don't look back
I need to learn the difference between "You're not doing it now," and "You'll never do it again."
Last night I had one of those dark nights, when I looked at myself, thought about what I'm doing, what I wanted to be doing now, what's been happening, and sank steadily into a funk. By the time Soren came back from hanging out with Reive, I was useless, and had been so for hours.
Today. . . well, today I shall be functional, and perhaps find one thing that I can do well and rejoice in it, so that when I get out to see people tonight, I'll be in a better mood.
Last night I had one of those dark nights, when I looked at myself, thought about what I'm doing, what I wanted to be doing now, what's been happening, and sank steadily into a funk. By the time Soren came back from hanging out with Reive, I was useless, and had been so for hours.
Today. . . well, today I shall be functional, and perhaps find one thing that I can do well and rejoice in it, so that when I get out to see people tonight, I'll be in a better mood.