Memoir
Title : Memoir
Pairing : Kame/Ueda
Genre : Romance, Mystery
Rating : NC-17
Summary : A vision is appearing for both of them, something from the past life that taking over there present time. A feeling that coming back that there not aware that they both have.
Chapter 13
Ryo reach the top of the jismuho crying, his heart was rip in to two, knowing that Tatsuya love Kame more than him. Tatsuya reach the top he see Ryo devastated form he slowly walk toward the other guy, his heart was in sorrow seeing one of the guys he loved, but he have to release Ryo he can't love two people at once he know that.
"Ryo..." Tatsuya softly said.
"Go Away! I don't want to talk to you!" Ryo said angrily as he wipes his tears trying not to hide it from the other guy.
"We have to talk about it. We have to move on." Tatsuya softly whispered.
"Move on! Do you think I can move on? I'm fucking hurting! You ripe my heart into pieces! Then you talk to me to move on!" Ryo shouted frustration and anger is visible in his face.
"I know that I hurt you and it's hurting me too!" Tatsuya emphasized.
"Ah! Hurting you are not hurting! Do you really love me all those years?" Ryo looked at him challenging him to tell the truth.
"Yes! I do love you all those time! I know that you feel it!" Tatsuya said looking directly to the other eyes.
"But why are you hurting me now? Did I done you wrong? Did I not give what you expected? Damn it! Why you have to leave me because of that dream!" Ryo snapped angrily.
"Ryo..." Tatsuya said as he hugged the other guy.
"Maybe... maybe you are just hallucinate about your feeling to Kame... maybe it just the feeling of the dreams... We could be back together....right?! You love me right!...." Ryo said as he grab Tatsuya shoulder and kiss him hungrily.
"Ryo!!! Hmp!!! Let me go!" Tatsuya said as he cries and pushed Ryo to the wall.
"Damn! Stay away from me!" Ryo said shaking he was ashamed of himself. He love Tatsuya but seeing the other man walking away from his life was different. He really he know that Tatsuya was happy to what he decided and really loves Kame, he want to give Tatsuya the blessing to make the other one happy but his heart can't, can't let go of him.
"Ryo! I'm sorry but I do love Kazuya, I will die if I can't have him by my side. Fuck those dreams! I really love Kazuya now more than ever!" Tatsuya said as he looked at Ryo making understand what he feel.
"I know, but you should understand I can't right now I really can't." Ryo said slum his body on the floor and cries.
"Ryo... I'm sorry.." Tatsuya said as he tries to hugged Ryo but the other prevent him.
"Just leave... I will be okay.... Leave me alone." Ryo said as he did not looked at the older one.
"But.." Tatsuya said but someone tap his shoulder.
"You better go now, I will take care of him." Yamapi said as he looked at Ryo.
"Thanks Pi" Tatsuya said as he walk away.
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Tatsuya was back in the conference room and he only found Kame in the room.
"Are you okay? Where is Jin?" Tatsuya asked as he see beside Kame.
"He said he have to think and want to be alone." Kazuya said as he slouch at his seat.
Tatsuya move his gaze at the younger one he gently caress the other face trying to ease the tension that the younger one feel.
"We are together with this, so don't worry we can handle it together. I love you Kazuya I truly love not because of those dreams but every time that we are together my feeling for you deepen. So can you trust my feelings? I want to be with you." Tatsuya said as he held Kame hand.
"How are you sure that it was not the dreams that affect our feeling with each other?" Kame looked at him and held his hand tight.
"Maybe at first it was just about the dreams but Kazuya I feel heart broken when I heard that you are in the hospital then realization came to me. I can't loose you now, not today or tomorrow. I don't know what the future will do to us but today I love you and I don't want to loose you." Tatsuya said as he kisses Kazuya passionately.
"That also what I felt, when I'm in the hospital. I don't want you to be gone in my life and I don't want to hurt you and if you choose Ryo over me. I will gladly accepted it because I only want you to be happy." Kazuya smiles to his new boyfriend.
"So how the talk with Jin goes?" Tatsuya asked the younger.
"It was smooth maybe we will be awkward with each other but we are the same. We want your love one to be happy. How about with Ryo?" Kazuya said as he looked at Tatsuya lovingly.
"We'll it didn't go smooth like you and Jin, Ryo and I was the same we don't want to let go the one we love with out a fight." Tatsuya laughed to make the tension at ease.
"Maybe opposite attracts! Don't worry, I think he will understand us too let give him space." Kazuya said as he give Tatsuya peck on the lips.
"Just a peck!" Tatsuya said while pouting.
"Ha! Ha! Ha! We have to go we still have rehearsal to do." Kazuya said as he got up his chair.
"Okay! Kazuya... I love you" Tatsuya said as he hugged the younger one.
"I love you to Tatsuya nii-chan" Kazuya said as they laughed together.
They both got up and held hands. Together they will face their friends and family to tell them that they really love each other no matter what it takes. Together they will live happily ever after.
the end.
A/N: it finished I hope you all like it. I try to have an epilogue to this tomorrow for those who want to know what happen to Jin and Ryo. Thanks every one who read this fic. I hope you like the ending.
epilogue
Pairing : Kame/Ueda
Genre : Romance, Mystery
Rating : NC-17
Summary : A vision is appearing for both of them, something from the past life that taking over there present time. A feeling that coming back that there not aware that they both have.
Chapter 13
Ryo reach the top of the jismuho crying, his heart was rip in to two, knowing that Tatsuya love Kame more than him. Tatsuya reach the top he see Ryo devastated form he slowly walk toward the other guy, his heart was in sorrow seeing one of the guys he loved, but he have to release Ryo he can't love two people at once he know that.
"Ryo..." Tatsuya softly said.
"Go Away! I don't want to talk to you!" Ryo said angrily as he wipes his tears trying not to hide it from the other guy.
"We have to talk about it. We have to move on." Tatsuya softly whispered.
"Move on! Do you think I can move on? I'm fucking hurting! You ripe my heart into pieces! Then you talk to me to move on!" Ryo shouted frustration and anger is visible in his face.
"I know that I hurt you and it's hurting me too!" Tatsuya emphasized.
"Ah! Hurting you are not hurting! Do you really love me all those years?" Ryo looked at him challenging him to tell the truth.
"Yes! I do love you all those time! I know that you feel it!" Tatsuya said looking directly to the other eyes.
"But why are you hurting me now? Did I done you wrong? Did I not give what you expected? Damn it! Why you have to leave me because of that dream!" Ryo snapped angrily.
"Ryo..." Tatsuya said as he hugged the other guy.
"Maybe... maybe you are just hallucinate about your feeling to Kame... maybe it just the feeling of the dreams... We could be back together....right?! You love me right!...." Ryo said as he grab Tatsuya shoulder and kiss him hungrily.
"Ryo!!! Hmp!!! Let me go!" Tatsuya said as he cries and pushed Ryo to the wall.
"Damn! Stay away from me!" Ryo said shaking he was ashamed of himself. He love Tatsuya but seeing the other man walking away from his life was different. He really he know that Tatsuya was happy to what he decided and really loves Kame, he want to give Tatsuya the blessing to make the other one happy but his heart can't, can't let go of him.
"Ryo! I'm sorry but I do love Kazuya, I will die if I can't have him by my side. Fuck those dreams! I really love Kazuya now more than ever!" Tatsuya said as he looked at Ryo making understand what he feel.
"I know, but you should understand I can't right now I really can't." Ryo said slum his body on the floor and cries.
"Ryo... I'm sorry.." Tatsuya said as he tries to hugged Ryo but the other prevent him.
"Just leave... I will be okay.... Leave me alone." Ryo said as he did not looked at the older one.
"But.." Tatsuya said but someone tap his shoulder.
"You better go now, I will take care of him." Yamapi said as he looked at Ryo.
"Thanks Pi" Tatsuya said as he walk away.
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Tatsuya was back in the conference room and he only found Kame in the room.
"Are you okay? Where is Jin?" Tatsuya asked as he see beside Kame.
"He said he have to think and want to be alone." Kazuya said as he slouch at his seat.
Tatsuya move his gaze at the younger one he gently caress the other face trying to ease the tension that the younger one feel.
"We are together with this, so don't worry we can handle it together. I love you Kazuya I truly love not because of those dreams but every time that we are together my feeling for you deepen. So can you trust my feelings? I want to be with you." Tatsuya said as he held Kame hand.
"How are you sure that it was not the dreams that affect our feeling with each other?" Kame looked at him and held his hand tight.
"Maybe at first it was just about the dreams but Kazuya I feel heart broken when I heard that you are in the hospital then realization came to me. I can't loose you now, not today or tomorrow. I don't know what the future will do to us but today I love you and I don't want to loose you." Tatsuya said as he kisses Kazuya passionately.
"That also what I felt, when I'm in the hospital. I don't want you to be gone in my life and I don't want to hurt you and if you choose Ryo over me. I will gladly accepted it because I only want you to be happy." Kazuya smiles to his new boyfriend.
"So how the talk with Jin goes?" Tatsuya asked the younger.
"It was smooth maybe we will be awkward with each other but we are the same. We want your love one to be happy. How about with Ryo?" Kazuya said as he looked at Tatsuya lovingly.
"We'll it didn't go smooth like you and Jin, Ryo and I was the same we don't want to let go the one we love with out a fight." Tatsuya laughed to make the tension at ease.
"Maybe opposite attracts! Don't worry, I think he will understand us too let give him space." Kazuya said as he give Tatsuya peck on the lips.
"Just a peck!" Tatsuya said while pouting.
"Ha! Ha! Ha! We have to go we still have rehearsal to do." Kazuya said as he got up his chair.
"Okay! Kazuya... I love you" Tatsuya said as he hugged the younger one.
"I love you to Tatsuya nii-chan" Kazuya said as they laughed together.
They both got up and held hands. Together they will face their friends and family to tell them that they really love each other no matter what it takes. Together they will live happily ever after.
the end.
A/N: it finished I hope you all like it. I try to have an epilogue to this tomorrow for those who want to know what happen to Jin and Ryo. Thanks every one who read this fic. I hope you like the ending.
epilogue