Obsessive Ongoings

Returning From the Netherworld

2025-06-29T23:14:46Z

I’ve lived many lifetimes during the past 14 years. I truly never believed I would find my way back here, let alone start writing again. But, it is time. I’ve laid dormant for too long. Wearing masks. Holding my tongue. Living my life for others. I miss who I was. Who I was becoming. Who I was meant to be. Who I AM meant to be. I was diverted, but I have found my way back to the life path I’ve always been destined for. My truest, happiest self.

❤️

Change of Status

2011-05-26T21:00:11Z

Just thought I'd mention that I am now single as of today.

I am ok.

♥

Just to keep active...

2010-01-31T23:22:40Z

What American accent do you have?
Created by Xavier on Memegen.net

Western. Like Midland, Western is another accent that people consider neutral. So, you might not actually be from the Western half of the country, but you definitely sound like it.

And if you're not from the West, you are probably one of the following:
(a) A Pittsburgher - the quiz can't tell the difference;
(b) Someone from Canada (probably southern Ontario) who doesn't have a Canadian accent;
(c) Someone from northern New England who doesn't have a New England accent; or
(d) Someone from Texas or the Heartland who was born after 1980.
You are definitely not from New York, New Jersey, Chicago, Detroit, the Deep South, etc.</font>

Take this quiz now - it's easy!

*sighs*

Been so much going on lately.

Still no job, or license or money coming in.

But no longer moving to Sweden, found it to be far more difficult than we first thought. So now Simon is getting a year long visa to Canada, where he'll work, and be closer to me, so he can save money up. I will be here, trying to work and save up money, so that I can move out, and prove I can be independant, and support myself, and also Simon when he comes over. So hopefully after a year and a half we will be ready to file the forms, and get married.

Simon will be here on March 6th, and stay for two months, leaving on May 2nd. We'll get a belated Valentine's Day together, as well as, both our birthdays, Ostara, Easter, and Beltane. Then he'll be here for all my play days, because I'm in the third installment of the Futrelle plays, Southern Hospitality. We'll also being getting to go to Scarborough Ren Fest, hopefully, because doing rennie stuff is so huge for me, and because he loves that kind of stuff too, and has never been to one.

In other news, still getting over Swine Flu. My GODS, that was fucking horrible, the worst sore throat/double ear infection I have *ever* had. I'm still trying to get over it, with constant junked up coughing everday, and this is after a month of it...I started feeling it, on Christmas night...what fun.

And then, on Friday, my cat Monster, aka Minster, died. He had been having bowel problems, and had gotten quite skinny, even though we had been feeding him special things to try and help. About a week before he died, we broke down and got him a steroid shot to help it, and it seemed to be doing it, but he was changing in another way, he was getting frail, and weak, and his meow was whiny. But he was always hungry and eating and drinking. Then on Thursday, I noticed he seemed to have trouble peeing, and my mom thought he might have a minor infection. That night I put him to bed, and he was running around the house wanting to explore. The next morning my mom woke me up asking if I had him, because she couldn't find him. Well I instantly knew what that meant. So I hurried down, and found him on the floor under a chair, he had, had a stroke, and at first I thought he was dead, but then I went to pick him up and he started meowing and bent his neck backwards, rigidly. So I took him upstairs, and my mom said to just hold him until he went. So for the next couple of hours, I held him, while I cried on the phone with Simon, who stayed on the line until he was gone. He would have minor fits now and then, or just when I'd think he was gone, he'd take a gasping breath. I said my goodbyes and told him that it was ok to go, and then finally he had one last fit, where he just made a low growl, because he couldn't move, and I held him until it was over, and then he was gone. After I wrapped him up and put him outside because it was cold. Then yesterday, I took a footprint, and cut some fur that I glued to a card, so that I could make up a memorial frame for him later. Then I took him down to the old house, and buried him under my oak tree, where I always bury the creatures that die. So it's been a tough few days, sometimes I'll be ok, and then others I'll think of him, and realize that he really is gone, and just lose it again. He's the closest I've come to feeling about a cat, that was like Mamerine. He was my favorite, the one that was 'my' cat, and I never thought I'd lose him this young, like I did Mamerine. I love all my cats, but I just find it so unfair, that I lost Mamerine, when we had cats much older than him...and it is the same with Minster, we have cats that are much older than him now. But my mom says that we are just spoiled with having animals that have lived to the ages of 19-23 years, and that, that isn't the norm. What I suspect happened was that while the steroids were helping his bowel, that they sent him into kidney failure, and that was why he was having trouble peeing. So there was really nothing we could do, because he couldn't live the way he was, and this only sped things up. My mom also thinks he may have had cancer because of an unexplained absess on his foot, that I have been taking care of.

He was really being a little cam whore. But he's so gorgeous I didn't mind. That is Goose, and Kitty, two other cats, we've lost nearly two years ago now. *sighs*

That is one of my most favorite pics, ever.

Don't really know of anything else to report as of yet. I really need to get in here and post some pics from when I went to England, and then when Simon came over and proposed.

I love you guys
Sarah
♥

ETA: Added more pics of Minster

I need the moneyz sigh

2009-12-09T19:02:59Z

Ok, so the Artfire account has done nothing so far. I don't know if maybe just not enough people know about it yet, or what, but seriously I hardly even get people looking at my stuff, let alone buying it.

Sooo, I thought I would come here and see if any of you guys are interested in stuff, because after all, I would actually prefer that friends bought my things, than strangers. Now, why and I trying to sell things like bracelets and dreamcatchers? Well because living in a small town, without a car of your own, doesn't yield much in the way of jobs. I am on here everyday though looking through all the ads, and I swear unless you are in the medical profession, or can expertly sell cars...there is nothing. I'm hoping that something will come along after the holidays, but for now, things are dried up and dead.

I'm really starting to worry, and freak out a little bit because Simon and I, are still planning to move to Sweden next spring/summer, and so far I have *nothing* saved up...not that I haven't been trying of course, but really, I'm getting scared. *sighs*

So that you guys can just skip on by, if you want...I know that everyone is having money troubles right now, I'll put everything under the cut, with pictures and prices and such. :)

First I have some hemp bracelets, that are done in many different styles with beads and charms.

Flowered: I have these 3 to choose from.

$5

Butterflies: These ones have charms, and lobster clasp closings, with various bead combinations.I have 8 of these.

$7

Striped: Alternating rows of beads. There are 3 of them. The red and white one has a nice Christmasy candy cane affect.

$5

Howlite and Garnet: Varied patterns with gemstone beads, some include Jasper as well. There are 4 of them.

$5

Double Helix and Zig Zag: I have 1 of each of these.

$5

Spiral: In this picture there are two spiral knotted bracelets, the one that is white with black in the middle, and then the red and black, alternating one. I'm not sure why I don't have a separate pic for them.

$4

Various wooden beaded: I have 1 done in hemp, 1 in cotton string, and 1 in jute twine.

$4

Tie Dye/beaded: These are done with yarn, one is square knot and the other is spiral. I also have 3 that are done without beads.

$3 w/beads $2 w/o

Bells and Bugs: I have one with jingle bells that would be nice for Christmas and one with a lady bug button and green beads.

$3

Now for non-hempish bracelets....

Wooden beads: I have 4 of these in various patterns. They are made with elastic jewelry cord. I think they look sort of retro 60s/70s.

$4

Howlite Garnet: I have this one that is made in the alternating gemstone beads.

$4

Green glass: This is just made of glass beads, on elastic cord.

$1

That does it for bracelets.

Dreamcatchers: I have one that is made with jute twine, and hemp, a decorated with wooden beads, and a feather shed from one of my ducks. The other is made with the tie dye yarn, wooden bead, and more duck feathers.

$15

Knit purse with flower: This purse pictured has already gone to my mother who wanted it, but I can make another like it if anyone is interested.

$16

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That is all I have at the moment, still working on other things, like sculptures, paintings, clay whistles, and knit items. So I'll get back here with those later, after the holidays are over, and I have time to get them done...right now I'm making gifts for family.

For payment, depending on how much the total is, cash or money order is all I can take right now, since I don't have money to open an account, and I can't open a paypal account without said other account. *grumbles*

As for shipping, once someone is interested in an item, they can give me their zipcode and I will look it up to see how much it will be. :)

Thank any of you guys that had a look. And any little bit helps.

Love,
Sarah
♥

comes crawling back

2009-11-03T18:31:10Z

Hey guys, I am officially back to posting. I've been lurking around for months now, reading and periodically commenting in your journals.

I have MONTHS worth of updating to do, and a shit load of pics too...but I have no idea when I'll get to those. But I need to make an effort, I used to write novels practically, but now I seem to lose motivation when I have *so* much to talk about.

England was great...except for the part where I was detained in the security office for being a possible risk...because my return ticket just wasn't enough to prove I was going to go back home. *is permenantly traumatized* *will post more later*

Simon along with his family and mine, surprized me, by coming in a week early, so he could propose!

We are moving to Sweden next spring/early summer, because of immigration issues...so we can live together and save up money for the move back to the US and finally getting married.

I've started selling my arts and crafts, to try and make some money, while I continue to search for a job. Countless hours have been spent, searching and filling out applications, only to never hear anything back....well except for when I heard that I wasn't qualified to work at fucking Wendy's...*sighs*.

I've set up an Artfire account :Craftations . There isn't much for now, I'm still working on stuff, and I will have all kinds of things, not just the bracelets.

I've also created another journal, for posting my art in, some will be stuff I've made before in the past years, and that have been gifts, and then others will be stuff for sale. I'll start out posting the things here as well, until it's been long enough that I'll only post the art at craftations . So friend it if you like. :)

I'm really sorry I've been such a horrible poster. I miss all of you, and I hope you still want to hang around my boring old journal.

I love you guys

Sarah
♥

A SPECIAL DAY!!

2009-03-18T15:56:42Z

Hello everyone,

I'm here to announce that today is....

SIMON'S BIRTHDAY!!

So, everyone head over to his journal and send him some birthday wishes! song_bird1983

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABYDOLL!!

*SHNOG*

XOXOXO

I love you so so so so sooooooooo much

IT'S HAPPENING!!!

2009-03-04T22:41:24Z

I'M GOING TO ENGLAND!!

MAY 8TH-JUNE 8TH!

Simon and I, had given up hope that it was going to happen with the way money is and such, but then my ticket...that he and I both check everyday, went from $807 to $583 in like a day, and I'm sure it is only a deal for today or something. So I mentioned it to my dad, not thinking anything would come of it....BUT I'M GOING! It's official! *squeals*

Omg when I surprised Simon with it, he was completely sweet and adorable. We were on skype with the cam, and I told him I heard back from my dad, and it was SO hard to try and keep a mopey face, and act like I was upset, and I said I was going to forward the email to him, and I had actually made a fake FW: RE: email with my flight details and confirmation. And when he opened it, we were both so happy, and shaking, and I was crying, and he still can't believe it, and then he ran to go tell his parents, who are excited as well.

So now I have to get my passport taken care of.

And yes, I should have been back here ages ago, to post about my FAILED drivers test like what?....a month ago?....and then Valentine's Day...and post pics and such. So I'll try and get that post done soon.

I love everything right now!

Sarah
♥

I still need two...

2009-02-09T19:00:54Z

I posted this Jan. 23rd, and I only have 3 people to make things for. I want the full five, so I am posting it again, incase any of you missed it before.

The first five people to respond to this post will get something made by me! My choice. For you.

This offer does have some restrictions and limitations:

- What I create will be just for you.
- I make no guarantees that you will like what I make!
- You will receive your item before the end of the year (or sooner).
- You will have no clue what the item is going to be. It could be a story or poetry. It could be a piece of handmade jewelry or an art doll*. I may draw, paint, collage or knit something. I might bake you something and mail it to you. Who knows? Not you, that's for sure!
- I reserve the right to do something extremely strange.

The catch? Oh, the catch is that you have to repost this meme and make and send out five surprises of your own.

Ready, set, make! :)

The three that are already getting something are...

song_bird1983
new_evolution
jekylls_bast

Now come on, you know you want to. :D

Imbolc and stuffs...

2009-02-07T23:15:02Z

Hello everyone, I'm back with pictures of my Imbolc altar. I was quite crafty this Sabbat, so I had some nice things to set on it, all of them in the miniture form, because my space is so limited. Though I did switch out my other altar space for a larger one this time, so it wasn't so cramped. I went with the white theme, with a bit of green and yellow. I made a dolly, from raffia, a priapic wand from a oak twig and acorn, a Brigid's Cross from raffia, a Brigid's Crown from a mini grapevine wreath, fake flowers and evergreen, and ribbon, with white birthday candles, and then a Brigid's Bed, from a small basket, ribbons, more flowers, and a piece of checkered cloth.

A close up of the Goddess and God representations.

All ready and tucked in.

The Crown.

The Cross.

Overhead view. I also made a God and Goddess doll to go on my altar at all times.

You can't really read it, but it was a poem I found online, called, "Bride of the Earth" about Brigid, that I read during the ritual.

Sorry I haven't been around much, things have been busy, and crazy, and just...blargh. I had a nasty ass cold for well over a week, the icky head/synus/chest kind, with all kinds of snot and coughing and sneezing, and general very unpleasantness.

Then I've started up rehearsals for another play, it's the first in the series of three about the Futrelle family. We did "Christmas Belles" out of order in December, and now we are going back and doing, "Dearly Beloved" I get to play the same character as before, G.J Dubberly, but then I have a twin sister, T.J, who is very different, and getting married, and while G.J..is a major tool..or at least I think she is, T.J gets to be goth, and a bit 'trashy'. So that should be fun. Though I am so exhausted with being sick, and just finishing the last play and doing stuff to get the new house done, that it is hard for me to be excited about it. Especially when Simon won't get to be here for it in April. We are both utterly crushed about it, but I felt that I needed to do it.

Simon and I are still doing wonderfully...except for the part where he still isn't fucking over here yet. *sighs* We just can't hardly stand it. We're both checking flights everyday, I'm hoping to go over in May and June for a month, and then he wants to come here another so we can have a summer together, in probably the end of June through July. Still not really any progress on the immigration, it is mostly due to needing the money for the first form, which is just fucking outrageous...in 2005 the filing fee was $95...now it is $445....*shakes head in disbelief*

I've been working on getting my license, we got behind before when he came over, but now I NEED IT..FUCKING NEEEEED IT!! I can't stand it anymore, I've had major meltdowns recently about it, so my parents are having me drive around all this week, and then taking me on Wednesday for the test. Then that would allow me to drive to and from rehearsal that night, instead of driving there with my mom, and then getting another ride home....I'm sick of feeling like a ride moocher...Ron (director and friend) says that he doesn't mind, and he is the one that offers them, but still.

I think that is all for now...I'll try to make it in here more than I have. I'm really making an effort to not become distracted from LJ anymore. :)

Love you guys,

Sarah
♥

Simon Says Watch This Video.....giggles He really says Hi.

2009-01-23T22:30:36Z

I asked him to make a video saying hello to you guys and talking a little bit about himself, and you get to hear him play something overly British. I hope you guys have fun watching this.

To see some of his normal videos, and songs you can go to his youtube account. Silverliner1983

Taken from new_evolution

2009-01-23T17:53:38Z

Sarah/Simon Picspam 6

2009-01-23T04:07:14Z

Wow...there really were more pictures than I thought.

So here's some more.

We were on our way to see the original "Miracle On 34th St" at the bookstore, for their classic movie night.

These are from our second and third day together. At Toys 'R' Us, and then before we were getting picked up by my parents to head to the 'shack O doom'..aka, my crappy old house. Our new one wasn't finished in time for us to stay there.

Here we are at the mall having some Dip'n'Dots, after an awesome shopping time, in Hot Topic.

Just some more random pics that don't really go with a category. Look at that last one...don't you wish you had something this lovely to wake up to in the morning? *smiles and sighs* I really miss that.

I love the pic of him and Monster, and he hates the one of him on the bed, but I still love it...he hates the 'angle'.

Robe time silliness.

It was so fucking cold in the house, as there is no heat, and we wanted to watch a movie, so we got all dressed up in most of my stuff, like the socks, hats, gloves and ties.

*collapses*

Ok that is the last post for now, until the other pics are on the computer, and I'm not doing *that* right now.

I hope you guys enjoyed these.

♥

Sarah/Simon Picspam 5

2009-01-23T03:01:21Z

Just to make up for all the pic posts, this next one is full of 'almost' naked pictures! *giggles* You can't really see anything, but bare shoulders and chests....but still, enjoy. :P

Wasn't that worth it? All those super sexy, hot pics of our nakedness...

He was playing on my guitar, that I named, Honey. I love the last one. *giggles* He's so silly and wonderful.

*ahem*....get ready for number 6....

♥

Sarah/Simon Picspam 4

2009-01-23T02:41:58Z

Seriously...I'm still here bothering you?

Yes.

In a lot of the pictures from the first days together, he looks so so tired..or as he would say "dead or shagged". :P The table pic is from, one of the nights I had rehearsal, and I can back to the hotel to find that he had set up the tea set for two that my mom got us, and put candles out all over. He is really so freaking sweet, I love him soooooooo much. *can't actually put into words how much*

Just some random cam-whoring session.

Yet another. In the last pic he was retending to be Edgar from "Men In Black", because he thinks that his neck wrinkles up too much...so he does that, and then starts talking about wanting 'sugar' while putting on the voice. :P

Yes...there is a 5th one on it's way.

♥

Sarah/Simon Picspam 3

2009-01-23T01:52:53Z

Yes, I'm here again....aren't you glad?

I fucking love this picture.

He loves these last two....I have *no* idea why.....haha.

Next..4.

♥

Sarah/Simon Picspam 2

2009-01-23T01:17:55Z

Here is the next part. :)

He just ~~hates~~ loves this picture of himself so it gets to be first...:P *giggles*

We had gone for a walk in my woods, and took lots of pics, but you only get to see these ones, because the other ones that I'm in make me cringe. You're all lucky you even get to see this one, because that angle makes me look huge. :P

This is from our second venture into the woods, it was a much warmer day, so we got dressed up all earthy in green and brown..and rainbow socks. I love these pictures of him, he is always looking gorgeous and hot, but this photo session is one of my favorites. In this last one I look like I'm about to kill someone with my mental powers....*sighs*..if only...*grins*

By request, a few body pic...sorry for the no-bra look, but it needs to be seen, that I had rainbow socks on..and sadly you can just barely see them. :P

On to batch 3.

&heart

Sarah/Simon Picspam 1

2009-01-23T00:56:14Z

I've finally gotten around to uploading some pics of me and Simon from when he was here, and since there are quite a few of them, I'm going to break them up into a few posts, for those with dial-up and such. :)

I don't have the very first pictures of us together on my computer, along with some others, because they are on my mom's camera chip, and there are over 800 fucking pictures on it, and no way that I can just pick and choose which ones I want, so I need to upload them to the computer when I have over an hour to do so. So those will be in a later post, and none of these are really going to be in order of when we took them, because mostly I can't remember which ones were taken at what time, with some exceptions.

Anyways, I hope you enjoy having a look at us, and the antics we got up to.

These were taken at a Chili Supper, that was put on by the volunteer firefighters, to help raise money for them, with auctions and such. I only got to stay for about 30 mins because then I had to head into town because I had a showing of the play that night. Simon stayed with my parents, and nearly froze to death before it was over.

Here we were at Billy Bob's Honkey Tonk, in Fort Worth. He has told me he wanted to go to a country gig before when we were talking, so we surprised him with going there, and seeing Mark Chesnutt, it was such an amazing night. There will be pics of us dancing later after they are uploaded.

This is enough for batch 1....onto batch 2.

♥

A Year?

2009-01-22T16:46:56Z

I'm really not sure how it could be a year. In some ways it seems like he's been gone forever, and in others, it just happened...I could be sitting here in my livingroom watching the news saying he had been found...sobbing.

The Significant Other Meme, taken from superfluous_emi

2009-01-19T17:36:16Z

1. Where did you meet your partner?
Online. A free dating website called Plentyoffish.com. And I would like to give them a plug, because while I did have to deal with weirdos and jerks in the beginning, I still found my soulmate, AND, it was FREE! You shouldn't have to pay to find love, like it's a hooker!

2. How long did you date before you got married/seriously got together?
We talked online constantly, like 12 plus hours a day. We started talking June 8th, and two weeks later he was making plans to come see me. And we were exclusive pretty much from the beginning, but we count our 'anniversary' as being July 30th....that is the day we set our status on facebook and myspace to "in a relationship".

3. How long have you been married/committed?

If you count the date I gave you...6 months at the end of January. We've been talking about getting married after a couple months of talking, before he even came over for the first time. And we're hoping to be married in April 2010....though we wish it were now.

4. What does s/he do to surprise you?

Everything. He is so wonderful about cheering me up when I need it, with a special video he has made, or by writing me a song. And one time he surprised me with a rose. My mom told me I had to get up to accept a package from UPS, and I needed to sign for it. So I get up all groggy and wait outside, and I see a van pull in and it is for a florist. The woman gets out and asks my name and I told her, and she kept saying, "oh this is so cool". She then handed me a box with a red rose and a card. And I came inside, still a little confused, and my mom was taking pictures of me...she had gotten a call from the florist about the delivery, and so she knew...anyways, I go and sit down and open the card, not even knowing what to expect, and it says "If you're not the one, then why does your hand fit mine this way?....Love, your Babydoll" (it was a lyric from a Daniel Bedingfield song) I just stared at it, and broke down, and had to keep reading it. It was such a wonderful, unexpected surprise. He had looked up florists in my area, and had it sent, and I was none the wiser, even when we were talking about me being in the play I did in Dec. and he asked what I would think if he brought me a red rose? It was his way to find out if I liked them or not, and I didn't even notice. :P

5. What is her/his best feature?

Oh wow...for me it is just everything about him, but like many girls, I love a sense of humor. He is so so funny, and makes me laugh ALL the time...that is *such* a turn on. When he starts being sarcastic or cute and trying to make me laugh, I just want to pounce on him right there.

6.What is your favorite quality in her/him?

That he makes me feel loved and important. You can love someone for being attractive, or making you laugh, or protecting you, but if you don't feel the love coming from them, then what is the point? He tells and shows me repeatedly everyday, that he loves me, even when he doesn't say or do anything at all....I can just look into his eyes while he stares as me, and see it and know that he truly does. I never feel doubt about it, because I feel and see it in everything he does for me, which is a lot. He would treat me like a spoiled Goddess if I let him...but then that would make me very undeserving of somone so incredibly wonderful and devoted.

7. Does s/he have a nickname for you?

I don't think he really has a 'nickname' for me, but as far as things he calls me other than my name....Hun, is what he's called me from the beginning, or My Love, he also says Sweetie, or Hunny, with the occational, Baby. I love them all, but Hun, is the most special.

8. What is her/his favorite food?
Well, like me, he enjoys food, and will moan away while eating it...we basically have foodgasms. But I will say that his favorite foods are, Yorkshire Puddings, but also, since coming here, Totino's Pizza Rolls and Hersey's chocolate. We ate pizza rolls nearly everyday while he was here..same with the chocolate, now I send him Hersey's all the time, but now he can't have the pizza rolls, and it is so so sad, because he just craves them. And I feel sad when I eat them, because I miss getting to have them with him, but also, because I feel bad that he can't have them until he comes back over in the summer.

9. What is her/his favorite sport?
Well, he played Football...and that's the *real* Football. I don't know why America is like the only country to change it to Soccer. :\

10. Where did you first kiss?
Well we had kissed tons of times online on skype with the cams and such, but none of that counts really. Our first kiss was at the airport, when I went in to find him, I called his name and he turned around and we embraced and kissed like three times, and hugged, and it was all surreal and a blurr, and I was filming it, but then totally forgot that I even had the camera so I didn't get much of it. Then we went to dinner on the way home, and kissed when we went to the bathroom, outside in the hallway, and that one wasn't so 'out of body experience', because we had, had time to settle down and everything.

11. What is your favorite thing to do as a couple?
Pretty much everything, aside from obvious things like going to the bathroom...but we really love to go walking in the woods, being in nature together is just so wonderful. We also like to curl up and just be close.

12. Do you have children?

Not yet, but that's part of the future plans. I know he'll make an amazing father, and I think our kids will be gorgeous! :D

13. Does s/he have any hidden talents?
Not hidden...he is amazing on the guitar and such, and I love to watch and hear him play and sing. His voice just gives me chills and butterflies and sets my soul flying. He is also a wonderful song writer, and artist/animator, and I am so so proud to say he is mine. Oh...does making me squee and melt everytime I hear his accent count? *grins*

14. How old is s/he?

He'll be 26, March 18th.

15. Who said "I love you" first?
Oh wow....um, I think I did...but we were pretty much on the same page as far as that goes..he was just a bit nervous about not wanting to rush things, so that we wouldn't be hurt, but he soon came to 'Realize' that we were meant to be. *smiles*

16. What is her/his favorite music?
Um...well he tends to be a male version of me, so he loves, rock, punk, folk, country, classical, with an occational rap or hiphop song. We pretty much love it all except jazz and blues :P John Denver and The Beatles are two of our major joys. ETA: He has informed me that he does infact like blues. :P

17. What do you admire most about her/him?

His kindness and not wanting to upset anyone. He is always so sweet, and never wants to be confrontational, because he doesn't want to hurt someone's feelings, even when they might be saying cruel things to him...that makes him the bigger, better person.

18. What is her/his favorite color?
Uh, again, pretty much the same as me...I'd say the black/red combo, purple, blue, green...is stripes a color? *giggles*

19. Will s/he read this?

Most likely. :)

20. Who do you tag?

Well, since I've been away for so long, I'm not up to speed on who has a someone, soooooo...I will just tag anyone that wants to do it. :D

♥

Snagged from sailorhathor

2009-01-17T17:24:49Z

47 seconds

I bet you've never been asked this before....

2009-01-16T02:22:00Z

View Poll: Would you?

Memeles, Tagged by scowling_hermit

2009-01-15T02:58:24Z

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.

B) Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

Make a list of things you can see without getting up:
Computer, webcam, mic, Taco Bell cup, keyboard, envelope, headphones, spoon, cats, cats, cats, printer, various chairs, tv, Binka's cage, dvds, remote, plate, refridgerator, broom, fireplace, Herman's tank, window, bathroom door, tables, Sandy-our baby goat-(story and pics later), etc....

How do you style your hair?
Right now it is done up with a clip, in a twist, to make it look spikey in the back. Or I wear it down, or mostly in a pony tail, it is layered and in a weird length...I'm letting it grow out more.

What are you wearing now?
Black shorts, my black shirt with the skeletal ribcage, that has a heart with a flashing light in it, my black and grey skull hoodie, and black flipflops.

Do you have some sort of secret superpower?
I can *also* pick stuff up with my toes.....but I can curl my tongue several different ways and whistle through it.

What's the last thing you read/are currently reading?
Oh gods! I'm reading so many different books at the same time, it is rediculous, a bunch of wiccan books, the Night Runner series *again*, The Amityville Horror, The Hobbit-been reading that for years, plus other stuff, I just read what I feel like, and sometimes I'll get busy and stop reading, and then I'll start something else, or go back to what I was at....it's quite rediculous. :P

Do you nap a lot?
I used to....back before I had any sort of life. :) Now I have far better things to be doing, like talking to a certain someone all the way in England, for hours.

Who was the last person you hugged?
Simon, the day we dropped him off at the airport, on December 16th. :( *sob*....I miss you so much.

What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?

The same ones I had before, only now I have more going on in my life, with house building, love, and plays, so I haven't really been active in them lately.

What was the last thing you ate today?
A Taco Bell, taco.

What was the last thing you said aloud?
"Hey my baby catface *mwah*" Monster had come by to see me.

What websites do you always visit when you go online?

Hotmail, Livejournal-*again*:P, google for various things, and most times youtube and facebook.

Last thing you bought:
Stuff at Home Depot, to do the floors in the house with wood looking tile.

What are you listening to right now?
Binka climbing around in her cage, and her heater, and the computer humming.

What's the last song that got stuck in your head?
Breakfast At Tiffany's-Deep Blue Something......*is now listening to it again* This song made me cry the other night, because I was listening to it in my room, and I was missing Simon...it made me remember when he was here, and it came on, and we sang along to it, together.

If you could have any superpower, what would it be?

Teleportation- I would love to be able to visit my lovely without the use of tickets and passports.

What is your favorite weather, and why?

Spring in Colorado, or winter/early spring in Texas....I hate being either too hot or too cold...and muggy *ick*.

How are you?

I'm ok, it's cold here still, and I'm really missing Simon, who has gone to bed about 45 mins ago...*sighs*

What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
"All the immigration papers are done right now??!!...and they're FREE?!! Wow thanks!"

Say something to the person who tagged you.
Your journal is one of my favorites to read everyday. :)

I tag: jekylls_bast crooked insevens marauderthesn sailorhathor pink_miniskirt omarandjohnny beatific

Taken from shocolate

2009-01-11T01:17:40Z

Dear sarahdocbb,

I ____ you.
You have a nice ______.
You make me _______.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You + me = ________.
If I saw you now I'd __________.
I want to ________ you.
I would build a _______ just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
We could __________ under the stars.
Love,
_______________

(P.S. ______________.)

RE-POST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS YOU GET

Oh my gods that felt wonderful....I haven't done a meme in fucking forever!! I feel alive!

*calms down*

Well I'm off to do my Full Moon ritual, and a money/prosperity spell. I made a talisman out of clay, and it is drying....I *so* need a job and money to help with immigration stuff for Simon.

Ok lovelies, ta ta for now,

Sarah
♥

I'm planning a wedding....

2009-01-08T00:16:10Z

....And it's not even for pretends this time.

I wonder how many of you will even reconize me...it's my own fault really, considering my last post was April 16, 2008. O.O Wow, I've really failed this year with staying in contact with you guys. Life has just been...eventful. I've missed you all so much, and yes I've come back a few times to stalk you, and see what you've been up to...I really should have posted during all those times.

I don't think I could ever put down every single thing that has happend over this past year, mostly because I can't remember each and every single thing. But I can put down the big stuff...let's see where I left off...

April: Started talking to a guy on PoF.
May: Went to Colorado for a cousins wedding, caught the bouqet.
May: Went on a date with PoF guy, we went to Scarborough Ren. Fest, he was....nice....but omg.
May: My parents went to Berlin and London on a business trip/vacation...*me: insanely jealous..but cool about it*
May: Started talking to a chick from Craigslist, in the personals..cancelled our date a couple days before...she turned out to be weird...believed Oprah to truly be the anti-christ. O.o
June 8th: Was first contacted by Simon on PoF, I had favorited him a month or so before, and he wanted to say hello.
June: Talked to Simon, all the time.
June: Started making plans for Simon to visit for Thanksgiving, after only two weeks of talking.
July: Started having new house built..was supposed to be done, three months later....still isn't.
July: Continued to talk to Simon, all the time, he is my soulmate after all.
July 30th Offically put relationship status to "in a relationship" on facebook and myspace.
Aug.-Sep.: Talked to Simon, talked about getting married and him moving here..well actually probably a lot sooner than that.
Oct.: Started rehearsals for christmas play at the bookstore.
Oct.: Had baby tooth removed to help adult tooth come down....still hasn't...still look like a fucking hick.
Oct.: Still talked to Simon, got dressed up for halloween, our duck was shot in the leg, we had to have reconstructive surgery done on her...she's still crippled.
Nov. 25th: Simon came over from England, parents surprised us with a stay in a hotel for a couple days, lost my virginity within four hours of meeting him in person for the first time.
Nov.-Dec. 16th: Was the happiest I've ever been...celebrated Yule with Simon in a ritual...was a complete mess saying goodbye, spent the last two weeks crying and moping, or happy and planning.
Dec.: Found out what all we have to do/pay for his immigration here....utterly fucking assinine, but well worth it.
Dec.: Started planning our wedding and handfasting ceremonies..we have to have separate ones due to family *sighs* *not officially engaged-would have been in December, if not for lack of money*
Jan.: Started a new year: still not employed, licensed to drive, or going to school. Have: met love of my life and soulmate, lost my virginity, and gotten unofficially engaged.

There you go, that is the quick version of my year, there were plenty of things here and there that I would have told you about if I remembered all of them. I'll do another post, just about myself and Simon, and let you see all kinds of pics and stuff.

I love you guys
I miss you all

Sarah
♥

Taken from, practically the whole F-List.

2008-04-16T06:30:20Z

1. Go to www.flickr.com
2. Type in your answer to the question in the “search” box
3. Use only the first page
4. Copy the html and paste for the answer.

Guess what you have to deal with?......

NO CUT!

Haha....

I love you.

1. What is your name?

2. What is your favorite food?

3. What school did you go to?

4. What is your favorite color?

5. Who is your celebrity crush?

6. Who is your favorite Disney princess?

7. What is your favorite drink?

That squirrel is REALLY excited about that tea!

8. Dream vacation?

9. Favorite dessert?

10. What do you want to be when you grow up?

11. What do you love most in life?

Ya, I love the moon, but that wasn't what I looked up. O.o

12. One word to describe you?

Eclectic?

13. What do you dream about?

Sex, was my answer......but that will work too.