[sherg]

Thoughts about future...

2015-06-04T09:04:35Z

Buda+Pest

2015-03-09T22:17:21Z

I just came from Budapest, Hungary today. It was a great weekend trip, we left on Fri and came back Mon. I haven't travelled almost in 3 years and it was about time! The weather was really nice, sunshine and spring-like all the time. City was beautiful, a bit shabby, just the way I like it. Food was good&cheap. Didn't spend too much but bought some nice clothes. Drank some Tokaji + beer. Walked a lot. Laughed a lot. Great trip all in all.

Recommended: Szimpla Kert and the whole jewish quarter for some bars, blue metro line, Castle Hill, Cafe Gerbeaud.

Peace out!

- L

Fandom year 2014

2015-01-10T18:31:48Z

Your main fandom of the year?
Ikon/team B

Your favorite film watched this year?
Interstellar. During the whole film I was like o_o ....

Your favorite book read this year?
Memoirs of a Geisha was cool and made me miss Japan a lot.

Your favorite album or song to listen to this year?
Holy sshhhit to many albums and songs I loved. Well Hi Suhyun subunit I loved a lot and also Mø, Haim, tune yards, AKMU, Charli XCX, 2NE1 and of course Ikon/Team B pre-debut songs and Bobby's SMTM3 tracks...

Your favorite TV show of the year?
WIN and Mix&Match were great.

Your best new fandom discovery of the year?
Um. Well. ,,, everything has been so great lately..

Your biggest fandom disappointment of the year?
Well Park Bom's "reflecting" time has been quite sad period and I wish she'd come back to us already.

Your fandom boyfriend of the year? Your fandom girlfriend of the year?
I don't understand the question.

Your biggest squee moment of the year?
I would have to say all Hi Suhyun and Bobby interactions at MV shooting and M Countdown. Also during Mix & Match Lee Hi and B.I. were too cute/awkward together.

The most missed of your old fandoms?
One day I missed good ol' J-rock times and googled new promo pictures of Dir en grey and Gackt. Haha oh the memories!

The fandom you haven't tried yet, but want to?
Atm there is none, my schedule is fully booked already.

About Double B

2014-12-22T22:05:01Z

I've had some troubles lately trying to organize Christmas, buy presents and all that because damn Kshowonline, Tumblr and Youtube have eaten my life.

It all started when GD & Taeyang released Good boy and I watched some fancams to see idols react to their live performance in MAMA2014. In many of the videos there were these young boys I didn't recognize, um who are these ppl, why they are in focus of so many fancams? Usually idols are quite stoic but these ppl seemed to enjoy themselves. Which is cool. Really nice actually and entertaining to watch.

Ok everything's still ok, no worries. Let's Google around a little. So the other one is someone called Bobby and the other one is B.I. They were YG trainees, went through some reality-survival shows and now they are about to debut in band called iKon. Ok, I see. Tumbler search gave some interesting gifs taken from the tv-shows...

OK. LIKE. What. the. hell.

I could say the rest is history: after watching Who is next: WIN, Show me the money 3 and Mix & Match my bias list has been through some rough changes.

First off:

B.I. Why why are you so perfet.

"Oh that's just me.."

Singing, rapping, composing, writing lyrics and doing the choreography for the Team B and in Mix&Match.. Holy hell, how come one person can has that much talent?

"It was nothing really.."

He is such a good leader, supportive, fun and reliable and really, not afraid to boss around & make you practise the whole night if that's what it takes to win.
The thing is. He is 18. Only 18. *_* That's 10 years younger than me. Omg I feel like a grandma..

"You're in trouble, you know it, I know it, we both know it."

Then the real problem (child):

BOBBY.

What the hell are you doing ruining my life like this? I was living perfectly normal life, doing my work+studies, minding my own business, listening to 2ne1, having some Skydragon feels every now and then and everything was great. Then this. Really not ok.

List of things that are. not. ok:

- Raspy rap. You cannot do it no more. It's too provocative and sexy for my faint heart.

- Your rubbery face doing all sorts of funny/cute/weird/crazy/hot movements. Can you please stop using you face.

Especially your
- Eyebrows. Your eyebrow game is on a different level whatsoever. It really makes ppl to forget breathing n' shit but yea, who needs oxygen?

- Jawline. Look at that jawline like holy dayum..

- The body. Why. why.

- Being so flirty over Lee Hi for example. HOLY !!! My biases getting closer with each other is toooo much.

- Being so supportive & close & affectionate over your friends.

- You crying on stage after performing "Climax" in WIN when sending your wishes to your mom. And the lyrics of that song... hell I cried! IN WORK! Damn... so please, no more crying.

- Um, like, all the other things you do, your sense of humor, your body (ahem)..

All this greatness in one package that's 19 years old. Kyaaaaaa... sooo young.

*phew*

One thing that is hella good is of course music. I've noticed that if I don't like the music it's hard for me to like the idol either. It's kinda like how it's been with Taeyang because I haven't been so into his music it's more like... yeeea he's cool but... Good boy really hit the jackpot for me so I guess I'm going to pay more attention to him in the future.

Team B has some great tunes like Wait for me and Sinosijak of course. Because they're about to debut in Jan 2015 I've been more than happy to hear all the featuring Bobby and B.I. have done so far for example with Epik High, Hi Suhyun and Masta Wu. Not to mention all the slaying Bobby did in Show me the money like Bounce and the ultimate love call L4L. I love hip hop so iKon being hip hop oriented is sooooo great, I just can't wait. YG is extraordinary producing electro and hip hop tunes so I'm quite hyped about this.

So yea, that's about it. Nothing else to do but try to comprehend what has happened to my life and form the bias list all over again.

My Kpop biases:

1. CL. She is my lesbian crush. Always.
2. Bobby. Read all the reasons above.
3. B.I. Same.

4. Minzy. The sexy dancing cannot affect any other way.
5. Bommie and Dara. My girls.
6. Lee Hi. She's a true babe and I cannot.....!!

7. Suhyun & Chanhyuk. Akmu makes my heart flutter.
8. GD. Why suddenly so low?
9. Mino. Why u here? What happened?
10. Tablo. U have a kid, u r married man, why u here?

Yup, am I YG biased or what?

YEY so... That's about it. Shit. What to do now?

. . .

HAPPY HOLIDAYS, you guys!:)

About life

2014-08-21T18:27:00Z

Hi,

I've been working the whole summer in Yle, The Finnish Broadcasting Company as a trainee. Now they asked me to stay as a full time worker until the end of 2014 and I said yes, of course.

My work is located at the archives and I enjoy it a lot. Big plus is that the company is really interesting organization with so many things going on.

Now I'm planning a trip to Japan just because I could afford it. Perhaps on January or February. I miss Kyoto a lot.

And I want a new tattoo. Design is already planned, now I just need to decide the date.

It's autumn and I don't mind at all.

L

@Home

2013-11-23T10:57:54Z

Hello,

I changed the layout of my LJ blog. Haven't done that for a long long long time.. in years.

It's been an interesting and exciting autumn. I live in Tampere now. First moving into new city, getting to know my way around here, meeting new people... Trying to organize our lives. Haven't always been so easy. But we'll survive.

I'm studying information studies and interactive media now. Next spring I'll be qualified librarian and might actually get a real job somewhere. The other option is to apply to postgraduate program and start writing thesis. But that all depends of scholarships and all that... I've decided to really think about it next spring/autumn.

New apartment is really nice, like it a lot. And city is so beautiful. And I've made at least one good friend here. Good start.

Jedis are cool!

2013-10-04T17:12:09Z

Hello Livejournal,

I've been playing Star Wars: The Old Republic a LOT lately. I kinda forgot the game for over a year and now I had time again to get into it. It's so good!

All the areas look so damn pretty and it's so cool you can influence your character's choices and lines and if she's on Light side or not. And you can run around Tatooine and Coruscant and be like, hey I know these places and go to Alderaan and be like, oh this is how it looks here.

And I've missed the role playing aspects as well because I really enjoy creating a character and imagining the whole background story for him or her (usually always her). And now I kinda wish I could do this cool fan art out of my characters...:D Because they're sucha badass..

Meet the girls - - - ->

Aamit Jedi Knight Sentinel [Level 18]

She my first character that I made long time ago. Now I've been playing with her many hours and she's turned out to be such a goodie two shoes. She's always serving the Republic and the people in need and she's really sweet and all but she doesn't joke around too much. But she really likes her T7-01 unit and is loyal to her master (although they never meet anymore). Sometimes she's a bit too leader-sama'ish when it comes to her padawan but I think she's learning to trust her more and more. And she's so pretty, I really love her dark chocolate brown eyes that glimmer nicely. And she has two light swords = GREAT.

Shi-ri Republic Trooper Commando [Level 16]

Ok she's teh army girl. My second character and she likes guns, fighting and sarcasm and she's a bit snappy. It's interesting to think she's not completely human but a cyborg. Maybe some traits of her personality are what they are because of that fact. Anyhow, she always serves the Republic and loathes the Empire. Her favourite thing to do is to fly her star ship and have some good old space battles. The relationship to her companion Aric Jorgan is a bit complicated, sometimes I don't know if she cares what he thinks about her or not, but I guess all in all they're doing fine. At least some affection gained.. But first serving him and then moving on being his superior might still cause some collision. Still I think she's natural born leader so being a Trooper really suits her. PLUS she looks like a supermodel with those pouty lips so YES I'M REALLY INTO HER. And I kinda want that hair.

Chezai Bounty Hunter [Level 1]

She's the newest arrival to my little family of Star Wars' creatures. I haven't played with her at all actually, maybe because she's the only one on Empire's side. I'm a bit concerned about the fact I might have created the most evil thing on the universe but somehow playing a character on Dark Side is not my cup of tea so I just think I'll make her good girl. Although she's a Bounty Hunter so I still don't know how she can act "good" with that kinda profession. MUST PLAY MORE. But yea, looks nice eh?

Yup, that's about it.:)

I'm moving to Tampere next week. So stressful!:D

Life goes on.

Hello LJ!

2012-12-30T12:01:48Z

I'm still lurking here in shadows..reading your posts..commenting sometimes.:)

Actually I'd like to share my blogspot address:

http://pieniaikoo.blogspot.fi/

I'm moving there for now. It's mainly in Finnish but also small summary in English so please add me if you're using Blogger.

If you're in Facebook you can also like my blog there:

http://www.facebook.com/pieniaikoooikeesti

That's about it. Sometimes something here too..

OTP on TV is it OK?

2012-10-28T21:34:51Z

Hello people.

I think I'm going to receive my diploma next week. I'm sooo looking forward to it because I need to find a job and without the diploma I can't sing up as unemployed. When I get the paper I'll try to get another training period in library..

Next Saturday is my graduation party yahoo! Need to bake some cakes etc..

Actually I wanted to post some fangirl stuff here! Because I have nothing else to do I spend my days by reading, surfing online and watching the damned Big Brother! It always goes like this: I ignore the season at first but then I see some interesting headlines and read then, get into it and start obsessing about the season. I fail.

But then on the other hand when you watch the show you suddenly get these wtf omg that's so great -moments. Like this season for example. There's so much boyXboy action in the house it's unbelievable! It seems that everyone are kissing everyone there, no matter girl or boy.

I have a few favourite boys there who always end up making out at some point of the party evening. Here they are->

See my point?:D

Ah and this show comes from national telly every evening. Hahaa omg so great.^^

Of course most of my friends don't watch this show or if they do, they certainly don't have this point of view when they see it. So I thought I was all alone with the situation. But then I saw this tweet:

[Is is ok that tommi/jouko is my otp?]

HAHA! I'm not alone!:D This proves that there are fangirls EVERYWHERE! No matter what type of show, sports, event...

Yes, I'm very amused by this as you might notice.^^ Now I just need to pray that these guys won't be voted out from the house too soon. And I'm yet to buy the 24/7 program of this and I'm trying to avoid it the best I can. One more month to go, I can do this...

Although I think I could always invoke the fact that I need to see this show for academic purposes only!

Yea... So how are you doing?:D

L

Life after summer

2012-09-13T17:17:16Z

My internship ended today. Whohoo but kinda bleh also. It's cool to sleep long but the job was so nice I'd have liked to continue there. But they kinda said they might call me if they need extra ppl. It'd be fantastic, hopefully many of them would have flu or something this autumn HEHE!:D

So. Now I just need to wait to get the credits and then fill some papers and then I'm going to graduate O M G. After 6 years of uni... I'm doing to be goddamned Magister Artium. But no worries, I applied for an internet course of information studies and got in. Going to study those atleast until next May.. Then another entrance exam and perhaps TAMPERE UNIVERSITY. *giggles*

At the moment I don't want to think about graduation party or anything like that. The idea of baking a cake/cookies/other stuff and trying to fit all the guests to our tiny flat just feels so stressful.-_- Maybe later, u guys.

Other notion is that holy hell, things are changing. Not only in my life but in other ppl's lives... And it changes me too! I've decided to keep out of the way and concentrate on my own things. I don't know how to put it in English but elämä kantaa, you know.

Happier note: we are travelling to Manchester on November! The boy wants to see ManUnited playing and I've agreed to come along to see the city and do some shopping (like you'd have to persuade me to travel ah ha ha!). Anyways, this is our hotel in old town area! I'm excited to see the city and old Roman walls!:D It's only for one weekend but still! Subarashii!

Yep, that's about it.

L

Them Electronics crush*

2012-08-06T18:28:42Z

HAHAHA as a graduation present from my mom&Pete I got money for a new laptop! The old one I bought when I started in university 6 years ago.

Isn't this sexy as hell?:D

It's pink! And white! Like a polkagris!

Loooooooooooove it! It's so fast! It has webcam. It has Bluetooth. It connects and understand all the other devices in here like our tv AaAaaand MY NEW PHONE that I also bought with the leftover money and little help of my paycheck!

Tadaa!

It's blue! Like blueberries!

It has Angry birds and shitloads of apps. Love it. My old phone was slide-model and about...4 years old? Or 5? Anyways, huge improvement.^^

New technology<3

Actually it's weird how attached I was to my old computer! 6 years I had it and it was with me in Japan and all the apartments I lived in during my university. All the essays I wrote with it, all the games I played, the thesis... Happy moments and sad spent in front of that machine. Feels weird to give to my parents as second laptop for them..

But all in all 6 years for laptop is a long time! Money well spent.:)

Other topics:

We've been playing Skyrim for a week now. Annoying game sometimes.... I get killed all the time OR I can't find the place I'm supposed to go. Grr.

The internship is going great! Next week I'll apply for online course for Information Studies provided by University of Tampere. Wish me luck so I'll get the place!:)

'Till next time,

L

Copenhagen calling, London calling!

2012-05-31T07:22:02Z

AH tomorrow we'll fly to Denmark - home of great music - and meet our friend who is in exchange there. First couple of days in Odense and then couple of days in Copenhagen.

Never been in Denmark before so looking forward to see what's it like! One can always confuse local people by speaking bad Swedish.<3

Stuff I know about Denmark:
- H. C. Andersen, wrote children's books, famous book: Little Mermaind
- Little Mermaind statue and Tivoli in Copenhagen
- Denmark has queen and other royalities to support
- they eat herring (?) and their famous cuisine is based on sandwiches
- nice red-white flag
- small country with lots of islands
- Carlsberg factory in Copenhagen (the boy told me this)

... yea that's about it. Haha what a great opportunity for me to learn about new country and its culture! And shop!

After this off to sweet n' good&old London!

Long time no see! Your murky streets and rainy days, ah here I come.

Places we must visit in London:
- British Museum (free entrance, lot's of fun!)
- Trafalgar Square
- House of Parliament (watching from outside is fine, don't want to spend my day at the line)
- London Bridge
- THE TOWER OF LONDON (wants to see all them crown jewels and dungeons)
- many many restaurants and coffee shops

Today I must start packing and go to bank to change some money for kroners and pounds! I'll be back 12nd of June.
Play nice you all!

L

Dreaming*

2012-04-23T19:07:42Z

Old dreams step aside, it is time for new dreams to come along!

*Dream List*

Where to?

Here. At least once in my life.
I don't care where, how or when.

How?

I don't care if it would be only for summer use. Me wants! It's so beautiful, so very beautiful. Life would be an awfully great journey with this one. Whatever you'd do - buy an ice cream or go to the beach - it would be an adventure.

Who would come with me?

I've been always a good buddy with all of them kitties. Someday when I'm more responsible and adult I'll find myself a kitten to have an adventure with.

What more?

More colors, brushes, ink, coal and pencils, while paper and small driblets of color everywhere in my clothes and hands.

Still something more?

More books! And only the books I want to read!

This Friday I'll return my thesis. After that -> new life and all of these will come true!

L

La-la-la

2012-03-05T19:49:05Z

Hello hello!
How are you doing out there people?:)

I've done 66 pages of my thesis! Whohoo! I have two theory chapters plus one analysis chapter. I still need two more analysis chapters plus introduction and conclusion but then. It. Is. Done.

Sooooo great. Well I have to keep writing because there's not much time left before due date which is at the end of April. Omg.

Omg. What to do after that?

I think I can get my degree out at the end of summer... So on May working at the stupid factory and trying to get some money. At the beginning of June we'll go travelling together to Denmark where our friend is on exchange and then to London! That'll be my graduation trip..^^
Then some more work again at the factory because I bet I won't get any other summer job from this city..-_-
On July one exchange student friend is planning to come to Finland so I need money to go see her in Helsinki and then do stuff in Joensuu and Mikkeli..

Arg money. Come to me.

It's such a weird feeling when my graduation is getting closer and closer and after that I need to find a real job. I need to find something to do with my life and my Master's. I really want to get a job and earn some money so I won't be dependent on the boy all the time. I want to HAVE MONEY!!! I want to be able to buy food from the store, buy clotes. Move closer to city center. Save money for trips abroad.

Gosh, am I becoming an adult? What a strange, interesting but scary feeling.

Oh well, summer will be here soon.

yours,

L

sherg @ 2012-02-14T12:15:00

2012-02-14T10:16:09Z

I love this show.

2012-01-18T20:08:24Z

HAHAHA... I have flu. Trying to get well. Nothing more happening. OH and I'm half way through the thesis.^^

TUMBLR i <3 u

2011-11-23T17:57:35Z

This was so damn funny I just have to share.

magic-becauselifeistragic:

Happy Potter, the boy who laughed

HARRY POTTER AND THE CHAMBER OF SMILES

Happy Potter and the Comedian of Azkaban.

Happy Potter and the Smiling Stone

Happy Potter and the Goblet of Giggles

Harry Potter and the Lively Hallows.

HARRY POTTER AND THE HAPPY BUBBLY PRINCE

HAPPY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PUPPIES

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Omg. Ok.

Thesis what?

Ha-HA finally I'm writing my thesis! Also: grindcore alarm!

2011-10-13T14:22:56Z

World, I did it. I started writing my thesis. I guess I just need to whine about it a while (say, year or two) before I can really start doing something.

hehe

This is my ultimate writing music. First off representing Japan, Dexpistols.

And then best Dj from Finland, Huoratron.

I don't know why but this music helps me writing! It keeps my flow going. CRAZY I know!:D

Just wanted to share,

L

About Tumblr

2011-09-14T20:05:23Z

Hello world. A few confessions.

Tumblr is just great. Love it.

I've had an account for a few months but only recently I've started to roam around Tumblr, find new people and post seriously. It took me a while to figure out what to post but then I decided to concentrate on photography, especially on black and white photos.

It's amazing how much I've learned while thinking what to post and surfing the net trying to find new interesting photos. Until now I've posted oldest known surviving photograph, the most expensive photo to date, photojournalism photos by Lewis W. Hine, Alfred Eisenstaedt, Sally Mann and Robert Doisneau, my favorite actors and actresses, musicians, rare behind the scenes photos and so on..

All I can say is that I really love photography and photojournalism is my favorite style because every picture has a story behind it. I wish I would have the courage, knowledge and means to turn myself into photographing people instead of nature.

The most beautiful and interesting photos I've found:

Untitled #96 (1981) by Cindy Sherman was sold at auction on May 11th 2011 for $3,890,500 making it the most expensive photo to date.

Jessie in The Wind (1989) by Sally Mann

Black Eye (1991) by Sally Mann

Jessie at Five (1987) by Sally Mann

"Seeing is forgetting the name of the thing one sees."

- line from a Zen text

Claudia Schiffer and Joseph Gordon-Levitt for GQ April 2008

Pages 154-155 from the book The Raw Shark Texts by Steven Hall

Brigitte Bardot visits Pablo Picasso in Cannes 1956, photo by Jerome Brierre

Marilyn Monroe

Dali Atomicus (1948) by Philippe Halsman

Frida Kahlo and her pet deer Granizo (1939) by Nickolas Muray

New England Mill (1873) by Lewis W. Hine

New England Mill (1873) by Lewis W. Hine

View from the Window at Le Gras (1826) by Nicéphore Niépce
Oldest known surviving photograph

Twiggy

Art, history. I'm home. My Tumblr is here.

What else... I've come to the conclusion that I want to change my life. Current situation is not what I want.
So I've started to run - something I haven't done. Ever. I was always the one who _hated_ running back in school and was really bad at it. Because I have no money to buy membership to gym and I want to start exercising again running is the cheapest option I have.

And actually now when I've done it a few times it does not feel so bad! Who would have guessed that when you get the speed right you can keep running on and on.. I usually run 4-5 km and it feels good.

Next thing I want to change in my life is money situation. But the boy is going to job interview tomorrow so let's keep fingers crossed..

Then the thesis. I. Am. Going. To. Do. It.
30 pages done, around 50 left.

:)

That's all Folks!

oH Yeah,,

2011-06-10T08:13:00Z

OMG I suck at posting on Livejournal!

Well, I'm back in Finland.

Yes, it is nice but slightly weird to be here. It's +27 and when I left Japan a week ago it was typhoon there.
Yes, it was difficult and sad to leave but I think because I really hugged or cried or both in front of each person and tried to say how I felt about them it was easier to let go. After a while you learn how to say goodbyes. But coming back here wasn't so terrible I thought it would be... maybe because my life here was great when I left and now it's easy to return to that.
Yes, I don't have apartment or summer job so I'm just living with my parent's money at the moment... which sucks of course.

Summer plans:

To get myself Ilosaarirock ticket. Somehow. With money I don't have. But I NEED it..
To sort out my money situation so I can pay my rent starting from next month. Thank you lord for the 3 student allowance months I still have left.O_O
To try to create a relationship between me and the boy again...
To go to summer cottage.
To prepare our art exhibition.
To sell clothes in market place in order to get money.
To sell art in order to get money.
To try to sell myself to Hanna's boss so she would hire me next autumn to this really good job in order to get money.
To start planning my next trip to Hong Kong and Mexico city after that... <3
OH I almost forgot; TO START WRITING MY THESIS!!!!!!

Yes that's about it. All I can say is that Joensuu is sooooo pwetty and I love this town sooooo much. I'm not ready to move away just yet. Give me more time!:)

yours,

L

Earthquake + tsunami

2011-03-11T15:16:38Z

I'm alright. The earthquake hit the CIE building and we felt the ground moving for a minute or so but no buildings were destroyed. Hirakata is not near coast so there's no fear of tsunami at the area.
Now let's hope that the after shocks are not strong. At the moment it seems that all the after shocks are under 6 Mag. You can see there has been several after shocks..

The biggest fear among the after shocks is the damage done in nuclear power plants at the coast.

I text Ayaka who lives in Wakayama, at the coast and she said they are fine.

,

L

I have lesson test tomorrow but WHO CARES when there's such amazing series in the world like MISFITS

2011-03-01T11:41:23Z

Ok drama-addiction hello hello.

I've spent some time with British series and guess what? They rule. Yes, rule.

In last post I wrote about Skins which is amazing and all although they are changing the characters every two seasons. I actually saw a few episodes of 3 generation and they were cool! Shame I have to wait them to be aired and uploaded to the net..

Now I've discovered a new series: Misfits.
It's basically about a group of young people doing their community service when weird storm comes and gives them superpowers. I know, sounds a bit weird but the plot line, the characters, the coloring, THE MUSIC, everything is so fine no wonder they won BAFTA. It's from time to time scary, the basic structure is dealing terrible stuff but it is also comedy. haha great!

Not to mention: EYE CANDY! <3

babeeeee

babe babe!

omg cuteshybabeeeee

BABEEEEH!<3<3
This one is my fav. Such a prat...

And yes, it's slashable.

You can watch all the episodes from Youtube.

Yes. That's all.
Now I should really go and study some transitive&intransitive verbs because I keep mixing them up. And damn that keigo..

But hey! Still rollin'!
Today I felt a terrible urge to get irtokarkki somewhere but there's no such invention in Japan. Darn it.

ha:)

,

L

Lists lists lists aaaah...

2011-02-21T14:26:08Z

Hello.

Things that suck atm:

*) Word quizz tomorrow.
*) Another word quizz the day after tomorrow.
*) The fact I have to study keigo. Shiiiiet.
*) The fact I feel really stupid in my Japanese class because sensei has some 6th sense, he always knows when I DO NOT know the vocab for the right answer and then he asks me.
*) Missing many friends who are not in Japan anymore and realizing it only now.
*) Christmas holiday which was way too long and made me miss Finland.
*) The damned Manga course : filled with otakus, boring writing assignment and new boring teacher. WHY this must be important for my thesis..
*) Not having enough money to travel anywhere in Japan. Sayonara Okinawa.

Things that make me happy atm:

*) Nice and interesting writing assignments and articles that are good for my thesis.
*) Me being early with my essays, starting to write them now although it's due next week!
*) Learning new grammar in Japanese.
*) Learning new vocab in Japanese.
*) Having the courage to use Japanese.
*) Making funny mistakes in Japanese, noticing them and having a good laugh.
*) New people at uni. Old friends being amazing.
*) R being in better mood which makes me also happy.
*) Spring, sun shine and plus 10 C.
*) My new boots.
*) Crazy dance at karaoke.
*) Going to Shinsaibashi next Sat for clubbing and some more dancing.
*) Advanced sumi-e which is interesting and easy and makes me feel so so good.
*) My calligraphy being awful but still quite personal.
*) Haiku.
*) Skins (UK version)
*) Calpis soda
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2011-02-07T14:29:24Z

A few words about me not having life during winter vacation.... i.e. spoilers.

Just finished Entourage season 6 and all I can say that I really hope E and Sloane are happy together. And I want more hot scenes of E on the screen god damn. And all Mr. & Miss. Gold dynamics is really charming. Ari is always charming. Not to mention he's hot.
And they have such a good music in that series oh! Like Rye Rye - Bang ft. M.I.A. What an energy!!

Me and S watched Merlin and he is great. Soooo cute. Arthur's quite a diva sometimes though... And what happened to sweet sweet Morgana? Damn girl, get a grip.

Then I returned for Generation Kill. I don't know how many times I've seen it already. Who's counting anyways? It's just so good. Yes.

Yeah these plus Hanazakari and Pasila and countless of movies. And this downfall was during I didn't have any visitors coming to Japan from Finland. And today was the first day of school and I just ain't feeling it. I just want to continue this vacation altho' just yesterday I was so happy that lessons started so I could save some money and just meet my friends.

Basically... I don't know what I'm saying. But I want to party. And listen to good music really loud. And new tattoo. And I don't know what's going on in this relationship either. And we're supposed to be moving together when we return to Finland. Eh? Shit.

.....

Wow. I can't believe I just wrote that.
Damn.

Why does life has to keep changing? When you reach the point of happiness you don't want to turn back anymore life plays its' little games and you're screwed. Why although you know you can't change the way you feel you keep wishing you could? Why is it so damn difficult for your heart and brain to play together?

Could somebody please tell me what the fuck is going on over here?

L

TBs3 entry

2010-12-06T12:28:55Z

We have spoilers here. Beware!

And now a few words about True Blood season 3.

*] Werewolves OH. MY. GOD. Not them all, just one of. Them you know who I mean. Say the name. Oh Alcide.... Somehow he seems so.. normal in the middle of all those crazy ppl, steady as a rock, someone with a brain. And that face, that body. Yes I like the beard. Standing next to pale Bill and Eric he's sooo different. Om nom.::D

*] Tommy friggin' Mickens. Gosh. He's crazy, did you notice? But in a sexy way! He's annoying as hell, violent and has a bad influence on Sam who is such a nice guy but still. Love him. Oooo drool. *_* And it's not his fault, it's his damn parents (which I knew are going to cause SO much trouble to poor Sam)! It's the way he was brought up! He needs love! I wish he'd find someone nice.. someone strong. Rebel rebel, young and foolish. But it feels good that Sam has a little brother.

*] Eric. Yes he has been my fav for the season 1 but now oooo. Muchos bueno. It was nice to have more info about his history. And I really feel his aching for Sookie.

*] I somehow feel so bad for Tara, life is treating her do shitty. I think it was a good call that at the last episode she cut her hair and just drove away. I wish her character would grow to be more stable and stronger because I think people (Lafayette) are going to need her soon.

*] YES Lafayette with a boyfriend? Damn it was nice to see him all shy and all but still I feel their relationship ain't good for him. Maybe it's just me but Jesus seems quite ... well. Dunno. Fingers crossed they won't do any more V (of course they will, this is True Blood). And Jesus if you hurt him or turn him into terrible mess I will kill u!!!:/ Nobody messes with La La.

*] And for heaven's sake Jason. Forget the hillbilly bitch, really! That girl's just aarrggh! No brains, still clinging on to her father who's beating her. And what's up with the being cop but not taking the tests and aaaaa... That boy is SO stupid. But yes, amusing. Seriously he needs someone to guide him.. like his granny.

*] So happy for Jessica and Hoyt. Sure they're going to have problems if his mama is going to use that shotgun she bought but still. It's good to see them together, they're so adorable. And SO good to see how Bill and Jessica are starting to finally develop a better relationship between them, more like creator/baby vampire.

*] All in all I feel season 3 was lacking a great story, like the Fellowship of the Sun and crazy Maryann in the second season. Sure werewolves were nice and all but they could have made something better out of it all. It feels that all I remember about the season was Sookie and Bill. Fighting. AGAIN. Still the ending was refreshing although all the stuff Bill said was true about him being a calculative ass sounded a bit made up. Maybe season 4 they will spend some time separated and think about their lives.

*] But still. Sookie. Is a fairy? What the hell. Really.*_*

Sookie and big brave wolf. Ooo man.

Nice scene.

Tommy and Jessica. Just friends?

I know he has anger management issues and he stole Sam's money but just look at that face! Can't be mad.:D
Just somebody train him, he'll behave.

And why did you have to go and kill yourself you stupid stupid lovely vampire? I still mourn Godric.

That'll be all. Happy Independence Day Finland!
Later ~

L