My Life Story

robot_devil — Sun, 28 Dec 2008 05:44:03 GMT

anyone else playing Animal Crossing? I wanna get a friend code to visit other towns!

THE SHIELD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

robot_devil — Wed, 26 Nov 2008 04:47:22 GMT

OH

MY

GOD

I am in shock. Complete shock.

robot_devil — Wed, 19 Nov 2008 21:38:07 GMT

Photos from our Halloween Camping Trip Extravaganza 2008!

This picture came out blurry, but any idea what it is?

haha, I have no idea. Other than right before this he was talking about spreading something...

Court said I had to give mine a butthole, lol

Watch out, she's got a lightsaber of metal!!! hahah

Star Wars Battleship!!!!

OHHH NOOOOOOOO!

robot_devil — Sat, 15 Nov 2008 01:05:38 GMT

It moved again!!!! Now its sitting on top of a rolled up rug just behind the door...

Also, this morning it was really orange-ish outside! It was so strange! Did anyone else see it?

robot_devil — Thu, 13 Nov 2008 20:42:27 GMT

We have had a gnome that has lived outside for years, although when we first bought him he stayed inside. Then one night Kev had a nightmare about it and he has lived outside since. Lately its been moving around the back yard getting closer and closer. When I'm home alone I stare at it DARING it to move or speak and eventually creep myself out beyond belief.

Today he got really close, and I am NOT going on the back porch with it. I'm certain the neighbor is doing it, but damn it I creep myself out about it!

Look!

robot_devil — Fri, 31 Oct 2008 15:55:36 GMT

Kev's birthday dinner at Chez Pierre last night was ok... when we first got there we decided to sit outside since Kev wanted to smoke and it was warm enough. No one bothered to even look at us for at least ten minutes. Ridiculous. I don't want to assume its because we look like we can't afford a nice dinner but, past experiences tell me otherwise. We ended up moving inside which turned out much better anyways, not to mention I didn't have to shout our conversation (it was REALLY loud outside).

Then we went to see Max Payne.

Oh boy.

I knew it would be bad, but I didn't think it could be that bad! I almost fell asleep several times for the entire first and middle halves...ugh, it was just bad.

Despite all of the hickups it was a really great day! Now its time for Halloween Camping! Woo Hoo!!!!

robot_devil — Sat, 25 Oct 2008 13:27:42 GMT

We went out to El Jalisco, St. Mike's then Pockets for a coworkers birthday last night. I was fine and happy with everything until we got to Pockets. Did you know they charge a cover to get in??? Its a fucking overpriced pool hall and they charge you 3 bucks to get in! I asked the chick why there was a cover and all she could stammer was "its been that way for six or seven years". Fine and dandy but it didn't answer my question. Oh well, I won't be going back there again, not that I had ever planned on it anyway....

robot_devil — Mon, 13 Oct 2008 22:50:06 GMT

Its funny how the smallest things can bring you down. The wrong tone combined with being insecure is apparently detrimental to my mental health. Of course, all things lead back to what I regret, but I guess thats life. A constant loop of wonderful and beautiful music but somehow someone snuck in a few terrible songs that make you want to throw up or cry. Really I'd like to just forget. Hit delete and never look back. Then again, pain makes you beautiful, right? Judy Bats seem to think so. I guess the good news in all of this is that I have Kev who loves me no matter what song is playing.

robot_devil — Wed, 08 Oct 2008 22:30:45 GMT

I had my very first root canal today. Hooray. My face is still numb! Do you know how ridiculous it looks when you try to talk and smile with half a numb face? Its pretty hysterical!! They prescribed me darvocet (spelling?) which surprisingly I've never had to take before. I don't plan on taking it though, unless I need it. I guess i'm weird and nervous about drugs...well, ones I haven't done before anyway, haha. Otherwise, all is well. Our vacation was awesome, as expected! We even got to meet Rock Harper the season three winner of Hell's Kitchen! That was exciting! And Kev actually enjoyed riding the Expedition Everest ride!! Exciting times indeed, my friends.

I think I'm going to go lay down now, my skull is starting to not feel so happy.

robot_devil — Tue, 23 Sep 2008 15:53:46 GMT

Today my work mate Hollie and I started walking on lunch, it makes me very happy! I've also sworn off fast food because yesterday I was obsessed with looking up the nutritional values for all the places I like to eat and it is absolutely amazing how high fat and calories are!!!! And this is coming from a vegetarian!!! Kev and I both decided that starting now we're going to cut back on smoking so we can quit. Walking around Disney will help since I know smoking and walking around for 10 hours everyday is not the greatest feeling. I'm determined to lose weight, I don't want to be upset any more. I don't want to be depressed about it any more. I've wasted too much time being lazy instead of living life. It's time! haha, I heard Bruce Buffer's (is that the right name? The UFC announcer?) saying Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitss Tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiime in my head.

Joy!

robot_devil — Sun, 21 Sep 2008 15:48:32 GMT

Yesterday I finished the Narnia series! Everyone is right, The Golden Compass is the complete opposite. I still don't think churches should ban the books though. I think all people should be given the right to believe in what feels right to them, not to be force fed specifics. I think that the specifics don't matter in the grand scheme of things. Of course I'm not really in the mood to discuss my beliefs at the moment though...

One week from now I will be in Disney World! Our two year anniversary is nearly here! I am sooooooooooooo exited!

!

Next month will be exciting too. I think we are going to go camping for Halloween, how scary! Im hoping Kev will tell some ghost stories. October 12 I am scheduled for two PAID photo shoots ( I haven't figured out the $$ amount yet though)!! I'm a tad nervous, but i think it'll be alright. Its people I know so that will help to calm my nerves. One is for family portraits and the other is for engagement photos. I was asked to take the wedding photos too but we should be camping, and honestly, I'm not sure I'm up for that task. One day.

I love this weather!

robot_devil — Fri, 12 Sep 2008 14:31:10 GMT

I have been sick nearly all week.

LAME

But today Im starting to feel human again. Its great. I think I may be even getting back my sense of smell and taste. Unfortunately I have to get dressed and go to the lab to have blood drawn (for another reason, joy), hopefully I won't hack up green stuff in the waiting room.

I hate being sick. Im glad I don't get sick very often. I might loose my mind if I did.

robot_devil — Thu, 04 Sep 2008 15:45:34 GMT

Yesterday my sister called me to tell me that she had run into my ex
boyfriend. She said he was working at a Dollar General in Crawfordville
(I'm not judging him or anyone for working there, but the way she spoke
it sounded like an entry level position) and was living out of his
parents house by himself. I don't hold a grudge against him for all of
the horrible things he said to me and the way he treated me in our
nearly four years of dating, but it did make me feel good about myself
knowing how far I've (we've, rather) come. Kev is my soul mate and life
without him would be unbearable. I am grateful in a way that he drove me
away because it lead me straight to Kevin. Its amazing to get reminders
of how great life is especially when its from an unexpected source. So,
go be happy and enjoy what you have.

:-)

robot_devil — Fri, 22 Aug 2008 02:04:22 GMT

holy crap im drunk. played in a bowling tournament tonite!!!!! woooooo hooooooo!!! had a blast! Kevs kisses are good luck!

robot_devil — Wed, 20 Aug 2008 20:19:18 GMT

Today marks the two week anniversary of Storm's passing. Daily living has fallen into its normal rhythm, well as normal as it can get without her, but that doesn't necessarily make it ok. I think about her a lot, everyday, but at least now I'm thinking less and less of her limp body and lifeless eyes. I don't know if I ever will forget that sight, I'm just hoping all of those sweet sweet memories will come before those gut wrenching visions. To some people it may seem strange that I mourn her, but she was a part of my family. She was a part of my life. Storm was magical! She could make anyone love her, even my Dad who is not founds of cats. This year seems to have a lot of surprising death. I hope 2009 will be the start of many great things.

In other news...

Our two year anniversary is right around the corner! Only 39 days left until Disney time! I can hardly believe its been two years since we got married. Oh how time flies.

robot_devil — Thu, 07 Aug 2008 02:09:10 GMT

As of roughly four pm today, our beloved Storm left us. She was buried at my Dad's house beneath some great trees in the woods she loved to play and hunt in. I will mourn her loss for an eternity.

We Love You Storm

robot_devil — Tue, 05 Aug 2008 14:48:09 GMT

Yesterday Kevin took Storm to the vet because she hasn't been eating. We
tried to prepare ourselves for the inevitable news, but hearing those
five words "There's nothing we can do" was still a shock. I don't think
it has fully sunk in yet that as of tomorrow afternoon I'll never hear
her meow, or purr, or run around the house ever again. I've decided to
dip her paw in ink to put into a frame and to also get a tattoo of it.

No words can describe how I feel.

We'll see how I handle tomorrow. We're taking her to my Dad's property
since she loved it there. I'll know she'll be happy to be in the woods
again chasing mice and birds.

robot_devil — Sat, 26 Jul 2008 23:01:48 GMT

My emotions have been quite the roller coaster lately, it sux. I know its temporary, well I'm assuming anyway, so I just gotta stay positive until my brain is done being a pratt. Tonight we're gonna (that's the plan so far) meet up with Jaime at St. Michael's so that should put me in good spirits. Maybe she can help me decide if I get bangs. :)

Right now I'm at Brad's house. Kev and Brad are trying to make music for their side band The Dunwich Quartet. It's a Cthulhu inspired folk band, lol. Kev already wrote lyrics for 3 or 4 songs. They are ridiculous! In a good way! Obviously I'm a bit bored though...

/pointless update

robot_devil — Sun, 13 Jul 2008 23:20:42 GMT

I don't have anything of importance to say, but Hey! I'm in a good mood! :D I think I owe it to exercise which is awesome.

On a different note, I tried out the new Ihop and thought it was good. Also, have been to Monk's a couple of weeks ago and look forward to eating there again. Good stuff. There's a new ice cream shoppe on apalachee too that I might have to try out soon....we'll see.

Dinner time!

robot_devil — Mon, 07 Jul 2008 01:14:15 GMT

Weekend was lovely. Got to see some in-laws at a family reunion, SHB in Panama City and the UFC fight at Miller's. Good times, well, mostly.

Last week at work was bad.

This coming week is going to be 10 fold worse. I wish I could explain it better but really, what's the point? The stress is there and it won't easily subside.

le sigh

At least my boss is bringing me scallops tomorrow!!!!! That is terrific news! I haven't a clue how I should make them though....any recipe ideas?

robot_devil — Sun, 22 Jun 2008 21:48:36 GMT

Star Wars Weekends was an absolute BLAST!!!!!!!! The new Toy Story ride is AWESOME and I scored the highest points!!! W00t!! Plus, I got to see the Star Wars Celebrity Dance OFF!!!!!!! EFFING VADER AND TROOPS DID THRILLER!!!!!!!!!!!

*dies of happiness*

robot_devil — Thu, 19 Jun 2008 17:12:47 GMT

I'm really fed up with a bunch of things, but one in particular is
nature. Or rather how human beings just trample all over it and get
pissed when it tries to fight back.

Like when we build dams to suit OUR needs but get angry and kill beavers
because its their lifestyle and causes problems for our own
inconvenience.

Sometimes I wish I could just pack up my life and run to the woods and
live there without destroying the natural order of things. But I'm a
hypocrite and can't do it. I think im just too scared. Maybe one day...

robot_devil — Tue, 17 Jun 2008 14:29:31 GMT

I know the past can define who you are, make you a better person and
make you realize the precious things you have but sometimes I wish I
could forget. Sometimes I wish that I could have been wiser, less
selfish, a lot more considerate and just not have made those mistakes.
But there they are. Bright red and pulsing, full of memories that I wish
didn't belong to me. Kev taught me a long time ago that one should never
regret, and I believe in that, but sometimes I would love to forgive and
forget. I suppose that's what goes hand in hand with mistakes. They'll
haunt you forever. At least I know who I am and what precious things
I have.

robot_devil — Fri, 13 Jun 2008 22:31:16 GMT

Tomorrow I'm going to Wild Adventures with a bunch o' people! Yay! Tonight we're having a slumber party at Patreka's house! I wonder if I can convince someone to give me a pedicure, lol.

I am SO HAPPY its the weekend. This week has not been bad necessarily, just sleepy! Of course I won't really get to catch up on sleep til sunday, but I am a-ok with that.

Next weekend is Star Wars!!!!!

Exciting!!!!!

:D

robot_devil — Mon, 09 Jun 2008 13:54:37 GMT

I got a new tattoo yesterday. No one in the world has it since I made
it! Yippee! Although, when I showed Jerry, he's like "That thing!?". So
naturally, it made me worry that I was doing something that I could
regret, but I like it. So I don't.

Friday night I drank SO MUCH. I couldn't see straight. Or do anything
straight. Kev said that I woke up in the middle of the night, tried to
bite his hand, laughed about it (he said it was really creepy) and then
went to go pee. But then I never came back to bed. All I remember is
falling asleep in bed and waking up on the couch.

I'm really ok if I never drink again. I'm sure I made a fool of myself
somewhere and I'm done with that mess. That's for people who can't cope
with life anyway and quite frankly, I love my life. I have the greatest
husband in the world! Drinking, on a regular basis anyway, and being
depressed (especially at the same time) are two things I never want to
re-visit again. Ever. Never ever. That was THE LOWEST point in my life
and I'm so thankful and grateful for where I am today. Its amazing what
people can take for granted and not even realize it.

Saturday night we had some peeps over for UFC. It was a fun time! I
actually stayed awake for the entire PPV! Haha! Also, I made a black
bean dip that was really good! I was happy since it was the first time
I'd ever made a dip like that.

YuM!

Ok, off to work. Much to do.