When you try your best but you don't succeed

shiley @ 2010-06-23T18:20:00

2006-06-23T16:24:48Z

Comment to be added

New York, New York / New York here we come

2006-05-18T17:13:13Z

I'm so excited! Tomorrow my mom and I are going to fly to New York! That will be the greatest and furthest trip I've ever done! My baggage is packed, but I've to get up very early tomorrow: at 5 am. We've to be 2 hours earlier at the airport and our flight is at 9 am. But I think to get up early is in a way of typical for big trips. Moreover, I can sleep in the plane. I hope everything went well and I haven't forget anything. I'm also very curious about the flight because I've just flight 2 times and the first time was a very short one and I can hardly remember anything because I was so young and the second one was also when I was younger. It was a flight with a very very little plane and it was just about an hour in the air to show us our city from that point of view. So this "big" flight will be kind of a new experience. I can't wait to be in the city that never sleeps! =)
Okay, I'll stop talking now about how much I love New York and how excited everything is. I'll post a new entry when I'm back and I'll tell everything what happened and which experiences I made.

p.s. I renewed my icons. Most of them are without a trace plus cast and one dirty dancing one because one or two weeks ago I saw it the first time! And it's so much love! I'm amazed by that movie! Furthermore I'm also so much in love with the soundtrack. I ordered the dvd and the soundtrack from amazon and I guess I've watched the movie now about 4 times. But the german translation is very strange because they often say something which means something completely different than they say in english. It's like you're watching two different versions of dirty dancing.

shiley @ 2006-04-10T20:07:00

2006-04-10T18:15:21Z

After I've downloaded a new update for my windows movie maker I wanted to try the different effects and here's the result. As always, I hope you like it and comments/feedback are much love =)

Title of your video: 7 Second
Song/Artist: 7 Second - Neneh Cherry
Characters: Martin/Sam
Link to the video: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=D13FG83W
File Size: 16.03 MB

I know my last update was about one or two months ago. Shame on me! I promsie I'll make one as soon as I can. Btw I made a new "the notebook" banner for my lj yesterday. I know it's not that much with special effects or great colors but from my point of view most of the important scenes are included. And actually I'm satisfied with it because it's exactly the way I wanted it to be. What do you think?

shiley @ 2006-01-27T14:22:00

2006-01-27T13:24:47Z

A new Martin/Samantha (from Without a Trace) Music Video. The song is from Kelly Clarkson - Because of you
http://www.megaupload.com/de/?d=0ATXDK3D

If there're any problems please tell me. Feedback would be very appreciate.
Now, enjoy watching it!

shiley @ 2006-01-24T16:23:00

2006-01-24T15:32:10Z

Gosh! It's so cold here! Yesterday morning we had -11°C and today we had -12°C. We're freezing. In Russia are about -50°C. They often have cold winters but this time it's extreme. But all the cold is coming to us. A lot of homeless pupil died it's so sad. I know I shouldn't grumble there're a lot of people who have a harder life and we've luckily a warm home.
I just want to mention that I'd like to live in the south where it's warm. Maybe if I'd live there I'd grumble that's it's too warm. But it doesn't have to be hot it just should be warm and about 20-25°C like in springtime here that would be perfect. Well, but we can't change it so we have to live with it and I'm sure there're a lot of more serious problems. So I'll shut up grumbling.

I send a friend of mine both of my music videos (the oc and the without a trace ones with the song "a moment like this" from Kelly Clarkson) today. And she told me that she really liked it. That made me really happy because her opinion is really important for me so I'm kinda glad about that.
I think I should do another one the following days. I've enough clips with new scenes from martin and samantha from without a trace. I just need time to cut the scenes and to make the vid.

Aww, I watched a clip from the csi episode bodies in motion from season 6 about the conversation between warrick and catherine about his wedding. I really love it. Here's the quote:

Warrick: Hey Catherine.
Catherine: Yes?
Warrick: Can we talk?... About this?
(He lifts his hand up with the wedding ring)
Catherine: Sure.
Warrick: You know what happened to Nick. It just got me thinkin'. Life is so short, you know. It's almost... so much shorter than we wanna have to believe.
Catherine: Live for the day.
Warrick: Exactly. I ah... I went ahead and asked this young lady I've been seeing, Tina, to marry me.
Catherine: You know that I'm happy for you?
Warrick: Yeah?
Catherine:.. yeah.
Warrick: Well, it also feels like you're not so happy for me.
(long pause)
Catherine: Warrick... you know the thing that makes a fantasy great is the possibility that it might come true. And when you lose that possibility, it just kinda...sucks.

The last thing Catherine says is so true and I love this quote :)
However, I'll have dinner now and watch miss congeniality 2.

shiley @ 2006-01-13T18:14:00

2006-01-13T17:26:10Z

Okay, I've a new header again. I just saw it and I thought that's it. Moreover I was looking for a Martin/Sam header a very long time and now I finally found it. It's from hollow 13

At the moment I'm totally on the sandle ship. I don't know why but I checked out a few shipper sites from them and I downloaded some music videos. Now I'm a little bit obsessed. *lol* That's the reason why I changed my userpics again. I wanted some sandle ones.
However, in our school is "showtime" today. That means that some pupil sing,dance and do some stuff on stage. In half an hour I'll go with my friends to it. But it really sucks that we have to write an article about that event for our yearbook. I don't want to do that :( But our teachers don't care about that *lol*
It's finally weekend that makes me happy too. This week was really stressful. We had 3 tests and some other stuff. But now school will be hopefully a little bit more calm. But when is school ever calm?

shiley @ 2006-01-13T18:00:00

2006-01-13T17:14:41Z

I was tagged by angellu

Rules:
The first player of this game starts with the topic of "5 Guilty Pleasures" and people who get tagged need to write an LJ entry about 5 Guilty Pleasures as well as state this rule clearly. In the end you need to choose 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

1) tv - especially my favorite tv shows
2) books/fanfictions - when they're really exciting who can stop reading them?
3) icons - what else to say? I just love them :)
4) my favorite music - can't live without it - love my little ipod :)
5) sweets and chocolate x)

tagged:
dricks, waschal
just two because I don't want to double tag people

shiley @ 2006-01-06T20:08:00

2006-01-06T19:09:07Z

I guess it's time for a new header. I found one from CSI. The 5th season started here the day before yesterday. We had more than half a year (I guess) repetitions. So I'm really curious about the new episodes and I'll enjoy watching it. =)

Furthermore I made some new quizzes:

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

You Are Socks!

Cozy and warm... but easily lost.
You make a good puppet.

What Crappy Christmas Gift Are You?

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom

What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

You Were Nice This Year!

You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list.
You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year.
Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good.
Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight?

Were You Naughty or Nice This Year?

Your Sexy Red Shoes Are

Jean-Michel Cazabat Flair

What Sexy Red Shoes Are You?

Your Fashion Designer Is

Diana Von Furstenberg

What Fashion Designer Are You?

Your Cute Sweater Is

Rorie Sweater

What's Your Cute Sweater?

looks cute =)

Your Sexy Boots Are

Giga Divine

What Sexy Boots Are You?

Your Engagement Ring

18k Yellow Gold Four-Prong Solitaire Setting

What's Your Engagement Ring?

Your Couture Shoes Are

Nicole Miller Hilton

What Couture Shoes Are You?

Your Miniskirt Is

Diesel

What Mini Skirt Should You Wear?

Your Famous Character Halloween Costume Is

Strawberry Shortcake

What Famous Character or Person Should You Be For Halloween?

Your Prom / Homecoming Look Is

Stephanie Dress

What's Your Prom / Homecoming Look?

Your Prom / Homecoming Look Is

Nadia Dress

What's Your Prom / Homecoming Look?

Your Wedding Gown Is

Off Shoulder Embroidered and Beaded Bridal Gown

What's Your Wedding Gown?

Your Funny Costume Is

Kissing Booth

What Funny Costume Are You?

okay, enough for today *lol*

Happy New Year!

2005-12-31T15:38:43Z

Okay, it's New Year's Eve, Silvester, Saint Sylvestre, Oudejaarsdag, Oudejaarsavond, La Víspera de Año nuevo, La Vigilia di nuovo Anno, A Véspera de novo Ano or however you call it. I wish everyone a wonderfull year 2006 with good health. May all your wishes and resolutions come true.

Merry Christmas to everyone!

2005-12-24T14:47:04Z

It's Christmas! The time went by so fast. I wish everone a wonderful merry christmas. Have a great time with your familys, have fun and celebrate well. I wish you all the best!

I'm sorry for this short "merry christmas" but I'm in hurry right now because I have to make me ready and we'll go to my grandma. =)

shiley @ 2005-12-24T12:14:00

2005-12-24T11:18:01Z

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Stefanie
Birthday:	June 8th
Birthplace:	Germany
Current Location:	Germany
Eye Color:	Green
Hair Color:	Blonde
Height:	1,75 m
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right handed
Your Heritage:	I think german
The Shoes You Wore Today:	normal slippers
Your Weakness:	Of course I have some
Your Fears:	I also have fears
Your Perfect Pizza:	only with sauce
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	The year is almost past.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	:)
Thoughts First Waking Up:	I would like to sleep further.
Your Best Physical Feature:	I don't know?
Your Bedtime:	between 10 and 11 pm
Your Most Missed Memory:	Is not important for you
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	MacDonalds
Single or Group Dates:	Single Dates
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	none of them
Chocolate or Vanilla:	both
Cappuccino or Coffee:	none of them but I like the smell of coffee
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	yes
Do you Sing:	only when I'm alone
Do you Shower Daily:	yeah
Have you Been in Love:	not really
Do you want to go to College:	maybe
Do you want to get Married:	no
Do you belive in yourself:	sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no
Do you think you are Attractive:	no, I don't think so.
Are you a Health Freak:	not really
Do you get along with your Parents:	yeah, the most time.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	only when I'm at home and not outside.
Do you play an Instrument:	no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	no but two days ago.
In the past month have you Smoked:	yes, shame on me =(
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	What are Oreos?
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no, I don't like Sushi
In the past month have you been on Stage:	no
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	Depends on what you understand under drunk.
Ever been called a Tease:	no
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	during sleeping without pain
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	I don't it know at the moment
What country would you most like to Visit:	America
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	blue or brown
Favourite Hair Color:	brown or black
Short or Long Hair:	short
Height:	tall
Weight:	slim
Best Clothing Style:	nice clothes :)
Number of Drugs I have taken:	none
Number of CDs I own:	many
Number of Piercings:	none
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	doesn't matter
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

shiley @ 2005-12-21T12:07:00

2005-12-21T11:08:34Z

Which annoying fan are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

how true =)

Colorbar

2005-12-20T14:47:34Z

Martin/Sam colorbar

and in a reduced version for boards

Rules:

as always please comment credit and do not hotlink

MultiFandom post

2005-12-18T14:32:15Z

MultiFandom post

The OC (Ryan/Marissa, Cast..)
Rachel Bilson
Melinda Clark
Christian Oliver
Misceleanous

Teaser:

The OC:

1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 13. 14. 15. 16. 17.

Rachel Bilson:

18. 19. 20. 21. 21. 22. 23. 24. 25. 26.

Melinda Clark:

27. 28. 29. 30. 31.

Christian Oliver:

32. 33. 34. 35. 36. 37. 38. 39. 40.

Misceleanous:

41. 42. 43.

Rules:

textless icons are not bases

do not hotlink

please comment and credit

shiley @ 2005-12-16T19:29:00

2005-12-16T18:42:10Z

Just some

First of all: It's finally weekend! Yeah! Tomorrow I'll go on a "christmas gifts shopping trip". Hope I'll find the last presents for my friends and my family. And there're just 4 school days until holidays.

On Wednesday I have looked short in CSI, because they air repetitions and I wanted to watch a Without a Trace episode (dvd s2). It was the episode "Pledging Mr. Johnson". And OMG Nick looked so hot in that epi. Gorgeous.. I've never realized how hot he is. But that epi opened my eyes *lol* I've found some pics from that scene.

I know they're often dark and they haven't such a good quality but I'm not in the mood to search longer for other caps because I'm really pissed off. I had to write this entry 3 times. The other 2 times the whole entry was deleted. That definitely sucks!

Caps from http://black-glass.org

http://tinypic.com/view/?pic=io3dwh

http://tinypic.com/view/?pic=io3dyb

http://tinypic.com/view/?pic=io3f9k

http://tinypic.com/view/?pic=io3fba

What a pity that I missed this scene at the beginning. :D

http://tinypic.com/view/?pic=io3fip

http://tinypic.com/view/?pic=io3fkn

http://tinypic.com/view/?pic=io3fqd

http://tinypic.com/view/?pic=io3fuq

Okay,okay I'll stop now ;)

P.S. Live Journal has a wonderful gift for the users. 6 User pics! How amazing is that? That made my day.

shiley @ 2005-12-11T20:11:00

2005-12-11T19:22:23Z

I found a picture at AOL from the new "Miss World" and "Mister Germany"

I think "Mister Germany" looks really good! He's a hot guy isn't he? ;)

I like guys with dark hair and he has sunburnt skin..

Guess, it was the right decision to let him win.

"Miss World" is from Iceland. I haven't seen the other girls but I think she's beautiful too. Her dark hair is great!

Music Videos

2005-12-10T19:24:13Z

Martin/Sam and The OC Music Vids

My first Music Videos with the song "A Moment like this" from Kelly Clarkson

Martin/Sam:

Better quality but longer download time:

http://www.megaupload.com/de/?d=A7S2HIH6

Not such a good quality but less download time:

http://www.megaupload.com/de/?d=E3RZYFPQ

The OC:

Better quality but longer download time:

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=BFJF8WL7

Not such a good quality but less download time:

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=OBW5IRBS

So I hope the download time is okay for everyone.

I'd be really glad about feedback.

If there're any problems please tell me.

shiley @ 2005-12-10T18:12:00

2005-12-10T17:14:33Z

Your 2005 Song Is

Since You've Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson

"But since you've been gone

I can breathe for the first time

I'm so moving on"

In 2005, you moved on.

What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

Yeah, I like that song so it's a good result :)

shiley @ 2005-11-30T20:02:00

2005-11-30T19:08:12Z

Credits and thanks goes to:

http://www.avatar-db.com
http://yg.yume-graphics.com
http://www.cherry-blossom-gfx.de.vu/
http://fire-graphics.bytelabs.org
http://www.have-dreams.tk/
http://www.myflyingangels.de.vu/
http://hanagfx.ha.funpic.de
http://www.missues-graphics.ch.vu/
http://www.bulma.nl
http://flavah.net/
http://rabellu.mysticallegends.com
http://www.thewhitewhisper.com/
http://www.shizoolicous.dd.vu/
http://bluewaterfall-gfx.de.ms/
http://www.jj-gfx.de.vu/
http://lilithsamsa.li.funpic.de
http://www.pegraphic.altervista.org/
http://magicbox.ti-fi.com
http://www.ofthesky.net
http://blauer-schmetterling.de.vu/
http://www.magitek-designs.net
http://pop.pinch-me.net
http://classic.tere-art.com/
http://nadine.fan-arts.net
http://hybrid-genesis.net
http://memento.im-pulse.org
http://www.moargh.de/
http://v-fgfx.de.ms/
http://noiregfx.de.vu/
http://dgfxsicherheit.dg.funpic.de
http://www.hybrid-genesis.net/
http://candycrack.net/junkie/
http://www.whiteliliesislands.com/main.html
http://sky.ti-fi.com/brushes.php
http://ti-fi.com/digitalbristle/
http://ti-fi.com/digitalbristle/
http://www.cirratus.org/brushes/v002/
http://www.identifont.com/
http://dafont.com/en/theme.php?cat=201
http://www.ofthesky.net/tre-xture.html
http://pixelfx.org/v2.php
http://angelic-trust.net/nisshi/
http://the-butterfly.de/main.php?page=textures
http://rabellu.mysticallegends.com/graphics/templates/100x100/avatar.php
http://www.thewhitewhisper.com/
http://www.jj-gfx.de.vu/
http://lilithsamsa.li.funpic.de/v3/
http://www.pegraphic.altervista.org/
icontutorials
icon_tutorial
100x100_brushes

wurlocke
pixar_eve
fluffy_monster
lady_corsair

and the beautiful header by
http://www.myblog.de/endless-design

For the case that I've forgotten to credit a site or anything is wrong please comment to this post.

shiley @ 2005-11-14T19:53:00

2005-11-14T19:10:57Z

The OC (Ryan, Alex, Summer, Kirsten, Ryan/Marissa)
Cold Case (Lilly Rush)
Without a Trace (Danny)

Teaser:

The OC

1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11.12.13. 14. 15. 16. 17.

Cold Case

18. 19. 20. 21.

Without a Trace

22.

Please comment,credit and don't hotlink

shiley @ 2005-11-14T19:21:00

2005-11-14T18:35:57Z

Without a Trace (Martin,Samantha,Martin/Sam,Vivian)
The OC (Alex,Marissa/Alex)

Teaser:

Without a Trace

1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11.

The OC

12. 13.

please comment, credit and upload them on your own server

Some other Icons..

2005-09-27T17:54:58Z

Some different Icons for example Mischa Barton, Ryan Wolfe, Without a Trace...And althought I'm not shipping them Alex/Marissa, Horatio/Calleigh but I saw the pics and I had to make Icons. :)

Horatio/Calleigh

1. 2.

Ryan Wolfe

3. 4.

Mischa Barton

5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10.

Kathryn Morris

11.

Alex/Marissa

12. 13. 14.

Without a Trace

15. 16.

Spoiler!

Season 4 Promo and Season pictures

17. 18. 19. 20. 21. 22. 23.

comment credit and do not hotlink please :)

Angelina Jolie Icons

2005-09-27T10:44:51Z

Yes, I've deleted all the last posts and I think it's a restart for my journal now. So let's start with some Angelina Jolie Icons.

1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 13. 14. 15. 16. 17. 18. 19. 20. 21. 22. 23. 24. 25. 26. 27. 28.

If you're interested please

comment

don't hotlink - upload them on your own server

credit