Memoir
Title : Memoir
Pairing : Kame/Ueda
Genre : Romance, Mystery
Rating : NC-17
Summary : A vision is appearing for both of them, something from the past life that taking over there present time. A feeling that coming back that there not aware that they both have.
Chapter 12
Kame enter their dressing room of Kat-tun he sighted relief when he found no one in the room. He slouch in the couch as he remember his conversation with Yamapi. Then the door open and he see Tatsuya haggard face they both looked at each other. Tatsuya close the door before he came near at Kazuya.
"I already did it, I break-up with Ryo." Tatsuya said as he sat down beside Kame at the couch.
"Do you think this was right? We are hurting people, people that we used to love or... still loving." Kame close his eyes and lean. Tatsuya cupped his face and put a gently kiss on his lips.
"I think it is worth it having you on my side again, feeling those feelings that I felt during those dreams or memories that coming back to me." Tatsuya said as he put his arms on Kazuya shoulder and let the younger one lean on him.
"But I know you are hurting too in breaking up with Ryo the way I felt when I break up with Jin." Kazuya hugged Tatsuya tight.
"Are you chickening out on me? You are most important to me than Ryo but like you said I'm also hurting because of the circumstances. Ryo love me to the fullest I can't blame him only I can blame myself wanting to have you by my side again." Tatsuya put his hand on Kame chin and slowly he lean to kisses the other passionately. When the door open.
"What the hell is this!" Jin shouted fuming with anger.
"Jin!" Kazuya said as he got up.
"You! I trusted you!" Jin said as he grab Tatsuya shirt and punch Tatsuya on the face.
"Jin! Don't hurt Tatsuya!" Ryo said as he grab Jin hand and punch Jin back.
"Stop it!" Kame came as he tries to break away the three.
"You are the one who cause this!" Ryo said as he grab Kame shirt and punch the younger one.
"Ryo!" Tatsuya and Jin said as they grab Ryo to punch him.
"Stop!" Yamapi yelled at them.
The other stop seeing how Yamapi was furious they never seen a furious Yamapi so they back away from each other.
"Good! Now let's go, being a civilize adult and talk it seating, I already arrange the conference room so we can talk peacefully."Yamapi said as he guide them out of the dressing room and into the conference room. Yamapi sighted relief when he sees his friends slowly going to the conference room.
He nodded Maru, Koki and Junno to wait for them in this room and explained it to the other.
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They all seated, Kame and Ueda seat together while Ryo and Jin seat on the opposite so Yamapi seat in the middle of the round table.
"Okay! now talk!" Yamapi said but frowned when every one started to talk at the same time.
"Shut up! God! Why do you have to talk at the same time!" Yamapi frowned and looked at them disbelieve.
"Okay! Let start with Ueda I think that he is the one really know the situation than Kame." Yamapi said.
"How did you know?" Jin asked his friend.
"Kame already told me his side but I think that there more into it so I assume that Ueda has more to say than Kame." Yamapi said in soft voice.
"You told Yamapi but not to me!" Jin said angrily at Kame.
"I have no choice! And the fact he is here while you are in America!" Kame snapped at Jin.
"Shut up you two! We are here to resolve this not to fight, there are many younger than us in this building so please people!" Yamapi shouted at them.
"Okay fine! Now tell me why you broke-up with me!" Jin looked at Kame hurt.
" I will tell you why" Tatsuya looked at Jin then tell the whole story.
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"What you fucking kidding me! You left me because of a dream!" Jin said as his anger rise up.
"I didn't want to but my feelings for Tatsuya goes stronger when you left me! I don't have a choice my heart beat for him" Kazuya said as he tried to suppress his cries.
"But I love you and I know that you love me too! He just brainwash you!" Jin shouted and give Tatsuya a deadly glance.
"Oh stop whining! We didn't want it to be like this, Ryo I know that I hurt you so much that it hurt me also but I will continue hurting you if I didn't let go of you." Tatsuya said pleading.
"We don't really plan this it just happen." Kame said also in pleading tone.
"I don't know Tatsuya, but you know that I love you so much... I want to let you go and be happy but I can't I just can't" Ryo said rushing out of the conference room.
"Ryo!" Tatsuya said he want to follow the other one but he halt he didn't want Kame to be alone to fight Jin. But Kame put his hand on Tatsuya and nodded and smile at him. That make Tatsuya after the younger one.
"You really are in love with him." Jin said as he narrow his eyes to Kame but before he can say anything Yamapi stood up.
"I think I better go, you need to talked about it by yourself." Yamapi said as he goes out the conference room.
"Yes! I love him but it doesn't mean I didn't love you Jin. I do love you I know that you feel it. But like Tatsuya said I don't want to hurt you more because I can't return your love anymore." Kame put his gazed on the floor.
"Damn! Why these happen to us, You know I love you more and I can't let you go like this. I know that It also my fault that I left you and make that stupid memories come to you when I off guard." Jin goes up and punch the wall.
"Jin!" Kame get out of his chair and hugged Jin from behind.
"I'm sorry...I'm sorry" Kame cries as he hugged Jin who is also crying.
"I'm I really too late?" Jin softly said as he looked at the younger one.
"Hush! Now! I don't want you to cry. I love you Kazu and I want you to be happy" Jin said as he wipes the younger tears.
"Even it hurt me to see you with him, I try to understand and accept it." Jin said as he wipes his own tears.
"Jin.... thank you" Kame said as he hugged and cupped Jin face as he kiss him for the last time.
to be continued.
Chapter 14
Pairing : Kame/Ueda
Genre : Romance, Mystery
Rating : NC-17
Summary : A vision is appearing for both of them, something from the past life that taking over there present time. A feeling that coming back that there not aware that they both have.
Chapter 12
Kame enter their dressing room of Kat-tun he sighted relief when he found no one in the room. He slouch in the couch as he remember his conversation with Yamapi. Then the door open and he see Tatsuya haggard face they both looked at each other. Tatsuya close the door before he came near at Kazuya.
"I already did it, I break-up with Ryo." Tatsuya said as he sat down beside Kame at the couch.
"Do you think this was right? We are hurting people, people that we used to love or... still loving." Kame close his eyes and lean. Tatsuya cupped his face and put a gently kiss on his lips.
"I think it is worth it having you on my side again, feeling those feelings that I felt during those dreams or memories that coming back to me." Tatsuya said as he put his arms on Kazuya shoulder and let the younger one lean on him.
"But I know you are hurting too in breaking up with Ryo the way I felt when I break up with Jin." Kazuya hugged Tatsuya tight.
"Are you chickening out on me? You are most important to me than Ryo but like you said I'm also hurting because of the circumstances. Ryo love me to the fullest I can't blame him only I can blame myself wanting to have you by my side again." Tatsuya put his hand on Kame chin and slowly he lean to kisses the other passionately. When the door open.
"What the hell is this!" Jin shouted fuming with anger.
"Jin!" Kazuya said as he got up.
"You! I trusted you!" Jin said as he grab Tatsuya shirt and punch Tatsuya on the face.
"Jin! Don't hurt Tatsuya!" Ryo said as he grab Jin hand and punch Jin back.
"Stop it!" Kame came as he tries to break away the three.
"You are the one who cause this!" Ryo said as he grab Kame shirt and punch the younger one.
"Ryo!" Tatsuya and Jin said as they grab Ryo to punch him.
"Stop!" Yamapi yelled at them.
The other stop seeing how Yamapi was furious they never seen a furious Yamapi so they back away from each other.
"Good! Now let's go, being a civilize adult and talk it seating, I already arrange the conference room so we can talk peacefully."Yamapi said as he guide them out of the dressing room and into the conference room. Yamapi sighted relief when he sees his friends slowly going to the conference room.
He nodded Maru, Koki and Junno to wait for them in this room and explained it to the other.
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They all seated, Kame and Ueda seat together while Ryo and Jin seat on the opposite so Yamapi seat in the middle of the round table.
"Okay! now talk!" Yamapi said but frowned when every one started to talk at the same time.
"Shut up! God! Why do you have to talk at the same time!" Yamapi frowned and looked at them disbelieve.
"Okay! Let start with Ueda I think that he is the one really know the situation than Kame." Yamapi said.
"How did you know?" Jin asked his friend.
"Kame already told me his side but I think that there more into it so I assume that Ueda has more to say than Kame." Yamapi said in soft voice.
"You told Yamapi but not to me!" Jin said angrily at Kame.
"I have no choice! And the fact he is here while you are in America!" Kame snapped at Jin.
"Shut up you two! We are here to resolve this not to fight, there are many younger than us in this building so please people!" Yamapi shouted at them.
"Okay fine! Now tell me why you broke-up with me!" Jin looked at Kame hurt.
" I will tell you why" Tatsuya looked at Jin then tell the whole story.
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"What you fucking kidding me! You left me because of a dream!" Jin said as his anger rise up.
"I didn't want to but my feelings for Tatsuya goes stronger when you left me! I don't have a choice my heart beat for him" Kazuya said as he tried to suppress his cries.
"But I love you and I know that you love me too! He just brainwash you!" Jin shouted and give Tatsuya a deadly glance.
"Oh stop whining! We didn't want it to be like this, Ryo I know that I hurt you so much that it hurt me also but I will continue hurting you if I didn't let go of you." Tatsuya said pleading.
"We don't really plan this it just happen." Kame said also in pleading tone.
"I don't know Tatsuya, but you know that I love you so much... I want to let you go and be happy but I can't I just can't" Ryo said rushing out of the conference room.
"Ryo!" Tatsuya said he want to follow the other one but he halt he didn't want Kame to be alone to fight Jin. But Kame put his hand on Tatsuya and nodded and smile at him. That make Tatsuya after the younger one.
"You really are in love with him." Jin said as he narrow his eyes to Kame but before he can say anything Yamapi stood up.
"I think I better go, you need to talked about it by yourself." Yamapi said as he goes out the conference room.
"Yes! I love him but it doesn't mean I didn't love you Jin. I do love you I know that you feel it. But like Tatsuya said I don't want to hurt you more because I can't return your love anymore." Kame put his gazed on the floor.
"Damn! Why these happen to us, You know I love you more and I can't let you go like this. I know that It also my fault that I left you and make that stupid memories come to you when I off guard." Jin goes up and punch the wall.
"Jin!" Kame get out of his chair and hugged Jin from behind.
"I'm sorry...I'm sorry" Kame cries as he hugged Jin who is also crying.
"I'm I really too late?" Jin softly said as he looked at the younger one.
"Hush! Now! I don't want you to cry. I love you Kazu and I want you to be happy" Jin said as he wipes the younger tears.
"Even it hurt me to see you with him, I try to understand and accept it." Jin said as he wipes his own tears.
"Jin.... thank you" Kame said as he hugged and cupped Jin face as he kiss him for the last time.
to be continued.
Chapter 14