kuroshitsuji // BLACK AND RED // Sebastian x Grell

Coming back!

2011-08-01T15:53:23Z

I finally came back; did you miss me? I'm sure you didn't. XD
Oh well, it's been a while since I've posted something here (and since I've written something in English); that one is the most recent SebGrell I've written, inspired by the 15_minute_fic community, prompt #163: crusade. No beta used this time; just me and my ability (hm?) with English.
Enjoy!

Title: Deliciously crusading
Rating: R/NC-17 (sexual contents)
Contents: not much, just yaoi SebGrell smut XD
Note: ... like it? XD

He had seen crusades before; he had been on a crusade too, but he had always preferred just sitting nearby and watching those silly human souls fighting each other and inevitably dying.
He wouldn't think it would be such a crusade.
The simple undressing became so complicated— red coat, black vest, white blues, red ribbon, scarlet bites; the chain began with red, it must end with it as well. And so many hands everywhere on his body, like soldiers' hands in search for their guns— but, oh, he was looking for a precise gun, he murmured with a chuckle, big, long and, hmm, so hard.
He stroke the counterattack right inside his soft body, and made him moan loudly and then pant slightly, with those lovely red lips of his naively parted— and it was his turn to bite and lick at those tender lips, like he was spilling blood from the men he had killed.
Eventually, he would win as usual, when those lips would invoke his name like victims asking for mercy— Seb— Sebastian!

ANOTHER account change

2011-08-01T15:41:30Z

I had problems with my account again; I was marcescentia, now I am realising_klaus and I hope this account will last :/

I'm back !

2011-05-25T22:03:54Z

Soooo... The new Kuroshitsuji chapters are quite important for our favourite pair ! What did you guys think ? I personally loved them (and not only for Sebastian and Grell).

!! SPOILERS IN COMMENTS !!

Just asking

2011-04-25T03:17:26Z

Does anyone know which episode that Ciel has been put into a suit case? I saw it in the Making of Black Butler OVA, so I wanna know XD

Thanks!

Kuroshitsuji II Episodes

2011-04-21T07:06:50Z

Yo!

Just wanna know where can I download the episode 1 and 9 for the season 2? >w<

Thanks!

Wumei

First night

2010-12-11T16:02:09Z

My first attempt to write an English long-fiction.
SPOILER about The Most Beautiful DEATH In The World; M-rated for lemon; mystery/horror; Sebastian/Grell as the main pairing, Undertaker/Ciel and maybe others later in the chapters.

This is the chapter I was talking about in my livejournal, hope you enjoy. :)

A short scarlet nightgown which shows off my sensuous long legs covered in black stockings, bright red overcoat, wonderfully red heels and just a bit of make-up to make me look even more attractive, then I’m ready to go on the stage and show the entire world my love for Sebby.
Letting me perform this scene and write the song myself is the best thing the little Phantomhive earl has ever done in his life.
During the past six months, whenever I had to try that part I made sure my dear Sebby was watching; he always turned his head away with a disgusted look on his pretty face, but tonight it’s our first night: when he hear my gracious voice and see my sensual movements, he will surely fall in love for me and forget his master!
I will play my role better than I ever have and he won’t be able to resist me. And then, after the musical, we will have our sweet time in his bedroom…
I giggle to myself at this thought. My, my, I’m always so depraved when I think about him! But my Sebby is a demon, after all, the father of the seven deadly sins; how couldn’t I have obscene fantasies about him?
Suddenly, the candles in the room go out and, before I can even understand what’s happening, a white hand steals my glasses, leaving me without even the possibility of getting used to the darkness and at least telling the difference between the shadow of a chair and one of a desk in the obscurity! Damn it, all that I can see now is a damned grey splash!
I force myself to calm down and try to recall what William taught me about being attacked: at first, be calm, Grell; then, stay still, catch your breath and try to hear the enemy and establish its position.
I wait for something, anything which could prove the presence of someone, but after ten seconds there is still nothing. Thirty seconds, and nothing. Not even a breath.
It should be an immortal being, if it’s able to stop breathing for so long, which makes the situation worse: without my death scythe – William gives it to me just when I have to use it on the stage – I can’t do much to defend myself.
What did my damned superior say about being attacked by an immortal being?
I almost growl both in anger and despair; why was my brain sleeping while he was talking about that? Obviously because Will is unbelievably boring when he teaches, but…
«The first rule for a death god is to always wear glasses, isn’t it?» a sudden voice speaks out of nowhere, making me shivering in delight and fear at the same time. It is my dear Sebastian’s voice, in my left ear between strands of my hair. «And you aren’t wearing yours. My, my, Grell Sutcliffe, you’re such a naughty boy…»
«And you are too» I reply with a giggle when he finally lets me sense his presence behind me. «Don’t you know it’s very impolite of a gentleman to scare a lady so much?»
«I see no gentlemen and no ladies as well» Sebby hisses in my ear with that sensuously deep, quiet voice of his. «I see a demon butler» he adds «and a dirty whore who pretends to be an actress – and a woman, truth be told».
«Are you here to request my service, darling?» I ask in an amused tone.
I don’t get angry. He’s right, after all: the performance I’m going to do says the same far too well, so what’s the use of pretending he’s wrong?
Yes, I’m playing the role of the bitch, but I don’t mind it if I am his bitch.
«You aren’t going to act in that scene» Sebastian states simply, ignoring my question, but both of us know he can’t do that much to prevent me from doing what I want.
When the earl decided that my scene could be added to the plot of the musical, he ordered Sebby not to do anything to hinder me – not to hit my face, not to harm me in any other way, not to manipulate me to do whatever he asks me; the brat was very careful with his words. Hm, maybe there are two things which are the best he’s ever done.
«And what will you do otherwise?» I ask teasingly and feel a shiver running down my spine when his gaze sharpens, almost digging into my body. «What can you do, Sebby?»
«I could give you what you want» he tries to be gentle, but his voice vibrates with anger.
Oh, if only I could see his eyes! I’m sure they’re burning with red passion! Why did he have to be so cruel to steal my glasses? I can’t see the damned tip of my nose!
While I’m thinking about my bad luck, he pins me with my chest against the wall, near the wash table which I was using to get ready for the show. I feel my face almost brushing against the bricks and Sebby’s hips moving sensually against mine.
«Hnn, so rude, Sebby~» I can’t help but moan loudly at him.
Sebastian stops as suddenly as he began and murmurs teasingly in my ear: «If you want it, you know what I ask in return…»
So spiteful, darling! I’ve been waiting months for both this situation and the scene I should be acting in minutes; how can you ask me to choose?
«Why will you be so ashamed if I do my performance?» I reply, pouting.
«It would be extremely disgraceful for a butler – not to mention his master – to be known because of his “odd sexual choices”» he explains in a disgusted tone. «And that scene is exactly what I want to avoid, even if my master doesn’t seem as much concerned». He sighs, exasperated.
«But I won’t say your name at all!»
His voice sounds like he has just given me a doubtful look. «You won’t?» he repeats while pressing his body against mine, causing me to start feeling rather hot between my legs. «Then you have to forgive me if I don’t believe you».
My Sebby knows me far too well, even more than a lover. Which is, right now, quite unnerving, with my heart split in two by the passion for acting and the love for my fiendish butler.
“Oh, love is so painful”: it is a verse of the Death Gods Dispatch Society’s Theme song that I performed with my colleagues during one of the first scenes. “Painful, and irritating” I should have added.
«P-please!» I almost cry out when his hand suddenly meets my ass in a light, teasing caress.
«“Please” what? Can I do anything for you?» Sebastian replies in amusement, that damned bastard, and his index finger traces the curve of my bottom, sending a discharge to my brain which makes my mind become totally blank.
«Please, I-I want… I want you…!» I beg in a hoarse, hungry voice and try to press my backside against him, but his hand firmly stops me.
«Will you do anything I ask you to?» he asks, his lips brushing against my neck, his other hand wandering down to the border of my dress to start lifting it up. «Will you still sing that song, even if I asked you not to?» He pushes himself against me for a moment, letting me feel he’s getting aroused as well.
Hm, so I’m not the only one who wants it, my dear…
«I won’t sing it, I promise, but please~!» I do sound like a whore right now, but I don’t care at all, I just want him, I want him so badly that I’d do anything, anything to make him fuck me.
Sebby smirks against my jugular and begins to suck it gently while his hands are raising my gown, showing my undergarments. «Good boy» he laughs softly and bites at my flesh in the crook between neck and shoulder.
I rub myself against him and moan – my, my, he is already that hard…!
«It seems like you want it too, darling» I tease, giggling. «You’ve always said I am revolting and now you want to fuck me… The way things can change, hm?»
All of a sudden, Sebastian stops.
His hands are still on the edge of my underwear, his mouth against the side of my jaw, but he isn’t moving at all. Eventually he lets out another chuckle – it’s such a pleasant sound – and starts again to pull down my panties, his lips now meeting my earlobe.
«Do you think that you can call the shots with me? That I would have had sex with you just because you wanted to? Do you really think that much of yourself?» he says, making a fool of me. «You see, Grell Sutcliffe, demons are the ones who brought the seven deadly sins to the mankind. Those sins are part of us, and it has been a while since I’ve had a lovely toy as you are…»
I try to calm down and focus on what he said and not on where his hands are right now – with my underwear pulled down to my knees, he is carefully touching every ravine of my ass.
«It means…» I pause and take a deep breath «… you are just using me?»
I feel sad and indignant at the same time. Okay, I know he isn’t exactly going to do that with me because he wants to, but it hurts when said out loud. Besides, no one in the world uses lady Grell Sutcliffe as a sex toy, no matter how handsome he could be. Men must fall in love for me and do whatever I want them to do, there is no way it can be vice versa!
And it is actually depressing that I had in mind not to just be content with a night in bed with him…
«Aren’t you using me as well? We can use each other in order to gain the same pleasure, can’t we?» Sebastian replies and leaves my backside for a few moments, probably to open his trousers and pull his own undergarments down, before setting his hands on my hips.
I can’t help but moan loudly at the thought of him inside of me, my sadness and indignation completely forgotten now.
«I’m happy to hear that you agree» he smirks, then adds in a more serious voice, even if it sounds like he’s mocking me: «but if you are so loud, I must stop. I don’t want anyone to find us out so, if you want to be satisfied, be a good boy. Understood?»
I simply nod, waiting eagerly for him. Please, please, please…!
«We have very little time» my gorgeous Sebby sighs, as if he is disappointed by that! No doubt I will work on his love for me, after tonight…
I cry out in pain when I feel his member shoving its way in without any preparation – that’s why he was complaining about the little time we have, that asshole! At the same time a wave of pleasure makes my body shake, my back arch against him, my moans become obscene pleas to have more.
He only starts thrusting when he’s content with my attempts to low my voice, guiding my hips to match his own and biting hard at my neck to hide his own moans, perhaps.
I try to wring at least a sigh of satisfaction from him by calling his name in a low, sensuous murmur, but he doesn’t move from my neck, resolute not to let me get the most insignificant sign that he is enjoying this as I am. I didn’t know you were such an adorably capricious little thing, darling…
I press my hands against the wall in front of me to hold myself up – he’s thrusting so hard.
«More, Sebby, please…» I beg in a desperate tone. I feel him getting more and more aroused inside my body and I want him and I want him – oh! – so badly and my own member is throbbing painfully and I need more of him, more, more, more!
I slide my hand between my legs, but Sebastian grabs me and wraps his own hand around my length, making me almost scream in surprise – fortunately I bite my lower lip to prevent myself from doing so.
«Let me take care of this for you» he says, panting a little.
Oh, my sweet Sebby! In an odd fashion of his, he is thanking me for pleasuring him!
Then he begins to squeeze me and run his hand up and down my member faster and faster; I see the heavens and moan his name again and again while his thrusts become harder and his movements against my length firmer.
«You surely are good at being taken» he remarks in a deep, sensual voice, hoarse from excitement.
Which should mean I’m good at arousing people when I have sex, I think – sometimes it’s almost like he speaks a totally different language, where “you disgust me” means “I want to fuck you”. Anyway, waiting for “I love you”, “I want to fuck you” will make my day.
«A-and… you are good at… taking…» I weakly giggle at him. Good? Good? Oh my, he’s not simply good, he’s gorgeous at it! He takes you hard and makes you feel like you are his property and he wouldn’t let anyone else touch you – so dominant, lustful, possessive.
And everything around me is confused, hot, red, beautifully red and pleasurable, oh, so pleasurable I could almost die happy right now…
Eventually he finds a certain spot inside me and I have to bite the pale flesh of my hand not to scream when he hits it the first time. My darling lets out a small laugh, settles himself a bit behind me and starts thrusting against the same sweet spot, making it very hard for me not to raise my voice while at the same time he’s rubbing his hand against my member at a faster pace.
We come together – so romantic, isn’t it? – and I collapse against the wall, panting and trembling and sighing in extreme satisfaction. Absolutely one of the best night of my entire life…
Sebastian grabs me by my shoulder to hold me up and I hear him licking the tips of his fingers, dirty with me. «You taste good, Grell Sutcliffe» he states, then backs away from me and begins readjusting his clothes.
I patiently wait for him to finish, wishing this moment never had to end: he said I taste good, he said he likes my taste! Maybe he wants to try it again!
Once he has straightened himself, he roughly puts my glasses on my nose and switches on the oil-fired lamp, revealing my half-naked body slumped against the wall, with my backside turned at the door.
I blush with shame and cover myself as soon as possible. I do my best to straighten my dress and brush my hair not to make it look like a total mess – without looking at the mirror not to get too much depressed –, then I yell at him in indignation: «What if someone has entered? You could at least have told me you were going to turn on the light!»
He ignores me and takes a look at his pocket watch. «You should go now, you must be on stage in a few minutes». He stares at me for a moment in a way that reminds me of what we have just done and makes me flush red again. «Remember our pact, Grell Sutcliffe».
Here comes the most difficult part. If I can’t sing my wonderful song, what will I sing then?
«But, if I can’t sing my song, I won’t know what to do and the show will be a failure» I try to persuade him.
«Weren’t you the best actress in the world?» he laughs at me. «You surely are the best at improvising as well, aren’t you?» His voice sharpens when he adds: «Use your imagination, Grell Sutcliffe. We made an agreement; you must keep on it as I did. Understood?»
«If I do as you ask,» I insist in a hopeful tone «will you make love with me again? Will you kiss me then?» I lightly touch my lower lip with my index finger while fantasizing about Sebby’s mouth pressed against mine and our tongues dancing together the most beautiful dance in the world.
My dear Sebby brushes his finger against his chin in a thoughtful way, making me wait impatiently. «If it doesn’t mean you to come to Phantomhive manor in that loud fashion of yours, annoy my master and me as well and hang around the house with that chainsaw, maybe I will think about it» he finally says and shrugs. «Now, go» he orders, opening the door and stepping aside to let me go out first.
«Yes!» I answer happily and step out as requested, almost dancing. «Whatever you want, Sebby~!»
I don’t even pay attention to William, who follows me all the way to the stage saying something about a lesson he should teach me about being punctual – aah, always so bothersome. I am so happy, I will play the most perfect scene of the musical and of my life, just for him! For my Sebby!
«There you are, Sutcliffe» little lord Phantomhive greets me without even looking at me; he is carefully watching the scene before mine. «Better late than never. Mister Slingby and mister Humphries are almost done».
Luckily he doesn’t look at me even once in the spare minute before my turn to make my entrance, because I am trembling and squirming as silently as I can in pure delight.
Eventually he waves a hand in my direction, which means I have to go.
I nod and quickly make my way onto the few steps which lead on the stage and then under the lights of the theatre. Well, not exactly “under the lights” because lights have been switched off.
In the obscurity, I find the rope left there by the employed in the theatre and I tie it up around my waist. After that, I wait some more seconds and lights are turned on again. I can’t see the people through the barrier of blinding light, but I can feel their glances on me and it’s such a wonderful sensation.
Among all of them, there is also my Sebby who is watching me.

Burst of applause by every angle of the theatre and even some roses thrown on the stage – most of them for Sebastian and the Viscount Druitt.
All of the actors bow at the same time and I look at Sebastian while doing so.
I couldn’t create another song and improvise another dance, so I sang R-rated without moaning his name – which I would have moaned in a way no one could have guessed I was saying “Sebastian”, though! – and saying “my dear butler” – which I would have said making it sound like “my dear cutlet”, anyway! – as decided originally.
Sebastian turns his head to me, stares at me for a moment and then nods. I almost let out an ecstatic squeak. No, I do, and applause becomes even louder while my cheeks redden.
My Sebby sighs, slightly shakes his head, turns his back to me and lifts his master up in his arms.
The most loud applause ever almost destroys the theatre and I bite my tongue to contain my jealousy and prevent myself from cutting the earl in two. If I am patient, Sebby will make love with me, kiss me and fall in love for me! And he’s carrying his master around like that just to receive more pieces of applause, that’s all.
It’s me he chose to have sex with, not his little boy, I think to myself in utter satisfaction.

Account change

2010-10-30T16:29:32Z

I was useless_prince, but I deleted the account.
This one is the new one. :)

Grell and Sebastian Cosplay Performance Video

2010-10-18T03:09:44Z

I just wanna share it here because we are... after all, Sebastian and Grell.:D Our most beloved pairing ever.:D

Our cosplay performance video.:D This was taken last September 25, in SM Manila for the Cosplay Mania Tournament of Champions.:D

silentside as Sebastian Michaelis, fallenangelkat as Grell Sutcliffe.:D

http://www.youtube.com/user/cosmaniavideo#p/u/3/YexkM0mwTOQ

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Interview Segment Translation:

Emcee 1 (the one beside me): Cut that up!
Emcee 2 (the one beside :iconutentsu:): She's the killer in the Texas Chainsaw Massacre (lmao).
Emcee 1: Chainsaw massacre lol.
Emcee 2: No really.:D It's the one in the Chainsaw Massacre. Rrrrrr!
Emcee 1: So you're cosplaying as...
fallenangelkat: Grell Sutcliffe.
Emcee 2: And you are...
silentside:: Sebastian.
Emcee 2: Sebastian.
Emcee 1: How long have you been cosplayers?
Emcee 2: What year did you start cosplaying?
silentside and fallenangelkat : 2001.
Emcee 1: Oh they both answered at the same time.
Emcee 2: 2001! They've been cosplayers for a long time.
Emcee 1: So you've been joining cosplay competitions like this for a while.
fallenangelkat: Sorta. But there was a sort of hiatus of course.
Emcee 2: Hiatus. So they took some time out. Rest and stuff. Now they came back.
Emcee 1: Rested a bit. 9 years after. Haha. So they came back just in time. Grand comeback.
Emcee 2: There are a lot of cosplayers now.
Emcee 1: What inspired you to cosplay this character now?
fallenangelkat : For me, Grell Sutcliffe is a very flamboyant character. So it's really fun to cosplay him. And...
Emcee 2: And you, Sebastian?
silentside: It was a challenge to me, because his character is perfect. So it was really tough.
Emcee 2: As far as I know, aren't you cosplaying male characters?
Emcee 1: Butlers?
Emcee 2: They are butlers. You're butlers right?
silentside and fallenangelkat : *nod*
Emcee 2: So why, instead of cosplaying sexy female characters, why pick butlers? Why male characters? Why did you choose to crossdress?
fallenangelkat : It's more challenging to cosplay male characters. It's also nice to cosplay female characters, but isn't that the usual? So we wanted to go against the flow.

*crowd cheering lmao*

Emcee 2: More of a challenge huh?
fallenangelkat : Yeh! *death sign*
Emcee 2: So when we cosplay, we should cosplay girls!
Emcee 1: That's challenging!
Emcee 2: And you?
silentside: It was a challenge for me too.
Emcee 2: *copying :iconutentsu:'s voice* It was a challenge to me too. Big bro is a guy!

(Note: Actually, that is silentside's normal speaking voice. Can't help it if she's a contralto.:D)

Emcee 1: Okay, let's go here. What's your saw made of?
Emcee 2: Chainsaw. Chainsaw.
Emcee 1: Chainsaw! *hits self lol* Chainsaw sorry.
fallenangelkat : Uhm... Illustration board...
Emcee 2: Oh! Illustration board!
fallenangelkat : And a metal sheet here *touching the blade* (the one used for the roof).
Emcee 1: What's inside?
fallenangelkat : A metal sheet, to avoid the blade from being too wiggly.
Emcee 2: There's metal sheet.
Emcee 1: It's cold. Cold (it's a pun, the tagalog word for 'ice' and 'roof' sound almost alike).:D
LOL.
Emcee 2: Okay, here, the first contestants used rubber sheet. And there was foam, this here now is illustration board.
Emcee 1: And roof metal.
Emcee 2: So that's how resourceful they are just to make the props.
Emcee 1: How long did it take you to make them?
fallenangelkat: Ah.. with help (sideglancing at my best friend who was at the edge of the stage), it took 2 weeks or 1 week only.
Emcee 1: 2 weeks and 1 week just for the chainsaw. So which part is the hardest to make?
fallenangelkat : The main body (pat body). That's where all the weight is centered.
Emcee 1: Ah yes. It is heavy. I held it.
Emcee 2: Heavy no?

(LMAO and yet I was swinging it around like candy.:D Actually yes, it is heavy, but the weight issue was resolved after two weeks of constantly carrying and swinging it around at night. I got used to it finally.:D)

Emcee 2: And you sis, what's the hardest aspect of your costume?
Emcee 1: The necktie.
Emcee 2: LOL the necktie.
silentside: Having everything sewn.

(Oh this was LMAO for the emcees, but it's serious business for us because we waited eons before the seamstress could finish everything. We braved through heavy rains, seedy environment, thinning patience and bad karaoke singing just to get our costumes.)

Emcee 2: Okay pose.
Emcee 1: Last pose, Team Number 8, Butler Romantica. Ladies and gentlemen.
Emcee 2: Nice name.
Emcee 1: Romantica. Oh and thank you! Romantica, but they were kicking each others' butts here.
Emcee 2: I thought there'd be some sort of romance there, but it was Bromance.:D

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Yes, it was the most memorable cosplay for us ever.:D

And the make-up was so good, I still looked good even after getting mauled by silentside lmao.

LOL Bromance.:D

Fan Art: Dream of Me

2010-10-11T02:27:31Z

" Let me sleep
For when I sleep
I dream that you are here
You're mine
And all my fears are left behind
I float on air
The nightingale sings gentle lullabies
So let me close my eyes
And sleep..."

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I've always wanted to draw Grell sleeping. And I enjoyed myself immensely.

I'm still under Kurimonakaya's influence.^^ Hence the feminine and soft pastel colors.

Grell: Dream of Me by ~claudiakat on deviantART

Kurimonakaya is LOVE

2010-10-08T06:54:34Z

I'd just like to share some of Kurimonakaya's art stuff here.:D

She's my favorite doujinka because she draw Grell so beautifully.:D

And of course she does SebasGrell. <3

If you guys have more links to her other works, please tell me.:D I really love her stuff.

Demotivator Poster ( Oh my )

2010-10-06T14:31:24Z

When I found the site, I couldn't help but try to do one. XD
Sebastian/Grell, of course~

Atramentum

2010-10-04T13:48:54Z

My first Sebastian/Grell fanfiction written in English ( rating: K+; genre: tragedy/romance ). :)
It was beta-read by sexy_sakura ( thanks a lot<3 ) and it contains SPOILERS about the end of the second season.
Its title, "atramentum", means "black ink": it's a Latin word.
Enjoy. :)

Atramentum

Walking down the alley, Sebastian kept turning the card – In memory of Ciel Phantomhive was written on it – in his hands.
He didn’t leave it on the table he set up for the death gods, like he did with the other acquaintances of his master: he didn’t want to be necessarily recognized, especially by Grell, who would have certainly misunderstood his courtesy.
«Sebby…?»
The butler stopped and sighed. Speak of the devil. «Why did you follow me, Grell Sutcliffe?» he asked in a cool voice without even turning to him.
Grell showed him the empty cup of tea he gripped in both of his hands. «What does it mean?» he replied in a shrill tone. «I mean, it’s so kind of you to prepare tea for a maiden like I am, but I thought you would join me…» He twirled a lock of scarlet hair around his index finger and giggled slightly.
«Are you so stupid that you can’t even understand something this simple?» the demon commented cruelly and eventually turned to face him. He stared at the death god’s green eyes, while a glow of subtle anger could be seen in his own – the anger he kept hidden in front of the soul which belonged to him, reborn as a demon and lost forever. «I am leaving; it’s farewell».
Grell’s eyes widened in surprise and fear; he bit his lower lip and looked away from Sebastian before speaking in a quieter voice: «But, why’s that? You devoured your brat’s soul, didn’t you? Can’t you stay here and search for a new soul in London?» His voice was more like an indignant, capricious cry. «I didn’t even get a kiss yet!»
The butler waited until he had completely calmed down; his eyes turned icy and his tone was even colder than before – it was worse than when he was angry; he looked dead now.
«My master is afraid of the possibility he could not control his fiendish nature and harm the people around him; he decided to leave this place, maybe to never return, to let those who love him forget about him and make their lives safer without his presence. And if my master gives me an order, I will obey him until this world ends».
Maybe to never return…?, the death god repeated in his mind.
«My master also doesn’t like when I’m late, so, if you will excuse me…»
In any other circumstance Grell would have laughed at the demon just to make him angry and see those beautiful eyes of his sparkle with a gorgeous, bright red; now that the death god knew he would never have the opportunity to bother him – to be around him –, he couldn’t stand to let Sebastian leave forever and not even see that colour one last time.
«No, I won’t excuse you!» Grell replied while grabbing the butler’s arm. «It’s absolutely unkind of you to leave a lady alone with a mere “farewell” – without even a kiss – after having given her illusions about a possible love story. Do butlers always behave so impolitely, Sebastian Michaelis?»
The demon freed his arm from Grell’s grip and pinned him against a wall with a single movement, so fast that the death god didn’t even see him.
«What should I do to make you stop bothering me, Grell Sutcliffe?» Sebastian whispered in Grell’s ear in a low, dangerous voice – which, despite the situation, made a shiver of pleasure ran down the death god’s spine. «Should I kill you? Or should I fulfill that disgusting desire of yours, maybe?» The butler bowed his head over him until their lips were almost brushing. «It is what you’ve always wanted, isn’t it? And if I make you happy, you will be so kind to let me go without even staining my clothes with your blood, won’t you?»
Oh, Sebby, how can you be so terribly sensuous…?
Grell was just about to give in to that tempting mouth which was teasing his own, when he looked up at the demon’s eyes.
What a shame they are such an ugly colour, when they could be so beautiful!
«No, wait!» The death god turned his head to the side, to avoid meeting Sebastian’s lips. «I will only accept a kiss from the man I fell in love with; I don’t want anything like this from a dead thing as you are». While the butler was merely staring at him, waiting for him to keep on, Grell slowly lifted his gaze up and started to speak again: «Why are your eyes so blank? I’ve never seen you like this before».
The demon laughed softly. «It seems you aren’t as dull as I thought, but you still don’t see banal things» he said in a sarcastic tone. «I told you my master is a demon now, didn’t I? It means his soul does not exist anymore and I can’t devour it. The Contract is still valid, though, which means I will be bound to him forever, forced to obey him for all the eternity. Now, you ask me why my eyes are blank; have you ever seen an everlastingly imprisoned demon?»
The death god opened his mouth as if he was about to answer, but then he closed it again and stared silently at Sebastian for a while.
I can’t even try to kill that brat; he would surely ask for Sebastian’s help, Grell thought.
«I don’t want you to leave!» he replied, biting his lip in frustration. «Maybe you’re glad you won’t meet me ever again, but I am not. You can’t just leave and…» He shook his head without finishing the statement.
«I am sorry». And maybe he really was – Demons never lie, Grell remembered the butler declaring so, while the demon spoke to him and let his hands rest on the death god’s shoulders.
But he isn’t sorry for what he’s doing to me; he’s sorry for his own condition of being a prisoner.
«There is nothing I can do to change anything» Sebastian added and took a step backward. «These eyes are dead, as you remarked before, and they won’t become the colour you love so much ever again, so – since I am not the man you’ve fallen in love with – I cannot kiss you and you will forget my eyes as quickly as you took a fancy to them, won’t you?»
Eventually he turned his back to Grell.
«Have a nice day, Grell Sutcliffe. Farewell».
The death god stared at him until the butler turned around a corner and his words stopped echoing in Grell’s mind.
He really left, was his only thought, which was digging in his chest and tearing his heart apart as if it was his beloved chainsaw.
He looked down at the card the demon put in one of his hands before leaving and read what was written on it in an elaborate handwriting.
In memory of Sebastian Michaelis.
And it was all written with black ink, a deep black the death god had never seen before.

Cosplaymania Torch Manila Leg: Grell & Sebastian Cosplay

2010-10-04T06:16:24Z

Grell(fallenangelkat)and Sebastian (silentside) Cosplay report last September 25, 2010.:D

Check it out here: http://fallenangelkat.livejournal.com/24946.html

Thanks everyone.:D

Cosplay: Grell and Sebastian Outtakes

2010-10-01T05:02:22Z

A preview of our cosplay.:D

Me: Grell Sutcliffe, silentside: Sebastian Michaelis

I'll be posting a long journal about it. But since my partner already posted an adorable collage of the pre-performance stolen shots ( STOLEN. I didn't know they were taken by Chris, our make-up artist), I want to share it with you guys.:D

It's... actually... sweet.<3 *gets whacked by fagbro*

More pics and a video to come.:D

Butler Romantica OUTTAKES by ~Utentsu on deviantART

My Kuroshitsuji Cosplay in Omakes

2010-09-27T02:33:51Z

I cosplayed Grell Sutcliffe and my partner silentside cosplayed as Sebastian Michaelis last saturday in Cosplaymania Torch Manila leg.:D

I'll be posting the other pics (which are a lot because we sorta documented the process)and the video of our skit after I compile and sort them all out.:D

For now, in a nutshell... here is our cosplay experience.:D

Kuroshitsuji Cosplay: Omakes by ~claudiakat on deviantART

Question: Can anyone tell me which SebasGrell fic this snippet came from?

2010-09-22T05:19:05Z

I saw this snippet from a site. And I can't find which darn fic it came from.

Of course it's SebasGrell.:D Maybe one of you guys can recall having read this and maybe can direct me to the link so I can read it too.:D

THANKIES.

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"Oh, you’re no f…ah…” I gasped as his tongue teased my hips. With all that dialogue, I had forgotten that we were in bed together…and he was still undressing me. Once he managed to get my pants off, much to my blushing delight, he spoke again.

“Red. I suppose I should’ve expected as much.”

“Well of course. And yours are probably black—no, white. That’s the kind of person you are, uniform down to the last detail.”

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HELP!!! O__O

My DA SebasGrell Collection and Net Pics

2010-09-21T10:14:16Z

Oh btw, I've dedicated a folder in my favs for our beloved pairing.:3

If you guys wanna look into it, feel free and I hope you guys love it.:D

http://claudiakat.deviantart.com/favourites/#SebbyGrell

Group Gift for Yana-sensei

2010-09-16T02:04:29Z

OKAY EVERYONE.

Me and anneko_mc talked over it for a bit and we plan on sending Yana-sensei all (or some) of our best Kuroshitsuji artworks and other fan stuffs and letters of lurve. Because it would be more fun (and efficient) if we all just send our stuff to her at one go.:D

And of course, because I love this community and sebasgrell so much, we also need to participate.:D

Here are guidelines to make us all organized.:D

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All the stuff should fit (and avoid being folded and distorted) into the clear file book. So they should be within the 8x11 inches bracket.

Number of entries:

*Fan Art= 1 page
*Doujinshi= 4 pages max (well, it is doujinshi.:D So it should be more than one page. Just not too long.^^; A really short one-shot will do.)
*Cosplay= 1 page
*Fanfics= indefinite (after all, it can be stapled together or put into a folder) so it won't take up the others' space.

Also, a suggestion for fanfic writers, instead of stapling, maybe you guys could punch holes into the pages and tie them with a little ribbon? :3 It would look incredibly cute, we think.

*Bookmarks, paper art= Indefinite ( because again, it won't take up much space) as long as they'll fit and can be flattened.

*Any other art stuff is fine as long as it's in flat paper form (we wouldn't want to distort your pretty fan stuffs) and fits the 8x11 bracket and it doesn't hog too much space (doujinshis have more pages because they are doujinshis after all ^^; one page would be overkill). We need to give others the space they need so that we can all show Yana-sensei our appreciation.:D

I also think it would be a good idea to put in the names+internet nicknames+country of the sender so Yana can see how far her manga reached.:D

REMEMBER, November 31st is the deadline for sending your stuff.:D

So that everything should arrive by the first week of December, and then anneko_mc will send them to Yana-sensei by the second/third week of December. If it doesn't make it there by Christmas, it'll probably be there for New Year's. So it's still on the mark.:D

So if you guys want to contribute and send stuff, PM anneko_mc and she'll give you guys the address to send it so we can compile it all and make it all pretty.:D

Also write the name you're using on the address on your PMs so anneko_mc can keep track and check if everyone's letters and art stuff have arrived. Thankies!:D

So start working away. <3

*runs off and starts making doujinshi*

Cosplay Preview: Sebastian

2010-09-14T01:59:31Z

My partner just had a photoshoot (as Sebastian) in our old college grounds.

I'm not here because I was in the company outing.:D Now I'm really pressured to look pretty lol.

For now, I present my partner.:D And how she'll look on the 25th on our Kuroshitsuji performance.:D

Next time, I promise I'll be in the shot lolol.:D

all my Sebastian/Grell icons;

2010-09-10T14:56:19Z

I post here all the Sebastian/Grell icons I did so far, starting from the oldest ones<3.

( a very, very old icons set )

( not so old, I did it some days ago )

( I've just finished these two from the second season<3 )

They're just a few, but I've just learnt about brushes and all that stuff... Do you think I improved from the first ones?
Hope you like them<3.

Disclaimer: the first icons set has been cut out from a Kurimonakaya fanart as well as the second icon.
The last two have been cut out from Kuroshitsuji II: Monoshitsuji screenshots, so their own is Yana Toboso.

EP.11 Happiness

2010-09-10T05:55:49Z

More please. So much fanservice, so little time.:D

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Yeah I know what happened after this. But they had their moment.<3

People may hate this season for its lulz.:D But we love it for the extreme happiness it gives us sebas/grell fans.:D

Faded Valentine: A Secret

2010-09-09T04:55:53Z

A little preview of what is to come in Faded Valentine...

A little preview of what is to come in Faded Valentine...

Grell thanked the young teacher and went off to join Ronald and Will in the grounds. But he suddenly stopped in his tracks and fumbled in his pocket.

" Oh no. I left the pen Master gave me in my desk. I have to get it back."

And he ran back to the classroom and tried to be as quiet as possible. The rooms are now supposed to be closed and anyone found in there could be bound for trouble if not suspicion.

He crept to his desk and found the pen. But he suddenly heard voices and he ran and hid inside the broom closet.

His Master and the teacher came inside and he could hear them clearly through the door slits.

" Such innocence and kindness I have never seen in my 3 centuries of teaching."

" Yes indeed. I have grown quite fond of my little red-haired angel and his loving ways."

" That red hair... his mother had the same red hair."

" Yes. Unfortunately, that is their only link. Not even the red of their blood connects him enough for her to love him as her own."

" How unfortunate..."

" Yes well... I hope to keep that a secret from him. I want to protect the little one from anything that will lead him down the path of madness. Which most of us have disappeared into."

They stood up and left the room.

Grell slid down and sat flat in the closet. His green-gold eyes glowing with an unknown emotion. The darkness creeping all over him have never felt so cold.

" Mother...?"

And his eyes grew wider.

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Faded Valentine can be found here: http://claudiakat.deviantart.com/gallery/#Faded-Valentine

And yes it's an AU I created.:D Everything belongs to Yana Toboso.<3

Pics from the net again, a video and some Faded Valentine teaser.:D

2010-09-08T07:20:04Z

My regular posting of online pics.:D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3P7N9c7f4N4 <--- very lovely vid of our beloved pairing.:D

Yay.:D

Oh, and I've thought of a new development for Faded Valentine.:D Someone's coming back. And someone has his past revealed.:D

Fan Art: Blushing Sebastian

2010-09-06T03:00:20Z

Sebastian... Blushing....

FINALLY!

When I first found this, I immediately thought of Grell. But then I changed my mind because Grell is ALWAYS blushing (and nosebleeding) that it might get redundant lol.:D

SO I thought I'd use someone who doesn't (or almost never) blush.

SEBASTIAN.:D

These are never canon and are very impossible and so let's enjoy it all.:D

Because I did enjoy seeing him blush.

Let's just imagine WHY he's blushing in every situation.:D

Blushing Faces Meme: Sebastian by ~claudiakat on deviantART

Fan Art: Carefree

2010-09-03T06:52:59Z

He spread his arms wide as if to hug the entire world.

" Will, Ronald! You two are my best friends! I love you guys! And we'll be best friends forever!"

Ronald giggled and ran to hug Grell. Will fixed his glasses and smiled a tiny smile. Until the other two children ran to him and hugged him.

" Hey! Not so rough, you two!" William said as he struggled between giggles and warm arms.

Then they heard a deep voice.

" Look here, children."

And they turned around to see a flash of light, and their gray-haired mentor and father smiling at them as he handed them the picture.

" Let this bring you back to that carefree time. When someday you can no longer hold on."

Faded Valentine: Carefree by ~claudiakat on deviantART

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Pictures are very nice things. They can bring you back to a time when everything seemed to last forever. It can bring back the times that will never be anymore. It is a memory you hold in your hand.

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My first little Will and Ronald artwork with Grell.:D The Faded Valentine series goes on...

I know everyone is waiting for Sebby to appear somewhere here.:D But he'll appear soon enough again.:D