urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint embrace the oxymoron secularsaint 2008-01-24T07:55:05Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:7356 2008-01-24T07:55:05Z 2008-01-24T07:55:05Z I went to the E.R. the other night. Apparently I have something called 'Viral Syndrome.' Which- honestly? Wouldn't sound that bad to me if I wasn't coughing my throat sore. They stole some blood and ran a bunch of tests. Then pumped me full of fluids and painkillers via I.V. They released me at about 2 yesterday morning and gave me vicodin for the pain and something I can't pronounce for my stomach. Which- apparently will make said body part hurt if I don't take it with food. Go figure. <br /><br />Well- at least I got painkillers.<br />But anyways, I'm forbade from doing anything but sit at home until Monday. So if I can stay awake for longer then 30 minutes I think I'm gonna tackle some of the bigger projects I've had lurking about my computer. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:7103 2008-01-22T23:56:49Z 2008-01-22T23:56:49Z Heath Ledger died today.<br /><br />I don't even know what to think. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:6836 2008-01-21T00:22:21Z 2008-01-21T00:23:20Z Williamsburg: Armor for Sleep Went to see Armor for Sleep and a few other bands at The Door last night.<br />My neck is dead.<br /><br />But we met this super amazing girl who, i dunno, felt like she had to play mother to us in the mosh pit. (probably because my friend has a bum knee) But she grabbed this girl by the hair and punched her in the face. It was probably the most amazing thing I've seen in weeks. <br /><br />Armor for Sleep is coming back to Dallas sometime super soon, if I go then i'll have seen them 3 times in the past 6 months. I have amazing pictures from last night. I'll upload them if I get the chance.<br /><br />:) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:6536 2008-01-03T01:52:37Z 2008-01-03T04:27:24Z My best friend's dad got to meet Peter.<br /><br />Apparently Pete got hungry for a cheeseburger at the DFW airport and my friend's dad happens to be the manager at the T.G.I. Fridays there. I was suprised (and impressed) that he recognized him. He got a picture of him with Ashlee that I'm still waiting for my friend to send me. <br />I'll put it up here when I get it. <br />I was out shopping with her when she got the picture sent to her cell phone. <br />Apparently her dad didn't think enough to give him something to sign or at least stall him until we could drive up to the airport. <br /><br />I couldn't figure out why they were in Texas until I realized, Ashlee's parents live here don't they? And he spent time with her family.<br /><br />They're so fucking cute together.<br />I hate it.<br /><br />P.S.<br /><br />Patrick on L&O?<br />Ohgod.<br /><br />There needed to be handcuffs though...I was praying for handcuffs.<br />But...he was all sweaty and nasty.<br />Which made everything better. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:6264 2007-12-02T20:08:43Z 2007-12-02T20:08:43Z Golden It's December.<br />It's <i>74</i> degrees outside.<br />The weather's gone crazy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:5953 2007-11-30T04:14:59Z 2007-11-30T04:14:59Z If It's Not a Side-Effect of the Cocaine, I'm Thinking It Must Be Love There, I did it. <br />I just added the newest chapter of No Fact or Fiction to the mod queue.<br />And I kind of hate it.<br /><br />But...I feel better.<br />Maybe. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:5752 2007-11-28T04:10:37Z 2007-11-28T04:12:37Z I Can't Decide: The Scissor Sisters I've written the next chapter of No Fact or Fiction. It's about 2400 words, and I think it absolutely sucks. <br /><br />So give me a few days to edit, and maybe it'll be posted before Sunday. <br />I feel like a bitch for not writing anything sooner. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:5441 2007-11-09T05:09:34Z 2007-11-09T05:10:52Z silence :( Somehow I've made it to chapter 19 of The Scarlet Letter without killing myself.<br />Not that it's horribly bad, it's just so much of it in one sitting is a bit...ickish...is the only work I can think of.<br /><br />But I can't help wondering. What if Dimmesdale never was the father? What if he was protecting that man and Hester? Wouldn't that be horrible, if he was in love with Hester but only got to show it by hiding her love for another? I'm not sure which would be worse. It reminds me a bit of the whole James vs. Snape thing. How they both loved Lily but Snape could only show it by protecting the child of Lily and James?<br /><br />A bit tragic.<br />Almost Shakespearean, really.<br /><br />Alas, I still have five more chapters to wade through. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:5163 2007-11-07T06:45:15Z 2007-11-07T06:45:15Z Daylight savings time is screwing with me.<br />That and whatever illness I've managed to catch this time.<br />Missed 6 days of school already.<br />Going to the doctor again tomorrow.<br />(and not the time travelling one with the nice screwdriver)<br /><br />Lighter note:<br />Finally did something to my laptop to make it like AIM.<br />If you still talk to me then it's:<br /><br />xelectronegative<br /><br /><br />If you get it I love you forever.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Why is it so hot outside in November?<br />This weekend it's supposed to hit 80 again. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:4949 2007-10-25T02:53:16Z 2007-10-25T02:53:16Z Pleasure Ryland: Cobra Starship So how much are we loving the new Cobra CD?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />G-A-B-E is a comin' for you.<br /><br /><br /><br />Fangs up!<br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:4698 2007-09-30T05:27:13Z 2007-09-30T14:57:31Z THE ACADEMY IS... I TOUCHED WILLIAM BECKETT!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />The concert last night was insane. <br />I'm dying, so many girls elbowed me in the ribs.<br />But I got to touch Beckett, I actually held his hand for like, a solid 10 seconds.<br /><br />And the Armor for Sleep set was amazing.<br />Last night was so much fun<br />I almost passed out like, 5 times.<br /><br />I definitely recommend going to the Sleeping With Giants Tour. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:4399 2007-09-17T03:10:32Z 2007-09-17T03:10:32Z Silence I've started school again.<br />I'm not sure how much of this I can take.<br />Because, of course, I overloaded my schedule.<br />Classes from 7:45 until 4:00<br />then work on Mondays and Wednesdays from 5:00 until 9:00.<br />History test tomorrow. <br />Psych test on Tuesday. According to my teacher almost everybody fails the first test.<br /><br />Somehow I'll make it through this year, right?<br /><br />No Fact or Fiction ofically has 6 new paragraphs added to it's length.<br />And I'll probably be writing another oneshot sometime soon.<br />Just to do away with all ideas sputtering around my head. <br /><br />Oh and I read those three Stephanie Meyer books. If that's how you spell her name.<br />I was pleased. It takes her a long time to get the plot.<br />And I'd rather not know about every single boring day,<br />but they were good.<br /><br />I loved the humanity of the Cullens. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:4175 2007-08-23T05:40:19Z 2007-08-23T05:40:19Z Work is stealing my energy.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Can't write anything lately.<br />Grrr. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:4078 2007-08-12T06:25:20Z 2007-08-12T06:25:20Z Green Day <a target='_blank' href='http://www.buttafly.com/starbucks/index.php' rel='nofollow'>http://www.buttafly.com/starbucks/index.php</a><br /><br />Go there. <br /><br />I drink a Grande Caramel Triple Macchiato, apparently that makes me a whore. But when I order it upside down, I'm a sophisticated whore. <br /><br />:)<br /><br /><br />In other news- I have a paragraph of the new No Fact or Fiction chapter.<br />And about 50 ideas for new stories. None of which I feel able to write. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:3717 2007-08-08T03:32:39Z 2007-08-08T03:32:39Z silence Everyone, I'm so sorry.<br /><br />I've been doing so much that I've just put writing at the bottom of my list. And that sucks for me because the less I write, the less put-together I feel.<br /><br />I promise, I have tomorrow off, and I'll write something then. Hopefully it'll be for No Fact or Fiction, hopefully.<br /><br />But right now, I'm just looking forward to something. <br /><br />(And if it is No Fact or Fiction I'm almost sure that there might possibly most likely be a kissing scene. Maybe a little more...) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:3435 2007-07-29T12:06:33Z 2007-07-30T01:40:44Z I've only been using Harry Potter icons lately, but I'm not sure many people are picking up the references.<br /><br />Tired out of my mind.<br /><br />Remind me to sleep, someone. Please.<br /><br />Typing just to feel the keys under my fingers.<br /><br /><br />All my friends are out without me. Together. Doing something.<br /><br />I feel super lonely. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:3076 2007-07-08T01:22:12Z 2007-07-08T01:27:57Z Alkaline Trio- We've Had Enough I last updated this 19 weeks ago.<br /><br />New chapter of No Fact or Fiction coming soon, for anybody that cares. I have all the alters sorted out and the idea for the chapter. I just have to find an hour or two for myself sometime and start writing.<br /><br />My Birthday is Tuesday.<br />(Tentative to tell my age because I let people on the internet assume I'm much older)<br /><br />Also, I finally got around to adding everybody that's added me. :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:2951 2007-02-24T22:19:11Z 2007-02-24T22:19:11Z Don't look down::Words Kill It's been way too long.<br /><br />My computer crashed a long time ago, and I finally got it fixed.<br /><br />I feel so much better with my laptop by my side. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:2192 2006-11-28T05:30:53Z 2006-11-28T05:30:53Z Panic! Hmmm, not quite as testy as when I wrote my last entry.<br /><br />Can't take the kid from the fight take the fight from the kid. Sit back, sit back relax, relapse. Ooooh<br /><br />Reid: You're hacking into the HMO database? Is that legal.<br />Garcia: No, we're gonna go to jail and you'll be somebody's bitch.<br />Reid: Really? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:1591 2006-10-31T03:34:31Z 2006-10-31T03:34:31Z So fuck you and your selfish ways.<br />I'm tired of this.<br />This everything.<br />Hypocrites and liars.<br />Fuck you all.<br /><br /><br />Lying by omission is still fucking lying and it's not a flattering fit. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:1214 2006-10-11T04:23:36Z 2006-10-11T04:23:36Z I think I'm sick and it's very much not fun. Sorethroat+upsetstomach+fever=ew. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:781 2006-09-15T01:37:40Z 2006-09-15T01:37:40Z Brand New- The Shower Scene Ha, third entry. You know how much school is/isn't fun?<br /><br />Oh yeah.<br /><br />flowers are nice.<br /><br />:D urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:630 2006-07-16T02:55:37Z 2006-07-16T02:55:37Z Silence. I. am. tired.<br /><br />and I have chinese food. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secularsaint:276 2006-07-12T06:05:22Z 2006-07-12T06:05:22Z Alkaline Trio's Stupid Kid Good Question.<br /><br />Next question.