As the rain falls upon me, the scars of memories are washed away...

scottskydweller — Wed, 05 Feb 2014 13:00:43 GMT

I love the movie "Frozen" and totally relate to the main character since I have always been told to be good, obey and don't be in the limelight.

Anyway, I have heard of this instrumental cover on YouTube and I hope you guys enjoy it too...

scottskydweller — Sun, 10 Jun 2012 07:20:32 GMT

It was enriching at service today.

Message of the day: Don't Worry, Be Happy.
He would take care even of the smallest creatures alive, what makes you think you are insignificant?

lots of love,
nic. =]

p.s. recently i am back to manga and anime.
p.p.s. i should get shot, but recently (2 months back) i have started on bleach and now i am totally hooked. finally i've came to realise the power of the bleach legacy... fail much? lol... -_-!!!

scottskydweller — Tue, 31 Aug 2010 14:00:46 GMT

living, but struggling to stay alive....

scottskydweller — Fri, 16 Jul 2010 03:14:09 GMT

I can't believe that I have written this before...
The stuff seemed unreal, yet so familiar to date.
It is really a wonder how I have degraded...

http://cookie-heaven.livejournal.com/7630.html

scottskydweller — Sun, 18 Apr 2010 07:10:49 GMT

I am so tired... I'm so sorry for neglecting LJ.
Find me on facebook or text me instead...

Working adult = No life...

scottskydweller — Wed, 31 Mar 2010 00:55:31 GMT

Some handy windows XP stuff

Change a Folder's Icon

SUMMARY: Change a folder's icon to fit your taste.

http://malektips.com/xpwex0001.html

Remove or Display the Left Pane Common Tasks

SUMMARY: Toggle viewing the Windows XP common task display.

http://malektips.com/xpwex0004.html

scottskydweller — Sat, 13 Mar 2010 02:58:15 GMT

I am exhausted and I will be neglecting LJ for the next 3 weeks or so.
There is so much I wanna say, but in short... I apologise for my absence.

X_X

not-so-epic scone fail...

scottskydweller — Thu, 11 Feb 2010 11:00:27 GMT

Hee hee... I made cheese scones.... They are not golden like the usual ones you see. My cheese scones are brown and rugged. However, for a first attempt, they are edible and taste surprisingly nice! Hence, it is not-so-epic fail scones due to the look... XDDDD

Epic Cookie Fail too!

scottskydweller — Thu, 11 Feb 2010 06:27:39 GMT

Okay, so I did promised that I will upload some photos of my epic cookie fail attempt(s). NO! I DID NOT USE COOKIE MIX!

So yesterday I have made 2 batches of cookies at night.

Batch 1 was supposed to be spiral cookies, but due to my over-kneaded dough, it has been converted to regular chocolate cookies with icing sugar at the top... Managed to salvage the dough and not throw it away, but considered as epic fail 1...

Batch 2 was made like 30 minutes after the above... I have made multi-colored checkered cookies! The quantity of the plain dough was not enough, hence the framing layer isn't thick enough for the 4 colored squares. Yeap, it was supposed to be square cookies, that is why it is epic fail number 2...

Batch 3 is my attempt for this morning. I have decided to make the spiral cookies again and here are the results... Looks good, right? Almost believable that it is a total success... But... yeah, there is the "but" the centre taste not that crunchy. I guess I have set the heat a bit too high and when the outside has browned, the centre is still not very crunchy. Despite being fully cooked, I present you with epic fail number 3.

Hmm... I might wanna try to make scones later tonight. Bye bye...

p.s. I love the way the colors turned out for batch 2.

scottskydweller — Mon, 01 Feb 2010 13:09:00 GMT

AHH!!!! Nervous.... Interview tomorrow...
Cross fingers... Please let me pass round 1.

* gone to prepare for stuff tomorrow. *

scottskydweller — Tue, 19 Jan 2010 17:31:43 GMT

ARGH!!!! I WANT MY VIEWING OPTIONS TO BE BACK TO "XCOLIBOR STYLE"!

Case Closed.

[edit] got a reply and setting can be changed at http://www.livejournal.com/manage/settings/?cat=display&view=schemes

scottskydweller — Wed, 23 Dec 2009 09:56:09 GMT

"Alone is when you beg an invisible tormentor to end your suffering one way or the other, but realize you're only screaming at your reflection in a mirror."

This line came from an aoi*uruha fiction, yet it struck so close to the heart.
I think this is what I am going through now. I need to break free from myself.

scottskydweller — Sun, 20 Dec 2009 10:52:17 GMT

"Music cannot save the world, but it can change a person's life." - Toshiya [Dir en grey]
Source: Purple Sky

I think this is very well said. *smiles*

scottskydweller — Wed, 16 Dec 2009 08:20:50 GMT

It sucks to not have a job and to live off my savings... *boo hoo*

Something came in from the mail that cheered me up!
Aline has sent me a moosey x'mas card! *squeals*

Good news... I am still able to afford postage for overseas x'mas cards. BUT they might arrive late as I have started sending them only this week since I was away for course last week...

On the other hand... *thunder & lightning* I cannot send all the parcels which I have prepared as presents. I AM OFFICIALLY BROKE~ SO you have to make do with just a simple x'mas card. All I can say is that I still sincerely wish you guys a merry merry x'mas and a joyous, wonderful 2010.
NO, I DON'T BELIEVE THAT THE WORLD WILL END IN 2012. *sticks out tongue*

I wasn't able to go around to getting your mailing address this year due to my course being smacked in the middle of no where. Sad to say that I have lost my address book in China. HOWEVER, I did manage to salvage some addresses through the past letters you all have sent me. YES! I DO KEEP ALL GREETING CARDS AND LETTERS! What can I say? You guys are the best~ Kept me sane in this upside down world...

scottskydweller — Tue, 17 Nov 2009 09:12:00 GMT

Get Backers - Mr Deja Vu [ Download ]

[Romaji]

kumori mizu tamari afurete sora ga nakidashisou
oborete yuku nichijou no naka mabuta no ura tsumetai

nagai yoru hitori koete tameiki de keshita asa no oto
torimodosenai zureta jikan wa mou maki modosenai

Mr. Deja vu kimi ga inai
maboroshi ni natta hibi
kizuitara kimi ga inai
tokei no hari wa ugokanai speak to me

tsuyogatte ita nowa dareyori yowasa wo shitteta kara
koronda kizu kowareta yoru mo mimamoru youni kimi wa

hontou no yasashisa wo hajimete oshiete kuretane
demo todokanai tsutaerarenai tsuki ga kasundeku

sayonara ga iwanai mama
hitori kiri ni shinaide
eien nante naito shitemo
akai ito wo shinjite itai

Mr. Deja vu kimi ga inai
erabe nakatta hibi
kizuitara kimi ga inai
tokei no hari wa ugokanai speak to me

sayonara ga iwanai mama
hitorikiri ni shinaide
eien nante naito shitemo
akai ito wo shinjite itai

[English]

As cloudy water ebbs and flows, the sky seems ready to cry
Remembrance of days gone by, leaves me cold beneath the surface

On this long night, a single voice scatters the dawn with a sigh
I know I can never regain the time that has slipped away

Mr. Deja vu, you aren't here
Since that day you became illusion
When I realized you were gone
The clock stood still, speak to me

Though you were stronger than all others, I knew your weakness
I watched over you on those nights where your scars seemed overpowering

You showed me true kindness for the first time
What I witheld cannot be given now; the moonlight frosts me over

I couldn't even say goodbye
Don't let me be alone
Even if there is no eternity
I'll believe in the red thread

Mr. Deja vu, you aren't here
Since the day I couldn't decide
When I realised you were gone
The clock stood still, speak to me

I couldn't even say goodbye
Don't let me be alone
Even if there is no eternity
I'll believe in the red thread

Source: Anime Lyrics

♥♥♥ uruha ♥♥♥

scottskydweller — Fri, 13 Nov 2009 14:31:42 GMT

I know it's wrong for me to do this... but I ♥ his smile too much...

So I went to and created this...

Okay, so this is an ANCIENT photograph, but who cares?!
He's dorky and freaking adorable~

Hope this smile brightens your day too...

scott_skydweller. XDDD

I am back... But may be on semi-hiatus...

scottskydweller — Tue, 10 Nov 2009 11:17:08 GMT

I can never get enough of 50 FIRST DATES. Period.

It is not a sin to cry, so I have just cried my eyes out.

scottskydweller — Sun, 12 Jul 2009 07:06:42 GMT

Hiatus
on LJ, facebook, msn, etc...

I will be back around november...

* will come on to LJ once in a while if i get to have internet access...

scottskydweller — Sun, 14 Jun 2009 14:02:25 GMT

click me to sign up for something nice...

These are cute... from KawaiiNot.Com

scottskydweller — Fri, 08 May 2009 12:56:49 GMT

many incredibly stupid things....

scottskydweller — Sun, 19 Apr 2009 11:20:30 GMT

preparation for graduation trip to hong kong:
= need to get my debit card activated
= poor due to some stuff i have signed up for
= MUST book tickets & hotel for trip
= need to buy 3 bottles of kaya for friends over there
= insecurities & anxiety
= exams in a few days time
= HAVE TO RENEW PASSPORT!!!!!!!

exams:
= friday 24th april - business communication [open book]
= saturday 25th april - social cognition [close book] .... yet to study, but still understand concepts
= monday 27th april - financial accounting [open book] ... but TOTALLY SCREWED coz i know nuts about this!!!

scottskydweller — Mon, 30 Mar 2009 16:11:26 GMT

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Losing Someone
Disappointment
Looked down on
Death
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
What is your True Fear?

scottskydweller — Wed, 18 Mar 2009 05:18:48 GMT

I AM SAD THAT I HAVE NEVER GOT AN IMAGINARY FRIEND EVER...

damn, i am pathetic...
society killed my creativity & sense of imagination.
If only I can generate make-beliefs beyond fanfics...

this graphic explains all... i will be back on friday the 13th....

scottskydweller — Sat, 07 Mar 2009 11:28:00 GMT

scottskydweller — Mon, 16 Feb 2009 12:14:47 GMT

Source : http://www.musicjapanplus.jp/news/?action=detail&news_id=1827

In a message posted today on his website, MIYAVI announced that he is leaving PS COMPANY after 10 successful years of affiliation.

The following is a message directly from him to you:

My dear fans all over the world.

To All Komiyavi
Firstly, Happy Valentine’s Day!!

Thank you for all your time, support and so much love.

Today I have a kind of bitter announcement:

I’ve decided to “graduate” from PS company, with whom I’ve been affiliated for the past ten years, after my concert at Hibiya Yagai Ongakudo on April 5th.

After the event at Budokan on January 3rd,
I looked up at the far-reaching sky and horizon over the sea in Okinawa for the first time in all these years, and decided to think about my one and only life 10 or 20 years down the road.

Thought about myself as an artist,
how to face to fans and people who support me,

thought and thought and got tired, and took nap and woke up and thought and thought,

took a shower, and thought and thought,

got hungry and had a light meal, and thought and thought,

walked along the sea and thought and thought,

Then, before I realized, it was morning.

And I watched the sun rising from the sea
Without thinking I spontaneously started to cry.

Neither sad nor happy tears

I just cried.

And decided.

It’s neither a sad thing nor a happy thing

I made a decision for my own bright feature.
At least, I believe so.

I’ll talk about the how and why
in another way or something, some other time.

We achieved great success at the agency’s 10th anniversary concert, and I fulfilled my role as representative of all the affiliated bands
The agency started its 11th year of activity without any problems.
That’s one of my main reasons.

Of course, I’ll keep on singing “Peace&Smile” like always.

Above all, I want to express my thanks to Chief Executive Ms.Ozaki, who was surprised to hear this but understood after great reflection.
To all staff who worked through blood, sweat and tears to be my hands, legs and sometimes even like my body, thank you, thank you very much.

I know that no matter which road I choose, it’s a thorny path.
So think I should live in a way I won’t regret when I’m looking back on myself 10 or 20 years from now.

Hope we’ll be able to have sweet sweet dreams instead of chocolates that makes cavities in our teeth.
I hope we can all have SWEET dreams.

Happy braintine’s day.

Miyavi

More interesting facts from Miyavi himself...
http://musicjapanplus.jp/specialfeatures/?action=detail&sf_id=120