sabre_dance

update

2011-08-03T04:22:18Z

It's been forever since I've updated this journal, mainly because I got extremely into making graphics and the majority of my posts have been on my icons journal.

Now, I have my very own blog at Twisted Pixie.net where I post all of my graphics, icons and screencaps now as well as fan videos I have made and much more.

See you there!

here I go again..

2007-02-01T00:28:54Z

so right now, I am living in Arizona. Yeah, I know, I have to really write down everything that has happened this last year.

I went and worked as a flight attendant in Virginia Dulles Airport IAD,for about.. 6 months, then, came back home, well, my mother got sick, AND my family relocated from CO to AZ.

That about sums it up in 2 sentences I think. Couldn't have done it better.

Now, I am working in the lingerie department of Dillards. Sexy kinda. No, not really.

Okay, update much?

2006-05-08T11:35:51Z

Alright alright, I didn't end up going with Americorps.

Well, I felt they were giving me the run around with everything.

First, I receive a packet, that there is not funding for the program. In the packet is also a letter stating to send my finger print card for being chosen. (uh, finger print card isn't here, wtf?) Then, I get another packet saying that I am an alternate, and that I have to send my finger print card in one week.

So then I'm thinking, okay, it's now Thursday, I have to have it in my Tuesday now, since this packet is late, and the only time the police office can do finger printing is on Thursday, but it's past 12 noon, ah, screw it, either they want me, or they don't

I mean, I really really wanted to do it, but give me a straight answer and the right packet.

Anyway, since then I have been working (would you like paper or plastic? Do I really care?) and trying to save money, and then suddenly, my sister suggested about the 20th of April for me to apply for a Flight Attendant position. So I did, and now I am off to training.

My last day here in Denver is 23rd, and I am off to Phoenix AZ. This will be my first time out of Denver alone. Let's hope I make it.

Going away... Maybe

2006-02-20T20:21:11Z

About this time last month, I filled out an application to join Americorps. I did it really just to see if I even had interest and to learn more about it. I got tons of information, this is what we do, it's for 10 months, ect ect., and I set up an interview.

My interview was last week, Thursday the 16th, and I was pretty tongue tied when I was responding to the questions, which were about the same things that you are asked on a job interview. I think it went well, though, I am still very nervous about the outcome.

I hope I get in, I would be sent to another state, which I have never done alone.

I also really want to get into teaching english overseas.

One thing at a time.

Is it just me?

2006-02-20T03:11:34Z

Or are LJ layouts fucking up?

I don't know what it could be, but I have to make me a new layout anyway.

I guess I'll just put up my Pulp Fiction one.

Yes, news.

2006-01-07T07:02:24Z

Tom and Katie marriage over

I sure hope so,

Basically, it means I was right, and though we still don't really know if this is true, I actually want this to be true.

No, I don't like wishing the demise of a couple's relationship, (or maybe I do, but that's not the point really) but, I really don't like their relationship to begin with. And, yes, I don't know them, but, I don't like his religion, scientology, (sorry to any scientologists, but, you wouldn't like me either so we're even, okay?) and I like her, and think she's smart, and really don't think they're compatible anyway.

You know what, it's all publicity. Right as they are revealing the release date of MI3, BOOM, oh my god, is the wedding still on?

All the work of the publicists.

So, I won the bet (if there was ever a bet) that they wouldn't last. Maybe before MI3 comes out, then the marriage will be back on, who knows?

Woo whooo

2005-12-18T06:25:34Z

So, things are going okay. They could be better. But then, they always can, so..

I got my yellow belt yesterday. Did I ever post I was even in Taekwondo? I don't think so. Well, anyways, yellow belt is the second belt. I thought I would fail the testing; I was so nervous.

My hours have of course again been cut at my job. (oh woop-de-do) I get 20 hours now, but I have been working every other department that I can to get more hours. Right now, that is hard, because it is slow, and there isn't any extra hours to be given to me.

And, to top everything off, my OCD is getting worse. Along with picking and pulling, I have been noticing I am washing my hands more and more now. Only at work though, I get to anxious and I think something is on them there.

(did anyone really want to know that? Probably not :( )

Oh yes, 20

2005-11-05T18:59:28Z

My birthday is November 15th.

yay. (that didn't sound too happy) :)

Anyway, on to the job tip.

I am working at a new Albertsons, they transfered me. And, it's a busier store, with a HUGE floral department.

Take that you job taker. I am in a better store than you, where people actually BUY the flowers and not steal them or have their children run around and distroy them. HA

haha, that is enough of that.

Ahhh, damnit

2005-10-28T04:25:43Z

Yeah, so, Albertsons is closing. Saturday I was bumped. Someone from a closing store called me and told me. Which is bullshit!! How in the fuck do you tell someone that they are now out of a job and that you are the one taking it. You might as well go up to them and say, "hey, you won't be able to help your family out or pay rent anymore, I'm taking your job"

Fucking bitch..

Okay, sorry for the language, but I am really upset.

I will get hours at another store though, floral clerk hours. 20. Maybe. And that's it. Damnit Damnit Damnit.

Every single time I try to save up some money for school, something happens. Every year.

Last year I lost my job, this year, I lose hours and eventually, my job.

Okay, I will stop crying now and go to bed.

Join

2005-10-27T22:58:25Z

I got a JOB

2005-07-17T07:11:16Z

I finally am employed!!!

I have one job at Albertsons, (grocery store) where I will be the flower chick. (in the floral department) And another at American Eagle Outfitters which pays $3 less than Albertsons, but I am going to work both.

I am just sooooo happy. I was also called back by 1st Bank, but I don't think I got the job, they never called me back, but I already am starting these two, so I am not going to worry about that as much.

I bought some clothes today, and yes, because I have no money, I find many bargains. I went to the thrift store and got some American Eagle Outfitters-type clothes and such; 4 shirts, 2 pairs of pants for $11. Oh yeah!!!

Once my first check comes, it is all going on bills, but my second one, I am going to pay for the gym so I can start going back. Gaining weight sucks ass, but I can lose it in about a month or two, and maybe get down to even lower size by 3-4.

Awww, just so happy.

le sigh

2005-06-23T01:31:39Z

I am feeling really bad right now. Filled out more applications and included my resume with all of them.

I need a job NOW. I am going to call some back Monday, then they can look over my application and resume again.

I now have enough money just to pay my car payment and that's all. To be able to help out with the rest of these bills, I need a job by the end of this month, and it doesn't look like it is going to happen. To top all of this off, I have been cutting and mutilating my skin again. STOP. I think it's the stress.

Sayonara.

Picture?

2005-06-14T08:32:14Z

The header pic right above looks fuzzy to me. Am I the only one seeing that? Meh.

I can't sleep.

I want a job yeah yeah yeah....

2005-06-14T06:49:10Z

Faxed more resumes. Filled out applications online. I am going to call some of the places back. Went to the workforce center and found more fax numbers.

I hope I get a receptionist or retail job. That would make my day.

Job Hunting Today!

2005-06-12T09:06:20Z

Wish me luck. Hopefully, I can work enough to save up $500 dollars, hopefully more, and maybe get a loan for school. **crosses fingers**

Update later.

What do I really want?

2005-06-11T04:47:55Z

So, I have been thinking, I really really want to go do design school.

Last year, I was unable to go to FIDM, after being accepted (which, I thought that I would not do).

I want to design damnit. I want to make my clothing, have my own store.

That's all. I want to have fashion shows, and live comfortably. I want to travel, most of all.

I hope that I am able to get a loan. I want to follow my dream. I want to go to school.

-That is all

Alright, first post finally

2005-06-06T05:21:42Z

I just wanted to put general things about myself just incase anyone is interested. Plus, I really want to anyway. :)

I love, classical music, jazz, old movies, classic rock, and metal. So, I guess you could say I am an old soul. I don't really watch much tv, not to today's standards anyway. I usually watch old sitcoms.

By the way, I am 19.

I enjoy playing the violin, I really want a Stauss electric violin, that would make my day, year, ect. I like to shop, but usually I end up buying things I don't need.

I live in CO right now, and I want to move to California one day for school or just to move there. I love fashion design and drawing, but I think NY would be too inimidating for me.

I am not the typical latina/black girl. :) As you can see.

Tomorrow: Going to fill out an application at a clothing store; I need a job.

First post

2005-06-06T01:43:19Z

I will update this and put here a little about myself later. Bye bye