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Delysse Glynn's avatar

You've really captured the rootlessness of the diaspora. Thank you Ronnie. You are a treasure and we're lucky to have you in our country at the end of the earth.

Rostislava Pankova-Karadjova's avatar

Thank you, Delysse! Your heartwarming comment is a treasure for me too 🤗

Douglas Bruton's avatar

Lovely!

Rostislava Pankova-Karadjova's avatar

Thank you, Douglas! So glad I can share it with you and other fellow writers here on Substack (wouldn’t dream of posting it on FB) Knowing someone from their writing creates a different kind of connection, I think😊

Douglas Bruton's avatar

Indeed it does. x

Jane Dougherty's avatar

I wonder what percentage of the world's population lives in a country that isn't the one they were born in? Maybe it isn't rootlessness, just possessing the ability to put down roots wherever we are.

Rostislava Pankova-Karadjova's avatar

Bringing our memories and traditions with us. We celebrate the 1st of March by giving family and friends a “martenitza” (an entwined red and white woollen thread) for good health. This year, one of my young student came to school with a martenitza tied around her wrist. It tuned out she is from Albania and they celebrate it too. Made me very happy! 😊

Jane Dougherty's avatar

Culture usually extends beyond national boundaries (like forests and rivers). Where do you live now? Which country?

Rostislava Pankova-Karadjova's avatar

22 years in New Zealand 🇳🇿

Jane Dougherty's avatar

I knew it was an anglophone country, guessed it wasn’t UK, but couldn’t decide which one :)

B S Freeman's avatar

Thank you for this moving poem which reminds me that the past is always that other world, its otherness made more so by relocation and dislocation.

I live in Australia and though I speak the same language as in my English childhood, not even the swans are the same colour, not even the air inhales in the same way.

Rostislava Pankova-Karadjova's avatar

Your comment means so much to me, thank you 🙏. Where is home, here, there? Will we ever get used to this in-between-ness?

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Rostislava Pankova-Karadjova's avatar

33 years later, I still am a tree with no roots. Still missing everything about home, and even more so when I go back there. Because it’s changed so much, that feel like a foreigner in my own land…

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Rostislava Pankova-Karadjova's avatar

Yep. But we can write about it!