kiss Me
Pairing: JongKey
Genre: fluff
Rating: G
Summary: JongKey morning kiss

A/N: I won`t say anything more to that Oneshot. I just listened to that one song and this came into my mind while listening to it. I hope you will enjoy it though. I wrote this as a JongKey Oneshot, but because I didn`t name anyone in it, you could imagine anyone you like too.

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That longing feeling when waking up in the morning.
It’s here, right in my chest. I can feel it rise with every thought about that one moment.
That moment where everything stops around me, leaving me in a crazy daze.

Just can`t help but long even more for your warm gaze.
Hazel brown eyes looking into mine and giving me a gentle good morning smile.
A hot breath stroking my sensitive skin, coloring my chubby checks with red rose petals.
Making me relax into your strong arms around me.

Your grip tight, never letting me go.
Fingertips tickle me even so lightly, not to disturb our silent words escaping pink lips – that still hold that bright gleam.
Nestling my small nose into your neck, smelling that precious scent of yours.
Closing my eyes to enjoy it even more.

Until you will gently push me out of my dream bubble, just to let your warm hand wander to my face, touching me like a small feather.
Closing my lids again, tickling the skin on your neck with long eyelashes.
Falling into your world once again, feeling your world once again.

Just once again…

until your loving whisper will wake me from dark nothings.
Leaning into my neck, just like I did before, nuzzling your whole face into it, not to miss anything at all.
You will move even closer to me. Now chest against chest, stomach against stomach, legs just one tangling mess under thin bed sheets.

Your arms snaking around my thin waist. My arms finding its way around your body too.
Keeping a great hold on your shoulders and neck.
Playing with short cut hair and melting to that feeling I longed all that time.
Longing for the words you will always whisper to me, even though there is no need to say them every moment we shared like that.

“Kiss me.”

I will say to you with my eyes, when they locked again.
And you will place your soft lips onto mine, starting a tender dance I only could follow.
Carrying me away to heavenly places, that only exists in my deepest fantasy.
With bright sunrays stroking our white skin and a floral aroma in the air.

Just like you are.

Like a warm and soft sunray, brightening my life and reaching my heart till the deepest end.
Tickling my body with your dazzling smile and making me happy with every kiss you give me.

So just kiss me.

Kiss me.

And never stop.

Introducing myself

shiningani — Fri, 11 Jan 2013 18:36:23 GMT

# I`m Ani
Well, not really. It`s not my real name. My real name is Anne. You pronounce english letters so different in german, but I will try anyway. The a you pronounce like when you say "ahhh", you know? the n is the same as in english though. You speak a double n fast. The letter e is like the vowel in English "say", but with lips extremely spread and no offglide into an "ee"-sound. Hope that made sense. lol

# I`m German
Yes, I`m from Germany. So english isn`t my first language and I only learned it in school since I was about 10 years old - though I never was really good or interested in it back then. I only got to use it more because I began to watch Anime with english subtitles sometimes (since 2007). But I really got better because of K-Pop. You just need english to read news about it or being able to talk to other international fans. So yes, I got a lot better.

# Anime & Manga
I`m reading Manga since 2004. I think I was 14 at that time. It was all my mothers fault, not mine at all. :D Because she dragged me to some event where some people sold Manga and yeah. I watched Anime before though, but only the little crap they showed on TV. I watched the "real good" Anime later since 2007, because only since that time I was able to use the internet how I liked. kekeke
My favorite Anime are from Ghibli and Makoto Shinkai.

# K-Pop
When searching for some J-Pop in 2010 I was randomly browsing on Youtube and fell over a Music Video from Super Junior. "It`s You" captured my mind immediately and I got so sick with it that I searched for more. For month I only searched for Super Junior material, like Shows, Videos, Music and much more. And like it always happens to me, I randomly fell over a Music Video from SHINee while "stalking" Super Juniors old Shows. But they wern`t my favorite immediately. But I finally admitted it to myself that I like them much more then Super Junior when they had their comeback with Lucifer. There whisper was the Lucifer... kekeke I couldn`t so anything. Sorry Suju. ♥

# SHINee
They are my favorite group, like I already said. I love them so much - I never thought I would be a fan of some group till I found them. But they gave me a hard time... a hard time to find my favorite Member! AHHHHHH it was so hard, I couldn`t decide! But Key just ran over me from behind without me noticing. He is just that almighty. kekeke Yes, he is my favorite member. ♥
The most important thing about SHINee is, that I love all their songs. Maybe 2 or 3 I don`t like, but thats because they are Christmas Songs and I don`t like Christmas Songs at all. Especially that one song, the song I HATE the most in the whole world: Last Christmas. Please someone burn this song in hell. SHINee couldn`t make it bearable for me...

# J-Pop
I don`t listen to that much J-Pop, mostly only Anime Soundtracks. I love Yuki Kajiura and all her projects. She is a genius when it comes to music. Kalafina is such a great group with amazing singers.

# Writing
I began writing only at the end of 2011, though I was an editor for a German news site once for about 1 year. I see it now as a good training, because I always felt good when writing something. But I was never good in languages in school, even my own language. Sometimes I wrote poems though. I guess I got better? Things change with your interests. kekeke

Of course with K-Pop came Fanficion to some time and my choice of a favorite OTP: JongKey
And with reading came the urge to write myself, so I started with a little (and crappy) 3-shot and an account on asianfanfics. My nickname is aniangel07 on that site! Check it out if you want to read all my stories. Only some month lather I started my first "real" chaptered story as well.

I only write JongKey stories and focus on that pairing in my stories too, so I usually don`t use many other characters. Maybe one, but thats it. It`s not really a bad thing in my opinion. It`s just the way I write. Some people like it, some don`t.