.c.h.e.m.i.c.a.l. [rhapsody]

ryugin — Sat, 27 Aug 2005 09:02:49 GMT

Friends cut!

The reasons are:
1) You never update and I assume you've fallen off a bridge or something.
2) We don't comment on each other's journals and I just don't think we're compatible and frankly: I hate you.

If you would like to stay, comment on this post and give me three decent reasons as to why you would like to stay. If I decide I don't want you around, then please kindly remove me.

Thank you for your time.

[edit]
Because some silly people (cough rydecough) appear to misread this, I meant that if you have already been cut then reply. If you're still on the list, there's no need. *whacks* [/edit]

ryugin — Fri, 22 Jul 2005 02:56:29 GMT

And it's a playlist! If you would like to search for a particular song or artist press Ctrl+F then type in your search and press enter.

12012 - Aren't You Dead Yet
12012 - Shudder
ACIDMAN - Colors of the Wind
ACIDMAN - mawaru meguru sonokakue
Alicenine - Gin no tsuki Kuroi Hoshi
Alicenine - H.A.N.A.B.I.
Alicenine - Kousai Strap
Alicenine - Hana Ichi Yaiba
Alicenine - Honjitsu wa Seiten Nari
Alicenine - Gradation
Alicenine - Dokusai Dokushiki Dokodouka
Alicenine - Akai Kazaguruma
Alicenine - Seija no Parade
Alicenine - Yuriha Aoku Saite
Alicenine - Siva & Dive
Alicenine - Shunkashuutou
Alicenine - Souen Namonaki Kimi E
Alicenine - Haikara Naru Rinbu Kyoku
Alicenine - Heisei Jyuushichinen Shichigatsu Nanoka
Amano Tsukiko - Chou
Amano Tsukiko - Hone
Amano Tsukiko - Karatachi
Amano Tsukiko - Koi
Amano Tsukiko - Niji
Amano Tsukiko - Ryu
Amano Tsukiko - Same
Amano Tsukiko - Ten
Amano Tsukiko - Tsuki
Amano Tsukiko - Tsurugi
Amano Tsukiko - Wadachi
Antique Cafe - Candy Holic
Aya - 1999
Aya - Ame ni Uta e ba
Aya - Angerica
Aya - Aruku*Babies
Aya - Baghdad Sky
Aya - Betty
Aya - Blue Butterfly
Aya - Candle Stick
Aya - Chains
Aya - Crazy Mermaid
Aya - Dead End
Aya - Fukai ai
Aya - Hands
Aya - Jona no Nikki
Aya - Jona no Nikk (Piano ver.)
Aya - King of Pain
Aya - Kinjirareta Uta
Aya - Kizuna
Aya - medi
Aya - Miss Rock & Roll
Aya - Nobody
Aya - Prisoner
Aya - Rabbi Doll
Aya - Saboten no Uta
Aya - Sadism
Aya - Sentaku no Asa
Aya - Shadows on the Road
Aya - Shelter
Aya - Singing in the Rain
Aya - we.
B'z - Ai no Bakudan
Baroque - Gakidou
Baroque - ila.
Baroque - Nutty a Hermit
bis - Aikoku
bis - Hangyaku Text
BLOOD - Byakuya
BLOOD - Sweetest Disease (GOTH mix)
Bonnie Pink - Last Kiss
Bonnie Pink - Tonight, the Night
Bonnie Pink - April Shower ~shigatsu no arashi~
Bonnie Pink - Inu to Tsuki
Bonnie Pink - Boku ja nakatta nara
Bonnie Pink - Present
Bonnie Pink - Need You
Bonnie Pink - Rope Dancer
Bonnie Pink - Home
Bonnie Pink - Over the Brown Bridge
Bonnie Pink - Your Butterfly
Bonnie Pink - Souldiers
Bonnie Pink - The Origin of Love
Bonnie Pink - Got Me A Feeling
Bonnie Pink - Manic Monday
Bonnie Pink - Perfet
Bonnie Pink - Ordinary Angels
Bonnie Pink - Your Eyes
Bonnie Pink - Through the Dark
Bonnie Pink - That's Just What You Are
Bonnie Pink - Don't Get Me Wrong
Bonnie Pink - Losing Myself
Bonnie Pink - Can't Get Enough
Bonnie Pink - Passive Progressivism
Bonnie Pink - Chronic Vertigo
Bonnie Pink - Wild Flower
Buck-Tick - Die
Buck-Tick - Just One More Kiss
Buck-Tick - Megami
Buck-Tick - Saibougu DORI
Buck-Tick - Sasayaki
cali≠gari - da dan di dan dan
cali≠gari - Erotopia
cali≠gari - Hakkyou Channel
cali≠gari - Itsuka, Dokoka de.
cali≠gari - Kusatta Sakana (Demo ver.)
Chachamaru - Divine
Chachamaru feat. Gackt - Kagero
Cibo Matto - About A Girl (cover)
Cibo Matto - Everybody loves the Sunshine
Cibo Matto - Marijauna
D'espairs Ray - Furachina Toiki to Amai Uso
D'espairs Ray - Garnet
D'espairs Ray - MaVERiCK
D'espairs Ray - Yami ni Furu Kiseki
D - Vampire Missa
Daigo*Stardust - D Trance
Daigo*Stardust - Dear Sunshine
Daigo*Stardust - Dolly
Daigo*Stardust - Eien no Space Cowboy
Daigo*Stardust - Heavy Heavy
Daigo*Stardust - I wanna be your Star
Daigo*Stardust - MARIA
Daigo*Stardust - Queen Stardust
Daigo*Stardust - Ruby & Sapphire
Daigo*Stardust - Stars
Daigo*Stardust - The Space Toy
Daisuke Asakura - Re-communication
David Tao - Love (It's Easy)
Deathgaze - Dies Irae
Deathgaze - Give me Mad World.
DEViL KiTTY - Ghost Dance
DEViL KiTTY - Anti Osharekei
Dir en Grey - -mushi-
Dir en Grey - Shinsou (Shinto Funeral)
Dir en Grey - [KR]Cube
Dir en Grey - Ain't Afraid to Die
Dir en Grey - Amber
Dir en Grey - Ash
Dir en Grey - Berry
Dir en Grey - Deity
Dir en Grey - Hydra
Dir en Grey - Jealous
Dir en Grey - Merciless Cult
Dir en Grey - Nadirecur
Dir en Grey - Obscure
Dir en Grey - RVGRK
Dir en Grey - Taiyou no Ao
Dir en Grey - The Domestic Fucker Family
Dir en Grey - Wake [Susumu Yokota Remix]
Dir en Grey - -saku-
Dir en Grey - Gauze -Mode of Adam-
Dir en Grey - Schwein no isu
Dir en Grey - Yurameki
Dir en Grey - Raison Detre
Dir en Grey - 304 Goushitsu hakushi no sakura
Dir en Grey - Cage
Dir en Grey - Taiyou no Ao
Dir en Grey - Macabre
Dir en Grey - S
Dir en Grey - Jessica
Dir en Grey - Erode
Dir en Grey - Garden
Dir en Grey - Gyakujou tannou Keloid Milk
Dir en Grey - Mr. Newsman
Dir en Grey - Ugly
Dir en Grey - Hades
Dir en Grey - Umbrella
Dir en Grey - Byo' 'shin
Do As Infinity - Fukai Mori
Do As Infinity - Shinjitsu no Uta
DOREMIdan - Chocolate na Chikashitsu ni Oboreru aru Sanpo Mono no Hibi
DOREMIdan - Wakareuta
Dragon Ash - Deep Impact
Dragon Ash - Intro
DREAM - W-H-Y
Due'le Quartz - Byou
Due'le Quartz, Kagrra, & Ash - Warning
Ellegarden - Under Control
Emilie Autumn - By the Sword
Emilie Autumn - Castle Down
Emilie Autumn - Chambermaid (space mountain mix)
Emilie Autumn - I Don't Care Much
Emilie Autumn - Epilogue: What If
Emilie Autumn - Ever
Emilie Autumn - Heard it All
Emilie Autumn - How Strange
Emilie Autumn - If You Feel Better
Emilie Autumn - Juliet
Emilie Autumn - Prologue: Across the Sky
Emilie Autumn - Rapunzel
Emilie Autumn - Remember
Emilie Autumn - Rose Red
Emilie Autumn - Save You
Emilie Autumn - Second Hand Faith
F.I.R - Wo Men de Ai
Fairy Fore - Body Double
Fairy Fore - Jet
Fairy Fore - Love Sick
Fairy Fore - Merry Go Round
Fairy Fore - Mr.BADMAN
Fairy Fore - Sexual Exitement
Fairy Fore - School Days
Fairy Fore - Tear
Fairy Fore - Tsumikasaneta Deja vu
Fairy Fore - Untidity
Fairy Fore - Vivid
FAKE? - 3x3
FAKE? - Are You Out There
FAKE? - Belong
FAKE? - Bit of Life
FAKE? - Breathing Water
FAKE? - Candy
FAKE? - Care
FAKE? - Chemical in Me
FAKE? - Clean
FAKE? - Cut
FAKE? - Dead Fly
FAKE? - Digital Breeze
FAKE? - Dream Life 6:13
FAKE? - Drip
FAKE? - Endless
FAKE? - Escape From the Audio Mass
FAKE? - Eternal Satellites
FAKE? - Everglow
FAKE? - Further Away
FAKE? - Game
FAKE? - Garden
FAKE? - HEADFUC
FAKE? - Here we Go
FAKE? - In Vertigo
FAKE? - Into Everything
FAKE? - Larva
FAKE? - Lemontune
FAKE? - Mainline
FAKE? - My Alpha Maze
FAKE? - Nervous to Sleep
FAKE? - New Skin
FAKE? - On My Tide
FAKE? - One Race
FAKE? - Praise
FAKE? - Pristine
FAKE? - Redemption
FAKE? - Snow
FAKE? - Someday
FAKE? - Something About You
FAKE? - Static
FAKE? - Stitch Frequency
FAKE? - Taste Maximum
FAKE? - Utopia
FAKE? - Waves in Blue Sand
Fatima - MR:Imbalance-44
Fatima -Shizumu Taion
Fatima - Sticky Flower
Faye Wong - Mung Jung Yun
Gackt - Mizerable
Gackt - Story
Gackt - Leeca
Gackt - Lapis ~Prologue~
Gackt - Ares
Gackt - Asrun Dream
Gackt - Emu~for my dear~
Gackt - U+K
Gackt - Vanilla
Gackt - Freesia~op. 1~
Gackt - Freesia~op. 2~
Gackt - Illness Illusion
Gackt - Mirror
Gackt - Dears
Gackt - Oasis
Gackt - Kono Daremo Inai Heya de
Gackt - 4th...
Gackt - Secret Garden
Gackt - Maria
Gackt - Uncontrol
Gackt - Sekirei
Gackt - Kalmia
Gackt - Sayonara
Gackt - Marmalade
Gackt - Papa Lapped a Pap Lopped
Gackt - Seven
Gackt - Kimi no Tame ni Dekiru Koto
Gackt - Noah
Gackt - Luna
Gackt - Wasurenai Kara
Gackt - Soleil
Gackt - Speed Master
Gackt - Fragerance
Gackt - Death Wish
Gackt - Doomsday
Gackt - Missing
Gackt - Rain
Gackt - Another World
Gackt - Memories
Gackt - Dybbuk
Gackt - Mind Forest
Gackt - Tsuki no Uta
Gackt - Kimi ga Matteiru Kara
Gackt - Solitary
Gackt - Hoshi no Suna
Gackt - Lust for Blood
Gackt - White Eyes
Gackt - Kimi ga Oikaketa Yume
Gackt - Last Song
Gackt - Birdcage
Gackt - Orenji no Taiyou
Gackt - Uncertain Memory
Gackt - Seiippai no Sayonara
Gackt - Tea Cup
Gackt - Etude (cains feel redux)
Gackt - Arittake no Ai De
Gackt - Peace
Gackt - Kono Yoru ga Owaru Mae Ni
Gackt - Kimi ni Aitakute
Gackt - Dears
Gackt - Sakura Nu
Gackt - Love Letter
Gackt - Black Stone
Gackt - Ash
Gackt - Metamorphoze
Gackt - Kimi ga Matteiru Kara (remix)
Gackt - Todokanai Ai to Shiitteitainoni Osaekirezuni Aishi Tsuzuketa
Gazette - Best Friends
Gazette - Ware Michi
Gazette - hanakotoba
Gazette - koukeikenjyuu
Gazette - Disorder Heaben
Gazette - Doro Darake no Seishun
Gazette - burakku supangoru gang
Gazette - harunisanrikeri, mihabarerugozaimasu
Gazette - Ito
Gazette - Linda~candydrive Pinky Heven~
Gazette - Miseinen
Gazette - Namae wa Madanahi
Gazette - Oni no Tsura
Gazette - Ray
Gazette - Red Motel
Gazette - Shiawase na hibi
Gazette - The Social Riot Machine
Gazette - Zetsu
Gazette - Zakurogata No Yuuutsu
Gazette - Anagre
Gazette - Last Bouquet
Gazette - Cockroach
Gazette - Katherine in the Trunk
Gazette - Sugar Pain
GLAY - Strawberry Shake
Guniw Tools - Green Carnival~ver 2.0
Guniw Tools - Tooi Kari
Hakuei - Guilty
Hakuei - Kyou wo Ikiyou
hide - 50% & 50% (Crystal Lake Version)
hide - Atomic M.O.M
hide - Bacteria
hide - Beauty & Stupid
hide - Blue Sky Complex
hide - Breeding
hide - Cafe le Psyence
hide - Damage
hide - Dice
hide - Doubt
hide - Electric Cucumber
hide - Erase
hide - Eyes Love You
hide - Flame
hide - Flame -mix-
hide - Genkai Haretsu
hide - Good bye
hide - Hi-Ho
hide - Honey Blade
hide - Honey Blade (live)
hide - Hurry Go round
hide - Lassie
hide - LEMONed I Scream
hide - Light my Fire
hide - Misery
hide - Misery (remix)
hide - Oedo Cowboys
hide - Pink Spider
hide - POSE
hide - Psychommunity
hide - Psyence
hide - Rocket Dive
hide - Space Monkey Punks From Japan
hide - T.T. Groove
hide - Tell Me
Hyde - Sweet Vanilla
Hyde - Horizon
Hyde - Prayer
Hyde - Words of Love
Hyde - Masquerade
Hyde - Midnight Celebration
Hyde - Shining Over You
Hyde - Fruits of Chaos
Hyde - Hideaway
Hyde - The Other Side
Hyde - Hello
Hyde - Unexpected
Hyde - White Song
Hyde - Evergreen
Hyde - Oasis
Hyde - A Drop of Colour
Hyde - Shallow Sleep
Hyde - New Days Dawn
Hyde - Angel's Tale
Hyde - The Cape of Storms
Hyde - the Cape of Storms (piano)
Hyde - the Cape of Storms (guitar)
Hyde - the Cape of Storms (Last Quarter remix)
Hyde - Secret Letters
Hyde - Decoy
Hyde - Careless Whisper
Hyde - Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds
Inoran - I wish I had never met you
Inugami Circus Dan - Honto ni Honto ni Gokurou-san
J - Star
Janne da Arc - -Kyuuseishu Messiah-
Janne da Arc - -R-Type
Janne da Arc - .... Song
Janne da Arc - 7-seven-
Janne da Arc - Age
Janne da Arc - Akai Tsuki
Janne da Arc - Cell
Janne da Arc - Child Vision ~Ehon no Naka no Kirei Na Majo~
Janne da Arc - Confusion
Janne da Arc - Curse
Janne da Arc - D Drop
Janne da Arc - Daimon Virgin
Janne da Arc - Dear my...
Janne da Arc - Deja-vu
Janne da Arc - Desperate
Janne da Arc - Dry?
Janne da Arc - Easy Funky Crazy
Janne da Arc - EDEN ~kimi ga inai~
Janne da Arc - Explosion
Janne da Arc - Fake
Janne da Arc - Fantasia
Janne da Arc - Feel the Wind
Janne da Arc - Freedom
Janne da Arc - Gaia
Janne da Arc - Gekkou Hana (Black Jack mix)
Janne da Arc - Gekkouka
Janne da Arc - Guilty Pain
Janne da Arc - Heaven's Place
Janne da Arc - HELL or HEAVEN ~Itoshi no Psycho Breaker~
Janne da Arc - Hunting
Janne da Arc - I'm So Happy
Janne da Arc - Ice
Janne da Arc - In Silence
Janne da Arc - In The Story
Janne da Arc - Intro
Janne da Arc - Judgement Shimigami no Kiss
Janne da Arc - Junky Walker
Janne da Arc - Kamen
Janne da Arc - Kasumiyuku sora senishite
Janne da Arc - Kaze ni Notte
Janne da Arc - Kokoro no Yukue
Janne da Arc - Labyrinth
Janne da Arc - Lady
Janne da Arc - Liar
Janne da Arc - Love is Here
Janne da Arc - Lunatic Gate
Janne da Arc - Maria no Tsumeato
Janne da Arc - Misty Land
Janne da Arc - Mizuumi
Janne da Arc - More Deep
Janne da Arc - Mr. Trouble Maker
Janne da Arc - Mysterious
Janne da Arc - Neo Venus
Janne da Arc - Nightmare
Janne da Arc - No Otobako
Janne da Arc - Oasis
Janne da Arc - Paradise
Janne da Arc - Phantom
Janne da Arc - Plastic
Janne da Arc - Prism
Janne da Arc - Psycho Dance
Janne da Arc - Rainy~aino shirabe~
Janne da Arc - Rasen
Janne da Arc - Red zone
Janne da Arc - Resistance
Janne da Arc - Ring
Janne da Arc - Sakura
Janne da Arc - Seal
Janne da Arc - Seed
Janne da Arc - Shining Ray
Janne da Arc - Shoujo to Koori no Jouou
Janne da Arc - Sister
Janne da Arc - So Blew
Janne da Arc - Speed
Janne da Arc - Still
Janne da Arc - Stare
Janne da Arc - Strange Voice
Janne da Arc - Stranger
Janne da Arc - Suicide Note
Janne da Arc - Sylvia
Janne da Arc - Trap
Janne da Arc - Tsumetai Kagerou
Janne da Arc - Ubawareta Chie
Janne da Arc - Vampire
Janne da Arc - Vanity
Janne da Arc - Warning
Janne da Arc - What's Up!
Janne da Arc - Wild Fang
Janne da Arc - Will -chizu ni nai basho- (Album Mix)
Janne da Arc - Yami no Tsuki wo anata ni...
Janne da Arc - Zero
JILS - Link
K - Dakishimetai
K - Memories
K - Girlfriend
K - Just the Two of Us
K - Play Another One
Kagerou - 3.2.1
Kagrra, - Amafurase Tanmaina
Kagrra, - arishihi no bishou
Kagrra, - boufura
Kagrra, - Chapter 10
Kagrra, - Chapter 12
Kagrra, - Chapter 2
Kagrra, - Capter 7
Kagrra, - Chapter 8
Kagrra, - Fuusetsu
Kagrra, - gen ei no katachi ~san remix~
Kagrra, - Ginei no katachi
Kagrra, - himitsu
Kagrra, - Hisai Concert
Kagrra, - hyakkiyakou
Kagrra, - ibitsu
Kagrra, - intro
Kagrra, - izanai no jukai
Kagrra, - Kamiuta
Kagrra, - Setsunaru Kotoba
Kagrra, - Genwaku No Joukei
Kagrra, - Ayashi no Hikari
Kagrra, - Ihoukyou
Kagrra, - Kisen
Kagrra, - Hizou
Kagrra, - Genoku
Kagrra, - Mukuro No Tori De
Kagrra, - kotodama (ushimitsukoku version)
Kagrra, - Nehankyo
Kagrra, - Omou
Kagrra, - Sakura Maichiru Ano Oka de
Kagrra, - Sou
Kagrra, - summer-kamiuta
Kagrra, - Rinne Mokushiroku
Kagrra, - Murakumo
Kagrra, - Hirenkidan
Kagrra, - Mikoto
Kagrra, - Shuuen No Kisetsu
Kagrra, - Tsurezure Naru Mama Ni
Kagrra, - Haru Urara
Kagrra, - Ran
Kagrra, - Nageki No Shi
Kagrra, - Sakura Maichiru Ano Oka De
Kagrra, - Genwaku No Joukei
Kagrra, - Memai
Kagrra, - Kamiuta
Kagrra, - Setsunaru Kotoba
Kagrra, - Irohanihoheto
Kagrra, - Hyakkiyakou
Kagrra, - Kakashi
Kagrra, - ~Yume Izuru Chi~
Kagrra, - Saiyuuki
Kagrra, - Kairai No Souutsu
Kagrra, - Hifumi
Kagrra, - Tsumi To Batsu
Kagrra, - Miyako
Kagrra, - Yuugen No Hito
Kagrra, - Majinai
Kagrra, - Yami Ni Chirikeri
Kagrra, - Nehankyou
Kagrra, - Tougenkyou
Kagrra, - Genpei Tousentan
Kagrra, - Razen
Kagrra, - Tsurezure Uta
Kagrra, - Urei (Miyako Mix)
Kagrra, - Kamiuta
Kagrra, - Kiyuu No Uta
Kagrra, - Mateki
Kagrra, - Nue No Naku Koro
Kagrra, - Konton
Kagrra, - 'Shi, Mi, Me, Yu, Ki, Sa, A'
Kagrra, - Oni o Awaremu uta
Kagrra, - Satsuki
Kagrra, - Omou ~san remix~
Kagrra, - Meguru
Kagrra, - izanai no jukai
Kagrra, - Himitsu
Kagrra, - sarasouju no komori uta ~san remix~
Kagrra, - arishihi no bishou
Kagrra, - Nageki no Uta
Kalen - Anrakushi he no Kaidan
Kana - Lolita
Karimero - Aoi Tori
Kenichi Ito - IROAI
Kenichi Ito - Another Side of Summer
Kenichi Ito - REMROM CHILD -rapid eye movement read only memory-
Kinya Kotani - Blaze
Kinya Kotani - Refraction
Kinya Kotani - ai no katate
Kinya Kotani - BE THE ONE
Kinya Kotani - Romantic Journey
Kinya Kotani - Silent Scene
Kinya Kotani - Spider
Kinya Kotani - Tokio
Kirito - Door
Kirito - Saisei no Asa (single version)
Kirito - Saisei no Asa (album version)
Kirito - Hameln
Kirito - Plot
Kirito - Inter Cutter
Kirito - Ray
Kirito - Awaking Bud
Kirito - Daremo Inai Oka
Kirito - The Sun
Kirito - Exit
Kiyoharu - ALIEN MASKED CREATURE
Kiyoharu - Aurora
Kiyoharu - Layra
Kiyoharu - SALOME
Kiyoharu - VENUS
Kozi - Honey Vanity / Retromantics Club Mix
Kozi - Tsukiyo
KuRt - Koushokyoufushou
KuRt - Oritatami shiki ojii-chan
Kyo - jintai mokei 12 inch nationale terebi
Kyo - mama
L'Arc~en~Ciel - A Swell In The Sun
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Anata
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Anata (Piano)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Anata no Tame ni
L'Arc~en~Ciel - As One
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Blurry Eyes
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Brilliant Years
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Coming Closer
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Cradle
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Dive to Blue
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Dive to Blue (piano)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Driver's High
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Existence
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Fate
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Feeling Fine
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Finale
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Flood of Tears
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Flower
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Flower (piano)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Forbidden Lover
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Forbidden Lover
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Get Out From the Shell
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Heaven's Drive
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Hitomi no Jyuunin
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Hole
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Honey
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Honey (piano)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Hoshizora
L'Arc~en~Ciel - I'm So Happy
L'Arc~en~Ciel - I wish
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Jiyuu e no Shotai
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Jyojyoushi
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Kasou
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Kasou (1014 Mix)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Kasou Heisei Juu Nananen
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Kaze ni Kienade
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Kaze ni Kienade (piano)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Killing Me
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Lies and Truth
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Link
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Loreley
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Lost Heaven
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Love Flies
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Metropolis
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Metropolis (Andriod Goes To Sleep Mix)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - My Dear
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Natsu No Yuutsu ~Time to say Goodbye~
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Natsu No Yuutsu ~Time to say Goodbye~ (piano)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Neo Universe
L'Arc~en~Ciel - New World
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Niji
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Ophelia
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Peeping Tom
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Pieces
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Pieces (piano)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Ready Steady Go
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Ready Steady Go (Ken Ready)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Ready Steady Go (Tetsu Ready)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Ready Steady Go (Yukihiro Ready)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Ready Steady Go (Hydeless)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Ready Steady Go (Kenless)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Ready Steady Go (Tetsuless)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Ready Steady Go (Yukihiroless)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Route 666
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Sai Wa Nagerareta
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Sayonara
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Shinjitsu To Gensou (Out Of Reality Mix)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Shinshoku ~Lose Control~
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Shinshoku ~Lose Control~ (Control Experiment Mix)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Snow Drop
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Snow Drop (piano)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Spirit Dreams Inside
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Spirit Dreams Inside ~Another Dream~
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Stay Away
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Stay Away (Jaze Puu Mix)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Stay Away (Truly Barbie Forest)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - The Ghost in My Room
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Trick
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Trick (New Wave Remix)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Trust
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Twinkle, twinkle
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Vivid Colours
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Vivid Colours (piano)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Wind of Gold
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Winter Fall
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Winter Fall (piano)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Yasouka
La'cryma Christi - Angolmois
La'cryma Christi - Blueberry Rain
La'cryma Christi - Eien
La'cryma Christi - Kaze
La'cryma Christi - Lhasa (unplugged)
La'Cryma Christi - Awaken
La'Cryma Christi - Same Old Shit!
La'Cryma Christi - Yesterdays
La'Cryma Christi - Lay Down
La'Cryma Christi - Hot Rod Circuit
La'Cryma Christi - Desert
La'Cryma Christi - Dancing in the Dark
La'Cryma Christi - Under my Skin
La'Cryma Christi - Cannonball
La'Cryma Christi - Don't Tell me Lies
La'Cryma Christi - Drone
La'Cryma Christi - Warm Snow
La'Cryma Christi - Forest
La'Cryma Christi - Henseifuu
La'Cryma Christi - The Scent
La'Cryma Christi - Nankou
La'Cryma Christi - With You
La'Cryma Christi - Mirai Koro
La'Cryma Christi - Lhasa
La'Cryma Christi - Israel
La'Cryma Christi - Blossom
La'Cryma Christi - yuki ni natte kieta futari
La'Cryma Christi - Life
La'Cryma Christi - Chameleon
La'Cryma Christi - Screaming
La'Cryma Christi - My Generation
Laputa - New Temptation
Leehom Wang - Follow Me
Leehom Wang - Last Night
Leehom Wang - Mary Says
Leehom Wang - My Only (Wei Yi)
Lena Park - Plastic Flower
LiN Clover - Wheel
Luna Sea - Rosier
M-Flo loves Chemistry - Astrosexy
M-Flo loves Yoshika - Let Go
Madeth Gray'll - Chizome no Kigeki
Malice Mizer - Gekka no Yasou Kyoku
Malice Mizer - S-Conscious
Marry+An+Blood - DARK.STAR
Merry - Haraiso
Merry - Mado
Merry - Ren'ai Kousaten
Merry - Rest in Peace
Merry - Sasurai Rhapsody
Merry - Soshite Tooi Yume no Mata Yume
Merry - Sou hide Sunset
Merry - Titel 20
Merry - Uragiri Loop
Merry - Yellow Girl
Metronome - Akuariumu
Metronome - Fukigen na Android
Metronome - Gimikkusu
Metronome - Henseiki
Metronome - SE
Metronome - Yume de Aetara
Miyavi - Aho Matsuri-Aho Matsuri-
Miyavi - Ame ni Utaeba ~Pichipichichapuchapuranranburusu~
Miyavi - Ashita, genki ni naare
Miyavi - Biba Biba Bibappu ~Jinsei, Naki Warai~
Miyavi - Bonatso ratsuku
Miyavi - Boogie-Woogie
Miyavi - Coinlockers Baby
Miyavi - Coo qauck cluck
Miyavi - Dappunroru Koushien
Miyavi - Dear From xxx (Bonus Track)
Miyavi - Eccentric Otanabyo
Miyavi - Freedom Fighters
Miyavi - Fuminshou no Nemurihime
Miyavi - Gariben Rock
Miyavi - Girls, Be Ambitious
Miyavi - Happi Endo no Uta
Miyavi - Hatachi Kinenbi
Miyavi - Koha Pusshuhon
Miyavi - Kusare Gedou he
Miyavi - Joushou Kaidou
Miyavi - Night in Girl
Miyavi - Onpu no Tegami
Miyavi - Oresama Shikou
Miyavi - Papamama ~Nozomare nu Baby~
Miyavi - Peter Pan Syndrome
Miyavi - Pop is Dead
Miyavi - Rock n Roll is NOT DEAD
Miyavi - Saisaisainara ByeByeBye feat PSY
Miyavi - Seikigata Koushinkyoku
Miyavi - Shokubutsu Ningen M no Theme
Miyavi - Shoukyo to Sakujyo
Miyavi - Shouri no V-rock!!!
Miyavi - Son of Bitch
Miyavi - Sukki Yanen MYV
Miyavi - Tariraritarara
Miyavi - Tome to Juri
Namie Amuro - Come
Nightmare - Backstreet Children
Nightmare - Be Buried
Nightmare - Crash! Nightmare Channel
Nightmare - Dogma
Nightmare - Itsuka no Boku e
Nightmare - Janism go
Nightmare - Jishou~Shounen Terrorist~
Nightmare - Jya
Nightmare - Jyai Anizumu San
Nightmare - Kadan
Nightmare - M-Aria
Nightmare - Nadirecur
Nightmare - Hate
Nightmare - Hoshi no negaiwo
Nightmare - Muzzle, Muzzle, Muzzle
Nightmare - Remembrance
Nightmare - Sanagi
Nightmare - Sekishoku
Nightmare - Shian (cyan)
Nightmare - Shinjitsu no Hana
Nightmare - Star[K]nigh
Nightmare - Suna
Nightmare - Tokyo Shounen
Nightmare - Tokyo Shounen Remix2 Ruka
Nightmare - Travel
Nightmare - Tsubasa o Kudasai
Nightmare - Tsuki no hikari, utsutsu no Yume
Nightmare - Underdog
Nightmare - Varuna
Nightmare - Wasurena kusa
O-Zone - Dragostea din tei
Oblivion Dust - Good-bye
Okina Reika - Tsuki no Curse
P'UNK~en~Ciel - Promised land 2005
P'UNK~en~Ciel - Round and Round 2005
P'UNK~en~Ciel - Round and Round 2005 feat. P'Unk Aoki
P'UNK~en~Ciel - Milky Way
PANIC*Ch - 829*Service [Euro Mix]
PANIC*Ch - zassou be aware
PANIC*Ch - Sparking
Penicillin - Make Love
Penicillin - Hanazono Kinema
Penicillin - Love Dragoon
Penicillin - Japanese Industrial Student
The Piass - Black=Right
Pierrot - 'ten To Ji' To '0 To 1'
Pierrot - A Pill
Pierrot - Acid Rain
Pierrot - Adolf
Pierrot - Agitator
Pierrot - Answer
Pierrot - Aoi sora no shita
Pierrot - Atena
Pierrot - Bariro no Sekai
Pierrot - Celluloid
Pierrot - Clown's Mutter
Pierrot - Cocoon
Pierrot - Creature
Pierrot - Daybreak
Pierrot - Dracula
Pierrot - Dual
Pierrot - Enemy
Pierrot - Far East ~tairiku Ni Mukatte~
Pierrot - Follower
Pierrot - Freaks
Pierrot - Freeze
Pierrot - Fukinshin Na Koi
Pierrot - Fukai Nemuri ga Sametara
Pierrot - Gerunika
Pierrot - God Bless XmeXXXx
Pierrot - Hill ~Genkaku no Yuki~
Pierrot - Human Gate
Pierrot - Jisatsu No Riyuu
Pierrot - Kakumei no Kuroi Tsubasa
Pierrot - Key Word
Pierrot - Kikurui Pierrot
Pierrot - Kuria Sukai
Pierrot - Labyrinth
Pierrot - Landscape
Pierrot - Last Letter
Pierrot - Mad Sky
Pierrot - Makka na Hana
Pierrot - Mangetsu ni terasareta saigo no kotoba
Pierrot - Mass Game
Pierrot - Megido No Oka
Pierrot - Mengetsu Ni Terasareta
Pierrot - Morning Junky
Pierrot - Mother
Pierrot - Mother Scene II
Pierrot - My Cloud
Pierrot - Neo Grotesque
Pierrot - Nounai Morphine
Pierrot - Oni to Sakura
Pierrot - Paradox
Pierrot - Paranoia
Pierrot - Power Snow
Pierrot - Prologue
Pierrot - Performance
Pierrot - Pieces
Pierrot - Psychedelic Lover
Pierrot - Rikotekina Idenshi
Pierrot - Salvia
Pierrot - screen 1 torikago
Pierrot - Sepia
Pierrot - Shinkei Ga Wareru Atsui Yoru
Pierrot - Sleep or Dead
Pierrot - Smiley Skeleton
Pierrot - SUPER STRING THEORY(mix)
Pierrot - The First Cry In Hades (Guilty)
Pierrot - The Last Cry In Hades (Not Guilty)
Pierrot - Toumei yue ningen nari
Pierrot - Twelve
Pierrot - Unknown
Pierrot - Unmask
Pierrot - Upper Flower
Pierrot - Vanity Dance
Pierrot - Virtual Age~Screen II
Pierrot - Waltz
Pierrot - Window
Pierrot - Yuuyami Suicide
Porno Graffitti - Sister
Psycho le Cemu - Boundless
Psycho le Cemu - Love is Dead
Psycho le Cemu - Rin -ai suru mono no tame ni-
Psycho le Cemu - Roman Hikou
Raphael - eternal wish todokame kimi e
Raphael - Lost Graduation
ROLLY - Suicide Kiss
Ryohei Yamamoto - Almost there
Ryohei Yamamoto - Can't you see?
Ryohei Yamamoto - Intro
Ryohei Yamamoto - Kono Sora ni
Ryohei Yamamoto - Rainy Days
Ryohei Yamamoto - Set Free
Ryohei Yamamoto - Speedway
Ryohei Yamamoto - Take Over
Ryohei Yamamoto - Why Not, Darling?
The Seeker - Heavenly Blue
the Seeker - Gather Roses
The Seeker - Sleepless Beauty
S.H.E - Bie Shuo Diu Bu Qi
S.O.A.P - Song for You
SADS - Porno Star
SE7EN - Hikari
Shazna - Melty Love
Shazna - September Love
Sid - NOIROWOZE PARTY
Spiky - Bloom
Spiky - By Instinctive
Spiky - Confidence
Spiky - Little by Little
Spiky - Wishes
SPITZ - ai ni iku yo
SPITZ - Amattare Creature
SPITZ - Arifureta Jinsei
SPITZ - Haru no Uta
SPITZ - Honoho
SPITZ - Hotaru
SPITZ - Jitensha
SPITZ - Koi no Hajimari
SPITZ - Masayume
SPITZ - Misoka
SPITZ - Nampla Biyori
SPITZ - Tatum O'neal
SPITZ - Watari
SPITZ - Yasashikunairtaina
SuperCar - Motorbike
T.M.Revolution - Bring it on
T.M.Revolution - Chase/The Thrill
T.M.Revolution - Hot Limit
T.M.Revolution - Ignited
T.M.Revolution - Timeless -Mobius Rover-
T.M.Revolution - To~eri~eko
T.M.Revolution - Ultimate
T.M.Revolution - Vertical Infinity
T.M.Revolution - Web of Night (English)
T.M.Revolution - Web of Night (Japanese)
T.M.Revolution - Vestige
T.M.Revolution - Crosswise
Takui - Banshuu no Miyako
Takui - Be Happy
Takui - Calling You
Takui - Can't Help Falling in Love
Takui - Crazy More Crazy
Takui - Destination
Takui - Do it Boys and Girls
Takui - Drive my Limo
Takui - Far Eastern
Takui - Feed Back '78
Takui - Fork in the Road
Takui - Fukuoka
Takui - Ganbou Roulette
Takui - I'm Sick so Blue
Takui - Innovator
Takui - Kodou
Takui - Kotoba ni Dekinai
Takui - Love is Blind
Takui - Nagekumo Aoi Chikyuu de
Takui - Never Fades Away
Takui - Oh My Darling
Takui - Pierce
Takui - Punk
Takui - Rock The Future
Takui - Shining Days
Takui - Shinikirou
Takui - Stay Together
Takui - True Mind
Takui - Working Class Hi-School
Takui - X-Ray Man
Tetsu69 - White Out
Three Michelle Gun Elephant - Ash
TRAX - Are You Ready?
TRAX - Beat Traitor
TRAX - Knife
TRAX - On the Road
TRAX - Over the Rainbow (Rock)
TRAX - Over the Rainbow (Piano)
TRAX - Paradox
TRAX - Rhapsody
TRAX - Scorpio
TRAX - Tears
TRAX - Vampire
TRAX feat BoA and other people - TRI-ANGLE (Extended Ver.)
Vidoll - Marriage Blue
Vidoll - Neverland
Vidoll - Okaruto-propose
Vidoll - Pisaroto After Sex
Vidoll - Sayonara
Vidoll - Wagahai wa Korosuke Nari...
X Japan - Crucify My Love
X Japan - Es Dur no Piano sen
The Yello Monkey - Girlie
Yoshiki - Good-bye
Yoshiki feat. Dahlia - I'll be your love
Zilch - Hey Man So Long
Zilch - Inside the Pervert Mound

Knife, my double edged blade

ryugin — Tue, 05 Jul 2005 12:05:10 GMT

[Mood| nerdy]
[Musicd| Knife - TRAX]

001. First name: Cally

002. Middle name: Jean

003. Last name: Plumb

004. Nickname(s): *shrugs* Whatever Ethan feels like calling me today.

005. How old are you: 17

006. When's your birthday: March 6th, 1988

007. What hospital were you born in: Barcaldine

008. Do you have any siblings: 1 older brother, 2 older half brothers.

009. What are their names: Kane, Michael and Jeffrey.

010. What color eyes do you have: Blue/grey/green depending on the weather (seriously)

011. What color hair do you have: Right now it's sort of reddish brown.

012. How tall are you: >_>; 6"2...and a little bit.

013. What are you wearing, list everything: Black knee length jean shorts that have seen better days, a white, rip-off FCUK singlet, my brother's grey hoodie...underwear? *checks* Yes, it's there.

014. What five objects are within three feet of you:
1. Computer
2. iPod
3. Book
4. USB stick
5. graphics tablet

015. Smell anything: Watermelon soap (my room is perpendicular to the shower and my father just finished in there).

016. Hear anything: Running water, Laruku Control Experiment remix thing, my typing.

017. What are you listening to: Shinshoku ~Lose Control~ (Control Experiment Mix) - Laruku

018. What are you thinking about: My headache.

019. Are you worried about anything: Yes.

020. What time is it: 9:42pm.

021. Are you eating anything right now: No.

022. How about drinking: No.

023. What do you smell like: Citrus.

024. Name three of the most embarrassing CD’s in your collection: Ayumi Hamasaki makes up for all three of them.

025. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: I sweep wif mah kitty ^^

026. Favorite 80’s song: *thinks*

027. Do you watch lifetime: Huh?

028. Are you gay: Happy gay or homo gay? Neither.

029. What’s the first thing you notice about the preferred gender: Eyes.

030. What turns you on about the preferred gender: Lots of things...

032. What song do you totally and completely hate: Rap. RnB.

033. What song could you listen to for hours: Jona no Nikki - Aya.

035. Do you download music: Of course not! That's wrong! >_>;

036. How many CD’s from the following people do you own:
Britney Spears: 1
037. Christina Aguilera: 1
038. Weezer: 0
039. Incubus: 0
040. Backstreet Boys: 1
041. *Nsync: 0
042. Hanson: 0
043. Dashboard Confessional: 1
044. Jimmy Eat World: 1
045. Tatu: 1
046. Mariah Carey: 0
047. Good Charlotte: 2
048. Michelle Branch: 0
049. Rammstein: 0
050. Evanescence: 1
051. Hilary Duff: 0
052. Jessica Simpson: 0
053. 98°: 0
054. No Authority: 0
055. LFO: 0
056. B2k: 0
057. 112: 0
058. Eminem: 0
059. 50 Cent: 0
060. Jay z: 0
061. Aaliyah: 0
062. Nirvana: 1
063. Eve: 0
064. Bright Eyes: 0
065. A Perfect Circle: 0
066. Nas: 0

067. Do you have a crush: Not really.

068. Are you a racist: No.

069. Do you shop at hot topic: No have here.

070. Are you old: Yes.

071. Are you sexy: Dunno. Not really.

072. Will you go out with me: Who are you?

073. Are you anti-social: Yes.

074. Do your parents think you are: Yes.

075. Do they nag you constantly to get out of the house: Yes.

076. Have you ever shoplifted: Yes.

077. Are you tired: Yes.

078. Five things you are wearing: Watch, necklaces, bracelets, rings, glasses.

086. What is your sign: Pisces.

087. Do you wear glasses: Yes.

088. Do you drink: No.

089. Got any pets: Yes.

090. Favorite type of music: Jrock, duh.

091. Favorite actor: Gackt!

092. Favorite actress: ...Miyavi!

093. Favorite movie: Moonchild. And Japanese horror because they're always so cheap and kick ass.

094. Favorite soda: Coke.

095. Favorite food: Chicken.

096. Favorite car: Trans Am Firebird.

097. Favorite song: Danse Macabre - Plastic Tree.

098. Favorite color: Black, white and silver.

099. Favorite TV show: Law and Order (all branches of).

100. Favorite brand of beer: My dad drinks XXXX

101. Favorite brand of liqueur: ...Vodka Mudshake?

102. Favorite brand of clothes: Whatever looks good.

103. Favorite online chat thing: MSN.

104. Favorite shape: Star.

105. Favorite texture: Granite.

106. Favorite game: Asshole.

107. Favorite place: Metro cities.

108. Favorite year: 2157

109. Favorite holiday: Christmas

110. Favorites animal: Horse, panda, panther, tiger...youknow...

112. Have you ever lied: Yes.

113. Do you lie often: Yes.

114. Would you tell a lie that stopped your death but caused the death of your lover: I don't know.

115. Would you lie to get laid: Yes.

116. Are you single: Yes.

117. Ever been in love: I thought so, but no.

118. How many times: ...

119. Looking back do you regret it: ...

120. Are you happy with your current status: I dunno.

121. Are you still holding on to the past: Yes.

122. Do the following apply to you:
123. Charming: No.
124. Quiet: Yes.
125. Loud: No.
126. Pretty: No.
127. Radical: Yes.
128. Sucky: Yes?
129. Smart: Yes.
130. Stupid: Yes.
131. Dumbass: ...yes.
132. Ugly: No.
133. Slow: No.
134. Fast: Yes.
135. Talented: not really.
136. Useless: Mostly.
137. Punk: Sometimes.
138. Young: Yes.
139. Old: Yes.
140. Daring: Yes.
141. Courageous: No.
142. Caring: Yes.
144. Athletic: ....depends.
145. Artistic: I guess...
146. Sexy: No.

147. Is the following good or bad:
148. Love: a weapon.
149. Happiness: a myth.
150. Rap: noise pollution.
151. Pain: controlable.
152. Pop music: can swing either way.
153. Sex: also a weapon.
154. TV: see pop music.
155. Country music: argh!
156. Metal music: depends on the band.
157. Nu-metal: What?
158. Death metal: Huh?
159. Industrial: again, it depends on the band's creativity
160. Punk rock: as above.
161. Easy listening: it's easy?
162. Korn: Me no likey.
163. Murderous Rampages: w00t!
164. Sega: Sonic the Hedgehog, baby!
165. Nintendo: Yoshi's Story and MarioKart!
166. Play station: The best there is.
167. Game boy: Eh, I've had better...but, hey, Donky Kong.
168. Chinese food: Yum.
169. Italian food: Yum.
170. Japanese food: Yum.
171. Mexican food: Salsa!
172. Online quizzes: pass the time.
173. Online surveys: see above.

174. What's your deep dark secret: Uhm...I'm not sure.

175. What's your biggest fear: Loneliness.

176. What is the most embarrassing thing that's happened to you: Too many to choose.

177. Would you make a good candidate for Jerry Springer: Of course, we have to whole script written and ready to send.

178. Do you agree that a DVD is much better than a VHS: Yep.

179. Do you hate America: Yes.

180. Do you think bush is doing a good job: No.

181. Are you going to heaven: No.

182. Are you going to hell: No.

183. First best friend ever: You see, I always thought it was Anthony...

184. Love is: a fatal weapon that cannot be controlled.

185. Who was your first love: Dunno.

186. Love or lust: Dunno.

187. Best love song: ...Dunno!!!

188. Is it possible to be in love with more than one person at the same time: I suppose...dunno.

189. When love hurts you: swallow a few pills and sleep for a few weeks.

190. Do your parents' opinion of your boyfriend/girlfriend matter to you: No.

191. How are you today: Depressed.

192. What does your hair look like at the moment: Uhm...like it's in a messy pony tail and half of it has fallen out?

193. What song are you listening to right now: Lust for Blood - Gackt

194. How is the weather right now: Cold and still.

195. What are the last four digits of your phone number: 1273...or my cell is 1765.

196. If you were a crayon, what color would you be: Metallic purple.

197. How many kids do you want to have: Dunno right now.

198. How many TVs do you have in your house: 5.

199. Do you have your own TV: Yes.

200. Do you use any instant messengers: Yes.

ryugin — Tue, 05 Jul 2005 08:59:34 GMT

[mood| creative]
[music| Angolmois - La'cryma Christi]

In late honour of Gackt's birthday I decided to post a few icons I've made over the months. You can credit if you like, or not. There really isn't much I can do about it if you don't. It would be nice if you did though *hinthint*. Enjoy ^_^~!

#001 #002 #003 #004 #005
#006 #007 #008 #009 #010
#011 #012 #013 #014 #015
#016 #017 #018 #019 #020
#021

ryugin — Sat, 02 Jul 2005 01:19:23 GMT

[mood| bored]
[music| Farahdhiya - Bertakhta Di Hati (it sounds like Evergreen)]

I got tagged again. A few days ago, but it's taken me that long to think of things.

List 5 reasons you are a dork. And make them good reasons. Justify them.
Explain them. Be loud and proud of how big a dork you are! Then pick the 5
biggest dorks you know and have them do the meme.

Reason One: My physical appearance. Not saying I'm goofy or anything, just how I carry myself. I fall over and run into things a lot. I stare at my feet and either cross my arms or put my hands in my pockets. Also how I dress. It looks like I've been dragged through the Salvation Army Warehouse or something. I never do my shoelaces up and I only wear socks when I'm riding and only blue striped toe socks. And I wear glasses that slip down all the time. Shup. I'm a geek. Leave me alone. *sobs*

Reason Two: I get crazily addicted and obsessed with things. Then get bored and forget about them. And a few months later I'm back to being obsessive. Major fan girl. I hate them.

Reason Three: I confuse myself more than I confuse others when I speak. I also speak without thinking because my mind works faster than my mouth and I've usually moved on in the conversation by the time I've said something. Then I forget what it was I was saying in the first place and end up talking about something completely different. And the randomness. I'm very random. I have hair.

Reason Four: I'm very forgetful. Generally, I have an excellent long-term memory, but my short-term memory is shit. If I was told something I would forget it within an hour but remember it years from now. Personally, I think it's ignorance to everything outside of my own little world.

Reason Five: Me. I'm a dork all over. It's tattooed on my forehead.

Tag:

n30n_0x
spadie
ryde I know you're there...I'll get back to you in a moment.
purpleseahorse If you still read this.

Squeek

ryugin — Fri, 01 Jul 2005 13:57:53 GMT

(\__/)
(+'.'+) This is Bunni-sama. Copy and paste Bunni-sama into your
(")_(") journal to help him conquer the world.

ryugin — Fri, 01 Jul 2005 09:47:07 GMT

ryugin is emotionally distant.

I bet no one's surprised that you never post your current mood. In fact, I bet most of your friends are so sick of you locking them out of your life that they hate you behind your back. Shame.

brought to you by interim32. wanna know your lj's moodring color? enter your user name and hit the button. (discussion thread)

Gee, I wonder how they figure that...maybe it's because I never put in an emotion!

Diamonde and Pearl

ryugin — Fri, 01 Jul 2005 06:11:07 GMT

[mood| indifferent]
[music| Jona no Nikki (piano version) - Aya]

Horse riding has become a fashion statement. What ever happened to just wearing biege jodphurs and brown boots? Everyone is so...co-ordinated now. One of the main arenas was set up as a warm-up area and early Monday morning, a day before the actual competition, there was maybe fifty people in there. I have never been blinded by so much colour in my life. Pink, purple, blue, red, yellow...and everything matched. From the horse's bridle and saddle cloth to the rider's hunting cap and chapettes. It was scary. Not to mention everyone had their name embroided neatly across everything. I bet even their underwear matched.
I will admit that both my bridle and saddle cloth are violet, but that was because they were purchased as a set. Do people really have that much money and lack of a life that they think up these things like stripes of brightly coloured material or stars of felt and glitter...omg, the glitter. On their horses' rumps! Stars brushed on and then sprinkled with glitter!!! I have the plain checker-board pattern on my horse. I have plain black jodphurs and standard black seude chapettes. My scull cap is also standard 3838 white.
It's so...gaudy and tacky. One chick even had sparkly gold splint and bell boots! And you can't forget the cowboy hats!
I'm not even going to go into the amount of Saddle Club products there was.
Yeah, I'm over it now. Back to the important things. Like me. And my placing 11th overall. Out of three hundred, that is an accomplishment, I suppose. But I know I was cheated out of first place. I had the evidence in black and white. My score was 64.82%. The only person even close to me was some New South Wales chick on 62.04%. I should have placed first, but then someone dropped me to 57.24%. That is a lot to drop when you consider I went from 1st placing all the way down to 11th. Not even in the top 10, which would mean I qualify for next year's event.
Now, the only people that are able to drop me are the judges and it must be down before I leave the dressage ring. Not four hours later after all the results are posted and everyone can plainly see that I won. My next two tests I placed 11th again and 13th. I know you're all thinking "omfg get over it already!" but you didn't see. You didn't see how well Lovely performed and how...shit everyone else did in comparison. Joseph Rolfe placed 2nd in two of he tests and his horse never once submited to the bit and it went around one whole movement on the wrong lead! My seven year old students know their correct leads.
Why? Why was I dropped? Why did Monte fucking Jackson take the gold?
Someone really doesn't like me.
Okay, I'll shut up now because I'm sure no one really has any idea what it is I'm talking about and I'm really just whining.

Fire!

ryugin — Sat, 25 Jun 2005 04:24:46 GMT

[mood| *cough*]
[music| Lost - BLOOD]

*coughs and waves arms about*
I found a packet of chocolate melts that are almost two years out of date. Being a naturally curious little science geek and a pyromaniac (thanks Anthony), I decided to find out what would happen if I were to melt them in the microwave. So I set them at 100% power for five minutes and wondered back into my room to check my e-mail. Two minutes later the smell of burning chocolate and smoke assaults my nose and I rush out to the kitchen only to run into the bench, unable to see through the thick smoke that had filled the tiny area. I turned on three fans, flapped a blanket about some and assured the neighbours that no, the house was not on fire and no, I wasn't smoking pot.
So what happens when you melt out-of-date chocolate?

I'm a good cook! Honest!
*goes back to flapping*

Are you still mine?

ryugin — Fri, 24 Jun 2005 09:42:45 GMT

[mood| bored]
[music|Psychedelic Lover - Pierrot]

I'm sorry for all this yo-yoing around the place. I keep adding and then cutting and re-adding again. So, once more, I've cut everyone except for Ethan's three thousand and fifty-four accounts. I have crazy issues, sue me. No offence was meant to come of this, so I'm sorry if you do feel offended. You can cut me back if you like, or keep me added. There shall be a lot more public posting now.
Maybe when I'm balanced there will be no need to censor anything and I'll add you all back again ^_^
Sorry for any inconvenience.

In the depths of your mind

ryugin — Thu, 23 Jun 2005 09:06:48 GMT

[mood| hyper]
[music|Sou - Kagrra,]

A survey thing because I'm bored. La la la.

You are...(looks)
[X] tall
[ ] in between
[ ] short

[ ] blonde
[X] redheaded
[X] brunette
[ ] black-haired

[X] blue-eyed
[ ] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold eyed
[ ] grey eyed
[X] with glasses
[ ] with contacts

[ ] with braces
[x] with freckles (Just across the bridge of my nose and they're faint *vain*)
[x] with piercings
[ ] with tattoos
[X] and have long hair
[ ] and have short hair
[ ] and have mid-length hair

Your nationality includes...
[ ] chinese
[ ] indian
[x] taiwanese
[ ] japanese
[ ] hispanic
[ ] nicoya
[ ] puerto rican
[ ] chicana
[x] italian
[x] scottish
[x] filipino
[ ] dutch
[ ] french
[x] german
[ ] irish
[x] greek
[ ] portuguese
[ ] polish
[ ] korean
[ ] jamacian
[ ] canadian
[ ] lithuanian
[ ] native american
[ ] russian
[ ] british
[ ] danish
[ ] african
[x] scandanavian
[ ] armenian
[ ] finnish
[ ] other

Your favorite color(s) are?
[ ] red
[X] pink
[ ] yellow
[X] black
[ ] green
[X] blue
[X] white
[X] silver
[X] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange

Some things you've done/played include...
[X] soccer
[ ] cheerleading
[X] dancing
[X] lacrosse
[X] field hockey
[X] hockey
[X] football
[X] softball
[ ] wrestling
[X] gymnastics
[X] track/cross country
[X] basketball
[X] baseball
[X] golf
[X] playing in the mud (yay, fun!)
[X] hiking
[X] kayaking
[X] camping
[X] horseback riding
[ ] marching band
[ ] sex

You are sometimes...
[X] annoying
[ ] talkative
[X] shy
[X] funny
[X] serious
[ ] bubbly
[X] spazzy
[x] fun-loving
[x] laid back
[ ] strict
[x] hyper
[x] weird

The music you like is?
[ ] rap
[X] rock
[X] pop
[ ] country
[ ] hip hop
[ ] r&b
[X] slow jams
[ ] Christian
[X] classical
[X] techno
[ ] oldies
[ ] the 80s
[X] punk
[X] Metal
[ ] reggae
[X] Goth
[ ] Latin
[ ] 90's Grunge
[X] musicals
[X] foreign

The pets you have are?
[X] cat
[X] dog
[ ] lizard (used to have numerous ^_^;)
[X] rat (my brother's)
[ ] ferret
[X] rabbit
[X] fish
[ ] bird
[X] other

Clothes you like to wear are?
[X] plain t-shirts
[X] sweatshirts
[ ] stockings
[ ] high heels
[X] boots
[X] sneakers
[X] jeans
[X] pj pants
[X] boxers
[X] underwear
[X] dresses
[X] mini skirts
[ ] long skirts
[X] watches
[X] necklace
[ ] hoop earrings
[X] toe socks
[ ] flip flops
[X] halter tops
[ ] stilletos
[X] band shirts
[ ] shorts
[X] sleeveless shirts

How do you like to wear your hair?
[X] down
[X] ponytail
[ ] pigtails
[X] messy bun
[ ] half ponytail
[X] scrunched/curly
[ ] bun
[ ] crimped
[ ] with a bandana
[ ] French braids
[ ] lots of little braids
[ ] gel
[X] hat
[ ] messy hot guy hair
[ ] sex hair
[ ] fauxhawk

You're mostly labeled as?
[ ] goth
[X] emo
[ ] prep
[X] punk
[ ] hippie
[X] nerd
[ ] ditzy
[X] hyper
[ ] happy
[ ] everything
[ ] I'm just me!!!
[ ] I have no idea

You eat?
[ ] dessert every night
[ ] no meat
[ ] diet stuff
[X] healthy foods
[X] junk foods
[ ] a lot of carbs
[ ] lots of meat
[X] salad
[X] seafood
[X] Mountain Dew

A typical friday night...
[ ] mall with your friends
[ ] partying
[] watching movies
[ ] going to the club
[X] staying home
[ ] babysitting and getting $$
[ ] hanging out w/ my friends
[ ] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] working while your friends are out having fun

Currently you are...
[ ] in a relationship
[X] single and lovin it
[ ] single with a few friends with benefits
[ ] crushing..sorta
[ ] single and looking for someone
[ ] just broke up... and so sad about it
[ ] leaving this category blank

Online, you use:
[X] lol
[ ] sup
[ ] =D
[ ] lmao
[X] stfu
[ ] ty
[ ] j/k
[ ] ttyl
[ ] g2g
[X] ^^
[ ] T^T
[ ] x_x
[X] ^_^
[ ] i have no idea what most of those mean

Do You Remember?

Put an X in all the ones you remember....
[X] Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
[ ] Fraggle Rock
[ ] G.I. Joe
[X] Are You Afraid of the Dark?
[X] Secret World of Alex Mack
[ ] Punky Brewster
[ ] Bug Juice
[X] Nightmare Before Christmas
[ ] Welcome Freshman
[ ] Space Cases
[ ] Roundhouse
[X] The Muppet Show
[ ] Muppet Babies
[ ] Eureka's Castle
[ ] Salute Your Shorts
[X] Legends of the Hidden Temple
[ ] You Can't Do That On Television
[ ] G.U.T.S.
[ ] What Would You Do?
[ ] Double Dare
[X] Rocko's Modern Life
[X] All That
[X] Ren and Stimpy
[X] Clarissa Explains It All
[ ] The Torklesons
[X] The Adventures of Pete and Pete
[ ] Stick Stickley
[ ] Goodburger
[X] Angry Beavers
[X] Hey Arnold!
[X] AAAAH! Real Monsters
[X] Tiny Toons
[ ] Animaniacs
[X] Pinky and the Brain
[ ] The Babysitter's Club
[ ] Underdog
[X] Kablam!
[ ] Gullah Gullah Island
[ ] Richard Scarry
[ ] Dumbo's Circus
[X] Ocean Girl
[X] Mystery Files of Shelby Woo
[ ] Snick Snacks
[X] Dunkaroos
[ ] SNICK
[ ] Koala Yummies
[X] Where In The World Is Carmen Sandiego?
[ ] Nick Magazine
[ ] The Goonies
[X] Ernest Movies
[ ] Radio Flyer
[ ] Disney Watchers
[X] Adventures in Wonderland
[X] Homeward Bound
[ ] The Adventures of Yellow Dog
[XXX] Milo and Otis
[X] Neverending Story
[X] Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
[X] The Lion King
[X] Labyrinth
[X] 101 Dalmations
[X] The Secret Garden
[ ] Pete's Dragon
[ ] Hocus Pocus
[ ] Secret of Roan Inish
[X] Land Before Time
[ ] Dinosaurs
[X] Fern Gully
[ ] Secret of NIMH
[X] Gummi Bears
[X] Care Bears
[X] My Little Pony
[X] Black Beauty
[X] Rainbow Brite
[ ] Lady Lovely Locks
[ ] Candyland
[ ] Sorry!
[ ] Trouble
[ ] Don't Wake Daddy
[ ] Mousetrap
[X] Jenga
[ ] Don't Break the Ice
[X] Hungry Hungry Hippos
[ ] Pretty Pretty Princess
[ ] Tinker Toys
[X] Cooties
[ ] The castles that made tea sets
[X] Polly Pocket
[ ] Hypercolor T-Shirts
[ ] Lite Brite
[X] Sky Dancers
[X] Scrunchies
[X] Side Ponytails
[ ] Stirrup Pants
[ ] Jellies
[ ] Saddle Shoes
[X] Barbies
[ ] Beanie Babies
[X] Tamagotchies
[X] Yo-Yos
[ ] duncans
[ ] Choose Your Own Adventure
[ ] Pogs
[X] Goosebumps
[ ] Magic Attic Club
[ ] American Girl
[ ] Island of the Blue Dolphin
[X] Saved By The Bell
[ ] Full House
[ ] Step By Step
[ ] TGIF on ABC
[X] Sabrina, the Teenage Witch
[X] Boy Meets World
[X] Clueless
[ ] Mork and Mindy
[X] Simpsons
[X] Flipper
[ ] Growing Pains
[ ] Family Ties
[X] Titanic
[X] Felix The Cat: The Movie
[ ] Jonathan Taylor Thomas
[ ] Home Improvement
[ ] Tom and Huck
[ ] My Brother and Me
[X] Kenan and Kel
[ ] Hanson
[X] Inspector Gadget
[X] Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
[X] Power Rangers
[X] Hot Wheels
[ ] Creepy Crawlers
[ ] Easy Bake Oven
[ ] Flower Making Kits
[ ] Wild and Crazy Kids
[X] Playdough
[X] Animorphs
[ ] Rainbow Fish
[ ] If You Give A Mouse A Cookie
[ ] Bailey School Kids
[ ] Wayside School
[ ] Mrs. Piggle Wiggle
[ ] Boxcar Kids
[ ] Ramona Quimby
[ ] Amber Brown
[ ] Allegra's Window
[ ] 3-2-1 Contact
[ ] Spice Girls
[ ] The brave little toaster
[ ] One Saturday Morning on ABC
[X] Transformers
[ ] Spice Girls suckers
[X] Wayne’s World
[X] The dancing baby
[X] Nancy Drew novels
[X] Catdog
[ ] Shamomo the cat
[X] Captain Planet
[ ] Face

A kitty named Strawberry Jam

ryugin — Wed, 22 Jun 2005 14:04:49 GMT

[mood| lazy]
[music|Atomic M.O.M - hide]

Picature spam! Omg yay!

Teh Sultan: You know you all love him. He is your God. Understood? *huggles kitty* Mah Kitty!

Teh Sultan v2.0: Take note of the Bundaberg Rum and Cola can on the side table. Also take note, it is not mine. My brother made that table when he was 13...

Fairies: I remember a long time ago I mentioned to Ethan that I had glow-in-the dark fairies on my ceiling above my bed. Here they are. This was taken in the dark...well, it was. Stupid flash. It looked cool all glowy and stuff.

My Hand: My freaky right hand. I also remember a conversation about my hands...so, here is one of them. My hands scare me.

Wow, I am so bored. It's 12:03am and no one is online. I'm really hyper again. Strawberry jam, you see. And nightmares. Now I can't sleep at all. I'm so bored. Someone talk to me...please?

ryugin — Wed, 06 Apr 2005 02:52:46 GMT

Mood: w00t!
Music: Kotani Kinya - Sweet Sweet Samba

Stolen from that person over there *points* see him? The thparkly, shiny one?

In The Beginning.....
Who are you: Today? I am Caz.
Where are you from: Whoop Whoop
Birthday: 23 May 1983 (*sticks tongue out* Nyah!)
Are you tired of answering those same 3 questions in every quiz u take: Not really.
Why did you decide to take THIS quiz: I'm bored and I'm supposed to be sick...ooooh, my head.

*How do you feel about.....
Homosexuals: omg, what the fuck? ew!!! *rolls eyes* I think we all know my opinion on homosexuals.
Heterosexuals: a mythical creature...
Bisexuals: More choice, right? So long as you mean it and not just following.
Christians: Don't. No. Hypocrits.
Pagans: Whatever floats your boat, I suppose.
Harry Potter fans: >.> I like Harry Potter. He has a wand. And it's just oozing with homosexual undertones. Draco: It was me! I was slashed!
Anime: ^_^ yayness. Just not americanized. Blah. Fucking yanks.
Star Trek: I haven't seen it. Except for the ad towards the end of Gackt's date with one of the Domoto brothers. You know, where he eats the cheese of his finger.
Buffy The Vampire Slayer: I used to watch it every wednesday at 6pm. Then it got sucky.
Will & Grace: Heh heh, it makes me laugh. But why doesn't Will ever get any action, huh?
Religion: Is the cause of all things evil.
Politics: See above.
Gay Marriage: Here's to hoping that one day everyone can have the chance/choice to marry who they like.
Straight Marriage: It's been happening for a long time.
Marriage in General: I'm not going to get married. What's the point? It's just a piece of paper saying that you no longer own your life.
Monogamy: Uhm, saywha'? Oh, that. Eh. Why would you only be with one person for ever? How boring. That's how marriages and relationships end. You get tethered to a pole and end up bored and frustrated.
Disney Movies: My favourite movie when I was little was the lion king. Other than that, eh.
Diet Soda: Yay.
Music Piracy (MP3 File Sharing): dirty_angels dirty_angels dirty_angels dirty_angels dirty_angels People shouldn't share mp3s dirty_angels dirty_angels dirty_angels dirty_angels

*Ooooh... Look at all the stars....
Is Christina Aguilera a slut?: Well, duh, of course. But she's pretty damn kickass.
Is Britney Spears a slut?: Her voice annoys me. Not her singing voice, her regular voice. And her clothes scare me.
Did Janet intentionally let her boob flop out?: If she wasn't going to show it off, why did she have that big sun thing on her nipple?
Did Michael molest those kids?: Honestly, I don't think so. why would he molest some kid when he can just buy them and import them for Thailand, or something? And make it legal?
Did O.J. do it?: Uhm, what? Do what?
If you had to star in a same-sex love scene, who'd it be with?: Sticking with the theme, it would be Miyavi.
opposite-sex love scene, who would it be?: Gackt, of course.
Who's your favorite actor?: Uhm, Gackt? He sucks and it's awesome. But who would notice when he was wearing those leather pants and blasting the hell out of baddies? Not to mention Hyde gropage (it happened, I swear)
Who's your favorite actress?: There was this movie called Dolls by that dude Takashi (you know, Takashi's castle?) and this chick in it went insane when she found out her boyfriend was getting married to some other chick. Then he cmae back and rescued her and they lived in this yellow car and stuff...I like her. She had a little toy thing.
Favorite Musician or band?: i hate this question. It's a toss up between Gackt, Laruku and Plastic Tree. Depending on my mood.
Favorite author?: I don't have one...
Favorite stand-up comedian?: Don't have one of those either.
Favorite athlete?: ...
Favorite model?: ...stop asking me stupid questions!
Favorite Talk Show host?: the Domoto brothers. Yes. Or Rove. He cracks me up.

*More about you.....
Are you single or are you taken?: Single.
What do you do in your spare time?: Stuff. you know, evil things like taking kids' candy, kicking puppies, pushing old women over. That sort of thing.
What are your creative outlets?: Music or photoshop. OMFG I miss drawing *sobs*
Do you have a webpage?: kind of. My parents do http://ww.impexgems.com.au but it's under construction. I was supposed to design the layout, but then they did this.
Do you read/write fanfic/slash?: Yes. I think.
What is in your CD player right now?: Nothing in the player, but hide is on my computer *LEMONed I Scream*
What is the last TV show you watched?: Ooh! I know this one...uhm...Skit House? or Law and Order: SVU
What is the last thing u said out loud?: "Piss off, you mongrel. Go hump a pot plant."
last thing you ate?: Rice.
last thing you drank?: coke.
What are you wearing right now?: State Championship shirt that's faded and too big, boxers and socks.
Do you sleep in the nude?: Sometimes.
What do you lie awake thinking about at night?: Stuff. Random shit I can't remember in the morning.
How many pillows do you have on your bed?: ... 2 normal, 2 boomerang and 5 cushions. And my stuffed wombat.
How many things are there in you room that have to be plugged in?: Eleven.
How long have you lived at your current place of residence?: Seventeen years and one month.
What (if any) jewelry do u always wear?: Rings, earrings and bracelet things.
Do you have any tattoos?: No.
Do you have any piercings?: My ears so far. Just the once and one at the top of my left ear. But I want Meevy ones. Not mangina, Ethan. Lip, eyebrow at the least. And more in my ears. *shifty eyes* now look what you did. You'll make me want to lick you too.

*All about your friends.....
How many people do you actually consider TRUE friends: One.
How many people think you are their friend but secretly you can't stand them?: Everyone else.
How many of your Live Journal friends list do you actually know InRealLife: none.
How many people that have have "friend-ed" you do you really know?: Is that IRL or what?
How often do you get comments from people and you have no idea who they are?: Sometimes I get these people in my Friends Only entry promote stuff. then I delete them.
Who is your BEST friend?: Ethan.
Who is your loudest friend?: Liz or Jaki.
Who is your craziest friend?: Haha...uhm...how so? Ethan gets pretty crazy. I get pretty crazy, but I'm my own worst enemy, so I don't count.
Who do you call when you really need someone to talk to?: No one.
Who do you call when you really want to have fun?: Urgh, Liz or Matty. Sometimes Chris.
Who do you avoid answering the phone when they call?: everyone.
Who do you have the most in common with?: Ethan.
Who do you have the least in common with?: That person. And that one...that one as well. And you. Yes, and the person beside you.
Who do you wonder how you became friends in the first place?: Shreya.
How many people from high school do u still talk to?: I'm still in high school.
How many people from middle school do you still talk to?: we don't have middle school.
From earlier childhood?: Anthony, Liz, Chris, Nathan, Brian. Those last two are just two boys in my class that I've been to school with since kindy.

*Social Life......
Where do you like to hang out the most?: My room or on the roof.
Are you usually the designated driver?: Am now.
Do you drink?: Yes.
Do you smoke?: Sometimes.
Do you do drugs?: Yeah.
Do you dance at clubs?: Macbeth's is not a club. Do you think we have those in Barcy?
Do you talk during movies?: No. I sleep.
What is your favorite restaurant?: I don't know.

*Favorite......
Pop Princess: Daigo.
Boy Band: o.O
Rocker Chick: Aya! or Miyavi.
Rapper?: that one. who was molested by Gackt. I'm not saying his name as it's already been said here.
Color?: Black or almost black blue/purple and silver.
Food?: I don't know.
Drink?: Vanilla Mudshake!

*Fill in the blanks.....
Beavis and______: Squirrel.
Run_____: Forrest?
Do you have a______: dollar?
My name is______: Bitch.
I am______: bored...lonely...sick...sad. And other things.
My favorite band is______: Plastic Tree.
Can I ______ You: kick
______ a tree: Hump
______ Lullabyes: Shattered
I play the______: flute.
Pass the______: potatoes.
Kill me______: shining.
Do______: you mind?
I have to______: breath.
I feel______: sore.
I______you: hate
Jump for______: a biscuit. right off that cliff over there.
______ me: Bite.
Love is______: annoying.
To be scared is______: wake up with someone in your bed and something digging into your hip and realising it isn't actually your bed, but the roof of someone elses house.
I have a______: mole.
Tick______: tock.
Ass and ______: mule.
My job is to______: scare children.
Kiss______: me, stupid.
Blue_____: tears and black eyes.
Don't let the door______: hit you on ytour way out, you fucktard
Mother and______: that other person.
Siblings______: are stupid.
Hump______: a hedgehog.

Whee. Funness.

ryugin — Wed, 30 Mar 2005 13:02:36 GMT

Mood: drunk, drugged and blank.
Music: Plastic Tree - If Only I Could Play the Piano

Stolen from Panda-chan. Because I am drunk and drugged and everything is spinning. It's rather ironic that I haven't had any alcohol in a few weeks.

I AM: fuzzy, blank and fidgety.
I WANT: alot of things I can't have and things I just can't do.
I WISH: my head would stop buzzing.
I HAVE: an insane urge to stand on the roof and just scream "FUUUUUUCK!" as loud as I can.
I HAD: ignorance and stupdity once. I left it with my innocence and naivity.
I HATE: that I cry for stupid reasons yet never at during times where it is appropriate to cry.
I FEAR: ending up homeless and alone, not good enough to be worth something.
I SEARCH: for something I don't know.
I WONDER: if maybe if all this effort is worth it in the end.
I REGRET: being stupid and thinking maybe things are okay.
I LOVE: the stars and the rain.
I AM NOT: nice, friendly, pretty, loving, talkative, forgiving, trusting...shall I continue?
I DANCE: very rarely.
I CRY: at the wrong times and never at the right ones.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: As cool as I think I am.
I WRITE: as much as I can and it never makes sense to anyone but me. Not that anyone reads it.
I WIN: at nothing except Dressage. And xBox.
I LOSE: at everything else.
I CONFUSE: me and everyone I talk to.
I NEED: something to anchor myself too.
I SHOULDN'T: depend and trust so much, but it's too hard not too.
YOU KEEP A DIARY: and I try to write things in it but I always restrain myself.
I COOK: and I love it. I'm a master at baking...and poridge
I HAVE A SECRET I HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: ummm...I've tried to share, but there is probably something I've forgotten
I BELIEVE IN LOVE: when I see it.
THE WEIRDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: Jaki
THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: Liz/Jaki
THE SEXIEST PERSON YOU KNOW: Pfft. Everyone I know is ugly or spastic except for Ethan.
THE CUTEST PERSON YOU KNOW: Panda-chan! Even when he's evil.
CLOSEST FRIEND(s): Ethan
THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU: Ethan.
THE LAST IMAGE/THOUGHT YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH: rain? usually it incorporates itself into my dreams.
DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH: no. I have obsessions over Jrock bois, but not crushes.
GET MOTION SICKNESS: often. even just walking around.
THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: Eh, no. I'd imagine I'd be a lot thinner if I was.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: Not my father. Sometimes, but rarely, my mother.
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Oh gods, that's home.
HAIR COLOR: Brown. Dying it soon.
EYE COLOR: Blue/green/grey, depending on the day.
BIRTHPLACE: Barcaldine
FAVORITE NUMBER: 6, 13
COLOR: Black, purple, blue, silver.
DAY: Saturday
MONTH: July
FOOD: Vanilla, baby.
SEASON: Winter
SPORT: Horse riding, occasionally soccer, mostly xbox.
DRINK: Vanilla.
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: make out, but really, neither.

IN THE LAST 24 HRS

HAVE YOU CRIED? No.
HELPED SOMEONE? Umm...maybe. I don't know.
BOUGHT SOMETHING? Orange water.
GOTTEN SICK? Yes.
GONE TO THE MOVIES? No.
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? No.
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? Sort of. It was more of a feeling then words.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: I write letters to myself and random people around me, but not for the purpose of sending.
TALKED TO AN EX? Yes.
MISSED AN EX? No.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? Yes.
MISSED SOMEONE? Yes.
HUGGED SOMEONE? Blergh, no.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Yes.

NAME 5 BANDS YOU LISTENED TO RECENTLY: (in order, recent and backwards)
1 -> Plastic Tree
2 -> Pierrot
3 -> L'arc~en~Ciel
4 -> Dir en Grey
5 -> Fairy Fore
NAME 7 THINGS YOU HATE:
1 -> People.
2 -> Small spaces.
3 -> Noise.
4 -> People who think they know things and don't...like fangirls.
5 -> Lights.
6 -> Talking.
7 -> Socialising.
WOULD YOU EVER:
1. EAT A BUG? Sure I would.
3. HANG GLIDE? Yeah.
4. KILL SOMEONE? Yes.
5. KISS SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX? No.
6. HAVE SEX WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX? No.
7. PARACHUTE FROM A PLANE? Maybe.
8. WALK ON HOT COALS? Already have.
9. GO OUT WITH SOMEONE FOR THEIR LOOKS? Yes
10. FOR THEIR REPUTATION? What reputation?
11. BE A VEGETARIAN? I love fish and chicken too much, sorry.
12. WEAR PLAID WITH STRIPES? Okay, my fashion taste is bad, but that is just ew.
13. IM A STRANGER? yes.
14. SING KARAOKE? Worse night of my life.
15. GET SMASHED? Yes.
17. RUN A RED LIGHT? Yes.
18. STAR IN A PORN VIDEO? No.
19. DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE? Yes.
20. BE ON SURVIVOR? I love to annoy people and piss them off!
21. WEAR MAKEUP IN PUBLIC? I never go out without it.
23. CHEAT ON A TEST? I do.
24. MAKE SOMEONE CRY? It makes me feel sort of happy.
25. DATE SOMEONE MORE THAN 10 YEARS OLDER THAN YOU? HAVE AFFAIRS WITH SOMEONE 12 YEARS OLDER THAN YOU? I got hit on by a 34 year old man. He was fat and ugly. But, if I liked the guy then sure.
26. STAY UP ALL NIGHT? If I had it my way, I'd sleep all day and stay awake all night. Unfortunately, I have real life to worry about.

Yeah.

ryugin — Sun, 06 Mar 2005 10:15:11 GMT

I told you there would be photos. Cowie is a bit of a party animal.

And just for Ethan because I abandoned him to eat trifle *^_^*. You know what's coming. You know.

Okay, so it wasn't that ^_^

God, this song always makes me want to cry.

ryugin — Sun, 06 Mar 2005 04:00:34 GMT

So, my day has been pretty good so far. I bummed around and talked to Ethan for a while (emu pie) and then went ot to Pony Club for a while and just sort of stared at everyone until they looked away to amuse myself. I have all these horses to ride for people and all these kids that want me to teach them to ride. I told them to fuck off. No, really, I did. Except little Asha-Rose because her name is pretty and she's so cute. And maybe the Spinks kids. I don't think Darren needs it because he's only two years younger than me, but he wants me to teach him the fundamentals of dressage for...something or other. But you have no idea what Im talking about, so eh.
I had grape jelly and ice cream for lunch ^_^ I'm usually not allowed to eat either for obvious reasons (I'm lactose intollerant if you didn't know) but I begged mum and I've never been hit with a migraine twice in the space of a few days.
And Cowie!!! He is so cute. I'll take a photo later when my dad gives up the camera, but he's about 10cm high dairy cow made out of clay with a blue nose that looks like a pig's snout. He even has little horns and cute stumpy legs. Being the spoilt bitch that I am, my dad gave me a white gold bangle that has all these diamonds in it and I threw a fit because there were no sapphires or onyx chips ^_^ Clothes, not my style except for the grunge pattern on one but it's sort of an elegant style.
Of course, I had to ring Anthony at 5:55 this morning.
Anthony: [Sleepy grumble]
Cally: Suck on it, bitch, I'm 17 and you're not.
Anthony: [Sleepy grunt muffled by a pillow] Fuck off.
Cally: Now that's no way to talk to your elders....omg, I'm so old. Anthony!!! hold onto your youth while you still can!!! All..[checks watch]...three minutes of it.
Anthony: Cally...go back to sleep.
Cally: ....my feelings...oh...they're...they're hurt *sob* Bastard! [Hangs up]
30 seconds later
Anthony: Cally, not everyone has a fucked up internal clock like you. Some of us value our sleep.
Cally: ^_^ I'm grinning like an idiot.
Anthony:...
Cally:....
Anthony: What the fuck are you on?!
Cally: Weeeeell...panadeine, nurofen, silver, bronchitus stuff....oh!!! Happy Birthday, Sugar Baby!!! [Hangs up]

Yes, drugs are bad for Cally. She does crazy things and says crazy stuff. Oh, Silver Shining Live just started on my playlist. Yes, Hyde is hot, but Tetsu!!! What did you do?! I thought Hyde was the colourblind one but here is Tetsu wearing fluoro orange and lime green! And bleached blonde Vanilla!Gackt hair. Eye cancer.
I am in a really strange mood. You shouldn't leave me alone for such long periods of time, Ethan. I do stupid things. Like watch Glay and actually start bobbing my head the slightest bit. And Gackt in tight, silver pants shaking his ass. Yes. He's anorexic, but he makes it look good.
Okay, I'm going to shut up now.

|| Hitachi Kinenbi ||

ryugin — Sat, 05 Mar 2005 18:57:42 GMT

*snickers* Sorry Ethan, but I had to put that. It was inevitable.

Happy Birthday to lots of people (around 9 million people, I think) but most of you all suck anyway, so I'm just going to say it to Anthony who, hahaha, has to swim tody, Tarou (do I really need to give a reason?) and me, because I totally rock out ^_^ and because I want to be a sad person and say happy birthday to myself.

And because I was bored friday afternoon and really have no life to enjoy: