I won't even start explaining why I'm not online that much. Y'all know the deal. And I know that you're sick of every entry of mine starting like this and of me not commenting.

Seriously, I feel so crappy. I'm about do dump this poor guy, I don't know him that good and I don't like it.
And a guy who has a girlfriend (who happens to be a kinda good friend of mine) keeps kinda hitting on me. Not in a really direct way, but putting questions like "what would you do and think if I would ask you to be my girlfriend, if I didn't have a girlfriend" and stuff. And he's really cool and I have really much more in common than with almost anyone I know. We get along really well.

But I would never get between two people. Never. And I told him that. And not even if he broke up with his girlfriend, it would be way too weird.
And well... I don't know.

Everything is just too mixed up. -nod-



I don't want to make it seem like I'm depressive or to have you thinking that my life sucks. Cause it doesn't. I don't think like that.

-loves-