It's been a while since I last posted to my LJ. And even back then, I wasn't at all what you would consider to be a 'regular user'. Like, I would come on here to mainly chat with friends, and scroll over page after page of jrock pics. I guess life gets in the way. At least it has for me. I've been trying (and failing miserably) to get a job. Plus there's my hobby where I blog about skincare. And I've been trying to watch the mountain of anime I've got accumulated in my room. And when I finally get around to watching them all, I have a mountain of Japanese and Korean drama to go through. I just wish there was like, multiple copies of me or I could be like Morph from the X-Men and just make these like clones that can do multiple stuff in a day. So my fanfics have also been placed on the backburner, but that's only because I get writer's block so easily. Did I mention I also have a bunch of manga to read? Why can't I just be a vampire? That way, I could live forever and not have to worry about stuff not getting done, because I'd have all the time in the world. A lot of the roleplays I'm in have also been placed on the backburner. I think a lot of that is just due to people losing interest. And I get that, because I used to roleplay in a kpop rp and it just sort of fizzled out due to lack of interest, and I recently had some of my old kpop roleplayer friends message me, but I just don't really wanna rp in kpop anymore, as I kinda lost interest in kpop a few years ago. I found that I do like to roleplay as Deku from My Hero Academia (anyone looking for some Katsudeku roleplay, send me a message because I live for that ship!) as it's become a fave anime of mine. Onto other things. My mum has recently had an operation on two hernias, and so I've sorta been the carer for her until she heals up. I was invited to a wedding as well. Which I won't be going to, as it said in the invite 'female guests are to be wearing a dress'. And f*ck that, you won't catch me dead in a dress. So I politely declined. Plus there were other reasons, but that was one of the main ones. So, yeah. That's all that's been pretty much going on with me atm. If anyone wants to chat on here, let me know. Also let me know if you would like to roleplay as Katsuki Bakugou with me roleplaying as Izuku Midoriya (Deku).

So I'm feeling depressed again. I haven't been well these past few months. I keep getting abdominal pains and having to take the depot injection every 3 months as well as taking the zoely tablet.... it could be I'm getting side effects from that or it could be something even more sinister than that. I wanna get an MRI on my abdomen but that costs $450 and it's not like I have that kinda money just laying around. I keep thinking that the abdominal pains might be cancer. It might not even be that but I can't help thinking about it. It's really been on my mind a lot.

Christmas is coming up. Yay. Tis the season to spend your money falalalalalala. I am beginning to really loathe Christmas. Plus, all the bills come around at Christmas time. Like, can't they wait until the beginning of January? Nope, the companies that send the bills always have to be a bag of dicks and send them right when they know people can't really afford it. I hope Santa takes a dump down their chimneys. And another thing which was making me upset at first, but is now really pissing me off. You see, I have this friend who I've known since high school. We kept in contact for years, and still hung out a lot, even like, 10 years after we left high school. Well, this past year she hasn't even bothered to contact me. I even wished her a happy birthday on facebook and she completely ignored me. It's not for the fact that she's been sick, or anything has happened either, because she still manages to talk to her other friends. I even asked a mutual friend of ours, if they'd heard from her, and they told me yes they did hear from them, and not only that, are in regular contact. I really hate being snubbed by people, especially when I'm making an effort to talk to them. I think it's rude, and imo, it shows how little they think of me. I'm at this point where I think I should just remove them from my friend list and erase all details of them from my phone contacts. I mean, they obviously don't give a rat's ass about me, so I'm over giving a shit about them.

Rant.Over.

I ordered some coffee from Korea. I sent a payment on the 15th, and the seller didn't accept my payment. So then I contacted them and they sent this message:

"sorry for the late reply

we will send you the product at the latest tomorrow morning.
plus we will send you a message right after sending the product.

Thank you for purchasing our product.
have a nice day"


On ebay, the item was marked at sent but it didn't give an estimated time of arrival. So I went back to my paypal, and it said the payment was still not accepted by the seller. Okay, so I contacted them again, and questioned why the item was marked as sent without giving me an estimated time of arrival, and also why the payment was still not accepted. I got back the exact same reply that I had gotten before. Clearly it was some copy and paste.

So at this point, I'd had enough of playing funny games and I cancelled my payment. And then I went to ebay, and did an online chat with an ebay staff, and they advised me to contact the seller regarding him cancelling my purchase. Yeah, because that's so easy because he hasn't responded properly to my first two messages lols.

Apparently, the seller spoke to someone on ebay and claimed they didn't know how to read my messages. Okayyyy. They can access the internet, go onto ebay and sell stuff but they don't know how to read what I'm saying? Yeah, I'm gonna call bullshit on that one. So anyway, I contact the seller and do what ebay suggests and request for them to put through a cancellation request. I did this, because it looks better from my end, that I have tried multiple times to speak with this seller. I mean, he couldn't read the first two times, what good is a third time gonna be?

But oh lord above, praise the lord! The man can now read AND reply in PERFECT ENGLISH! He sent me a reply, faster than speedy gonzales and all of a sudden, he can understand exactly what I'm saying. HALLELUJAH! PRAISE THE LORD, IT'S A MIRACLE!! -does my creepy evangelist impersonation-

I'm thinking this guy is just trying to take me for a ride on the scam mobile. Even ebay agreed with me that this guy seemed weird, and won't give me a penalty for cancellation of my payment. I mean, I've exhausted all manor of trying to speak with this person. I just think it so strange that before he didn't speak or read english but now he's so good he could be a damn professor at it.

When Hyde does that, he makes it so easy for me. XD

Today, people walked past a shop window right past what they thought were just mannequins of Versailles members. Turns out they were not mannequins, but the real thing.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8s0KJ2ggTzU - Video 1

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xo1-kIaolk0 - Video 2

Yes, it's that time again.