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Meme time, we haven't had one of these for a while have we?

saft — Wed, 20 Jul 2011 18:59:01 GMT

More news on the My Little Pony situation over at Truffleshuffle.com

saft — Wed, 15 Jun 2011 14:59:00 GMT

Hey everyone, I'd just thought I'd update you all on the Truffleshuffle/MLP situation. I've been in touch with Claire over at TS and from the sounds of things, they're all going to fall into our favour, so this is very exciting news for anyone who's wanting to buy any merchandise other than just the toys over here indeed.

I've been asked to see if any potential designers out there would be willing to put something together for some shirts so I can submit them to Claire at Truffleshuffle ASAP. As stated on her email "The more specific the better so you can let us know which ponies you'd like to see, along with slogans etc."

I've been trying to get in touch with Equestriadaily too but so far they've either ignored my emails or just haven't gotten around to replying to them at all. Either way Bronies if you do have any random ideas or things you's definetley like to see on a shirt, bag, jewellery item, I'll send them off to Claire and see which ones are the more popular.

Also if anyone does happen to frequent ED and knows of a better way to get in contact with them to let them know the exciting news please do so.

- Safty

You can also submit your designs to me at orangsaft@hotmail.com or over AIM @ Saft Chan

The Icon reccomendation Meme [<3] By saft

saft — Thu, 03 Feb 2011 14:50:47 GMT

1] Check out my fandoms/interests/user-icons for suggestions
2] Go around the internet looking for an icon you think would suit me and my fandoms, interests etc.
3] Post a reply with the icon and explain why you think I should use it and most importantly who made the icon too so I can credit them if I *do* decide to use the icon!
4] Feel free to post this meme in your journal too to spread the love and most importantly the acknowledgment of all these talented people on the interwebs who put alot of effort into making the icons in the first place!

I've been a good girl this year I swear.

saft — Mon, 22 Nov 2010 10:15:49 GMT

Step One
-- Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered ... whatever you're comfortable with) to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
-- If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.
-- Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ so that the holiday joy will spread.

Step Two
-- Surf around your flist (or friends' friends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:
-- If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.
-- You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.
-- There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just... wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

1. Flight tickets to Jacksonville Florida, I want to be able to visit my boyfriend or even vice versa tickets for him to come stay with me in the UK for a couple of weeks.

2. "Tangled" merchandise, So far I only own a film poster, But I'd love to own some more stuff from the film. (Pascal plushies, Rapunzel/Flynn dolls, Books etc.)

3. I would love a Slade figure or even a decent sized Deadpool figure. I feel the need for those two to be doing goofy hijinks in my bedroom with my other stuff.

4. Fanart I have a crap load of fandoms so go crazy. Art of my OC would be appreciated too, I love seeing different people's interpretations of her. (G check out Tegaki if you need a reference of her.)

5. LJ Icons! Again MANY MANY FANDOMS. GO CRAZY, SURPRISE ME.

6. Some cute kitty clothes for Elvis, He's a big fat cat and I just wanna see him in something adorable.

7. Ariel stuffs, She's my favourite Disney princess and I barely have any merc of her because I'm normally broke.

8. A paid account, yes I know it's paid at the moment but..I love having the extra icon space. Plus I can edit my derp if I make any stupid mistakes.

9. Garfield things.

10. Makeup stuffs! I'm a dork for it!

Abi Burton
14 Parkin Road
Bottesford
Scunthorpe
North Lincolnshire
DN17 2QT

Wow a little early for this right?

saft — Wed, 15 Sep 2010 21:00:32 GMT

THE TANGLED SPAM PART-TAY!

Remember last year’s “Princess And The Frog” Spam party? Same thing again this time with “Tangled” PIC SPAMS, ICONS, FANART, FAN MIXES, FAN-FIC, CAPSLOCK, SHITTY COSPLAY?
It’s ALL good! Let’s see if we can beat 4857 posts this year huh?

Let's see where this takes us~

saft — Tue, 09 Feb 2010 15:03:26 GMT

~THE TEEN TITANS FRIENDING MEME~

NAME?
AGE?
FAVOURITE CHARACTERS?
WHICH TITAN DO YOU RELATE TO MOST?
ANY SHIPS/OTPS/CRACK PAIRINGS?
FAVOURITE BADDIES?
FAVOURITE EPISODES?
HOBBIES?
MISC. FANDOMS?
ANYTHING ELSE?

Create cool Profile Comments

I've never made a meme before in my entire life gaiz, so I have no idea how this works, other than when people reply to it and such, However if you want to pimp it out to other communities and such that you know of please do because I don't want to start pimping out stuff in communities when it's not a part of the community itself. Get to it though! :D

EDIT - Also I've noticed that due to my stupidity I'm going to have to let everyone actually have access to my journal for this to work, So for the next month or so, This bitch is completley open. Any wank or drama and I'm setting it straight back to my original settings.

Disney survey thingy

saft — Fri, 29 Jan 2010 17:19:57 GMT

The Ultimate Disney Survey Created by lizzya9 and taken 424 times on Bzoink
Movies
Which Disney Princess film is your favorite?:	The Little Mermaid
Which non-Disney Princess Disney Film is your favorite?:	The Swan Princess
Which Disney film makes you cry the most?:	Brother Bear
Which Disney film makes you the happiest?:	Enchanted
Which Disney film has the best music?:	The Little Mermaid
Which Disney film has the best love story?:	The Princess And The Frog
Characters
Who is your favorite Disney Princess?:	Ariel
Who is your favorite Disney Prince?:	Naveen/Aladdin
Who is your favorite Disney animal sidekick?:	I-I like all of them :(
Who is your favorite Disney main character animal?:	Bolt
Who is your favorite villian?:	Frollo
Which Princess is the prettiest?:	Jasmine
Which Prince is the hottest?:	Naveen
Music
What is your favorite Disney song?:	Part Of Your World
What is your favorite Disney villian song?:	Friends On The Other Side
What is your favorite Disney animal song?:	Hakuna Matata
What is your favorite Disney Princess song?:	Part Of Your World (Reprise)
What is your favorite Disney Prince song?:	One Jump Ahead
What is your favorite Disney Prince/Princess duet song?:	A Whole New World
What is your favorite Disney animal song?:	Why Should I Worry?
What is your favorite Disney love song?:	If I Never Knew You
This or That
Anastasia or Drisella?:	Anastasia
Maleficent or Lady Tremaine?:	Maleficent
Jack or Gus-Gus?:	Jaq
Iago, Abu, or Raja?:	Rajah
Magic Carpet or Genie?:	Genie
Flotsum or Jetsum?:	Both?
Flounder, Sebastian, or Scuttle?:	Flounder
King Triton or the Sultan?:	The Sultan
Jasmine's Palace or Cinderella's Castle?:	Jasmine's Palace
Flora, Fauna, or Meriwether?:	MERRIWEATHER.
Tod or Copper?:	Copper
Rita or Georgette?:	Georgette
Tito or Frances?:	Tito
Marie, Toulouse, or Berlioz?:	Uhm whichever the black kitten is? Berlioz right?
You've been totally Bzoink*d! Take This Survey \| Search Surveys \| Create a Survey

There are no words.

saft — Fri, 15 Jan 2010 22:17:51 GMT

I'm not sure if anyone from my junior school even reads my journal but I'll keep this link open anyway just in case but even so.

I found out today that a school friend of mine hung himself at a local park a few days ago.

Paul Owen.

Well I don't really remember him much...he hung out with someone who used to bully me when I was younger. it was back when I must have been 7 or 8. The only real clear memory of school I have of him is when he started picking on me I revolted and smacked his head up against a wall to make him stop.
He wasn't a bad kid, he was just mixed up in a bad crowd at school I think. And a couple of years later when I worked at the cinema in Scunthorpe he worked as one of our security guys and he apologised for being such a jerk to me at school which I thought was such a lovely sentiment and we talked whenever he came in to check if everything was okay in the cinema.

I'm saddened. I wish I knew what happened to make him feel like there was no way out you know? I've always threatened that I'd go through with something like this but when something like this happens to someone close to you it takes things in a different perspective doesn't it?

You don't realise how precious life is until it's taken away.

He's in a better place now.

R.I.P Paul.

I'll always remember you for being a man and apologising for what you did rather than sneer at me on the high street because you knew what you did to me then. Thankyou for being a man, a friend and my thoughts and prayers go out towards your friends and family.

In which Abi spazzes out about her age old fandom~

saft — Tue, 15 Sep 2009 21:03:47 GMT

Pssst!

You.

Yes You.

Get your ass over to disney_dress it's an Disney/any animated movie related dressing room and it's alot of fun I currently have several characters over there and everyone's super nice too.

...I WANTS MORE VILLAINS TO JOIN. So far we have like... Frollo(Me!),Hades, Shere Khan, Scar, Helga Sinclair and possibly some other people who I've forgotten but seriously? I'd LOVE LOVE LOVE IT IF WE SUDDENLY GOT SHIT LOADS OF MORE VILLAINS. <3

And if you happen to be an American Dragon fanatic? Our effing awesome Jake Long and Rose ( Me again!) would love more canon mates to play with.(Trixie? Spud? Fu anyone?)

So pleeeeeeeease, come play with us?

And what the hell are the chances I come home, turn on Toon Disney and get to watch Oliver & Company AND Aladdin in the same afternoon? :DDDDDDDD SOMEONE OUT THERE KNOWS WHAT MY FAVE MOVIES ARE. NEXT TIME CAN WE HAVE SOME LITTLE MERMAID TOO? UNF UNF.

No point anymore if she can't love me...

saft — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 12:55:06 GMT

...And we're back to the feeling shit and horrible about myself.

What's the point anymore? Everything I do is always going to end in failure. Why haven't I learnt that yet? I'm never going to get where and what I want because I'm always so goddamned restricted by everyone and everything because of my social anxieties and my learning disabilities. I'm trapped...I swear to god I can't feel happy and I can't feel sad. The only time I've properly started to cry is when I've looked at my Nanna's photo back at home and I think about how upset she would be if she knew where I was right now. My Nanna was probably the only family member I could say I ever loved, She accepted me for everything I did, My musical talents, my art, My fantasies...No one ever supported me in my family as much as she did and when she died I just stopped living I think, I lost who I was when she went. I've never met anyone who's made a impact on me since. You know this is probably the first time I've mentioned her to anyone in a long while. No one talks about her ever, Just the same as my uncle John when he went I felt like shit too.

Maybe that's one of the reasons I find it so easy to give up sometimes, maybe there's a part of me that hopes if I die I'll finally be back with them and I won't have to struggle in life any more.

Every time I try to talk to anyone they don't get it and it's so frustrating because it just makes me feel that much more alone because I'm not able to properly convey what I want to tell them. I'm the only person who knows how I feel and no one out there is able to help me properly other than being really patronising to me. Or just Hug. I don't want that I want someone I can trust again. Someone who's always going to be by my side and tell me every thing's going to be ok, Because otherwise I swear I'm going to do something awful to myself I can just feel it.

I want to be able to feel again...that's all I want.

Just how much longer is this shit going to carry on?

saft — Wed, 01 Apr 2009 10:07:15 GMT

...I for one am really REALLY pissed off with all of you, no emails, no cards? Some friends you are. I'm 25 today and none of you give a shit? Well I might as well delete this journal.

APRIL'S RICK ROLL/FOOLS DAY FUCKERS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!

RP Meme stolen from pdutogepi

saft — Fri, 02 Jan 2009 14:30:15 GMT

RP MEME! :D

oo1. Ask me anything, anything, about a character that I play and I will answer honestly.

oo2. Give me a character or pairing (that I'm familiar with) and a word, and I will write you one line of fic here.

oo3. What sort of character would you like to see me play? It can be a stereotype, it can be a general description, OR you can choose a specific name (I'd like to see you play ____). Then, tell me why!

oo4. This one is kind of long, so -- choose a character that I play, and I will answer 14 questions for you. To get them ...

1. What would your character kill for? What would they die for?
2. What would they refuse to do under any circumstances? Why?
3. What do they dream about? [Either literal or figurative, specify please].
4. What’s their biggest fear?
5. What single object would they be most hard pressed to part with? Why?
6. What is their fondest memory?
7. What is their worst memory?
8. What or who was were their most significant influence? Expound.
9. What do they believe makes a successful life?
10. What makes them laugh?
11. What are their religious views?
12. What is their greatest strength?
13. Do they have a fatal flaw? If so, what is it?
14. Who is the most important person in their life?

But the last question is for you! --
15. If they died, who would miss them most? How would they die?

Keeping this entry open...

saft — Mon, 29 Dec 2008 14:07:09 GMT

I know I should probaly keep this entry until New Year but it's been on my mind, So I'm just going to say it right now...

This year has been completley insane for me, I've had to deal with the craziness of Comic-con which was fun, Stupid internet drama, Money problems and on top of that a whole new life with my husband what with getting married and all.
I guess what I'm trying to say is...well mostly to the people I no longer talk to anymore because of complications and such, You're all in my thoughts, Hell there's a fair few of you I wanted to send christmas cards out to this year but I didn't because I was terrified you'd be angry or whatever with me for trying to reach out to you when we've already stated that we don't want to be around each-other anymore.

Strange as it is I do keep a fair few of you on my friend list still, Only because I'm intrested in what you're doing with yourselves and yes I know it sounds creepy and stalkerish but that's not what it's intended to be at all and if it comes off as that well then I'm sorry.

You're all in my thoughts guys and if you want to poke me through e-mail or AIM or whatever please do, I hate that I'm not as close to my friends as I should be, it's pretty effing lonely as it is out there and I stand form to my belief that if things are going rough for you out there then no one should be alone, Especcially this time of the year.

I'm never really any good at these things...but yea, I'm thinking of you all even if I don't seem like I am.

Merry belated Christmas and a Happy New Year guys.

Time for some YGO RP pimping <3

saft — Fri, 14 Nov 2008 23:10:29 GMT

Black Land Yugioh is a spin-off game, originating in [info]ygodressing - a variety of characters, from different universes, have been sucked back in time to Ancient Egypt.

If you were a member of ygodressing before November 2008, your application to this place will be automatically accepted. You do not need to leave [info]ygodressing to join, either, though you need to keep the two canons separate. Please note, though, that anything that happened in [info]ygodressing before November 2008 is canon. Thus, relationships and dynamics that have been developed there will still be in existence upon arrival in Egypt.

People who were not members of ygodressing before November 2008 do need to apply; just show us a sample of your writing, and rest assured our standards are low! As a new player, you will be assigned a place in Egyptian society by one of our high officials, and that position is initially very likely to be as some sort of servant/assistant, unless you can prove to the characters in the game that you deserve a higher position. However, once you've acquainted yourself with our power structures, we fully expect you to lie, cheat and steal charm your way upwards in society.

Yugioh characters from all series are accepted, but OCs are not, unless they were part of ygodressing before November 2008.

Contact the mods kaibazilla and/or notsopuzzled, using the LJ messaging system, for further details.

...

SO YES ALL YGO INTRESTED FRIENDS ON MY LJ LOOKING FOR A SLIGHTLY DIFFERENT YUGIOH ROLEPLAY PLEASE POKE THE MODERATORS AND JOIN UP. <3 I'm currently playing as my OC Leonie ( She was a oldie from YGODressing) - milleniumstar and a weird AU/Artistic liscenced Anubis (From the movie) - animus_iew

Shake, Shake Shake senora!

saft — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 23:00:19 GMT

...This song now manages to put me in a better mood when I'm down. And not just because of TLM3 It does actually manage to lift my spirits from feeling so gloomy.

*Reaches for maraccas and dances in her chair*

Going to the chapel and we're gonna get married~!

saft — Fri, 05 Sep 2008 06:01:00 GMT

who's coming to comic-con?

saft — Mon, 14 Jul 2008 08:00:48 GMT

So just so I know...

Who else is coming to comic-con who knows me on my journal? You can expect me to be hanging around the anime-ish/disney/cartoon panels seeing as I'm hardcare gay for animation. I might also end up other places as well. ~~Kristin Chenoweth OMG O:~~ Possibly the Afro Samurai thing ~~Samuel L Jackson ZOMG.~~ and anywhere else a few of my fave culty celebs/voice actors may be hanging out...

Oh God Steve Blum <3 <3 Of all the male VA's I could possibly hope to meet, I'm so glad you're here....I've been a fan of your sweet raspy hawt voice since I saw in Cowboy Bebop, But I especially heart you for Darcia. Seeing as your Darcia is the main inspiration for one of my Original story villains...I can't imagine him without your voice. XDD Wendee Lee's also going to be at that panel so that's twice as awesome. (Haruhi Suzumiya FTW.)

I'm leaving this post public only because well, I'm tolerant of a few fans chasing me, though I've only played two people on YGOTAS I'm not as popular as my fantastic sweet fiancefuu D:

~Safty

Oh yeay movie meme time! :3

saft — Fri, 30 May 2008 20:44:55 GMT

1.Name a movie that you have seen more than 10 times.
The Little Mermaid

2. Name a movie that you've seen multiple times in the theater.
Enchanted (I went to see it twice in one day at one point XD)

3. Name an actor who would make you more inclined to see a movie.
Bruce Campbell

4. Name an actor who would make you less likely to see a movie.
...I can't think of any, I'm sure someone can think of one for me.

5. Name a movie that you can and do quote from.
Army Of Darkness :3 ~~Totally didn't yell at a bunch of ten year old kids today that the laser gun she was using in laser tag was her boomstick.~~

6. Name a movie musical that you know all of the lyrics to all of the songs.
Pfft, Hairspray/Grease/About any other Disney movie?

7. Name a movie that you have been known to sing along with.
Most Disney movies especcially The Little Mermaid, Aladdin and more recently Enchanted.

8. Name a movie that you would recommend everyone see.
Junebug, It really makes me cry, Also Little Children. It's a brilliant movie.

9. Name a movie that you own.
Hot Fuzz.

10. Name an actor who launched his/her entertainment career in another medium but who has surprised you with his/her acting skills.
Uhm, I really can't think of any...other than that girl from S-Club 7 and then was in "Seed Of Chucky"...I laughed my ass off when her character died. AHAHAHA.

11. Have you ever seen a movie in a drive-in? If so, what?
No, but I'd love to go to one...I've always thought they looked awesome in movies like Grease or heck even in The Flintstones opening sequence.

12. Ever made out in a movie?
Yes, I'm sure me and LK made out the first time I took him to watch "Enchanted".

13. Name a movie that you keep meaning to see but just haven't yet gotten around to it.
Speed Racer D: I DON'T THINK MY STUPID CINEMA'S PLAYING IT ANYMORE GODAMMIT.

14. Ever walked out of a movie?
No, Nim's Island made me so braindead my bodily reactions just sorta died on me.

15. Name a movie that made you cry in the theater.
A whole bunch of Disney stuff, I also seem to remember crying at Juno.

16. Popcorn?
Only salted. And only when my teeth aren't being stupid.

17. How often do you go to the movies (as opposed to renting them or watching them at home)?
AHAHAHAHA ALL THE TIME. I WORK THERE :D

18. What's the last movie you saw in the theater?
Indiana Jones and the thing with Shia Lebouf and his magical CGI Monkeys?

19. What's your favorite/preferred genre of movie?
Fantasy :3

20. What's the first movie you remember seeing in the theater?
I strongly remember going to see "Oliver & Company" when it was first released in cinemas as a kid, But my mother incists the first movie she took me to see was "Masters of The Universe"...I guess that explains why I'm big into He-man/She-ra XD

21. What movie do you wish you had never seen?
NIM'S FUCKING ISLAND OF NO FUCKING PLOT AND THE MOST USELESS JODI FOSTER CHARACTER EVER D:

22. What is the weirdest movie you enjoyed?
Barnyard, Seriously it had some of the most hideous looking CGI ever and yet...I found it hysterical for whatever stupid reason, especially during the part where they kept knocking the farmer unconcious so that he wouldn't discover they talked and had parties etc.

23. What is the scariest movie you've seen?
Uhm well One of the Nightmare on Elm Street movies freaked me out pretty damn bad as a kid, I haven't watched any of the Freddy movies since - unless you count Freddy Vrs Jason which was pretty damn funny because Freddy got his ass kicked XD And also Robert Englund is one of the nicest celebs I've ever met <3 He was so understanding about my Freddy-phobia when I told him about my really bad nightmares I've had involving Freddy...
But more recently Silent Hill, some of that stuff in that movie freaked me out pretty bad and I sat and watched my ex play the games.

24. What is the funniest movie you've seen?
Tough one. I guess I'm going to go with "Knocked Up" I find it funny because, it's a realistic believable comedy...and that scene with the Cirque du Solei is effing epic XD

Heads up Scunny friends~!

saft — Sun, 10 Feb 2008 11:23:42 GMT

There's going to be a smallish anime con thing taking place at the Scunthorpe library on the 17th and 18th of March from 6pm onwards. I don't know what exactly's going to take place there but I've already been asked to come along and help with the anime art competition..You know give little pointers and such for styles and whatnot.

So yea there's a art competition, Cosplay contest and a bunch of other stuff - So the current plan is to go along and also try to pimp YGOTAS whilst I'm there, because well hell it's fun and it's the nearest anime con I'm going to get to in a while.

So any support from fellow friends from Scunny or nearby would mean alot to me, Especcially if it means we can more things like these taking part in Scunthorpe alot more!

(OMG A public entry?!)

And this is why I rarely ever write...

saft — Tue, 11 Dec 2007 10:10:22 GMT

I wrote drabble...not very good drabble, but it's drabble none the less, Featuring my OC and Ash, very heavily based on one of my favourite scenes from Enchanted. Really you don't have to read if you don't want to but it is rather fluffy and not full of smut, mainly because I suck at writing smut it's not really my thing. ~~Actually I suck at writing all together, plus I get the feeling no one's going to read it anyway and if someone did it'd be surprising~~

Title : "So Close"
Charries : Ash ( Evil Dead/Army of Darkness) & Saft (OC original story thing going on but keeps dragging in charries from other fandoms into this story please permit me.)
Rating : Suitable for all
Notes : I'm on a "Enchanted" kick and "So Close" happens to be one of my fave tracks from the movie soundtrack, Plus Giselle and Robert seem to have the Ash/Saft relationship thing going on I wanted to see if I could write something like that for myself because well I had nothing better to do.

***

You're in my arms and all the world is gone The music playing on for only two....

Saft had never danced before let alone been out anywhere like this without Zabel making a ass of himself, She gulped a little - it was bad enough she had agreed to doing something like this, She barely even recognised herself when she found herself looking at her own reflection, but there she was...the quite boyish girl, hair pinned back, wearing a sort of niceish looking dress she thought.
"I can't do this.."
She tried to turn away but then Ash stopped her using his one good hand to cup her cheek and smiled down at her, He chuckled a little and somehow found himself running his fingers through her hair with a faint look of rememberance on his face as if he wasn't really looking at Saft at all, but down at someone else he'd loved not so long ago, He shook it off...he wasn't here with that other girl, he was here with Saft, After all this was his idea..he hated seeing her being so hard on herself at times like this, especcially about some other person who didn't really care that much about her, Ash leaned in forward and smiled once again perhaps planting a small kiss on her forehead which took the young woman by surprise...

So close together And when I'm with you So close to feeling alive A life goes by Romantic dreams must die So I bid mine goodbye And never knew So close was waiting Waiting here with you

"Shall we?"
He lead her out on the dance floor, She tried to turn away but he stopped her once again, This time she stopped..something clicked, it felt right, the way she thought it must feel for two people to realise they were in love with each other, Taking a deep breath she allowed him top slip his arm around her waist as she found her hand and her her fingers sliding inbetween his automailed ones., She beamed slightly and nodded at him, he obviously knew what he was doing here..she didn't, Perhaps it was time to let someone else do the leading for once...
- "Alright." She smiled as Ash began to sway along to the music softly leading her not too harshly though..he did so in a way that wasn't too forceful.
A odd sensation ran down the girl's spine, she wasn't sure if it was her dragonhalf acting up but she didn't fight it...Ash swung her out and she gracefully stretched out one of her arms whilst the other wrapped around his neck, Ash pulled her back, she followed along, leaning into him as he did. He spun her out and watched her twirl like a ballerina, something he probaly would have never considered Saft doing at any point during the short time he had gotten to know her.

And now forever I know all that I wanted to hold you, so close...

Ash pulled her close again wrapping both of her arms around her waist swaying her slowly, he leaned in with a smile she almost thought he was going to kiss her again but instead he leant into her ear and he began to try singing along to the lyrics, Saft couldn't help but crack a smile...it was something she thought he'd never do especcially for her or any other girl for that matter, Yet Ash had confessed to her earlier that he used to play the piano for Linda, Saft didn't actually believe him at the time, Perhaps the buffoon was more musicaly taltented then he had previously lead her to believe.
"I'm sorry I was such a jerk to you before.."
-"Before?"
"You know...with the yelling, screaming kicking? Telling you, You'd probaly never really understand me...That was kinda mean, huh?"
"...Heh you never know, I might like mean Baby."
Saft smiled once more, finding it easier to wrap her arms around his neck and without realising it, nuzzling up against his roughed chin, she had noticed slight scarring proably from a fight, but she didn't mind his stubble was actually to press up against, a relief to her skin in fact it had almost reminded her back of the days when she used to run towards Touga and give him a loving hug...That was just it though...Saft suddenly pulled away again. Ash could feel how uncomfortable she suddenly felt by doing this.

So close to reaching that famous happy end, Almost believing this one's not pretend
and now you're besides me and look how far we've come...

Saft took a step back, pulling away from the older man's grip, her eyes full of sadness and confusion all at the same time, Ash tried to do his best trying to calm her down but she wouldn't have it, She pushed his hand aside and tried walking off again like she always did...That horrid sense of running away again? Wasn't that all she was good at - running away from her problems, not wanting to face the harsh truth of what was going on in front of her, why was it so hard to accept that she might hold feelings towards someone else other than Touga? Afterall Touga was the reason she had come out all this way to face that man from all those years ago...If someone else ever interefered how would that effect her? what if it got in the way of all she wanted to do?
"- Saft, Baby please. Don't run away again. Last time you ran off...I thought I probaly wasn't going to end up seeing you again and I was probaly going to be left alone without knowing there was someone out there who was nearly as messed up as I am."
"No Ash, I'm worse...you don't realise what I-"
"Don't go pulling that same old crap on me. I know EXCACTLY what you're going through. It's not a crime to let someone else in when you've lost someone else...I was a emotional wreck when I lost Linda....Saft, Kiddo...if there's anyone I want to be with right now it's you. Don't ask me why...I just know you need someone here with you, Someone who isn't going to treat you like crap , someone you can talk to....someone you can even, well yanno love if you had to."
"And that's why I have Lockhe-"
"Lockheed's not enough...I mean a real someone, Someone like me perhaps?"
Perhaps, but not now. Saft stopped, she could feel his gaze upon her and deep down she knew he was right, He had already worked out how she felt for him, though Ash looked it...he wasn't a complete fool and that was one of the many qualities she had come to love about him.

So far, we are...so close

Ash walked up behind her, placing his hands onto her shoulders, slipping one hand up her neck, She closed her eyes allowing him to stroke her in such a way, his hand running through the strands of her hair until he found the hair clip, carefully taking it out and tossing it down to the side, Saft's hair falling back down into place where it usually hung, bouncy , kinda messy but the way it was when he had first met her, not made up for him. Saft smiled, she knew she didn't have anything to hide anymore from him...nothing at the moment anyway. Afterall he knew what she was and it didn't bother him...

"I know you're not comfortable in that dress...C'mon lemmie take you upstairs and see if I can find anything that Linda may have in the boot of my car for you to wear...they may be a lil' outdated but You're kinda outdated yourself. No offence."

"None taken." She smiled again, Though the thought of being offered someone's dead girlfriends and dead sister's clothes from the back of his car trunk was a little disturbing Saft kindly accepted the offer and followed him upstairs, Happier thoughts playing in her mind...

THE END.

GOING FRIENDS ONLY ~

saft — Fri, 30 Nov 2007 15:18:58 GMT

*~THIS JOURNAL IS NOW FRIENDS ONLY~*
The rules are as follows :-

*If you still wish to remain on this journal, either reply to this message or poke me on MSN/AIM. Replying to the message is preferable.

*You must share a common interest with me or know me from another LJ community

*Get over the fact that I like to enthuse over stuff rather than posting about my general life

*DONT' Friend me just to suck up to me because I effing hate that. Yes I know I'm LK's fiance big fucking deal.

*Get used to the fact I cuss alot, especcially about things I don't like.

*Keep in touch as often as possible, Otherwise there's no point in talking.

*If you already added me to your friend's list and I haven't added you back please tell me who you are. I won't bite.

Fuck the what.

saft — Tue, 25 Sep 2007 09:17:30 GMT

Dear Sick Fuck who called my mother last night.

...You're fucking lucky it wasn't me who answered the phone, My mum was so shook up after what happened - If it was me who answered you'd have a screaming fit from hell, seriously. From the sounds of it you were a grown man...GROW UP. Seriously GROW THE FUCK UP.

And for the record this doesn't mean you can ask if you can either lick out me or my mother.

No Love
~Safty

We couldn't even report the shit. He withheld his number.

JUST STFU says Ichigo.

saft — Mon, 24 Sep 2007 13:11:17 GMT

I just remembered why talking to people on AIM sometimes pisses me off. Seriously people take things the wrong effing way because of how something's typed.

I'm sick to death of trying to explain myself to people I just can't..it's why I suck at writing, It's why I suck at alot of socialising and shit like that so don't Just FUCKING don't try and wind me up about it...

I can't explain things properly I shouldn't have fucking bothered.

The world loves wannabes...

saft — Mon, 24 Sep 2007 11:30:57 GMT

Wagh so much...stuff going on sort of well there hasn't really been much going on but still I feel stressed and like I haven't got time to do anything else other than work and worry.
This flat I went to look at on Friday seems really nice and it possibly COULD fit two people in there the only things that I'm worried about are space and privacy, I mean I do work on alot of things on the computer like my AMV's and occasionly singing I don't want the neighbours to hate me because I'm constantly singing anime/movie/broadway songs at the peak of my voice.

I've also had the urge to suddenly app as load of characters over at DDD I know our limit is nine but I've applied for like three today on top of the two I already have it's like I've suddenly decided I have nothing better to do but roleplay which I guess is true in a way, I love roleplaying at the moment it's taking all the stress away from everything else and I find it easier being someone else than myself...So what do I do?

Hmm in other news I just finished making a new anime music video ~~Bia you should appreciate this one, It's to a Offspring song~~ and I feel like I should have made it years ago, I've never tempted a music video dedicated strictly to this character, Why? Because said character only shows up for like 5 minutes and we don't get to see him in the rest of the series for whatever stupid reason, Which is lame...So the video itself is very repeditive, But hey that's not my fault if Capcom decide this character doesn't deserve any screentime next to like Chun-li, Dante and Morrigan Aensland D:

Let's just say I'm looking very forward to seeing my snuggle bunny on Thursday I want to snuggle him and spend some time with him very much so...

~Safty

Ro Ro~ Are you there?

saft — Mon, 24 Sep 2007 00:11:59 GMT

Ro...Would you murder me if I decided to play Middie at another multifandom RPG and borrow some of your icons with credit 'cause like.. D: I fail at making decent manga icons. ~~I'm only using a few anime icons of him because I can't get over his fugliness in the anime I just can't sorry.~~

You can always tell me to get fucked and make my own icons too, But yanno since you inspired me with his awesome and all these other Trigun charries have shown up...I'd like to at least try my hand with him.

~Safty