run.

decisions, decisions, decisions.

2014-03-13T14:00:20Z

So I'm thinking of moving back home for my last year of college. I only need eight more classes and I've worked it out that I'll only have classes on Tuesdays and Thursdays. It would hardly be worth paying rent when I only need to be here two days a week. If I moved back home I could save a lot of money that would ultimately be of great benefit in the long run when it comes to finding a place after graduation and working on paying off my student loans. BUT moving back home also means less internet access (which is not neccessarily a bad thing, because I'll be more efficient with my internet use), living with my parents, and losing my quick access to everything like grocery stores etc.

I think that the pros still outweigh these cons, because my entire life outside school and the internet is back at home. I would be able to work more and save money on rent and groceries as well because well I wouldn't be paying for them, I'll also no longer have a car payment in April and will be able to save money there too. Sometimes I wish that I wasn't this money concious, but saving money is a really big deal to me. I want to be able to afford the things that I want to do. I really do enjoy living on my own, but the money thing is becoming really taxing, as well as the issues I've had with bugs at my apartment and the way my roommate has friends over all the time makes it feel like I'm living with about 7 people instead of two.

I feel like I need some guidance in making this decision. I don't want to be tied down. What I really want is to have a very small space that is all my own, with a tiny dog or a cat and good internet. Is that too much to ask?

i'm a peasant in your princess arms

2013-07-09T02:14:35Z

feelings suck.

Sometimes I just want to be wanted. I want someone to want to know that I like my bacon barely cooked and tender, that I like my marshmallows burnt, and that I sleep without the top sheet, just under the comforter, that I know I burn really easily but still forget to wear sunscreen. I want to learn about someone's little dumb habbits like brushing thier teeth a certain way, or their favorite food, or the way they fall asleep. I want intimacy, on all the levels. I don't want to just get called when you're bored, I don't want you to lead me on because you'd rather be nice than honest. Why can't I have that, why can't I have the things that I want? /whiny needy post.

spoiler alert: she's a cylon

2013-05-28T15:20:22Z

SO. I actually suck at committing to posting here. But I'm back, because suddenly my life is interesting (well, sort of). I graduated from MCC, and got into the art program at UNCC where I'll be going this fall!

My love life suddenly got interesting, and by that I mean that people are actually interested in me. I went out on an actual date last sunday, and it went really well. We went and saw Iron Man 3, WHICH WAS AMAZING. And then we had some food. It went okay, but I'm only ~kind of interested in the guy. The guy I'm actually interested in now knows that I am interested in him, because I told him (cajones y'all). He said that I'm an amazing woman, but he's working through some stuff at the moment; it wasn't a no, it was a not yet. AND NOW I'M ALL WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THESE FEELS OVER HERE? *sigh* hopefully he'll work through his stuff soon idk what I am doing with life. how to be an adult: a novel by someone else. oh and one of the guys at work told another girl we work with that "the new girl (me) is hot." so yeah.

Tonight, own_the_sky, shellybabe17, x_riptide_x, and I are going clubbing! This will be my first clubbing experience, send help. Last night I was drunk, (like actually drunk) for the first time, and that was fun. I didn't throw up and I'm not really hungover, so I'd call that a win.

I recently got a second job, working at a video store, AND I LOVE IT. It's so much better than my other job! This is the job I wanted originally, so I'm glad they finally hired me.

other stuff: I'm rewatching bsg, the ouat finale actually didn't suck, I'm also watching the borgias. That's all for now, because I keep getting distracted. I'll try and keep you guys more updated on my life and the fact that I still exist.

samcasey @ 2013-01-07T13:07:00

2013-01-07T18:07:44Z

January 2 - January 16: Multifandom TFLN-based Ficathon!

Come on over and check it out guys!

"Is that code?"

2012-06-26T21:31:55Z

So does anyone even look at lj anymore? I was on here earlier signing up as an artist for the scifibigbang and I figured I'd make a post. I kind of miss LJ sometimes! It's much more intimate and slower-paced than tumblr and twitter, where I spend most of my time these days. Because of those two I don't really know how to make long cohesive journal entries anymore (did I ever?) so we'll go with bullet points.

My family got goats! They are the most precious ever! (pics on tumblr/twitter)
I am saving up to buy a car, but its going rather slowly.
I keep changing my mind on colleges/majors. Now I've decided to go to UNCC for graphic design, I have one more year to change my mind but it's looking like that's going to be the place.
I've started watching The West Wing and have decided it's the best thing since sliced bread. I ship CJ /Toby and I know everything's just going to hurt down the line, but once I pick a ship I'm on it and will go down with it like it's the Titanic.
I've gotten photoshop since I last used LJ and I believe my artsy skills have gotten much better.
I've started reading Divergent.
I really don't know what else to say.
I am really boring guys.
I need the structure of memes to be like halfway interesting.
anyway
this is a post.

CALLING ALL DRAGON*CON GOERS!!

2011-08-16T19:45:04Z

I need your advice! Any, any tips and advice would be greatly appreciated! And now a poll!

View Poll: Dragon*Con

and if you said yes in the last question feel free to PM me or email me at moviemagic92@yahoo.com :)

I will carry you until you carry on

2011-01-17T05:15:42Z

My first stargate sg1 video! This is also the first time I've used Sony Vegas Movie Studio 10. Please tell me what you think!!

OTP Spam: or Samantha Always Ships the Old People

2011-01-13T21:48:04Z

I am a compulsive shipper. It doesn't matter what I'm watching, I will find someone to ship. However, there are a few ships that grab a hold of you and don't let go and make their own little home inside your heart. I picked out six of my OTPs from the shows or fandoms that I watch or participate in on a consistent basis; here you will find a mini picspam for each along with a video. The title came from the observations of my younger sister, you can tell me if you believe she described me accurately later. Anyway without further adieu the ships that sailed away with my heart.

Warning the images are not the smallest things so this may not be dialup friendly.

Albus to Minerva: "It's lucky it's dark. I haven't blushed so much since Madame Pomfrey told me she liked my new earmuffs."

"It's you, you're the one. You always have been and you always will be" -Tom Scavo

" If we were to rank crushable teachers in this school, you'd be number-one with a bullet." -Emma

" You like me because I'm a scoundrel. There aren't enough scoundrels in your life." -Han Solo

"She's in my blood like cheap wine, bitter ans sweet tinged with regret. I'll never be free of her, nor do I want to be, for she is what I am, all that is, should always be." -Bill Adama

"I didn't leave because I would have rather died myself than lose Carter; because I care about her, a lot more than I'm supposed to." -Jack O'Neill

I'll be back ♥

2010-07-24T16:12:42Z

Okay my beautiul f-list it absolutely kills me to have to say this but I am going on a temporary semi-hiatus. I attempted to do a system recovery on my computer and it recovered itself so far back that it won't start. So until I get enough money to get my own computer I won't be able to get on very often at all. I may be able to steal the internet ocasionally so I don't lose my sanity but I won't be around much.

I'm gonna miss you all like crazyyyyy
♥ ♥ ♥

You are my sweetest downfall, I loved you first

2010-07-10T00:56:41Z

Hello F-list! *waves* I have missed you!

I am leaving for the beach Sunday with my youth group and I doubt I'll get any internet time :( So I'm going to have a lot of catching up to do.

So I finally finished my drawing of Bill and Laura. It felt like I was working on it for ages, but with out further adieu I give you...

They are now hanging on my wall next to these other pretty people I drew back in December of '09

And now for some reason I can't listen to any of my Battlestar Galactica music with out bursting into tears. So Much Life came up on shuffle last night and I cried like a baby. *sigh* I miss it so damn much. ♥

That's all for now my computer is being a whore.

Express Yourself

2010-04-21T23:33:09Z

❝i've always wanted to tell you❞

Anything goes

MY NAME IS SAMANTHAAAAAA AND I LOOOOOOOVE YOUUUUU

2010-04-03T14:30:26Z

Im officially declaring today a HAPPY DAY OF LOVE AND JOY!

Tell people how much you love them, post pictures, videos, ANYTHING that makes you happy, tell us what you're proud of, show off your creativity ANYTHING HAPPY GOES!!!!

Spread the love around! Im making this post public and anyone in need of some lovin is invited. Tell your friends :D

Comments may be annonymous if you wish but not neccessary

Rules:
1. MAKE LOVE NOT WANK

Friending Policy

2010-02-04T02:08:21Z

if you are going/on your way/in SPAIN...

2010-02-03T21:04:56Z

http://www.freesparkle.com

I expect lots of pretty pics and thorough reports when you return :)

A Dream We Deserve; An A/R Fanmix

2009-09-22T22:45:43Z

Fanmix about Bill and Laura's Happily Ever After that they deserveed on Earth. Somewhat inspired by flamingo55 and zaleti"s Admiralverse fanfiction!

ETA: DL LINK IS UP NOW

DOWNLOAD LINK
http://www.mediafire.com/?jlzmjkyol0r

1. Raining On Sunday - Keith Urban I love the idea of Bill and Laura just spending the whole day layin around in bed an being carefree while rain just pours down outside their cabin.

Who said life was easy
The job is never through
It'll run us 'til we're ragged
It'll harden our hearts
And love could use a day of rest
Before we both start falling apart

Pray that it's raining on Sunday
Stormin' like crazy
We'll hide under the covers all afternoon
Baby whatever comes Monday
Can take care of itself
'Cause we got better things that we could do
When it's raining on Sunday

Your love is like religion

2. That’s Where It Is - Carrie Underwood (Laura's POV) Laura’s life has always been so busy and complicated that she never actually had time to fall in love, but now she sees that’s what she has with Bill. She notices through all the little things.

In the circles I've been running,
I've covered many miles,
And I could search forever for what's right before my eyes,
Just when I thought I'd found it,
It was nothing like I'd planned,
When I got my heart around it, it slipped right through my hands,
Here with you I feel it,
I close my eyes and see it,

In a midnight talk, in a morning kiss,
When I'm in your arms, that's where it is,
When we're tangled up and can't resist,
When we feel that rush, that's where it is,
That's where it is
...
It's a life time filled with tight embraces
The biggest things in the smallest places
...
In the sweetest smile, on a night like this,
And a tender touch, that's where it is,
When we're tangled up, and can't resist,
When we feel that rush, that's where it is,
That's where it is

3. I Wanna Make You Close your Eyes - Dierks Bently (Bills POV) Pretty self-explanatory… They work hard all day and when they get home it’s just about them.

Girl I've been waitin on this long hard day to get over
So i can rest my head right here on your shoulder
I just wanna lay here and feel you breathe
Listen to the rhythm of your heartbeat
And see where it leads...

We're wide awake but girl I Wanna Make You Close Your Eyes
And say my name like only you can say it and hold me tight
All I need is only you and me alone tonight
I wanna make you close your eyes...

4. Watch The Wind Blow By - Tim McGraw Another lazy day song where they just relax outside by the little stream.

Creek goes rippling by
I've been barefoot and all day with my baby
Brown leaves have started falling
Leading the way

I like it best just like this
Doing nothing all the way
So let's lay down in the tall grass
Dreaming away

And all I wanna do is let it be and be with you
And watch the wind blow by
And all I wanna see is you and me go on forever
Like the clear blue sky
Slowly, there's only
You and I
And all I want to do is watch the wind blow by

5. Must Be Doin' Something Right - Billy Currington (Bills POV) Bill is often considered oblivious to Laura’s flirtations/advances, but eventually he gets it right.

A woman is mystery
A man just can't understand
Sometimes all it takes to please her
Is the touch of your hand
And other times you gotta take it slow
And hold her all night long
Heaven knows there's so many ways
A man can go wrong

Must be doin' something right
I just heard you sigh
You leaned into my kiss
And closed those deep blue need you eyes
Don't know what I did
To earn a love like this, but baby, I
Must be doin' something right

6. Heaven On Earth Down Here - Beverly Mitchell Carefree, in love, and on earth.

Sometimes when the sky is clear
We slip away and disappear

Layin' out on the hood of the car
Spellin' our names by connecting the stars
Love, runnin' as deep as the creek runs clear
You got heaven on earth down here

7. Ain't Nothing 'Bout You - Brooks & Dunn(Bill’s POV) Bill trying to pick out all the things he loves about Laura, but finds there isn’t anything he doesn’t love about her.

Once I thought that love was something I could never do
Never knew that I could feel this much
But this yearning in the deep part of my heart for you
Is more than a reaction to your touch
It's a perfect passion and I can't get enough

The way you look, the way you laugh,
The way you love with all you have,
There ain't nothing bout you that don't do something for me
The way you kiss, The way you cry,
The way you move when you walk by
There's ain't nothing bout you (there ain't nothing bout you)
That don't do something for me

In my life I've been hammered by some heavy blows
That never knocked me off my feet
All you gotta do is smile at me and down I go
And baby it's no mystery why I surrender
Girl you got everything

The way you look, the way you laugh,
The way you love with all you have,
There ain't nothing bout you that don't do something for me
The way you kiss, The way you cry,
The way you move when you walk by
There's ain't nothing bout you (there ain't nothing bout you)
That don't do something for me

I love your attitude, your rose tattoo, your every thought
Your smile, you lips and girl the list goes on and on and on

The way you look, the way you laugh,
The way you love with all you have,
There ain't nothing bout you that don't do something for me
The way you kiss, The way you cry,
The way you move when you walk by
There's ain't nothing bout you (there ain't nothing bout you)
That don't do something for me

The way you look, the way you laugh,
The way you love with all you have,
Your dance, your drive, You make me feel alive

The way you talk, the way you tease
Right now I think you see
There ain't nothing bout you that don't do something for me

8. Big Blue Sky - Reba McEntire Searching for Earth even though there were doubts and it wasn’t easy their love can make it through anything.

Maybe we were just crazy enough
to try and out run the rain
The storms we've been through just proved that we can make it through anything.
you'll never see how good it can be
until you spread your wings and fly
baby take look at our lives it's nothing but a big blue sky</b>

9. Lets Make Love - Faith Hill & Tim McGraw Yeah you get it.

Baby I've been drifting away
Dreaming all day
Of holdng you
Touching you
The only thing I want to do
Is be with you
As close to you
As I can be

Let's make love
All night long
Until all our strength is gone
Hold on tight
Just let go
I want to feel you in my soul
Until the sun comes up
Let's make love
Oh, baby

10. Feel That Fire - Dierks Bently I feel like this song was written about Laura.

She wants to wear my shirt to bed
...
She wants a cabin in the woods
She wants to stand where nobody stood
...
And some days she only wants a break
Hey but she wants what she wants, but man I know I know I know

She needs to feel that fire
The one that lets her know for sure
She's everything I want and more
A real desire, Does she know I'd walk alone out on the wire
To make her feel that fire
Yeah, feel that fire

So as long as there's a breath to take
A smile to share, a prayer to pray
A chance to hold her hand to fan the flame

She's gonna feel that fire
The one that lets her know for sure
She's everything I want and more
Her real desire, Does she know I'd walk alone out on the wire
Yeah, to make her feel that fire
Ohh feel that fire
She wants her nails painted black

11. She's My Kind Of Rain - Tim McGraw Rain + Laura = Happy Bill

She's the sun set shadows
She's like Rembrandt's light
She's the history that's made at night
She's my lost companion
She's my dreaming tree
Together in this brief eternity
Summer days, winter snows
She's all things to behold

She's my kind of rain
Like love from a drunken sky
Confetti falling down all night
She's my kind of rain

12. Inside Your Heaven - Carrie Underwood They are each other’s everything. Their cabin is their little getaway from the rest of the world.

I've been down, now I'm blessed
I felt a revelation coming around
I guess it's right, it's so amazing
Every time I see you I'm alive

You're all I've got
You lift me up
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in, a soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When we touch
When we love
The stars light up
The wrong becomes undone

Naturally
My soul surrenders
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
And I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in, a soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When minutes turn to days and years
When mountains fall, I'll still be here
Holding you until the day I die

MOL Vidspam

2009-05-17T03:13:12Z

http://community.livejournal.com/adama_roslin/1432559.html?#cutid1

Here Is the link to my vidspam for the Month Of Love on Adama_Roslin
Please go check it out and Leave a comment!!!

samcasey @ 2009-02-26T21:00:00

2009-02-27T02:03:28Z

I really adore Bill Adama and Laura Rosin!!! They are soo amazing and Mary and Eddie do a wonderfull job portraying them each week! I just heard this song the other day and I HAD to make a vid of these two! I hope you guys like it!

music by: boys like girls

MY NEW BILL AND LAURA VIDEO!!!!

2009-02-21T01:00:20Z

My Very FIRST Bill/Laura Video

2009-01-26T02:43:13Z

Spoilers thru 4x12

I just got this song the other day and I had always thought of them when I heard it before anyway so after watching DTFMS on friday I just had to make this vid!! The song is Hanging by a moment by Lifehouse and the vid includes scenes from their entire relationship! This is in my opinion the best vid Ive ever made, so I hope you all enjoy it too!

Please Tell Me What You Think!!