I almost forgot.
For those of you interested...The Conversation.
Me: "Um, I, you know how I love you?"
Her: "Yes."
Me: "I, um." *long pause*
Her: "What?"
Me: "I'm kind of thinking I...might...sort of love...someone else. Too."
Her: "...oh. Who?"
Me: "...Noah."
Her: "Oh. Well...yeah..."
Me: "But, I mean, I love you. I just..."
Her: "Yeah."
Me: "I'm sorry."
Her: "...it's okay."
Me: "Really?"
Her: "Yeah. Do you...do you want to not go out with me anymore?"
Me: "No! No no no. That's the...I love you part, that's the important part. I really do and I'm sorry."
Her: "Oh. That's okay, then."
Me: "...it's just that I kind of think Noah and I are dating or something but we haven't done anything and I kind of want to go out with him but I still want to go out with you and I really hate this because it's fucking confusing, but...I don't know. Don't hate me. That would blow."
Her: "Okay, here's the deal."
Me: "Yeah?"
Her: "First, you settle down. Second, we make some tea. Third, I laugh at you for a long time. Fourth, you act ashamed of yourself some more. And then we can watch a movie."
Me: *after several seconds of nerve-wracked giggling* "Jesus Christ you are awesome."
Her: "Well, yeah."
There was more after that, but that's pretty much the important part. I swear to god I was sweating like a convict in the interrogation room through the whole thing I think she was still a little upset at me, but the bottom line is...well, it's working out. And we're gonna be okay.
Her: "Yes."
Me: "I, um." *long pause*
Her: "What?"
Me: "I'm kind of thinking I...might...sort of love...someone else. Too."
Her: "...oh. Who?"
Me: "...Noah."
Her: "Oh. Well...yeah..."
Me: "But, I mean, I love you. I just..."
Her: "Yeah."
Me: "I'm sorry."
Her: "...it's okay."
Me: "Really?"
Her: "Yeah. Do you...do you want to not go out with me anymore?"
Me: "No! No no no. That's the...I love you part, that's the important part. I really do and I'm sorry."
Her: "Oh. That's okay, then."
Me: "...it's just that I kind of think Noah and I are dating or something but we haven't done anything and I kind of want to go out with him but I still want to go out with you and I really hate this because it's fucking confusing, but...I don't know. Don't hate me. That would blow."
Her: "Okay, here's the deal."
Me: "Yeah?"
Her: "First, you settle down. Second, we make some tea. Third, I laugh at you for a long time. Fourth, you act ashamed of yourself some more. And then we can watch a movie."
Me: *after several seconds of nerve-wracked giggling* "Jesus Christ you are awesome."
Her: "Well, yeah."
There was more after that, but that's pretty much the important part. I swear to god I was sweating like a convict in the interrogation room through the whole thing I think she was still a little upset at me, but the bottom line is...well, it's working out. And we're gonna be okay.