We cannot change the cards we are dealt

Happy St. Patty's Day!

2008-03-17T21:51:15Z

You know the drill. Highlight, copy, paste AS A COMMENT, and complete. :)

1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?

2) What was your dream growing up?

3) What talent do you wish you had?

4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?

5) Favorite vegetable?

6) What was the last book you read?

7) What zodiac sign are you?

8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.

9) Worst Habit?

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?

11) What is your favorite sport?

12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.

16) Do you have any pets?

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?

18) What was your first impression of me? (hmmm...careful!)

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?

22) What color eyes do you have?

23) Ever been arrested?

24) Bottle or can soda?

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?

27) What's your favorite place to hang at?

28) Do you believe in ghosts?

29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

30) Do you swear a lot?

31) Biggest pet peeve?

32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?

33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?

34) If you could live anywhere in the world where would you chose?

35) Do you believe in God?

36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

What Do You Have To Say? - Takes Me Right Back

2008-01-09T17:08:54Z

I would have to say all of them. There are a few specific ones that come to mind though. There's the picture of my dad the last time he ever put on his uniform. There's the picture of my sister and I in New York City while they where de orating the famous tree. There a picture of me sitting on a hotel window ledge dressed in concert black knowing in a few hours I was going to sing on stage at Carnegie Hall.

Pictures have a way of transcending time. I think that is why I love taking pictures so much. My friends think I'm weird because I do but oh well LOL.

Move

2007-10-26T05:16:06Z

I need/want to move out my house :-(

The test

2007-10-15T20:49:37Z

It was brutal :-(

Just like the last

2007-05-17T13:33:30Z

I have a feeling that this summer is going to much like the last one :-(

New e-mail

2007-05-08T00:38:51Z

Hey guys! I need your help. I need a more professional e-mail address. Anyone have ideas? Help would be great. Thanks so much!!

Commercial song

2007-04-15T14:34:31Z

I know ya'll probably won't do this or care but I thought I'd ask anyway: Does anyone know that song that's on the Liberty Mutual commercial when people see someone doing something good so they do something good, kinda like pay it forward? I really like the commercial as well as the song so I would love to be able to find it. Thanks!

Burnt out

2007-04-14T20:28:25Z

I'm so burnt out right now. I don't know how I'm going to make it to graduation. It makes me sad thinking about it. I need something....make me feel good/better.

Little 'ol me

2007-04-11T13:33:04Z

It's been a while since I've posted. I hate spring break....it's been really crappy; haven't gotten anything done although I have a ton of stuff to do. I got a new camera yesterday so if you guys want to see the pics, they are on myspace....go...see....comment.

:-(

2007-03-07T03:58:36Z

I want to throw up and my heart is breaking. This can't be happening.

Blah....

2007-02-25T17:48:33Z

I hate how I came last in the BF answer. It sucks. I don't know. I feel like I'm being really stupid right now. I hate that work so damn much.

Missy Higgins

2007-01-11T04:11:41Z

"Nightminds"
Just lay it all down. Put your face into my neck and let it fall out.
I know
I know
I know.
I knew before you got home.
This world you're in now,
It doesn't have to be alone,
I'll get there somehow, 'cos
I know I know I know
When, even springtime feels cold.

But I will learn to breathe this ugliness you see,
So we can both be there and we can both share the dark.
And in our honesty, together we will rise,
Out of our nightminds, and into the light
At the end of the fight...

You were blessed by a different kind of inner view: it's all magnified.
The highs would make you fly, and the lows make you want to die.
And I was once there, hanging from that very ledge where you are standing.
So I know
I know
I know,
It's easier to let go.

But I will learn to breathe this ugliness you see,
So we can both be there and we can both share the dark.
And in our honesty, together we will rise out of our nightminds
And into the light at the end of the fight.

...and in our honesty, together we will rise out of our nightminds
And into the light... at the end of the fight

"Scar"
He left a card, a bar of soap and a scrubbing brush next to a note
That said 'use these down to your bones'
And before I knew I had shiny skin and it felt easy being clean like him
I thought 'this one knows better than I do'

A triangle trying to squeeze through a circle
He tried to blunt me so I'd fit

And doesn't that sound familiar? Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could've gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?

So the next one came with a bag of treats, she smelled like sugar and
spoke like the sea
And she told me don't trust them, trust me
Then she pulled at my stitches one by one, looked at my insides clicking
her tongue and said
'This will all have to come undone'

A triangle trying to squeeze through a circle
She tried to blunt me so I'd fit

And doesn't that sound familiar? Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could have gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?

I think I realized just in time, although my old self was hard to find
You bathe me in your finest wine but I'll never give you mine
'Cos I'm a little bit tired of fearing that I'll be the bad fruit nobody buys
Tell me, did you think we'd all dream the same?

And doesn't that sound familiar? Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could have gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?
Could you leave me with a scar?

I've ben listening to these two songs a lot lately. It's like she's inside my brain. It's weird and awesome at the same time. When I listen to Nightminds, I want someone to sing that to me; I want someone to be that for me. When I listen to Scar, it's like my life...weird. They are both like that.

WOOHOO

2006-07-26T02:48:30Z

Watch out Orlando, here we come!!!! Update when I get back!!!

AHHHH!!!

2006-07-20T16:35:48Z

So much to do, so little time!!!

Today

2006-06-24T16:51:27Z

Happy Birthday to me!! It really sucks being sick on your birthday!

Diagnosis

2006-06-23T15:16:59Z

So, ladies and gentlemen, I am bipolar.

Fuck it

2006-06-07T02:37:21Z

Fuck it man, fuck it all

Wow

2006-05-04T11:41:28Z

Wow, haven't written in here in like close to five months. I promise I will write a little more when I have time to actually sit down and mes around on the computer for a whole day.

Change

2006-01-14T07:49:11Z

Things are going to change...I don't think they are going to change for the better for me though.

Pics

2006-01-01T04:41:14Z

Okay, so if you wanna see the pics of me with the new hair, go to myspace.

sddiva @ 2005-12-26T07:16:00

2005-12-26T13:16:45Z

I'm lonely and sad

From me to you

2005-12-25T13:29:27Z

MERRY CHRISTMAS to you all!! May everyone have a very safe and happy holiday!

Done

2005-12-23T23:39:36Z

I am done all of my Christmas shopping....YAY!! Hopefully, everyone will like what I purchased for them. Now, I'm going wrap them all.

Haha

2005-12-20T04:59:36Z

I got in a fight tonight and the razor blade won. I'm not worth it.

Haha.....true true

2005-12-16T15:38:56Z